lyrics 

Dirt roads down the long way home
I could see them in their coats
Said they were looking for their bones
thought we were ones of their own and I don't blame them
From the way that I walk
From the way that I talk
I'm like an animated corpse so I pass well
I'm hard to read well
Girls like u are too rare around here
U better keep ur voice down they can smell the fear
I was giving her advice when I noticed 
There's a glint inside her eye it's like a virus 

Looked into the mirror he's staring back at me
Pale skin he's grinning he got hunting teeth
Rhyme switch 
Reaching out the glass like no one asked him
Think u better run before the situations nasty
I got cold feet down this midnight pavement on the backstreet
Ground had opened up im right back where I started 
figure in the mist it look like me now 
I got bits of brain all on my feet now 

Now we fighting like the dawnguard
She just hungry I can take more
She gon use me as a food source
She had cut her skin and pressed her neck into a tired maw
And I don't know this taste but bae u best believe I'm taking more 

I'm thirsty 
Hungry for the fluid of the life stream
I do not go out on days it's feeling kinda sunny no
I no longer see my fucking friends no
The two of us together its forever it's no end no
This new diet doing something to our heartbeats
We go out at night she like to drag me tk these parties 
We stay out the back u would never guesd we lurking
We have our little fun before the cops begin the searching
Telling me to close the curtains
This made her wanna fuck
This life it seems to be her purpose
In the end was it worth it
To feel nothing but hollow inside while looking perfect 

Now we fighting like the dawn guard
She just hungry she can take more
She gon use me as a food source
She had cut her skin and pressed her neck into a tired maw
And i dont know this taste but bae u best believe im taking more

dawnguard. (viera x sorrowbringer)

oh oh please don’t hate me
i know we’re both crazy 
pick up your phone baby 
i’ve lost myself lately 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

always said there’s nothing wrong it’s all in my head
i can tell there’s something wrong, baby my bad 
never thought we’d see the end 
can we please just try again 
was it really that bad? baby i could change. 
i guess i wanna say i’m sorry, like, for all the pain. 
i really didn’t wanna pull you in this fucking game. 
i know it’s all my fault but i don’t wanna say- 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

i don’t wanna cry for you 
said you’re not okay me too
i just wanna follow through 
i would always bleed for you 
fuck my life i don’t wanna do this 
died 3 times, seen a lot of bad shit 
fight my war, pray that imma die quick 
i don’t wanna fight like anymore i hate this 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that
i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

please don't hate me

part of the problem

hard times dont last (I hope)  ft Labrece angelic prod by irby

sometimes i…

feel the tension i wanna give up 
N did I mention idgaf
Oh its a lesson cuz bb im stuck 
The time i invested I wanna get back
I want love but run when im attached
Look in the mirror and I hate where im at
Fuck ur opinion especially if it bout me
Sometimes I wish they could see the world how i c

Sometimes I hate myself I hate the way I be
There’s not a soul that could hate me more than me
Even my momma asking me if I’m all g
Idk how to talk so I put it on a beat
Gave u all my <3 n u act like that shit cheap
Yea I told u from the start I’m all urs to keep
And even tho we miles apart I still see u in my dreams
Hmm hmmm 

feel the tension i wanna give up 
N did I mention idgaf
Oh its a lesson cuz bb im stuck 
The time i invested I wanna get back
I want love but run when im attached
Look in the mirror and I hate where im at
Fuck ur opinion especially if it bout me
Sometimes I wish they could see the world how i c

tension [p. methboiswag]

Hook:
Got demons in my throat, I’m a martyr
She don’t ever see me choke, I’m a baller
Keep my baby on a rope, I won’t call her
See my honey in the smoke, yeah, we barter

Verse 1:
Leave me alone, in the zone, wrote the charter in blood and stone
Keeping bitches off my phone, get on the bus, I gotta go
Nightmares darting left and right, but I only feel my heart of gold
I said I’d never see the light—my daddy shot them bullet holes

