MONEY ON ME ft. TAI THE RAPPER (PROD. ?0

BITTER (PROD. Jody)

thank you for staying away

MISS ME (PROD. Kubsy Beats)

SHIT I RECORDED ON MY EXES LAPTOP

weekday

WEEKDAY ft. NOBODY (PROD. Myz)

THANK YOU FOR STAYING AWAY (PROD. ?]

here we go again it's 3:30 in the morning
got stitches in my mouth and my girl behind me snoring

but no rest for the wicked here i am wide awake
i aint really sure how much more of this i can take
man i'm so sick of dealing with all the fake
and walkin thru my grass gotta watch out for the snakes

cause they tryna strike me down first chance that they get
got em lookin like clowns yeah they so counterfit
like bitch who the fuck you think you is?
ion give a shit
how you not fuckin with this?
still don't give a shit
if you got a problem with me?
not a single a shit
i'm done tryna make y'all see
that i'm fuckin lit

going way out my way just to try 'nd help you out
anytime i needed you you know i was left without
you ain't even have to think you ain't have a fuckin doubt
and we supposed to be family? what the fuck is that about

you a bitch and i'm so glad that you are not around
if i hadn't cut you off i'd prolly end up in the ground
i was 4 months sober every time i came around
you was tryna line me up you was actin like a hound

just barking in my ear "just 1 line it won't hurt 
yet you sposed to be my brother why you want me to revert
why you want me to go back to living my life in the dirt?
i aint give a single fuck about the people that i hurt

so fuck you, i dont need that near me
yeah fuck you, you helped me see it so clearly


how i didn't see it i was passed out in my room
you was pourin coke up my nose try to send me to my tomb
huh
yeah let that sink in
fuck you man we is not linkin
it don't mean a damn thing whatchu got to say
it's not like you'd say sorry nd if you did it'd be too late

but enough about you cause lately i been doing great
i didn't think that i could but i pulled out from that fate
if you gotta problem i  just assume you filled with hate
talkin shit bout what i did you a few years late

guess i can't blame ya tho i was a horrible person
hopefully the good i'm doing can get to reversin
all the anger that i built up all the rage inside my head
everyday living life like i was already dead

i aint have a fuckin bed i aint care if i was fed
i was always breakin bread but yours you couldn't spread
all the blood that i bled all the shit that you said
never meant a fuckin thing you used me to get ahead

crying crocidile tears talkin bout you is my brother
there's a million of you but like me there is no other
but after all of this shit i still hope that you discover
happiness without the blow  i still hate to see you suffer

but fuck it man, i guess it's not my place
gotta focus up on me tryna buy me a place
hoping shit from my past aint gon catch me a case
i'm a few years behind but i'm back in this race
i ain't got no excuse i ain't tryna save face
cause it's all on me i shoulda never lost pace
but i'm back on track and let me reiterate
motherfucker i've learned i can never be replaced

look at me now
lost up in the clouds

lost up in the clouds cause we smoked the whole pound
i aint never coming down you won't see me on the ground
yeah i used to frown a lot turned my brain upside down
taught myself to get back up when i was downed and what i found is

you can always keep going don't stop that's a fact
i ain't wanna keep goin but i did now issa wrap
there was plenty of times that i got stabbed up in the back
shoulda always seen it coming i was chillin with some rats

now i'm kicking back with the big dawgs weon give a shit
smoking big blunts the size of logs and i'll never quit
now you got my name in your mouth cause i'm fuckin lit
and if no one ever hears this song i'm okay with it

im just writin down thoughts when i'm up late at night
looking back up on the past wishin i never lost sight
of what's important in my life so i gotta make it right
im a dog who barely made it but i finally got some bite

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reminiscing (prod. pdubcookin x jamie)

R.I.P. JAH

ion really know why you painting me the villain
i am just chilling with my kids ion leave the crib
emotions stay spilling, on the track i be killing it
he thinks we got beef i'm just kicked back and i'm grilling it

whatchu wanna do
ain't gon see it thru
that is nothing new
that's just what you do
goin down that avenue
it ain't best for you
get cooked like barbeque
yeah i've scorched a few

subjects kinda hot so i think it's best we change the topic
i'm tryna save enough bread to move out to the tropics
why you so predictable i'll read your ass like a comic
i might be toxic but your ass is atomic

i shoulda never fucked with you,,, that's a fact
you is basic thru and thru,,, i'm abstract
man i shoulda fuckin knew,,, that you wack
all that money that i blew,,, it ain't coming back

that's alright with me though cause i'm living and i'm learning
the blunt it stay burnin the wheels they stay turning
ima always keep it moving forward even if i'm swerving
cause being stagnant for too long that shit can get concerning

you don't hear what i'm sayin we don't share the same vision
you have never had to quickly make a life or death decision
that's on me tho cause i put myself into those positions
while my loved ones try to tell me but i'd never fuckin listen

the consequences of my actions yeah they've shown quite a lot
for a minute shit was hot, was just waiting to get caught
not no more caught the charge got a lawyer and we fought
give a fuck whatchu think i cared what that judge thought

whatchu think? we can link? pull up in the dirty lincoln 
got no plates, it's all straight, cause my brother he will risk it
yous a bitch, yous a hoe, don't know whatchu was thinkin
and we aint hoppin to your boat that shit looks like it's sinkin

ion really know why you hatin and you bitchin
i am just living with my girl weon leave the crib
i am not trippin, got my dawgs we be kickin it
got an itch for this bread best believe that we itchin it

whatchu wanna do lil bitch i aint worried bout you
got some big ideas to get this revenue? i got a few
i aint never gonna stop ima see this shit through
got a dream or two that i'm always gon pursure

i be doing way too much either that or not enough
can't find that sweet spot and this shit is getting rough
whatchu tryna find? i'll call my boy yeah he's got the stuff
we gon keep it lowkey tho we gon keep it hush hush

don't ask me how far cause i ain't gon be rushing
if you got a problem with that lil bitch you gon get nothing
i am getting sick and tired of all your fuckin bluffing
if you wanna run up on me you'll walk away gushing

cause i'm done playing nice---
never works out for me, i always pay the price---
you never hear my advice---
why should i waste my time if you don't care about your life?

