Ruined It (denji)

prod by @prodsoulsss @tuaaandx
thx @zixdown <3

ghoul w/zixdown [+ Souls1 + Tuaaandx]

take my life w/lick [+ phantasie]

can't save me w/xcxvxc [+ greentop]

@zixdown
@brayamxo

@1kinji:
no doubt bitch all these racks on me
switched up on me got no shame bitch
i just wanna grind yuh i dont wanna talk yuh
why u hit my line i dont wanna talk
ion fw u imma stay low
???

tokyo japan, run up to the bank
got the paycheck what u kno bout that?
talking on my back why u talkin on my name? 

yea i let that shit go x2
took my time no impatience
all u ever do is time wasted
ur so fake bitch ur so fake yea
i cant take it all this fake shit
skippin classes cause im lost and
its so boring i cant stand this
i feel hopeless take me back plz

@zixdown:
waiting for your call or your text im not to patient
power my phone off, no text, battery wasted
copy paste your text i thought that i was your next 
but it turns out i was wrong ima just stay as your ex

nv shirt on i hear u callin but i wont answer
if he speak on kinji ima bring him smoke its cancer
i got all black like a panther
whats the matter 
heard that you were speaking on my name 
then stopped the chatter

(writings on the walls, i dont wanna walk, i dont wanna talk)
honestly i dont really care what u say abt me
fake ppl everywhere i go im not surprised anymore
he talkin down ima lay him on the floor
ima turn it into a gore
u said that u were my homie 
then u left me by my lonely
i dont even gotta worry 
me & kinji on the 4th story
why he talkin down on me 
when his girl is always on me 
gimme 5 secs and i stg ill do him dirty

no doubt w/zixdown [+ brayam]

i miss u +echi [+ phantasie]

left behind [+ ev333]

die alone [+ icetrouble]

@luvnotee
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thanks yall for the support fr, more stuff coming soon.

i don't wanna go there [+ luvnote]

give me a sign [+ taurs thislandis]

bby im so fking done [+ tuaaandx]

everything is (not) gonna be alright
prod by @tsurugiblu

lyrics:
n u kno that im a mess
i cant do shit im so stressed
blame it on my parents
take my life and make it end
i thought u were my friend
i just need a friend
i pushed every1 away
its all my fault i kno that

i dont have time for myself
but im makin money everyday
n im feelin like an empty shell
im so tired but imma be ok
everythings gonna be alright
everythings gonna be ok

its not that easy
bby its not fair
im a demon
im a sinner
the grail was poisoned but i drank it anyway
ur better off without me
im better off without u
lifes been busy lately
whats the problem bby
i dont want u to hate me
i know im not the same bitch
n i know that i changed yeah
but bae the world keeps spinning
and now my heads spinning :s

i'm a mess [+ tsurugiblu]

might delete l8r
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prod by @user-291330884

just to impress u [+ sardonyx]

meant 4 u [+ neolas]

ty @iinno11 <3
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lyrics:
@yukiriito
bby i cut my vein now im bleedin </3
off too many pills i cant feel shit
bby girl when ur not here i feel so fucking anxious
bby ur so cute ur my angel (2x)

n i dont wanna hurt u, i just wanna trust u
do u really want me?
if so please say it
and i rly try to, but i can't girl
she found me passed out in the bathroom
i was crying my eyes out, i was bleeding so much girl
u saw me at my worst yeah
u can take my life cause i don't want it, i need to get some rest...

@iinno11
i need to get some rest 
my eyes hang low, like silver on ur neck 
are u free tonight? 
it sounds so cliche 
but I want you for my whole life 

baby i just wanna see you 
do I really need a reason
& ur taking all my blood 
I swear ur turning me anemic 
always felt like somethings missing 
til I met you, 
you complete it 
& i been taking all these drugs 
but i swear without you I still feel it 
ohhh
do u want me 
or do u wanna go 
when ur not here 
i feel so low 
s489s tucked inside my coat 
i been tweakin 
u know how it goes

anxious ft. iinno [+ magical loneliness]

at least once in a while ft. saranghae [+ saranghae]

without u i feel lost.

tysm @zixdown and @tuaaandx <3

without you w/ zixdown [+ tuaaandx]

prod by enoah

got too much going on, i think i'm growin old
you wanted me to go, girl you're so cold
it was so hard but i moved on
just like you told me (like you told me)
time passed, seasons changed
and i still can't forget about the day i asked u out
and u answered yes

but please dont think i forgot abt u
you're still in my mind n u still in my heart
i do not want u back dont wanna hurt you no more
and  you dont want me back n dont wanna hurt me no more 2x

[chorus]
seasons changed n i rly rly miss ya
can we go back? cause i rly rly need u
we can't go back but i rly rly wish we could
just one more night thats all i ask of u 2x

where am i right now?
lost my mind a while ago
oh bby its so cold out there

[chorus]
seasons changed n i rly rly miss ya
can we go back? cause i rly rly need u
we can't go back but i rly rly wish we could
just one more night thats all i ask of u 2x

i haven't forgotten about you [+ enoah]

prod by taurs x jolst

lyrics:
im better off alone, just me and my drugs
fell in love w the pain fell in love w the loneliness 2x

[chorus]
im so fucking tired, fuck this shit i can't take it no more
i've been off these drugs, it eases the pain
i've been off these drugs, do they really help?
that doesnt matter cause i don't care anymore
baby whats the matter? baby do i scare u?
fuck this shit fuck growin up
i hate u all but i had to keep going on.

oh why do i have to keep going on?
i dont wanna do this, i dont wanna live on
but they made me do it... what choice do i have huh?
what i really want, yeah it never matters.

wtf is going on? i can't feel shit
high of this fkin dope roll another one yeah
and another one x4

i'm so fucking done
i'm so fucking drunk
always smoking skunk
and im always high

(repeat chorus)

u dont understand u could never understand this pain
if u really wanna help put a bullet in my brain 2x
bby i get high i get high for the pain yeah
bby i get high for the pain u would never know

pain [+ taurs jolst]

ly bro @iinno11

lyrics.
@yukiriito :
fucked up in the head yeah
can't find my way back yeah
lot of questions i wish i could answer
i got smoke in my lungs i got pills in my pocket
baby u should run cause i dont wanna hurt ya
taking it slow like they told me to
im a broken boy im just like you x2

all the things they said to me
its the truth i dont wanna see
when i think about it i can hardly breath
im high asf my hands are shaking
looking at your pictures crying in the basement
i think about us on a daily basis
im better off alone there r things im chasing x(

@iinno11 (goat):
whatd u think Im waiting for 
if u want it just say it 
it could be perfect 
but i cant chase it
i been up for days and
it hasnt felt the same since 
looking at our pictures
crying in my basement 
Im too high & i cant think 
smoke getting to my memory 
I think Ive known u forever 
theres no one else that rlly knows me 
hydrocodone in strawberry lemonade 
it just hit my bloodstream 
ill wait for u by the river 
where the promise first made

crying in the basement +iinno [skellington]

on go freestyle [+ toryonthebeat]

prod by sketchmyname

s/o iino n zixdown <3

man down [+ sketchmyname]

This "kinji" chapter of my life is officially over. Thanks everyone for sticking around! <3

kinji

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