need a little bit of sunshine sometime seeding in my thoughts i'm feeling when i'm not fine
there ain't nothin' in my head, walking like the living dead, waking up in someone's bed with my eyes, they're blazing red (blood RED)
but who's giving you those kisses, i just know that's not your lipstick
but who's giving you those kisses? i just know that's not your lipstick
i'm seeing ReD
so quietly, inside of me, i'm rioting, so quietly
gentle as the breeze, softly through the trees
you really should have told me you weren't having fun anymore. that's all you really had to say
you really should have told me you weren't having fun anymore. how hard is it to say what you FEEL?

RED (prod. YEOWCH)

(have yall heard that new yeowch track? that new, that new, yeOWch? it go like this, it go like yeOWCH, it go like YEOWCH)

i try to do the right thing, but i could never master the timing
people like to talk about me highly, cause they dont know the feelings ive been hiding
tried to put the bottle down, didnt take away my frown
sleeping kind of lousy, waking up so drowsy
i wish i could run to my friends, but i dont really like to pretend
better on my own and relaxing, but even that is getting kind of taxing
my demons pick my pockets, keep my feelings locked in lockets, pull my legs out from the sockets that's a set back
do my talkin not so often, always looking at some nonsense, and defending from the offense when they attack
i ask "watchu want from me?", the say "boy, what do you think? we wanna break your boundaries, tell us how is that sounding?"
love is such a give and take, never knowing when it's fake 
it isnt easy when you try to learn it
when you play this song, i hope you burnin
love is such a give and take, never knowing when its fke
pay attention to the lying
its all about the timing ;)

Timing (prod. YEOWCH)

(why is everybody so mean, and poopy)
i'm not that poppin
not what's expected
i'm costing money
feel but don't say shit
i'm feelin trapped, you're blocking me from sections
it's where we're at, i think we're both infected
down the road lost what you wanted
you had a home but the floor kept on falling
now i'm here, my heart is beating
only gave me time when you needed feeding
don't have enough time for photos and rewinds
making me see signs i can't read, not clearly
i won't be the life of the party and then some
i crossed the line one too many times
you could never understand what it's like
being the guy who's afraid of the light
and no one s calling you and that's just too much for you
i can't be so friendly, you crossed the line one too many times
i can't be your bestie
you crossed the line for the last time

Infected (BB)

(Always fighting my subconscious, i can't fight it, i can't fight it, it's taking money out my pocket)
I got a problem, i got a problem, i got a problem, i got a problem
I got a problem, i got a problem, i got one, i got one
Lately i've been caring less and less, yeah
I don't give a fuck, it's on my chest, yeah
All you wanna do is fall in love, yeah?
Don't consider it a given, it's a plus, yeah
Tryna take the easy road just like i showed you
Lately you've been staying home, that's not like the old you
All you wanna do is run, but i never told you,
"Running only lasts so long 'til you're needing something new"
'Til you're needing something new
And you do what you gotta do
I'm afraid of choosing, what could i be losing?
Just listen, if i don't like the outcome
There's nothing i can't outrun
I used to be so wholesome, but it wasn't enough for me
Taking lots of breaks, haven't looked up what it takes
All i wanna do is make it, wanna be your favorite
Tryna do some walking, but i'm too afraid of talking
All the hotties pass me by, i'm not afraid to be that guy
Cause, lately i've been caring less and less, yeah
I don't give a fuck it's on my chest, yeah
All you wanna do is fall in love, yeah
Don't consider it a given it's a plus, yeah
Tryna take the easy road just like i showed you
Lately you've been staying home, that's not like the old you
All you wanna do is run, but i never told you,
"Running only lasts so long, 'til you're needing something new"
'Til you're needing something new
And you just do what you gotta do 
I'm so afraid of choosing, what could i be losing?
(Just listen) if i don't like, if i don't like, if i don't like the outcome
There's nothing i won't outrun
But you're supposed to be someone, i hope for you that's enough
I got, i got a problem
I'm acting just like the victim
Won't share my problems
I am the problem
Proceed with caution, i have some problems
I have some problems, i have some problems, i have some problems
I have

Problem

Infected

(Just one more time 
I forgot how to make things rhyme
Wait i did it, should've wrote that down
I forgot it, what do i do now?)
Focused on the wrong things
Tripping while i'm walking
Tangled up in long strings, i'm holding back
I wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that
But i swear i'm holding back, yeah i'm holding back
Mother, i'm sorry for the distance
I really hope that it's alright and it's alright, she says it nice that "it's alright"
The smoke that burns the sky, i'm not sleeping through that night
Won't have the strength to try but still i try to get more wise
Motherfucker, gotta act smarter
Stop ducking calls and chill witcho father
You got a reason to hold yourself in:
Protect from the threats that try to break in
But meanwhile you're holding all this baggage
These bags they don't have owners, so why you bagging?
Clutching to the past and tripping over what happened
Instead of looking back to learn from the sadness
Focused on the wrong things
Tripping while i'm walking
Tangled up in long strings, i'm holding back
I wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that
But i swear i'm holding back, yeah i'm holding back
Yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Saying that you're feeling better doesn't mean you're getting better
Only that you're getting better at saying you're being better
Yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Saying that you're feeling better doesn't mean you're getting better
Only that you're getting better at saying you're being better
Oh, just let me in
Just lemme in, yeah, just lemme in
Just let me in, just let me in
Just let me in
Focused on the wrong things
Tripping while i'm walking
Tangled up in long strings, i'm holding back
I wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that
But i swear i'm holding back, yeah i'm holding back
Focused on the wrong things
Tripping while i'm walking
Tangled up in long strings, i'm holding back
I wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that, i wish it wasn't that
But i swear i'm holding back, yeah i'm holding back
(This is fortunato lorenzo guillen and this is the end of my first project as rRuffian. i worked very hard on it so i hope you enjoyed, because i love it. goodbye :8)

Holden Bach

waking up to the breeze coming through my window
i forgot how to breathe, it stopped being simple
i got a lot of people climbing through my window
we acting really sinful
parents are scared of what they don't know
hefty bowl inside my pocket, i've forgotten if i locked it
on the side of the road, a spot where nobody goes
i wanna turn back, but you don't like that
take a drag, take a drag, take a drag
we out here by the pool, gettin messy with the food
all i'm thinking is "i love you"
i'm feelin good, just like i should, oh this is nice, oh this is nice
waking up to the breeze coming through my window
*literally breathing*

OUT HERE (SINGLE)

Wasting Time

Out Here

Lady Fingies

Unobtainable (Prod. Eli Filosov)

Original track was posted by tomppabeats. Original song:
https://soundcloud.com/user-271109006/tomppabeats-monday-loop

sUmMeR (prod. tomppabeats)

Original track was posted by altitude. Original song:
https://soundcloud.com/altitvde/l-o-s-t-f-o-u-n-d

Part One

Original track was posted by altitude. Original song:
https://soundcloud.com/altitvde/rainstrm

Sticks and Stones

Track was made by Leynos Hideyoshi on SoundCloud. Solid beat that matched the vibe of what infatuation feels like. Check out the original song.
https://soundcloud.com/leynos-hideyoshi/jinsang-egyptian-pools

Same Old Same Old

Original track was posted by knowmadic. Original song
https://soundcloud.com/knowmadicbeats/idk-anymore

Alone

Original track, x jhfly, by squid ethics
x jhfly: https://soundcloud.com/squidb3a/x-jhfly

Honestly how I've been feeling At The Moment ;8/

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