you can't use me like a vice then critcize me behind my back
ion need to hear about the shit that you think i lack
if you got a problem with me i'm okay with that
i'm only concerned about my family and our fuckin stacks

vision (prod. Melofeels x 1080Pale)

i'm bout to pull up to the muthafuckin bank
while i run inside baby roll up the dank
whatchu thank
yeah we got the shit that stank
babygirl pour up my drank
sellin gas like i'm hank (that boy ain't right)
i go hard like i'm clank

give a fuck whatchu earnin
walkin up in the function best believe heads start turnin
ion know if it's the drip or the smell of what we burnin
but if you stay staring for too long that shits concerning

cause mama didn't raise a fool
i see you staring cross the room
whatchu wanna do whatchu wanna do whatchu wanna do
yeah that's what i thought, we'll keep it cool

ion give a shit what you motherfuckin think
if i don't fuck with you best believe we won't link
i be up writing bars the night passes in a blink
but i used to do dishes got my paycheck from a sink

not no more not no more not no more huh
i built this shit up from the floor huh
i aint never going back to before huh
living out my car and sleeping up on peoples floors huh

now i'm the boss you can call me michael scott
give a fuck how you feel i ain't never gonna stop
yeah i knew i was different ever since i was a tot
and this life can get so lonely when you living at the top

i aint there yet-- but i got some plans to get there
i had a few years where all i felt was despair
now i'm workin double time so this shit is only fair
why the fuck should i help you bitch you never even cared

bout me, now you see, that i got some real potential
now you in my dm's acting like i was essential
you got used like untensil now you actin like i'm special
and i ain't need that shit you was just fuckin with my mental

that was some years ago now tho
oh oh yeah we good now
we up now

acknowledge that i'm up but know i still can do better
dealing with the fake shit and that shit has got me fed up
ion wanna have to think about nothin but my cheddar
i be going so hard i ain't never gonna let up

issa setup, i aint gon show up if i get a bad feeling
done dealt with all the fakeness and dirty rats stealing
i done seen the way y'all living man that shit is unappealing
i'm just focused on myself working thru pain and i'm healing

i aint hearing all that bullshit
i'd say no you'd throw a full fit
someone asked where it went wrong used to think it was my fault
then i realized you was the culprit
you got a cup so take a whole sip
i got my blunt my girl just rolled it
light that shit and smoke it down aint gonna pass that bitch around
it helps me deal with the bullshit

and the bullshit keeps coming
used to run from it all but i'm done fuckin running
tried drugs and alcohol for all the feelings i was numbing
but i'm starting to love who i'm actually becoming

i'm just livin' how i wanna, smokin pounds of marijuana
finally on my come up, catch me chillin at the sauna
ain't dealing with the drama, keeping up with my momma
working thru all my trauma, changing like an iguana

still don't give a shit what you motherfuckin think
if i don't fuck with you best believe we won't link
i be up writing bars the night passes in a blink
but i used to do dishes got my paycheck from a sink

not no more not no more not no more huh
i built this shit up from the floor huh
i aint never going back to before huh
living out my fuckin car and sleeping up on peoples floors huh

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from the floor (prod. Urban Nerd)

eyes rollin back to the back of my head 
ion care whatchu sayin bitch I'd rather be dead
say I need to take meds say I need to make friends 
all my friends fucked me over I said fuck em in the end
now I'm tryna cop a benz now my mind I'm tryna cleanse
some people I've done wrong i have now made amends
other people I've done dirty it's still fuck em till the end
still got a couple people that i'm tryna get revenge
at the rate that they going tho they'll do it to themself
while I'm sitting back chillin just thinking of the wealth
i aint worried bout nothing but me and mines health
you just living in yo filth you don't want nobodies help 
and that's fine by me cause I'm done offering it
and I'm sad to say that shit also sad to see the way you living
always asking for shit but you aint never ever giving
all the times I tried to help and it's kinda got me wishing 

that I never tried at all you had me waste so much time
man I don't understand how you can say that you're fine
i take one look around and I can see that you lying 
why is fuck is you lying? Why the fuck was I lying? I was in the same shoes yeah I felt like I was dying
but I always kept my head high and I said that I was fine 
how we family we can't speak about whats truly on our mind?
how we family but you still tryna to take what's mine?
how my cousin have a baby and I still don't know her name?
how my cousin kill herself and still aint shit changed?
we still playing games like we aint got the same name
got it tattooed on my arm and got it singed in my brain
tried to drink away the pain but it just brought more pain
till I ended in a cell now my life aint the same
now I'm just tryna make it ion really want the fame
said I'm just tryna make it yeah I'm done playing games
lil bitch

waste

waste (prod. Nosalez)

doing what i want don't give a fuck bout repercussions
i be going so hard this shit is not up for discussion
handing me instrumentals kill these bitches by the dozen
why yo bitch ass soft and sweet like some lil debbie muffins
i be rollin i be rollin i be bussin i be bussin
my girl got her concerns i just tell her that it's nothing
hear 12 knockin at the door i got some shit that i'm flushing
except for my ganja cause i'm legally puffing aye

steppin outta character i made this for the masses
never did well in school yeah i always skipped my classes
now i'm banned from that school they revoked my fuckin access
i aint give a single shit i only cared about my assets

like heh, yeah now they finally coming in
all it took was 6 years and a drug addiction
like heh, yeah. money finally coming in
and i couldn't give a shit about your opinion

think you knew that tho, i think i've made that very clear
i be going so stupid but i'm sharp like a spear
i can see the way you moving you be acting out of fear
don't know who you think you foolin we can see you insincere


why it gotta be ya homies see you fall and they cheer
then you get back on ya feet you look around they disappear
i ain't need that shit around me let me make this very clear
you will never see the day that i don't fuckin persevere

