came on clutch, I'm so glad to be early to hear PEAK

Lieu/Rab/spies - october floor

spotify

meant to w/ alphie

demo 

a fully imagined version of a song i wrote on 12/04/24 when i was just learning the guitar. 
06/21/25

❆

Whats to one more year
Decembers coming near
Finally started to stop living in fear
It took long enough

i dont care about the future but i'll always care about the past
Dont let your guard down cause the good things they all never last
Throw away those keepsakes im okay i cant be assed
But i know deep down im scared of forgetting

The weather gets better but it ends up worse
Hope that god strikes down whoever put me on this curse
Whats to one more year
Decembers coming near
Finally started to stop living in fear
It took long enough

i dont care about the future but i'll always care about the past
Dont let your guard down cause the good things they all never last
Throw away those keepsakes im okay i cant be assed
But i know deep down im scared of forgetting

❆

what's my name ?

December

guitar by @goodnightjune everything else by me

I mourn from behind the tree
I've wronged you in a way that doesn't please
but i , wait for you
but i , wait for youuuu
all i wanted was a love story , with you :(

Entry 1, Girl From The Woods

prod my diddy blud @bloodsekai i think diddybludsekai 

got to be
more than friends
shes oozing
affection
i love it
cant touch it
her words sing
im sucked in

shes the one
im keepin
havent thought
bout leavin
i give her 
these sweet names
i question 
are these games
its all green
what i say goes
this could all end
in my sorrow
i said what i felt
and it went right
i hope this goes well
and i see light

Entry 2, A Call Away

cover by vera

everyday, everything really suck bro
i wanna get out the rain but im stuck tho
but ill never be more than a cuck tho
wanna die like god bring me up now
he'd probably meet me at the gates n send me back down
n my jokes aren't even funny im a bad clown
i just wanna fucking rot inside my bed now
i just wanna find a hole to fucking rest in
i fuckin miss u n i think that ur my best friend
something happened as a kid n ive been dead since

he'd probably send me down

kinda old song but i wnated to get it out
prod me

holding
onto
ur neck
i choke
whats the point in letting go
u have nothing to live for

im so
sick of
ur fucking lies
hold ur throat against my knife
may u not scream or fucking cry

echoed screams from ur grave
bounce thru the hallway
nothing but dismay
calling, im falling ur way

twisted laughter
im a psychiatric threat
ill cut ur body into pieces
and make sure that ur not dead

letting go

2 high prod crucify april

Untitled102125

p. grayskies
written, performed and mastered by me
thank you. 

and ill go where i belong
where the cold air hits my lungs
and i know that you hate my guts
tell me where it all went wrong
love me the way i wanna be loved
just dont break my heart

letting go

yuki

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