ty for listening:)

lyrics:

i fucked my life, swear im going nowhere
i might just give up, if you dont really care
and im too fucked up, im too far gone
nobody can save me
x2

cold nights when im alone
i try to call you , all i hear is a dial tone
i dont like it when im alone
ohhhhh oh noooo
it  gets cold outside when ur all alone
tryna find my way back home

cypression:

im trying to find my way back home
ive been lost for so long and i feel so alone
im losing all hope
ive been sinking in an ocean of lies
ive been drowning my whole life
and im just trying to get by

too far gone w/ cypression (prod. irby)

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

it's too cold baby
death kissed my heart
outside of feeling too well
with u babygirl i'm not alone
don't leave me alone
without you baby i feel like ima die
it's too cold baby
don't leave me alone

but now i am on my own
her regret on the floor
she said goodbye but i can't let it go
gave you the knife 
that you stabbed in my back
i just hate all my past
just wanna be in your arms

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

the black in your smile (prod. krave x recyclebin)

White Star Rising

Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhZP2I_v7mI

Artist:
@lifeholdca

Lyrics:
Carry me back to when
The sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when
I felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind so innocent

Can you feel me now
As my head is underwater too anxious to bother
Speaking out
So reluctant to ponder your words soft and somber
Ride the wave as it hits like an earthquake
I’m so far from first place
I might runaway ive got no more question to survey

I’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Can you hear me now
Or am i just a thought that u merely forgot
As im reaching out with the hopes it was all
Just a nightmare i fought off and ran away
All i do is complain bout the shit i can’t change
And i think i might float away
I’ve got no more questions to survey

And i’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Carry me back to when the sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when i felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind, so innoncent

lifehold. - 2 HELL, and back

Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ab9_-xAMYZM

Artist:
@cloudhighcomeup

Lyrics:
Is this it
Is this the way that you want it yeah
I always want what I can never get

I never mind
I never mind when you're falling yeah
Waste all my time then I'll forget

I can't work it out why nothings ever good enough
But I know you're the same
I can only stay inside and block it out so I don't feel so numb
Don't wait

If you wanna kill your time I'll stick around so you don't feel alone
But I'm a waste
I can tell you that I care and that I love you
But I know I don't

You know I've been doing all I can
But you'd be better with another man
Understand
You say that I'm special
I don't think I am

You just like the way that I'm touching your body
And you try to say that it's mine

And I can tell that you want me
But I don't have all this time

And if you can't tell if I'm honest
But I'm too good when I lie yeah

I can't work it out why nothings ever good enough
But I know you're the same
I can only stay inside and block it out so I don't feel so numb
Don't wait

If you wanna kill your time I'll stick around so you don't feel alone
But I'm a waste
I can tell you that I care and that I love you
But I know I don't

Cloudhighcomeup - Youd Be Better With Another Man

We can't pretend that I'm fine now.
I'd talk, but shit, I'm too lined out.
Can't feel my face, so I'm crying out-
for some help, or someone.

We can't pretend that I'm fine now.
I'd talk, but shit, I'm too lined out.
Can't feel my face, so I'm crying out-
for some help, or someone.

Booze stains on my favorite sweatshirt
Ashes caked on my dashboard
Try to wipe them all away, but they never seem to fade yuh
Biteki bangers play out my fucking headphones
Sipping this tanqueray, tryna get my buzz goin
She keep playing with me, tryna get my love bone
She dunno once I smash then I'm gone oh
No one around till they know who we are
Biteki bumping in erryone's cars
Shoot for the moon and end up with some heart
they're tryna stop us, we finna be stars
You say everyone around's a no one
We gonna blow up
Finna glow up

Lined Out

Dead Broke - Lined Out (ft. Forever Untitled)

thx for sticking with me...
support @prod_loopy

lyrics;
its another day where has the time gon,
i got lots to say, but i need to move on
there's nothing left for me here (x2)

i lost the one that would never leave :( 
now i hide that pain under my sleeves </3
down i go, n' now i know 
torn by my unspoken words

i knew what was best, but i closed my mouth
i screamed in distress, but made no sound
its all in my head, but they don know that!
theyll find out when im dead, i cant control that :(
i knew what was best, but i closed my mouth
i screamed in distress, but made no sound
its all in my head, but they don know that!
they find out when im dead, if only they asked!! 

its another day where has the time gon,
i got lots to say, but i need to move on
there's nothing left for me here (x2)

unspoken words (prod. by loopy!)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

Come back home tonight (x2)

I don't wanna live here without you,
ya theres no us without two,
if I told you that I trust you,
would you tell me that you trust me too? (x2)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *
If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

love u

a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

scars

one take: fake friend

The Fog breathe on your window
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

U said we were ment to be
I but think we wernt ment to last
You ran away
Now i want you back
Guess ill stay in the dark
And I ran out of matches
I gave you love
But thats in the past tense 
And If ur here now 
Would u tell me what happened 
(Would you tell me what happened)

Me what happened…

The Fog breathe on your windows
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

I met a girl who said she wouldnt leave
And now thats all left is with her in my dreams
Now all i can see if her face in the past
Why fall like the leaves
Everything drags on
Cuz I couldn’t see the present tense
And im dead inside but no one can really help it

Cuz i got problems on my belt
And i got people to fucking regret
I got things up on my chest that i would never tell anybody
Nobody really fucking cares about anything 
Nobody fucking gives a shit 
So why the fuck should i care.

Cloudhighcomeup - Youd Be Better With Another Man

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