but if you do tho, it's cause i'm dropped in the ground
ima go out fuckin swinging ima fight pound for pound
i'm just chasing after commas i want 3 in my account
used to go clothes shopping in the fuckin lost and found

but now i'm
doing what i want don't give a fuck bout repercussions
i be going so hard this shit is not up for discussion
handing me instrumentals kill these bitches by the dozen
why yo bitch ass soft and sweet like some lil debbie muffins
i be rollin i be rollin i be bussin i be bussin
my girl got her concerns i just tell her that it's nothing
i hear 12 at the door i got some shit that i'm flushing
except for my ganja cause i'm legally puffing aye

smoking legally i throw some oz's in my king palms
growing lethal weed i throw some seeds right up on my lawn
got yo bitch by my side she just came up outta her thong
you aint gotta tell me shit i know i'm doing wrong

now i'm smokin smokin smokin till i cant see straight
if you roll em i will smoke em i won't ever hesitate
we stay token we stay token got my momma always hoping
that one day i'll change my ways but i don't think i see the day

man fuck whatchu sayin' i'm just livin' out this bid
doin' what i gotta do to make sure ion pop my lid
man fuck whatchu saying wanna know whatchu did
what you do how you move how you treating all ya friends

cause if you ah do em dirty who's to say i won't be next
who's to say that you ain't waiting for me to cop a check
ion get it way you moving that shit has me so perplexed
how you move into a new crib i ain't even get a text

for the masses (prod. llouis)

fuckin with you since a teen but we grown now
playing these games aint the same i stay low down
way down don't wont nobody to know my whereabouts
i'm still around for all the good times and the driest droughts

man i've seen the lowest of the lows
had a pistol to my face just wishing it would blow
diving deep into addiction knowing damn well that you know
that this is not the life you wanted that aint how it's sposed to go

why'd you let it get there then?
why'd you hang with those friends?
you hopped straight into that bullpen
blessed that your whole life didn't fuckin end

you seen it flash before your eyes so many fuckin times
constantly havin dreams of taking your own life
you was staying blacked out for days at a time
poppin xannies coppin bottles and oh so many lines
then i'd come around my family tell em all that i'm fine
they can see it in my eyes  yeah they know that i'm lying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly dying
just gimme time, gimme time yeah and i'll be flying

don't worry bout me i'll be fine don't need support
cause i seen what y'all do all my cries you will distort
call up everyone you know to give a detailed report
how the fuck you judging me but i ain't seen you in court

so now my circle so small shit it aint even a circle
i'm a few years behind but i'm finna make that hurdle
homie just bought a crib other one gonna soon
and i'm tryna do the same i'm tryna do what y'all doin

so shoutout to my homies yeah the two that i got left
and shoutout to they girls they hold em down the best
and shoutout to my girl man it's gotta be addressed
she changed my whole fuckin life got me feelin like i'm blessed

and yes sir, you know i still get depressed
and yes sir, you know i still be feelin stressed but
i caress her, she got me feelin so refreshed
i undress her, i think you know what happens next

i ain't got time to rest i think it's time that i invest
in myself and my fam let's see how far we can progress
you could say that i'm obsessed just want some fans to be impressed
of the feelings i express and the shit that i confess

took a whole lotta years but i'm startin to grow up
gonna take facing fears for me to actually glow up
finna pass all my peers when i finally blow up
took the wheel time to steer i ain't never gonna slow up

like skrrt skrrt now i'm whippin with this shit
i ain't never gonna quit cause homie i was sick
everyday wakin up feelin inadequate
hell naw i ain't going back homie this is it

reflection (prod. Melofeels x Gabe Lucas)

in the foreign, driving round late night
my girl is snorin, i'm up like a satelite
where we goin, i mean ion really know
but i ain't trippin, i'm just rollin with the flow oh

the music loud, but this blunt i rolled louder
i'm feelin good, thinkin bout some pink powder

not no more tho, i'm tryna stay sober
but ion really know, lookin like that might be over

i can never sleep, shit is gettin old
gotta take a leap, that's what i've been told
but i'm finna dive deep, got it tatted on my bones
i ain't tryna talk to you i aint answering the phone

ion even got a voicemail cause i won't set it up
i was gone for a minute now i ain't letting up
if we talkin bout my money man it's time to get it up
and don't ask me what i'm drinkin worry bout whats in ya cup

lately tho, it's like i don't even know
i be gettin so mad and i can't let shit go
and it didn't used to be like that, i don't know
i guess it fuckin did i just didn't let it show

now i'm losin control startin to lose hope
smokin excessive amounts of dope
that's what my grandma would call it, anyway
i should probably call her she might pass anyday

aint see em since covid but they still send cards
hang em up on the wall i feel their love from afar
lucky me, not everyone got that
but fuck me, i can't even call em back

man i wish that i could change overnight
wanna be a better me gotta stick thru the fight
one day i'll be happy and no longer filled with spite

gotta remind myself on the daily
wasn't long ago i was going fuckin crazy
gotta be thankful for how far i came
cause this life can get so crazy this shits not a game

life's a game pt. 2 (prod. Brad Mitch)

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yesmind - snow remix ft. yuanamilli

drip drip drip do you taste it from your nose
lookin up at the ceilin can you feel it in your toes?
got your teeth locked down yeah that jaw keep it closed
and let your eyes roll back...yeah, here we go

you can feel the walls breathin' but they ain't posing a threat
so just focus on your breathin' don't think about the sweat
that's been pourin down your forehead for what feels like all night
you see that light? nah that's just the flame to light my cigarette

what's that? 2 packs? that i've blown thru just tonight
that's alright, it's 6 am, so i'm seein the daylight
we'll just whip, round the block, to the corner liquor sto
am i good to drive? why you askin? cause bitch ion really know
guess we gon find out, buckle up, here we go
the music's real loud, but my eyes is real low
i be swervin back and forth while i try to line some blow
see the red and blue lights? aw shit it's time to go
skkkkrrrrrttt
but they was never there
my brain was playing tricks on me like "haha! made you scared!"
now i'm workin 'gainst my self? how the fuck is this shit fair
make it to the parking lot but in my mirror i just stare
pupils won't stay just one size they be dancin like a flare
walk up to the fuckin counter this man knows that i'm impaired
but that ain't his fuckin problem why the fuck should he care?
he know's i'm finna buy a bottle so he get's it prepared
i'm like "aye brother i just came in here to get some squares
but since you got it down already scan it bag it and take care"

hop back in the hoopdy take some shots before we pull off
back up at the crib but now my homie wanna doze off?
crush an addy and two mollies and just toss em in the bottle
now wake his ass up pour his shot, heh full throttle
and who can say no to another 20 lines?
all we did was an eightball thru the night, we'll be fine!

