Love this bro! Got that good emotional voice! keep it up! down to collab anytime!

(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

(casperrr)
i'm drowning 
and i keep pushing myself down
crying
i feel like shit i think i'm drownin
in my own fears 
i think im drowning in my own tears

(gloomybaby)
i’m drowning in tears
i’m scared of what i fear 
this isn’t even 
real just past me another drink so i don’t feel 
this is not what i planned 
i don’t wanna hurt so bad this not what
i planned 
i dont wanna hurt so bad 
nothing you ever said 
could be as bad 
as what i call my self 
maybe i should get some help but i just don’t think that would help

(casperrr)
i'm drowning 
and i keep pushing myself down
crying
i feel like shit i think i'm drownin
in my own fears 
i think im drowning in my own tears

drowning w/gloomybaby (dead spyro)

for my boyfriend, ily shy <3

prod. @jolst @pekarot_161

i dont deserve u 
but im so glad i have u...
im so glad...

i dont deserve u
im just lucky that i get to know u

i dont deserve u
im sorry fore these hoops you have to
jump through
im nothing but bad news 
you're the only thing that 
i dont wanna lose 

you're the only thing that 
ive ever cared about losing...
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant

and im sorry baby
i try to 
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes...i cant...

you've been everything to me
from way back when till now
and every message in between 

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

and im sorry baby..
i try to...
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes i cant...

(sometimes, sometimes)

sometimes i cant!
sometimes i cant!!

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

deserve u [+pekarot & jolst]

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

prod. me and @xona

hmm~
i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts
oh they kill me
oh they hurt me
oh they make me bleed
oh i feel like im dying
oh i feel like i am lying
to myself
everyday
everynight
i stay awake~

i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts

pain on my chest
i can't fucking breathe
my head is a mess
i don't want to live
put all my emotions
under the sea
wonder why nobody
ever talk to me

a lot of anxiety
feel it deep in my bones
what has gotten into me
pls leave me alone
every single scar u see
tells u a different memory

i'm breaking my bones (xona + casperrr)

FUCK U

lyrics
i remember way back in the past times,
we were all good, maxed out on them white lines,
snort a line of blow im dead, i used to hear voices now it's all in my head. x2

last night, i blew a couple racks
nice jeans on her legs
20g's in the keg.
she used to say forever, i used to say always,
now we see eachother and we fight in the hallways.

*frvr&alwys*

i remember way back in the past times,
we were all good, maxed out on them white lines,
snort a line of blow im dead, i used to hear voices now it's all in my head. x2

kais

past time w/frvr&alwys (prod.irby)

Overthink (ft.Days to Waste)

This is my first release since the plague.  It talks about falling for someone and how even on the worst of days or when you're just wasting time, they make it feel better.  At the same time, it talks about the fear of messing things up from making big promises too soon and moving too fast.  Hope you enjoy! </3

Waste Time (Prod. TNVR)

Last thing I Need (ft. scapegoat)

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

The emotions we feel when we're young, from love, to heartbreak, to everything in between I believe are some of the purest yet strongest emotions out there.  These songs talk about all the emotions I've gone through and people I know have gone through growing up and dealing with life.  To anyone that relates I hope it helps and that y'all enjoy <3 

Contact: yhbofficial@gmail.com

Waste Time (Prod. TNVR)

Young Heartbreak

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