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odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

prod @weejk

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

i told u i wanted more
so u cut urself
and dropped to the floor
im sorry i wont ask again
i know ur arms are sore

remember that time when
u wrote my name on ur knife
in detail u told me then
how u nearly took ur own life

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today

(rotting in my room
lets hangout today)

(hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today)

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

sore arms

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
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god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

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yume de takaku tonda
karada wa
donna fuan matotte mo
furiharatte iku
nemuru chiisana omoi
hirogari dashite
kizuku yowai watashi
kimi ga ireba
kurai sekai
tsuyoku ireta
nagai yume miru
kokoro wa
sou eien de
i wanna always stay with u
ill give u everything i have

crossing field (cover)

@bloodsekai

i spawned in
all by myself
joined a guild 
but got kicked out
always down 
2 zero health
im so bad 
if u cant tell

i suck at games
so dont ask 2 play 
i need some space..
for fornite okay..
i dont like when i lose
when i dont get what i choose
give up its no use
my friends will move on
they'll have fun without me

bloodsekai - i suck at games so dont ask me 2 play

your hearts not good
you can wait around but dont wait for me 
and it felt good 
when you stuck around and said you love me
but i cant stand
sticking around for somebody 
that doesnt care 
and just uses me for my body

(NANANANANANANANNANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANAANNANAANAN
N)

what am i to you 
your so rude
and i cant get over
i know im new 
but can you choose 
to get closer
im on my own 
and i cant move
without you on my shoulder
the way she hit 
me right there
felt like a boulder

u dont luv me (bloodsekai)

i sit in the back of the classs
why did my life end this bad
just tell me what i did wrong i dont understand
you dont know me im such a weirdo piece of shit
i feel so weird i feel so wrong
i take a blade let begone
my soul is yours my soul is cross
i told you secrets now there gone
ig it weird that im in love
i give u my heart now it all gone
im so sick of all thses game that you would always play
your like a poison that i cant get enough of it
just tell me im in love and i come back to you
i promise im the only one for you
cut my soul into pieces im the one for you 
you had my heart then you had to destroy it too
so cut my skin open and come into me 
i promise your the only addictive drug i need
so cut me open 
and take me away from here
i need your love my dear
 i cant survive here

take my angel wings

1 billionth wujek cover enjoy! (wasnt my idea i swear.)
n yes i got sum lyrics wrong Ooops

prod me ftttttt @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
huhh
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for another guy
but ill be cool yea ill be fine

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

i spent the nights crying over u
i guess u go around fuckin other dudes
its fine dont trust me bae its cool
i rlly dont kno what to do

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

@bloodsekai:
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for somebody else
but i'll be cool, and say i'm well

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking over my clothes
i wish it worked i really hoped
now i got nothing left oh no
x2

@yukisasayaki:
i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no
x2

i watched that elevator close w/ bloodsekai (cover)

Music recorded in 1998 on a Fostex X-15 4 track cassette recorder. Vocals originally recorded in 1998, and re-recorded in 2025. This song encourages people to live one day at a time and don't worry about tomorrow. This is the first vocal track I recorded since my stroke last July. A few parts where I'm flat. Some of the original 1998 vocal track bleeds through as the song ends, you'll hear that better with headphones. I hope you like this track!

Owner

Don't Think About Tomorrow

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Badacsony hegyén bazalt mesél,
Szőlőt ringat a nyári szél,
Napfény csúszik a tó vizén,
Tűzpiros fátyol az esti fény.

Hallod-e, hogy suttog a szél?
Valamit mond, valamit kér.
Ősi mesét, rég elfeledt álmot,
Boszorkány járta badacsonyi tájt ott.

Kézben bor, hátizsák nevet,
Ösvény hív, s a szív hegyre megy,
Kilátó vár, mint régi torony,
Alatta csend, s a Balaton oly nyugodt nagyon.

Hallod-e, hogy suttog a szél?
Valamit mond, valamit kér.
Ősi mesét, rég elfeledt álmot,
Boszorkány járta badacsonyi tájt ott.

Öreg szól, mosolyogva megy:
„Néha még élnek e hegy felett…”
Nevettünk, de mikor leszállt az est,
Úgy tűnt, mintha susognának fenn a fák között.

Hallod-e, hogy suttog a szél?
Szívedhez szól, ha csendben élsz.
Ősi mesék, emlék és varázs,
Badacsony őrzi a múlt dallamát.