"you'll be fine! you'll be fine!" man i heard that shit too much
"take this line! take this line!" it consists of such and such
break it down, break it down, scrape that shit up in the dutch
ketamine, coke, molly, shit we might be doing too much
naw fuck that shit man mama ain't raise no bitch
mixin uppers with the downers and some hallucinogens

issa week long binge, huh, maybe it's been two?
ion really know is all a blur it coulda been a few
every day just feels the same when i'm stuck in this mindstate
and every day i get less sane my mind gets overflowed with hate
so fuck what you sayin i'm not tryna negotiate

man you better get to breathin' cause you not lookin' too hot
ion know about you i'm questioning whatchu got
you better breathe

[voicemail recording]

breathe (prod. BARDO)

i really hate the fuckin winter

money coming in--
bout time
i'm chillin on the beach with coronas and some limes
w-wait summers over?
never mind
the snow is coming in and it's fucking with my mind

god damn i miss the sun
bonfires havin fun
kickin back with anyone
make a plan and get it done
think i'm in the wrong state and i'm not feelin great
cause i'm sick of this winter and it ain't even begun

if there's snow comin down i ain't leavin my residence
unless we talkin bout gettin me some dead presidents
the cops brought me in said they had some questionin
could never have been me the cold weather is my evidence

that's it, it's done, case closed
i can't fuck with you if you be fucking with my foes
i was runnin thru the 6 1 6 with my woes
better watch your fuckin mouth you don't wanna get exposed

guess i can't call it exposed
if everyone already knows
thought we were supposed to be bros
till you lied to my face guess i shoulda known

but that's all in the past and we only moving forward now
can't focus on you cause you no longer important now
you fucked around on me you ain't gettin my endorsement now
plus the snow is coming down think im finna stay dormant now

money coming in--
bout time
i'm chillin on the beach with coronas and some limes
w-wait summers over?
never mind
the snow is coming in and it's fucking with my mind

god damn i miss the sun
bonfires havin fun
kickin back with anyone
make a plan and get it done
think i'm in the wrong state and i'm not feelin great
cause i'm sick of this winter and it ain't even begun

i'll be chillin at my crib lookin thru my mind for treasure
smokin on that shit that always brings me pleasure
"crack a window"-- and let the cold air in bitch never
when the spring rolls around we can link up whenever

yeah i know my seasons coming i just don't think that it's this one
i'm shooting all my shots and i don't think that i'll miss one
i'm feeling really sick and i'm showing all these symptoms
that i'm gonna fuckin make it i be ballin like the pistons

yeah we ballin, ballin, makin dreams come true
when it comes to chasin dreams yeah we chasin a few
when it comes to runnin game best believe we ain't new
got your girl on my line askin me what it do

aye baby girl what's good come thru
you better believe i'm not coming to you
better check that weather if that shits below thirty
then i'm kicked back at the crib sippin on some sprite that's dirty

money coming in--
bout time
i'm chillin on the beach with coronas and some limes
w-wait summers over?
never mind
the snow is coming in and it's fucking with my mind

god damn i miss the sun
bonfires havin fun
kickin back with anyone
make a plan and get it done
think i'm in the wrong state and i'm not feelin great
cause i'm sick of this winter and it ain't even begun

winter (prod. pdubcookin)

my bills straight now :)

i was feeling down went and spent a band on shoes
i ain't got it like that but i'm living like i do (ouu ouu)
got a warrant right now and my bills is overdue
but ima be alright ima see this shit through
said ima be straight when my dreams come true

i been grinding for some years think it's finally bout to pay off
think i got my sound right now it's finally time to take off
i was ballin with the rookies now i feel i'm in the playoffs
looking down from where i'm at and it's a pretty long fall
think it's time to make big moves cause i'm done thinking small
i wanna be up on the stage i'm sick of standing on the wall
i want my money right i get the bag you know i count it all
cause i aint never had shit so excuse me if i ball out


i was feelin down went and spent a band on shoes
i ain't got it like that but i'm living like i do
if you gotta problem bitch what the fuck you wanna do
lotta threats been made no one ever sees em thru
homie says i changed up nah bro i just grew
i was going thru the most and bitch where the fuck was you
homie said i changed up while he was acting brand new
issa shame he's never gonna get to see this fuckin view

i was feeling down went and spent a band on shoes
i ain't got it like that but i'm living like i do (ouu ouu)
got a warrant right now and my bills is overdue
but ima be alright ima see this shit through
said ima be straight when my dreams come true

when my dreams come true all my families do too
whatchu really think i'm out here grinding fo'
i ain't doing it for me i'm doing it for a few
i ain't really think you would need reminding tho
ion care who got a problem we can link and we can solve it
i ain't running from shit i ain't hiding no
used to have my momma askin what the fuck i was involved in
prayin what's up in my room she ain't findin woah

i was feelin down yeah i really had the blues
i could never cop a win always felt like i would lose
always stuck doin the same shit never doin nothin new
i was sleepin for some years but now i'm finished with that snooze

yeah now i'm wide awake and it's time to fuckin go
i refuse to ever let my life get back to that low
yeah it's time to speed it up cause i'm done moving slow
i ain't got the time to worry bout nothing but my dough cause

