check out the music video here: https://vimeo.com/ysobel

(for all our inevitable leavings, and for all we fight to come home to)

patawad
patawarin mo ako
sa paglisan kong muli
ngunit ‘di pa huli
ang lahat, aking mahal
may hinaharap tayong
babalikan

hahanapin kita
mahal kong pugad

kapit lang
uuwi na rin
ipipikit ang mga mata
sa mundong walang tigil
sandali na lang
magbabago rin ang hangin
at sa wakas
magkukubli muli
sa iyo

ayan na naman ang umagang
kailangang takasan
alam mo naman
ang dahilan
ipauubaya na lang
sa tadhana, kung meron man
sana nga

sa bawat paglipad
ikaw ang dinadala

kapit lang
uuwi na rin
ipipikit ang mga mata
sa mundong walang tigil
sandali na lang
magbabago rin ang hangin
at sa wakas
magkukubli muli
sa iyo

uuwi na rin ako

pugad (demo)

(para sa lahat ng ating pinagmulan at sa lahat ng ating patutunguhan / a love letter to the university of the philippines)

arranged and produced by ean aguila

ang daming nangyari
saan na lulugar
lahat na lang lumilisan
naniniwalang may pupuntahan

ang daming iniisip
paano nga ba nakarating
sa kinahinatnan, anong dahilan
may pumipigil sa suntok sa buwan

kay tagal ka namang kalimutan
kay tagal ko nang hinintay makawala
pero dito, nakatayo
sa bungad ng bagong mundo
ay lumilingon

ang daming bumabalik
alaala ng bukas
na inakalang darating
may magbabago, may matutupad

ang daming alinlangan
ngayon ay sigurado sa wala
pero patuloy ang laban
para sa kalayaang inaasam

kay tagal ka namang kalimutan
kay tagal ko nang hinintay makawala
pero dito, nakatayo
sa bungad ng bagong mundo
ay lumilingon

ang dami pa nating
landas na tatahakin, mahal
ang kapalit ng pag-alis
sa kailangan nang iwan

kay tagal kitang dinala
pinaglaanan ng lahat-lahat
kay tagal kitang idadala
dangal at husay saan man ang sabak
mula rito, nakatayo
sa dulo
sa pagtatapos

saan man

I’m afraid these days of nothing
Going back to how it was
I’m afraid of how I’m changing
Only to forget the cost

I’ve been tending to a garden
Fading in the summer heat
Nothing’s growing but this silence
And the terror under my feet

But what can I do
Small and scared, to say the least
What’s there to do
I’m alone on blackened knees
Waiting it out

I’ve been pacing round in circles
Wearing down the floors beneath
I can’t pull myself from the TV
Sorrow flooding through my screen

And I see the storm that’s raging
Just outside of my locked doors
Somewhere someone new is grieving
Somehow some don’t care at all

I wish I could say
I’m left with any faith
But if that’s what takes
Some belief despite the stakes
I’ll wait it out

I don’t pray anymore but I’m desperate
For the tide to come back in
We’ve lost much and it’s not over
But something keeps us moving, still

I’m afraid we won’t remember
I’m afraid of choosing hope
I hold on to what we’re left with
To the thought that some good still grows

garden summers (demo)

(shh)

also sometimes over at soundcloud.com/hanakinskywalker
i'm half of soundcloud.com/fortyfoursunsetsmusic

i sang on an internet thing! check out music from the livestream here: 
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLyuaUnTLWDunWhW5Yr9S_lmUL9mwmfTMg

bonus unreleased song: https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B0e1quGUcg5kUi02SWFqNGtvMk0/view?usp=sharing

check out the video for pugad here: https://vimeo.com/ysobel

talk to me via ysobelmusic@gmail.com, or @ysobelmusic on facebook and instagram!

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