のぞまぬままに　うけとった　いのちをこなす　そのひびは　あまりにくらく　おそろしく　はなはだつらい　ものである
そういうふうな　ことでしょう

どんなにはやく　うごいても　はるかとおくに　にげたって　いまもむかしも　これからも　ぼくはぼくでは　なくならない
そういうふうな　ことでしょう

いままでいきた　このじじつ　うまれてしまった　このじじつ　いのちのはてる　そのまえに　これらをけして　しまいたい
そういうふうな　ことでしょう

それがかなわぬ　ものとして　あらゆるせかいの　しょうめつを　こいねがうのだと　するならば　ひとあらざるべき　ものである
そういうふうな　ことでしょう？

ぼくだけにふる　てんばつを　ゆびおりかぞえ　まちながら　これからすごす　そのひびを　しごくたんたん　やりすごす
そういうふうな　ことでしょう




bandcamp

nothing more


Sorry guys.
I have forgotten how to use my time other than music lol.
Neither a book nor a movie fully filled me.
Although frequency becomes low rather than before, I come back here occasionally.
...As usual, I have little time for myself haha....  
Please allow me if you please　＼(_ _*)m(_ _)m(*_ _)／

 All the best
 yu-chi


然リトテ遍シ

romantic syndrome

ボツだったやつ、上げました。ごめんなさい。

Drizzle

I do not need love.
I do not need friendship.
I do not need family.
I do not have to be a human.

I cast a human epidermis off, and would like to reorganize all cells of which I'm composed in music.

I wanna be a music without a fabrication.

You know, I know, I am nuts.
 ...Load knows whether this is a travesty or not. 




travesty?

toy joy

these all sounds I create are the by-products when I dig into my loneliness.
these don't force you sharing the love and peace with a fixed limit which is being sold at a supermarket. 
I dig into my loneliness here alone.
when I reached the bottom, my sound ceases, and I will die.
It is happiness for me as I dance unintentionally. 

我輩が此処に並べた音楽と呼べるのか否かも分からない代物であるあらゆる電気信号の羅列は、己の孤独であるだとかいうモノを掘り下げる過程で生まれる副産物でしかなく、此れらは量販店等で商品棚に陳列されている様な、短い賞味期限付きの愛や平和の共有を強制したりするといった事などはありえないと言えるのですが、ところで、此処で独り、孤独を掘り下げ、底部に辿り着き、音楽が止んだ時、我輩は其処で死に至るのでありましょうが、其れは、思わず舞い踊ってしまう程の幸福であると言えるのではなかろうかとも思います。 

dancing here alone

月にワルツを (waltz for the moon)

black cat swing

→ https://yu-chi.bandcamp.com/album/escapism



Bandcamp

夕暮れ組曲

I have lived enough already haha.

んん”～　どおうでしょ～う～

reminiscent

How are you guys?
This is a letter I wrote in music for you my friends.
I wanna see you all who were connected by our music sometime.
I do not know whether it comes true, but I live from now on to enjoy only it hehe.

All the best 
 yu-chi


 

letters

I am lower than a fkn beast, and am totally like fkn vomit, but i enjoy it.
Outwardly I am a human being.

ワタクシナド　イヌチクショウイカノ　クサレゲドウ　ナノデアル   

beneath the surface

My life was like a penalty game all the time from a beginning.
However, I could not just live now when not so.
It is not all necessary for me, the past, the future, the present.
I will wander in the depth of the forest of the music that nobody is with readiness to die tomorrow as far as this game continues.


  

Penalty Game

Many troubles about my work occur frequently this year.
In this season, I should usually have a lot of time for making music, but I'm just busy at all.
I always arranged such a material, but just uploaded it this time.
If you are interested, watch the movie of YouTube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojtVZiOZqPE

Untitled

a healthy family?
many friends?
a great sweetheart?
or much money?

what is your happiness?

I have only feared losing and tried to get nothing all the time.

the happiness for me is being able to accept the end of the world now.
the end of this earth or death of me which come some day.
I do not want to resist blindly, but I would like to understand and to accept it.

I would like to look for my firm sense of values for the reason and choose various things with my intention.
if the result is loneliness, I will be going to accept it haha.
surely, the loneliness pounces on me like an evil spirit, but he is my ally more than my friends, my family and my sweetheart.