i was feeling down went and spent a band on shoes
i ain't got it like that but i'm living like i do (ouu ouu)
got a warrant right now and my bills is overdue
but ima be alright ima see this shit through
said ima be straight when my dreams come true

band on shoes (prod. pdubcookin)

i been fine i been fine i been fine
i been fine i been fine i been fine without you x2
matter fact, fuck that, i been great
yeah yeah, fuck that, i been great
yeah yeah, i don't really mean to hate--
but i been motherfucking great without you

ion even know why i wasted my time
yeah you said you loved me whole time you was lyin
we was thru overnight like amazon prime
now i'm kicked back countin bread with a muhfuckin dime

uh uh uh uh, and you mad
ion really give a fuck i'm glad
uh uh, you mad
but beneath all that anger you just sad
aw man

guess i can't blame ya tho cause i really fucked you over
shoulda never made the choices that we made while we weren't sober
aye yeah, i guess we live and learn--
can't cross the bridges that we burn

and i burned a whole lot and i know you burned a few
you can't really blame me tho cause i never asked you to
i'll take the blame for the hurt that i caused that is true
but give it time you'll be saying what i'm saying to you


i been fine i been fine i been fine
i been fine i been fine i been fine without you x2
matter fact, fuck that, i been great
yeah yeah, fuck that, i been great
yeah yeah, i don't really mean to hate--
but i been motherfucking great without you

chillin kicked back with your and your friends
thinkin in my head i never felt so alone
now i'm chillin with my kids thinkin bout dividends
if you callin best believe i ain't pickin up the phone

uh uh uh uh fuck that
never in my life would i ever come back
uh uh fuck that
cause the time i spent with you it was driving me mad

suicide used to be stuck up on the bucket list
till i said fuck it changed myself man what a twist :)

fine without u (prod. pdubcookin)

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old me (lonely) ft. Shevon (prod. pdubcookin x Roclegion)

thank you all so much for 2k followers 🖤

fuck whatchu sayin you can't fuck up my tranquility
i'm livin pretty good i got 2 cars out in the driveway
i'm workin on my mind still gotta work on my humility
why should you care about the shit i gotta say

aw man i don't know, but you here tho
i appreciate you, thought you should know
i been puttin hours in think it's startin to show
you can do the same too you and i we can glow

like the stars in the sky babygirl we can fly
take you where you wanna go i'm tryna free both of our minds
from the stress that comes with livin tryna make it thru this life
i spent so much of my time just waitin for the day i die

why would i plan for my future i aint think i had a future
spending all of my bread on drugs and bottles and some ubers
now you'll catch me fuckin cheesin cause i'm feelin really super
bout to cop myself a crib and my son his own computer

never really thought that i'd make it this far

now i'm shootin for the moon cause i'm tryna be a star

think i'm finna cop a pound and a hundred cigars

roll em up and smoke em down so now i'm floating with the stars

i'm gone i'm lifted and i'm never coming down
old friends hit me up i will not come around
think i've said that enough time to put it in the ground
cause i can't waste no more energy they all dead to me now
gotta focus up on me i keep my head up in the clouds
cause i'm chasing after dreams nightmares are nowhere to be found
remember smoking on that reggie now i'm smokin on that loud
remember feelin like a clown but now i feel i got a crown
gimme a few years i'm thinkin i could pull a crowd
gimme a few years i think my family might be proud
finally i'm hoping maybe i can come around
and my kids can meet their cousin bet she's crawlin round by now

aw man thinkin bout all the years i've missed
and i try to reach out treated like i don't exist
and i used to get pissed but now i'm feelin like shit
while my debit pins the number you told me when i was 6

never really thought that we'd drift this far

cause the distance between us is like earth and a star
and i've kept it bottled up kept my feelings in a jar
if you told me as a kid i would have looked at you bizarre
think i'm finna cop a pound and a hundred cigars
get my mind up off this shit i'm tryna float up with the stars

and i swear once i get there you is coming with me too
cause you never fuckin doubted me it's like you always knew
i wish i could take back all of the times i made you blue
but once we up in space i swear i'll make it up to you

she don't really want much she just wants her peace of mind
and i'm thinkin i could give it her just give me some time
cause i'm puttin in the work i'm finally on my grind
and i'm just hopin if i don't stop that i'll finally start to climb

want my fans to be real i be seeing the facades
it's hard not to call em out cause they be fuckin with my odds
ion really mind tho cause the real can see real
at the end of the day nobody fuckin with my meals

cause we got this shit covered me and mine will stay fed
gonna always have a roof and a bed to rest our head
cause i'm never going back to living up out of my car
cause i'm tryna BE ONE, i ain't sleeping under stars aw man

stars (prod. 4 A M B A B Z)

time goes on, the memories stay
i tried my hardest to drink em away
and i guess to be honest it worked in a way
but the bad ones stayed while the good ones slowly faded

now i'm faded in the water shallow end i'm just wading
always stuck up in my head i gotta stop the self degrading
i should want to do better really shouldn't need persuading
cause my fam deserves better i don't wanna keep them waiting

flip flop- oh boy- here we go again
today i want better next day i wanna be dead-
click clack boom, a bullet to the head
everytime i close my eyes it's the dream that never ends

wonder why i never sleep---
my bad, prolly shouldn't get that deep cause no one wants to hear that
lemme talk about the racks that i don't really have yet
and all about the drugs and the bottles and the pills bet

i did em for some years and i'm lucky that i came back
i caused so many tears and i wasted thru so many racks
and i met some fuckin people that'll never get their life back
and they ain't even dead yet----

take that as you will i took that shit as a sign
i was going downhill and i was running out of time
cause the drugs were gettin harder and more and more frequent
i would wake up and start drinking turned it to a daily sequence

i was losing my mind
sniffing mystery lines

taking anything given to me i ain't really care
till my snow was cut with ice and this bitch she was aware
i got my money back, he still gave me the bag
he was tryna make an addict yeah my soul he almost snagged
but i got to fuckin wonder who's the one that got his soul
cause he was blowin lines the whole night man he ain't have no control

time goes on (prod. bxnj)

