bruh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXKsn1cHmLU

гули // ghouls [prod. DC 1-30] (video in bio)

(MY OWN MUSIC @notevensinister)

I feel like I never die...
I feel like Im still alive...

Lil Peep - I Feel Like Im Still Alive

Lil Peep - I Feel Like I'm Still Alive (Everybody's Everything)

I Can't Focus

[produced by yago beats]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

lyrics: 

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

When i was a kid i was broke
Never had hope
Thinking of sink, never float

Thinking how thick of a rope i would need to keep my feet from touching the floor 

Bitch now i know
River card made me a boat
Done without selling a soul
you love me more than I know
And i love you more than i show 
Heart made of gold

Wait 

nanana x2
ooh

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

everything hurts when she love me its the worst
when she love me its the worst 
x2

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

medicine

i’m always stuck in my head
i always overthink shit
like was it something i said
and it’s a lot to digest

now i feel better off dead
and every thoughts a regret
guess i’ll just lie in my bed

so i sip bottles to block it
and i get high as a rocket
my mind is constantly foggy
i just ignore all my problems
give me a pill and i’ll pop it
i’ve never been one for stopping
i’ll go till i’m in a coffin

it’s not the same anymore
don’t think that i can keep on pushing through the pain anymore
and i keep taking all these drugs. don’t think it’s safe anymore
but i don’t really give a fuck, i wanna crash bitch
plug ran out, goddamnit
what the fuck am i supposed to do, i didn’t plan this
i can’t sleep at night if i’m not on another planet
she said i needa stop ‘cause she can’t fucking stand it
she says i’ll overdose, yeah that’s the fucking plan bitch
that’s the fucking plan bitch 

i’m overdosing on my problems
yeah
and i don’t think that i can solve em
yeah
so i been falling like its autumn
yeah
like all the way down to the bottom
yeah
just reapplied my nail polish
yeah
she likes my chains, well, i just bought em
yeah

i got a blunt in my pocket
i think i might have to light it
my mind’s always so divided
but all these weed makes it silent
just got a text from the plug
he delivers, i buy it
no, i don’t give a fuck
‘cause i’m tired of trying

spotify

dysphoria [prod. heylog]

[produced by farber]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

crumbling/suicide note

i don’t think that i can change 
lately i been feeling stuck inside my ways
pretty sure my life is just a fucking waste
yeah
maybe i should go ahead and throw it all away

sick of life 
i wonder what’s after
i’m a fuck up
i’m a disaster
i wish that i would die faster
restless nights, could use dreamcatcher oh
‘cause you left me all alone
never even met you, only saw you on my phone
yeah
i still miss you on the low
i cannot stop thinking bout the day that you went ghost
yeah

so i’ll make it on my own
i don’t need you anymore, it’s time for me to go
yeah
all these girls are tryna hit this
they don’t really want me, but my name is on they hit lists
damn
so i think it’s time to dip bitch
i been chasing after my dreams
and yes i’ll risk it
you best get up out my way
i’m on a mission
you always got sum to say
but never listen

would you hold me close
i can’t let you go
you already know
how i feel bout you

dreamcatcher [prod. ahnboi]

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

lyricism

ZOMBIES IN MY BASEMENT

AY
YA
AY
YA
FUCK THE SYSTEM ON MY
ACAB 
ARAB
SHIT
IMMA BLOWEM UP


i know you be fuckin sad n shit
but when im starin at yo body baby
ravish it
you been lookin at me strangely
cuz im fat as shit
but when i smoke a bit of lady
i be bad as shit
but when im spraying all my ops im going

FUCK THAT NIGGA
IMMA HIT THAT NIGGA
IMMA HIT THAT BITCH
IMMA HIT THAT KID
IMMA HIT THAT JIT
IMMA HIT THAT BLUNT
IMMA SMOKE MY WEED
IMMA SMOKE MY SKUNK
UNTIL MY MIND IS SAYING UHHHHHHH
WHY THE HELL I EVEN WANNA SMOKE THAT BLUNTTTTT


WE GOING AY WHY DO YA WAIT FOR ME
AND I DONT WANNA PLAY BABY YOU HATE ON ME
CUZ I AINT TESTIN IM JUST PRESSIN
WHEN I HOLD MY SMITH N WESSON
TO MY CHEST IM DEPRESSENED
BY ANOTHER BITCH REFLECTION

 GONNA ELOPE WIT THAT ROPE
YOU GON WATCH ME HANG
IN THE WHITE MANS WORLD
YOU DONT KNOW MY PAIN
YOU JUST TAKE SO LONG
JUST TO MAKE THAT CHANGE
AN YOU WONT DO SHIT
TILL WE ALL IN CHAINS TODAY

WHY DOES IT MATTER I PICKUP A PISTOL THEN SPLATTER MY BRAIN
WHEN I AIM AT MY HEAD
GRIPPIN THE CROSS WHEN THEY SEEIN ME DEAD
NOBODY CARES THEY JUST STAY IN THE TRENCH

bruh

your dad steve