thank you for listening <3
@yokaidreams
@livingpuffy

// lyrics 
// geist
up all night till i blackout, yeah
lights off at your place now, yeah???
eyes glued to your waist down :)  
getting so sick of this ghost town 
 
tell me whats been on your mind 
you seem so out of it 
truth is I’ve been killing myself 
to stay relevant 
i don’t want to talk about it
just take me to bed again 
cause everyone’s a friend 
just to reap to the benefits  
 
won’t tell you how i feel cause i might regret it
i don’t want to be the one who’s losing now  
steady building skeletons in my closet 
everybody smiles but i’m still breaking down :(
in the middle of the night 
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 
fake another smile, tell another lie
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 

// yokai 
hands around my neck I'm choking out
hard to be me when they say that
i’m too laid back
never gonna make it
grow up, face facts
gotta make the payments

and she tells me that we'll be alright but i doubt that
i gotta find a way to get out but i’m trapped
i thought that i could finally find a way to bounce back
forget it tho

spotify

be alright w/ yokai dreams [living puff]

Artists:
@imgeist
@jatchi

Lyrics:
im steady burning pages
i dont want this no more
lately ive been feeling like a walking corpse
im so tired yea my chest is sore
i wish i had you to keep me warm
it gets so cold at night
i wasted all this time
theres talk of suicide
but ill lie
and say im fine

i’ll say i’m fine
if you’ll be mine
i’ll say i’m fine

froze to the bone, got my heart torn out
blood couldn’t flow, wouldn’t make it home tonight
i don’t want to save my life
aha
i can’t even get out of my bed now
truth is i can’t get out of my head love
all the words you’ve said how i let you down well
i’m a walking corpse in this dead man’s town

but i’ll say i’m fine
as i lose my mind
as i’m clearly dying
holding on for a sign that there’s still hope
i gave it all but i know that you want more
took the fall, now my body is so sore

I'm Geist & Jatchi - Walking Corpse

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

distant w/ notenvy [jpjp]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

prod hira :)

You dont wanna fly love, ill pull you down
Leave you in the dirt between the earth and the ground
Heal me from my scars, you keep bringing me round
Fighting with myself and i keep laying me out

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

Fearing for my life love
Expecting the worst
Bury any voice between the ground and the dirt
even the end love
i know it'll hurt
being here without you at the end of the world

So many people are watching
Crowded faces all around me, im moving with caution
I cant even stand the look of my face if im honest
Why the fuck does no one listen to me when im talking

You must be out of your head

Fighting a war with myself in the trench
Everyone be shooting, im still laying in bed
Tell your boy hes stupid and ill lay him to rest
Swing ur blade at me and ill put one in your neck

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

@echoschamber 
@iamvagrxnt 

// echo's chamber
i should have known this’d never last
put down the phone so you can here me cry or say goodbye
everything’s moving way too fast
cause i can never just be in the moment
i just hope i wake up as someone unbroken
drink a cup of purple potion
the only thing to fix me now that you’re no longer with me
the color of a sunset
is enough to make me forget
that way beyond the blue
there’s no more me and you

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

// geist
i fell fast asleep to your voice every night
now i just bleed my heart out in the mic
it’s alright, i’ll be fine
felt the tears build inside
poured like rain from my eyes
as we said our goodbyes

i fell fast asleep to your voice
now my heart it just hurts
love just say i’m the worst..
oh oh
but i’ll say i love you though there’s so much more than that
drift with the ocean and now you’re not coming back…
i’ll lay in motion and waste my whole life
drink purple potions and pray that i die

// together
you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

purple potions w/ echo's chamber [vagrxnt]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83Bd5PWLwBA

[prod. jpjp & deadfish]

i'm geist:
a broken design
step aside and rewind
but time doesn't seem to heal
the body's inside
and the blood is on your hands
so don't tell me that this isn't real

it's not the same, no
tell me where did my mind go?
cause i seem to have lost control
why won't the pain go?
i swear i've waited the time love
but i can't seem to take anymore

so say can i save myself now?
(envy) i think it's far too late you'll drown
but i need them to hear me out
(envy) don't make a sound just shut your mouth

notenvy:
my frame is fractured like kaleidoscope
the only sense of matters left my brain
i swear i'm losing hope
i’m doing fine, oh you don't want to know
the shit that i've been going through
i'm gripping on, i've lost control
another day intoxicated
do you ever think of me
my structure’s slowly breaking
another breath is wasted
screaming from my chest
i fucking wish someone would save me

kais:
i hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
hands to my ears and my face to the floor
love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
you fucked me up and put me through the ground
scream for help, but it never makes a sound
you took it wrong, I didnt mean it that way
silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
imma let it till it breaks me
down, I know you want me here but I never come around
im sorry and I owe you that. that’s what this shits about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
I don’t talk cus the rooms always too loud
loud
loud

deadfish:
and i'm waking up
heart's fucking numb
it's only 7am
but I can't seem to lay down

anxious bout the day
what's gonna happen today
I just can't get a break
everything's still the same

mind is racing if today you're gon reply to me
nothing points to that but I'll wait just in case

if u had a change of mind
blood is pouring out my eyes
phone is charged all the time
cause I'm waiting for

for you to reply
please stop wasting my time
it just wasn't enough
and I can't make up my mind

you said that nothing has changed
but I don't feel the same
but I am keen to believe cause I'm
just hopeless

funeral:
i get so deep in this shit and i'll never get out
now i'm stuck and i'm waiting
i never think i just act and i ask if i'll make it
or maybe i'm wasting
my time right here, right now
blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out

it's way too obvious to me
the way the bodies dust, i bleed
i need one second alone now
one shot, now i'm dead, body goes down

sewerperson:
rust gives way to the chains that hold me
for yesterday could not control me
toxins permeate
the armoured skin that covers me
u poor man ur final day
is ended here from under me
woah bring out the big guns
im in the mood to erase something
huh just try to say something
u getting face fucked
blunt getting laced up
put u in swamp water face up
no matter the chaos faced
i wouldn’t give up
for time will tell
of better days
from here I smell
the autumn rainfall
it helps me stay strong

SPOTIFY

time will tell w/ i'm geist, notenvy, kais, deadfish, funeral, sewerperson

Drop it down (prod. This Is AI)

melodic pain w/ real emotion. feels like 3am when everything hits at once. deep vocals, heavy reverb, & that underground vibe that stays in your head.

I'm Geist & Jatchi - Walking Corpse

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