megan - fucking hell

spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

what hurts is not one thing, it's the weight of every thing

get tf away from me

dum bich dream wrong witout u:(

i know it means nothing
i’ll make it mean something
ion wanna be nothing
ion wanna be nothing

hope i turn over
i’ll turn and ur there
i’ll break myself too
i hope im not scared

i’ll break myself too so i hope im not scared

i think i got one more time

im sick as fuck rn and cant breath not trolling

fine ill see you in the morning slut

you don't seem to care
about what i have done wrong
tell me, would you sing along if i made this shit?
i lost my damn spirit
don't think i can take this shit
you tell me where i belong
lalalala
how do you forgive
all that i did to you ?

you don't seem to care.

i just met a little crab
and his name was gerald
he went back into the bath
that he calls his home

im not really one to laugh
but with you i can't not
if i hold you, hold you tight
you won't leave

b/c if the world is gonna end
i wanna be with you
if the world is gonna end
i wanna be with you

he came back, and he had a hat!
off to work he said he was at!
wife and kids at home workin for!
wear america on his back!

then we found out his wife's a whore
she's at home with another crab!
hide the evidence oh crap!
children hush now, don't make a pap!

if the world was gonna end, i'd wanna kill you
if the world was gonna end, i'd wanna kill you

he knows this is his final act
chop his leg but he chopped hers
now he's crawling to her on the floor
yelling profanities, she's a whore
he thinks he'll have the last laugh
but in my pocket i got mustard gas
sorry gerald i defend whores
i watch him die all on the floor

if the world was gonna end, i'd wanna be
almost any fuckin place that doesn't have you
i swear! all you do! is be a bitch
it's fuckin true

i don't know if i can condone
acting like a king on a throne!
but i do it everyday
life in my hands, but ill still say

if the world was gonna end, i wanna be w/ you
if the world was gonna end, i wanna kill you



gerald is a metaphor for me, the story is that i killed myself to stop myself from killing my cheating wife

therefore, the title phrase "i defend whores" is alluding to the fact that my suicide was an act of defense.

sorry gerald i defend whores

degrade snippet

„Nude wie Haut, und doch so frei –
Nägel wie Flügel, Teil von mir – dabei.“

Was man über ihr Lied sagt:
„Es geht nicht um Nägel. Es geht darum, im richtigen Moment gesehen zu werden.“

Manchmal zeigt Schönheit nicht etwas Neues –
sondern etwas, das schon immer da war.

Wachsen lassen erzählt von so einem Moment.
Von Händen, die nicht nur gestalten –
sondern fühlen.

Von Nägeln, die nicht nur verschönern –
sondern dazugehören.

Mirage singt hier nicht über Oberfläche.
Sie singt über Verbindung.
Über das stille Wunder, wenn jemand erkennt,
was wirklich zu dir gehört –
und es sichtbar macht.

Ein leises Lied über das Gesehenwerden,
über Vertrauen,
über das Wachsen in die eigene Form.

All music, lyrics, and visual artwork created in collaboration between human artistry and AI technology. © 2025 Mirage – All rights reserved.

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