I could get nothing, if cannot be ready for losing from now on haha.
I am a common and trivial human being.
if the substance which constitutes me is disassembled, I want this planet for me to use it for the figure which tries to have him.

you are long time!!
I am fine although work is busy!!

 yu-chi

The end of the world

marks of a tear

While having lived till today, I have got very many things.
Probably, the thing without necessity was also in them.
In exchange for these, I feel that some special things have been lost....oh...I cannot express with a word well what it is.

But if I did not do like this...I know that I was not able to live a present world.
And that will surely be right from now on.

Yeah I am okay.
I am not sad & not depressed by having lost it.

....I cannot explain well why the keybord is damp a few for my tear.

You know I am very simple.
If I get up on tomorrow morning and eat breakfast, I think only Manchester United Buhahahaa!!!!

I pray for your wonderful spring.
Cheers!!

the lost piece

http://soundcloud.com/mud_graymen

http://soundcloud.com/abelest

[CHORUS 1] 
It's enviable, really good, reproachful, but means repulsion. 
Waiting for a ship at the sea wrapped in darkness, my tiptoe is purple. 
The sea surface and the corpse of jellyfish. 
"NAMAS AMITABHA'' 
The ship does not come yet. 
...embarkation... 
Envying light. 
The sea we ask was connected. 
Envying light. 
The sea we drift. 
Sea trip.

[rust] 
Are opposite to my thought, I follow the success back. 
I apply a spell to the pitiable present me. 
I crushed the eyeball of the fish, asking for the air in the world of a higher place.
 The pupa does not have a form yet, has nowhere to go, and does not know the back side of beautiful feather.
 Please allow me. 
So that I get to know you, feel you for the distant top and also envy the feather which got damaged.
 I'm going to become butterfly. 
Sabrina's betrayal. 
Although a magic was used, I could not find nothing. 
Were there a pain and a tear really?

[CHORUS 2] 
"TEKUMAKUMAYAKON'' 
The other side of a mirror. 
Suffering of an Utopia. 
The shimmer of hot air blurred in the narrow field of view. 
Efforts which are not noticed. 
"TEKUMAKUMAYAKON'' 
The other side of a mirror. 
Suffering of an Utopia. 
Spelled, puzzling. 
Let's walk along a solar dazzling desert.

[skaru] 
The heel stepped on and crushed. 
Clouds broke at the time of a period after the rain, I folded the umbrella. 
Slight tommorow will not be measured in time and distance. 
It seems to be the sweethearts who cannot meet. 
Addition and subtraction of passing each other. 
Common days without stimulus. 
You are two sides of the same coin. 
Me whom you do not know and me whom you know, seem to be the sun and the new crescent.
 What do I look at in the end of a pinching game? 
Binoculars without a lens. 
The day called today gave the umbrella to my heart struck to rain.

[abelest] 
I'm sorry, do not know your shade. 
Having canned beer in one hand, I said"'Why? Why?'' 
Grumbles, Pities. 
I avoid the fame. 
[skaru] 
I give pure water to a hunger and a thirst. 
I forgot to give water and killed the flower. 
The crimson evening glow which he gazes at in the distance seems to be a flammingo.

[rust] 
???????

 [CHORUS 2] 

[abelest] 
If you shine, someone will darken. 
I will always compare with someone, and feel inferiority complex. 
If I say "disagreeable'', it may mean "like''. 
Jealousy. 
Oh... abhor! 
Although avoided, nothing changes. 
Sleeping with bedding is only a good-for-nothing. 
I will dispel humidity. 
An echo spread without knowing the back side of a success. 
I'm a top star only in the roof of a building. 
Although I am a hero, it seems that I'm in an uninhabited island. 
"Nobody is !!??'' I shout. 
Nobody is in the roof. 
The position was reversed. 
The trouble written with a pen. 
Someone pointed, and said like this... 

[CHORUS 1]

[CHORUS 2] 



Back of the success and jealousy  yu-chi VS abelest (rap by Mud Graymen )

I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS I'm NUTS.

こんなモン、義務教育で習う音楽の知識と、ソレに毛が生えた程度のギターの経験があれば、何処の誰にでも安易に創れるクソ食らえな曲です。

tobacco elegy

I have been, am being, will be an ordinary farmer.  
(´ー`)y━~~

終活

yu-chi

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