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yuanamilli x Shevon - back then ft. OrionBlue (prod. AyyWalker)

chillin i'm just chillin give a fuck how you feelin
light one up and toke it down smoke from the floor up to the ceilin
better watch ya own homies they the ones that be stealin
they the ones that know shit bout you catch a charge and start squealin

oh my god oh my god
what the fuck they really want
they want your dough that's not enough
they want everything you got

cause jealousy it fills my city
doing good they doing shitty
got a bad bitch and she pretty
think i'm running out of pity

for these lame ass boys that never puttin in the work
you havin sessions everyday i'm chillin with the bank clerk
thinkin cash talkin money only worried bout my banknotes
if you try to fuck with em know i'm comin for your throat

cause i got no more compassion for these dudes that got no passion and these hoes
so
i ain't giving out no goodwill i'll just watch my peers go downhill and i know
that that's low

chillin i'm just chillin give a fuck how you feelin
light one up and toke it down smoke from the floor up to the ceilin
better watch ya own homies they the ones that be stealin
they the ones that know shit bout you catch a charge and start squealin

oh my god oh my god
what the fuck they really want
they want your dough that's not enough
they want everything you got

cause jealousy it fills my city
doing good they doing shitty
got a bad bitch and she pretty
think i'm running out of pity

for these broke ass hoes i don't really give a fuck
i'm just kicked back with homies doing whatever i want
we going up i look at you and it's looking like you stuck
i'll leave you bitches hungry while i'm at a fancy restaurant

cause i went down that road before and i've seen just where that shit go so i won't
oh no
everytime i try to assist i'm the one that's gettin bit woah woah woah
not no mo

chillin i'm just chillin give a fuck how you feelin
light one up and toke it down smoke from the floor up to the ceilin
better watch ya own homies they the ones that be stealin
they the ones that know shit bout you catch a charge and start squealin

oh my god oh my god
what the fuck they really want
they want your dough that's not enough
they want everything you got

cause jealousy it fills my city
got a bad bitch and she pretty
doing good they doing shitty
think i'm running out of pity

spotify💚

pity (prod. caveman)

the odds that we ever even met were slim to none
lookin back the circumstances they were kinda dumb
we both got caught her with weed me with liquor
so they sent to us to a class man i couldn't be sicker

till she walked up in the door and my jaw hit the floor
i ain't know a thing about her but i wanted to know more
told my momma she was mine she just laughed but i swore
then she sat up next to me and i'm just thinkin what a score

blue hair under my hat- i think she liked that
doodlin while we chat- i think she liked that
actin like i aint give a fuck i think she liked that
her dad thought i was a punk- i think she liked that

then as luck would have it i got to make her mine
weren't my first but i knew that she'd be my last time
i ain't want nobody else aw man she so divine
i ain't lookin for no other might as well be blind

give it some time now we having our first son
doing our best but showing that boy so much love
giving everything we had just so we could get it right
till i started giving in to my old night life

[1:05]
started off as some fun till it turned to a necessity
lost some loved ones so i used that as the recipe
for drinking everyday not caring what nobody say
i was throwing life away and just fuckin up my legacy

and it got so much worse before it got better
i was wastin so much time and so much fuckin cheddar
we got our own crib not long after that we split
you went right back to your moms while i lost my fuckin shit

all the shit that i did yeah you know i regret it
i can say that all day doesn't change that i did it
but i need you to know that i'll never let it happen
i was going thru my own shit using drugs for distractions
but never again yeah i'd say i learned my lesson
the chances that you gave me they were more than a blessin
can't imagine what i put you thru broken heart and stressin
so now i'm out here tryna make this life for you like heaven

and i'm so fuckin lucky that i got another chance
ima give it all i got i'm not the best with romance
doesn't mean that i can't try ima give you all my time
i only got 5 cents but i'm fuckin with a dime
i'm no longer just survivin cause this girl she got my flyin
long gone are the days where i wake up feel like dyin
long gone are the days where she wake up feel like cryin
cause we finally feelin up now yeah you know there's no denyin

now the future that i see it's just you the kids and me
you and i we get married gon cop some property
get the fuck up out this city no more anomosicity
cop a crib out in the mountains every day a sight to see

now the future that i see it's just you the kids and me
you and i we get married gon cop some property
get the fuck up out this city no more anomosicity
cop a crib out in the mountains every day a sight to see

a sight to see (prod. BerkiiProdx)

vices callin-
i ain't pickin up the phone
prices fallin-
i ain't pourin up the foam
i got higher callings-
now i'm really in my zone
shit is quite appalling
how my homies went so low
never thought-
that you'd do me like that
shoulda seen that shit coming from a couple miles back aw man

but now i'm only doing better
i got my girl with me we is only stacking cheddar

like yeah
what the fuck you think this is
i'm just sayin you ain't shit
i'm just sayin you's a bitch
i'm just sayin

why the fuck you on my line
always wasting all my time?
buying nickels and dimes
i'm just sayin

bout to go super saiyan
give a fuck bout whatchu sayin
if you ain't the one who's payin
i'm just uh

best believe that i ain't prayin
god was never there for me
on my deathbed laying
like fuck

that's enough of my complaining
tryna make a vivid painting
but i'm tired of explaining
i'm just sayin

what the fuck you really want from me?
i'm just doing me, think i might cop some property
yeah
who the fuck you really tryna be?
you following the buzz but i ain't a fuckin bumblebee
yeah
think i might fly to overseas
i'm cookin with the sauce but i ain't followin no recipes

bitch, give it time and you will see
i been grinding for some years cause aint shit in this life for free
aw man

that's just the sad reality
this world's a shitty place running out of all morality
all the dreams they sold us were just some made up fallacies
but ion really mind i'm still chasin after fantasies
yeah
you don't need to understand it like i already said give it time and you will see aye

vices calling

vices calling (prod. MagniTune)

