istg u blow my eardrums out
im not crazy
but the voices r so loud
i stare at my phone
waiting for u to call
its already fall
and im tryna be his clone

waitin for u 2 call

prod 66smokey

rip your heart out and lock it in a safe
im so disgusted by myself
get away from here i need some space 
with you i feel like a such a disgrace
i stab my wrist just for engagement
dont tell ur friends ur in my basement
ur prolly in a better place now
i didnt know what that was all about

im so disgusted by myself

@stolemyfirstname
yeah baby your not alone
these niggas just wanna see my lows
my wings wont take off
i think theyre broken
and you left a hole 
in my soul
@yrui
uu dont wanna see me cry
i know that every word 
thats coming out your mouth is a lie
and iii am starting to hate you
but its just so fucking hard to forget you

forget everything i said to you w/ #36#

last song for a while idk

im so in love with youu
tell me what i should do x3
tell me what i should do
for u to love me too

and you know that im still singing ur favourite song in my head
and you should stop always leaving me on read

will you love me too?

how could i ever trust you
when i know that nothing u say its true
oh baby i know this world is cruel
but itd be easier if it was just us two

cruel

hashtag whatever

tryna sleep for hours but im still awake
uu u left me stranded in a weird place
im so complacent im so disruptive
u cant relate to me im a different being

what did u do

@yrui
baby was something i said too extreme?
i thought that we were a team i guess i was wrong
so thats why i am writing and singin this song
i just be cuttin in my room for soo damn long 
@sbxmar
bloody wrist what the fuck did i do wrong
yh im cutting my wrist yh cutting to the bone 
yh im better off alone when im up better not call my phone
im not tryna get along ill push you back get out of my zone

bloody wrists w/ sbxmar

@yrui
ive been up all night its gettin hard to sleep
ive been tryn all kind of shit so i can be like him
everyone that i know will soon be dead
thats another reason i dont cry i get high instead
@stolemyfirstname
ugly as fuck and idk what to do
i wanna die do you wanna come along too
and every time i look at you my smile fades 
you would ask about my day and i don’t know what to say

get me out of here w/ #36#

@yrui
let me go my skin is blue
lets run away and sleep under the mooon
can we be alone im scared of crowds
for u id stay up all niight
@gutskira
oh you gotta hold on
piece of my heart sewed on
i never wanted you gone
ohh 
tell me if im just
holding on to hopes and dreams
cause that’s what it seems like

wanna see u smile w/ gutskira

mixxed by 36

i tried to kms 36 hours ago
i kinda hate u but i hate myself way more
everyone around mes dead thats why im always alone
sometimes i do the right thing but i get ignored

gone 4 today

https://open.spotify.com/track/3e1YhZampUODo1E2sAKRei?si=4b1ced859d6e4277
@yrui
oh well, its all well
i tried to seem okay
oh well, its all well
im just so lost in my brain
@stolemyfirstname
everything i do just doesn’t sit right
every time they see me theyre like hey is it that guy
every minute and every time you feel someone’s embrace
while i have to be alone sitting in the cold rain
i think i had enough everyday my life sucks
all you do is complain idk whats right and wrong

oh well w/ #36#

prod mac demarco

without u here im so broken
come here and fucking cut me open
all my pride is worthless now
i sleep in shit and im treated like a cow
im such a loser compared to you
imma die when i leave school
i have no plans im always in my room
im so alone and dont know what to do

cut me openn

💤💤💤
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@logout @logout @logout

yrui

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