prod @weejk

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

i told u i wanted more
so u cut urself
and dropped to the floor
im sorry i wont ask again
i know ur arms are sore

remember that time when
u wrote my name on ur knife
in detail u told me then
how u nearly took ur own life

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today

(rotting in my room
lets hangout today)

(hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today)

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

sore arms

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

prod me

never happy yea ill be honest
when it comes to cuttin wrists bitch im on it
need someone i can love yea i want it
cus i rlly dont know what to do yea i think ive lost it

god im so done
game over u won
i dont care that im dumb
its not like i wanna run
for president
no skills r present
know ur hesitant
to say u love me back

saw u at the club
tryna throw it up
u didnt give a fuck
oohooh
then i pulled up
it ruined ur night
i wanna say sorry
but i cant say it right

never happy yea ill be honest
when it comes to cuttin wrists bitch im on it
need someone i can love yea i want it
cus i rlly dont know what to do yea i think ive lost it
x2

game over, u won!

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

i love my cat!!!

kinda sick rn sry

prod me

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

im so sorry
i rlly dont know
cant express my feelings, i jus choke
cant talk to human beings, no words spoke
i dont have any meaning, my mind is cloaked

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

i cant clean up the mess i made
im too far gone my life is drained
i think sometimes i get afraid
that everyone i love's ashamed
x2

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke
x2

everyone i luv :(

untitled ft.???? [prod.xtatus]

HIGHER SELF REMIX

Mixed and mastered by: ignorujem
Text and vocals by: ignorujem, deepmizu, roderikxx
Produced by: ignorujem
Cover art by: ignorujem
Remix by: ignorujem

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oh kitty kitty cat
oh kitty kitty cat
run forever and dont look back
when you die and go straight to hell
surf the lava on a turtle shell

oh kitty kitty cat
oh kitty kitty cat
run forever and dont look back
you look great and you look swell
youre gonna make me wanna kill myself

run forever and dont look back

am i even worth it
ill remake this i promise lol
(i can make it an open if anyone wants 2 hop on btw)

game over, u won!

yuki

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