hair been growing out, beard has too
lately i been feelin there aint nothin i cant do
try not to worry what they think about you
cause you could be starving they won't even share they food

they some hoes they some bitches
they won't help us out the trenches
they don't wanna see us winning
they just wanna see us sinning
they don't wanna see us flying
they just wanna see us dying
aw man--

ima get a passport take that bitch around the globe
jet-setting, seeing sights, every corner every knoll
ima travel the world letting my dreams unfold
got my mic and my hat man i think it's time to roll

roll another blunt for the road yeah it's time to go
i got so used to always dealing with feeling so low
but now it's time to blow, blow up like a bomb
my stocks be going up you can call me amazon

took me so long to finally get here
i been facing all my fears
took the wheel time to steer
thinkin bout all the ups and downs thru the fuckin years

mostly been downs lately turning them to ups-
rising from the bottom of the darkest fuckin ruts-
never going back to pouring up them double cups-
if you got a problem you can shut the fuck up

ion wanna hear whatchu think that i should do
cause i was at my lowest bitch where the fuck was you
you don't know about half of the shit that i went thru
but now you wanna come back around it can't be true

shouldn't surprise me cause it ain't nothin new
i been blowin racks but i gotta save a few
countin up green bills with the strip that is blue
i keep losing count how much i got? NO CLUE

no clue

no clue (prod. pdubcookin)

yeah yeah yeah
-chorus-

ring ring ring- phones going off again
i ain't pickin up guess the voicemail can get it then
i ain't tryna talk what the fuck is there to talk about
you never walk the walk you just talk you like to run ya mouth

huh-- and aint shit changed
i'm glad to see that thru the years you have stayed the same
not really issa shame
you treating your life like a game
always shiftin all the blame
it's so sad what you've became cause


i been focused on my mental i been focused on my kids
i been workin on my selfworth while you worried bout your hits
where's the next one coming from? i don't know
i'm sure your mom is devastated to see you so low
it started with some blow and man i tried to say to slow it down
but you aint wanna hear that shit looked at me like i'm a clown
but how ya doing now?
yeah how you doing now?
-chorus-

like trippie said man who needs love
ion wanna hear about whatchu've done
it's time to chase this bag i'm done chasin fun
thinkin bout my son when I'm on the run

but I aint running from my problems like I used to
this aint the same Yuan that you used to
i'm sorry to say that I used you but no I'm not cause I know you was using me too
had me losing my mind but you aint really care
choosing liquor when we fought knowing that aint really fair
cause you'd offer me some knowing I aint gon say no
i was tryna stay sober you was aware tho
by the end of that bottle I aint have a single care
so the problems we was having they was up in the air

but you know what goes up always gotta come down
so the problems we was having they would come right back around
aw man
-chorus-

now i ain't worried bout shit but me myself and bread
still workin on tryna get up out my head
tryna change my mindstate, spreadin love instead of hate
shit be so hard tryna find a way to navigate
thru this fucked up world till the day we at the gates
talkin hell talkin heavin wonder which one is my fate
i been tryna do good lately maybe i'm too late
i guess that just means that i gotta make my time on this earth great

and i'm workin on doing that
--
got a dream and i'm pursuing that
--
yeah i'm workin on doing that
--
got a dream and i'm pursuing that yeah best believe i'm doing that

i ain't the only one you can do it too

come around (prod. ThatKidGoran)

not enough life lived, got a lot left
can't imagine what i'm bout to do with the rest
i'm in the kitchen whippin it up like i was the chef
feels like i studied and i cheated on the same test

that's a small flex, that's a small flex
if you got a problem better get it off your chest
i look around these people know i'm not like the rest
just gimme some more time you'll be fuckin with the best

aw man aw man aw man aw man
i say that with my chest cause i know that i'm the man
all these problems that i got in the past i woulda ran
but now i always keep it pushin like i was my bedroom fan

that means i'm never gonna stop
i could never be fake like a prop
remember back then when i used to have to make the drops
for a shitty lil hundy now i'm clean like a mop

i can't front like i ain't got no problems tho
wish i could line em up and knock em down like dominoes
at least now i know i made it thru the lows
so now we heading to the highs think i'll get there with these flows

cause the way that i been growin it is no less than phenominal 
i been on my grind like this shit isn't optional
all the shit i'm doing never thought it was possible
i know this path that i've chosen yeah it ain't optimal

i ain't really trippin i got used to bein lonely
at least now i know you can never try to hoe me
just because you knew me doesn't mean that you know me
and just because you know me doesn't mean that you my homie

i got some demons with me they be tryna take my soul see
doing what i can to block em out like i'm the goalie
when i die i just hope that it doesn't happen slowly
and that my sins forgivin cause i've done so much unholy

not enough life lived, got a lot left
can't imagine what i'm bout to do with the rest
i'm in the kitchen whippin it up like i was the chef
feels like i studied and i cheated on the test

you already know that's a small flex
if you got a problem better get it off your chest
and you already know that i'm not like the rest
just gimme some more time you'll be fuckin with the best

never gonna stop (prod. IvandBeats x AriaTheProducer)

ghouls stay lurkin i aint trippin no more
just means i gotta keep one eye on the door
always know my exit if shit hits the floor
meant fan aw man got some fans want some more

so the grind never stops means i can't take a day off
cause i might miss the chance for me to finally take off
if you got a problem it's your problem i'm not involved
but if i gotta do it best believe i'll get that shit solved

huh, yeah my confidence been growing
guess it's true what they say i'm just reaping what i'm sowing
no more snakes up in my grass cause that shit i just kept mowing
till i made it to the greener side but i'm already knowing

it can get greener still so i gotta keep it going
no slowing, well maybe just to smoke a couple blunts
i ain't tripping bout much cause i'll still be going up
even if i'm slowing down i ain't fully letting up

keep my foot up on the pedal till the engine hits the ground
keep my feelings out the way i ain't got time for feeling down
i stay swinging for the fences you just stuck up on the mound
i stay steady taking shots if i miss em ima get the rebound

