i don’t want to   
know your ghost 
i want to have you here
I want to keep you close

but my love I won’t 
be given half
i crave you all the time
I need much more 
than that 

and I could find
somebody new 
to keep my heart alive  
but I’m starving for you 
tonight
i got a taste of knowing you
just give me one more bite 
I’m starving for you 
tonight 

you feed me sweet words
then hang me out to dry 
i can’t live on air alone
throw me a bigger bone

and I could find
somebody new 
to keep my heart alive  
but I’m starving for you 
tonight
i got a taste of knowing you
just give me one more bite 
I’m starving for you 
tonight 


Starving, starving, starving 
look in the mirror and I’m so thin
Starving starving starving 
look in the mirror and I’m so thin

and I could find
somebody new 
to keep my heart alive  
but I’m starving for you 
tonight
i got a taste of knowing you
just give me one more bite 
I’m starving for you 
tonight

Starving

in photos
she smiles in red lipstick
pink hair clips
faded blue jeans
holding back her
bleach blonde bangs 
peach skin 
and rose petal cheeks

I wonder how you feel
knowing you left her
for me

only to find out

I am always green, green
I am only green, green
painted by my jealousy 
green, green, green

you don’t take photos 
of me babe 
I noticed and
it made my head ache 
of all the colors you could have 
why would you want
these bitter shades?

I wonder how you feel
knowing you left her
for me
only to find out

I am always green, green
I am only green, green
painted by my jealousy 
green, green, green

green

thank you for listening! arizona is a song about gray area, the purgatory of love that is gone but not really gone, loss that your brain hasn't fully accepted.

arizona

I wrote “eternal sunshine” (a nod to the film of the same name) about the feeling of going through a break up and wishing life wasn't so serious. Wanting life to be more like a movie, and less like real life, a fantasy world where there are no rules or consequences and the love interests always end up together in the end. It's reminiscent of songs on 2000s rom coms soundtracks and it's the perfect song to sing to your ex outside the window with a boombox!

eternal sunshine

pomegranate

never ending summer

four leaf clover

rat girl. 23. songwriter. creature + fairy + formless mist all in one. I make all the cover art myself. based in nashville if you want to trade stickers and cry together.

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