Bridge:
I don’t know, baby, oh I don’t know
Keep it with me, baby, I don't know
She’s feeling empty, oh—I told her float
We smoking backroads, on the road, ayy

Verse 2:
Out the stone I arrived, body reeking formaldehyde
Spiders biting in the time, creeping up and down my spine
You never read between the lines, I got something on my mind
I never passed a joke—secret meanings in the light
Tattoos on my body, Betty Boop—I never croak
I never snort no lines, bro is fucking up the coke
My family having strokes, we Mormon so we soak
Got homies on the road, waiting for my time alone

Hook:
Got demons in my throat, I’m a martyr
She don’t ever see me choke, I’m a baller
Keep my baby on a rope, I won’t call her
See my honey in the smoke, yeah, we barter

Verse 3:
Getting fucked up—you're with me
I don’t even get friend-zoned, I’m empty
Tell me you wanna leave me, just say please
Baby don’t get with me, I’m empty
I don’t got a passport, but I fly
Travel the world with me, baby, it’s so nice
We can take a trip to Paris—what you like?
Smoke some weed around the world, I’m so high

Martyr (prod. by pyctur)

prod. morgan

mixed and mastered by backyard beetle

verses (in order)
lil angle
backyard beetle
saint michael
cheesecurds

hold me down [ft. lil angle, backyard beetle, saint michael, and cheesecurds] (prod. morgan)

fraidy cat *p. torture*

another throwaway track, might put on spotify soon tho x

lyrics ~

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

and baby do you bleed like the others do?
and tell me does your heart scream like others too?
i don't really like the honest truth
so i'll just let you lie and just pull me through

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

but you won't let me go yeah
i don't really mind that
i'll just say a couple words and pray you bring me back yeah
i don't really see what the point is in all of this
but i don't really see what i'm missing here

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

LYRIC VIDEO

~ nobody else (do you bleed like the others do?)

prod me x ashens


[chorus]
wake up and im cold to the touch
months last too long when im lustin for love
but i dont know..
how far i have to go..

it seems that ive lost touch
i cant get it back
trembling in my room 
please dont tell me just to relax
im so cold.

i feel so alone.

i dont get it mama told me 
every problem has a fix
but ive wasted to much time 
figuring out what makes you tick.

just calm down...

[bridge]

recently its all just fallin apart again
had to take a quick break just to amends
its all my fault im taking the fall
i just want one night where we dont fight
why are those so fucking hard to come by.

i just want one night where we dont fight
why are those so fucking hard to come by.

[chorus]
wake up and im cold to the touch
months last too long when im lustin for love
but i dont know..
how far i have to go..

it seems that ive lost touch
i cant get it back
trembling in my room 
please dont tell me just to relax
im so cold.

i feel so alone.

i dont get it mama told me 
every problem has a fix
but ive wasted to much time 
figuring out what makes you tick.

just calm down...

stream

calm down

Astral [Alternative Version] (Feat. sewerperson, Days to Waste & ghostsocial)

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 1: ghostsocial]
Always inside my head
I think I'm going insane
I feel the pain that you gave me
I've been feeling the strain
I think I need Novocaine
I feel it numbing
I feel it numbing myself
I'm out of strength out of dopamine
I'm young and dumb only seventeen
I lack a will lack a self esteem
And I feel dead I can't feel a thing

[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 2: From the Crowd]
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you

FROM THE CROWD MERCHANDISE:
teespring.com/stores/from-the-crowd-merch

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkLA1eAdNsKv35wPIjIb
Apple Music | https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/from-the-crowd/1478853881
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
Amazon Music | amazon.co.uk/18-feat-Wstdyth-Lil-Skele/dp/B08665Y7TM/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=18+From+the+Crowd&qid=1585997806&s=dmusic&sr=1-2
FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Ramsey Beatz
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Single Artwork by: Pexels

© Lost in Hope Records

Astral [Alternative Version] (Feat. sewerperson, Days to waste & ghostsocial)

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hard times dont last (I hope) ft Labrece angelic prod by irby

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