shh, dontchu make a sound
we gon cop what we want i ain't checking the amount
all that shit that you was talking now your bitch ass aint around
this a dog eat dog world and my mama raised a hound

shroomies got me out in space
can't acknowledge any hate
why you just ate a full meal but now you lookin at my plate

tryna get up out this state
might be runnin kind of late
but now i'm whippin doin triple digits down the interstate

roll a blunt up so i'm straight
tell myself it elevates
but i'm burnin way emotions all these feeling i negate

all these people imitate
they just straight up copy paste
i could never do the same it's all me what i create

think it's time to make a change tho---
i been living on loose change hoe---
think it's time to flip the page tho---
make it to a better chapter where this pain is not the same

cause i had to learn to not give a fuck bout how i'm feelin
i'm out here on my grind just stackin bread up to the ceilin
that's cap and you know it
i'm just tryin not to blow it
nobody wants to hear a broke boy rappin and i know it

so i'll show it that i got the potential to be great
step up on the stage like i own this motherfuckin place
give a fuck bout whatchu sayin i'm not tryin to debate
if life's a game i got some loaded dice to roll my fate

uh, yeah
i'm getting real cocky
ion give a shit who the fuck is gon stop me
uh, yeah
this road might get rocky
but ima keep it pushing forward ain't nothin gon drop me

but even if it does what the fuck is there to do?
we could all die tomorrow and that aint nothing new
i done wasted so much time already just feeling blue
and i won't waste another minute best believe that shit is true

cause times our biggest asset you aint never getting back
i could have no money today cop a front and flip a pack
but i could never hit rewind like she be doing on my track
i'm still chasing after money cause that's life this shit is wack

some would like to say money is the root of evil
how about not having food to feed your people
i'm gon make sure mine are straight
full meal on every plate
won't acknowledge any hate
man this music shit is great
i'm just picturing where i was headed 3 years ago
and picturing where i'm gonna go 3 years from now
then to now i'm a whole different person
now to then lemme take you on this journey

3 years (prod. Chxse Bank)

got 2 whips, thinkin bout a 3rd
ion give a shit, what the fuck you heard
if i said it then it's true, my bond is my word
nowadays that shit is rare and this shit is so absurd

lookin back at all the crazy shit that has occurred
i'm proud to say that i'm still here i'll never be deterred
i'm finally seeing clearly now for so long it was blurred
i ain't judging whatchu do but i ain't following no herd

give a fuck bout whatchu saying now that shit'll never phase me
i got some people listenin i know they fuckin hate me
doing better than they ever could it's drivin em so crazy
they could send they shots them bitches won't even graze me

i used to be the loser now i'm not, bitch i'm hot
all that shit that you was talkin hope you don't think i forgot
sent his boy to set him up yeah i call that a pool shot
if 5 0 scoops me up-- i don't know who shot

bitch what the fuck
i'm doing way too much
lemme smoke this blunt
that is my only crutch

i ain't poppin pills no more
that shit had me losin touch
sleepin up on peoples floors
always drinkin such and such

now i'm chasing after more
i'm only going up
opening so many doors
i'm just followin my gut heh
you was talkin shit bitch so what the fucks up
when you see me out in person you just shut the fuck up

i get some bread, i count the stacks
i put it with, my other racks
fuck whatchu said, i'm chasin packs
until i'm dead, i'll never lack

i'll never let another human put me in the ground
i got my kids and i promise that i will be around
ion give a shit what the fuck has got me downed
ima keep on fightin pushin till the 12th round
you was never there for me so dontchu make a sound
i was roamin thru life lost but now i finally found

a way to stack to my fuckin money while y'all still be snortin lines
you been out there partyin while i been out there on my grind
guess i can't blame ya tho cause really this world is filled with grime
and you just doing whatever you can to help yourself feel fine

i was on the same tip, till i switched, quit that shit
now i'm stackin funds legit, never quit, bitch i'm lit
bet you wish you never switched, that's some shit you won't admit
i could never be so fake, like you is, counterfeit

counterfeit (prod. docent)

had to cut her off cause she always throwin fits
always pissed bout basic shit, nah i'm way too intricate
clock ticks, time wasted i was sad but had to quit
but i was
2high2cry

too high to cry but too low to come down
the void is calling out i am nowhere to be found
graveyard whispers so your tears won't make a sound
droppin me right in the ground oh wait i turned that fate around

shit i'm doin better serotonin still lackin
it's alot to be unpackin but i'm still never slackin
there's work to be done and there's bread to be stackin
plus i'm still
2high2cry

drama drama drama always startin some commotion
y'all be giving too much power to emotion
think about your actions don't be moving on no notion
plan this shit and take your time before you start to make the motion

wavy as the ocean and i got your bitch wet
navy like promotion when i pull up in a jet
quarter in the backwood blast me off like bobafett
yeah y'know i'm
2high2cry

never thought that i could fly but now i'm on my cosmic walk
i be floating with the stars you still following the flock
man if you got a problem i don't want to hear you talk
i'm on a staircase to heaven all my demons gettin blocked

jealousy and greed that shit is all around me
so i have a tendency to think you are the enemy
no one's got no empathy so fuck it why should i
plus i'm
2high2cry

been seeing 3 am more frequently
i don't wanna sleep my dreams never end peacefully
they not even bout me tho bout some old friends with no decency
i changed my wavelengths i'm on a whole different frequency

some of my old homies tho they never made it out
let the drugs take em over they can't go a day without
even when you lost your daughter you showed what you cared about
i guess they just
2HIGH2CRY

too high to cry (prod. Chris)

i'll be back in the summer
47 / 888
i'm tryna make it so my momma never has to work again 🖤
if you having a rough time, keep ya head up homie. we gon be alright 💜
i'm a 25 year old rapper from grand rapids, michigan.
if you reading thru this, i appreciate you, much love 🖤
for booking/to contact me: yuanamilli@gmail.com

yuanamilli

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