just wanna wish that i could live on like a usual mmmmm

just wanna wish that i could live on like a usual

just wanna wish that i could live on like a usualllll

just wanna wish that i could live on lika usuual

hopefully i die tonite + mental (miharu)

songs mix&mastering:@miraie

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll

prod:death

lyrics:


[hook:ididntcry]

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
ヤケに長い待つ電車
風が吹き抜けるように
伝え切れていないままだ
こんなに愛しているのに

[verse:miraie]
I lost my touch and lost my soul
メール観て泣きそう
I'm working hard towards my goal
Just to find out it's 噓
なんで泣きたい？
全部が噓
何が聞きたい？(痛い)

Wake up in the morning
Then I went to take a shower
Water flowing down my eyes
Can't look straight in the mirror
君と出会いことは良かったです
でも俺にメール送らないでお願い

You're the one who chose to left me behind, left me alone
後悔して、苦して、遅すぎだろう
Please stop sending message to my IG to my phone
涙が流れて、今日は雨降りそう

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
Even though I know that, I just wanna trust you
なぜなら、君の感情が残ってる

[hook]

[outro:miraie]
なぜなら、君のことがあいしている

Tokyo ++miraie(prod.death)

@mis4ortune @etterna1
(prod. phantasie)

lyrics:
(cengi)
hook:
don't take away something that's important to me
you changed the way i am, i'm not the same anymore
i'm feeling different, getting nightmares; acting crazy
seeing what you cannot see, that's a different story..

ohh, wish i could go back to the past
where everything just seemed normal
cuz i can't live with the current living standards
i don't want my dreams in the future to be shattered..

(mis4ortune)
verse:
"stab my knife n make me cry
bitch, fuck u, say goodbye
u ruined my fucking vibes
ur deserve to die

my memories is all lie
tell me now, tell me why
i cant stand it alive
i think i need to die

say goodbye, to this fucking world
empty world, no meaning of love
everything, killed me so hard
@ the top, looking from above

im jumping down 
dont stop me now

say goodbye"

(etterna)
[ - - - ]

(cengi)
hook:
don't take away something that's important to me
you changed the way i am, i'm not the same anymore
i'm feeling different, getting nightmares; acting crazy
seeing what you cannot see, that's a different story..

ohh, wish i could go back to the past
where everything just seemed normal
cuz i can't live with the current living standards
i don't want my dreams in the future to be shattered..

abysmal

abysmal // +mis4ortune +etterna (phantasie)

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trying a new sound dis time,, hope u like it :3..

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ib: @brakence

((lyrics))
call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im fa-

and everyday is mess,,
feelin' anxious
got the butterflies in my stomach..
and the fact tht u been distant
i wonder where i went wrong
can u tell me the problem..
we'll fix it 2gthr
pls dont tear urself apart..
i'll find the pieces
and put u right back
then you'll nvr be alone again..

a lifetime of regrets is not enough
to tell u how im sry for turning out this way..
lord knows how much i tried to die
but it never works out
cuz ur always on my mind..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

its so cold..
its so cold no..
its so cold
its so cold no..
on my own..
on my own now..
im so cold on my own no..

its so cold no..
on my own now
everytime i try to hide
you pull me back out..
imma blackout
chip in everything i got
cnt look back now..

i jus cant get the words out of my mouth..
and all the times i speak my mind, 
it just always goes south..
no im not proud..
ima pop a bottle
to keep my thoughts from getting too loud
day in day out
my mind corrupts me..
i cnt keep up w this shit..
ur face in my dreams
ik its not real
ik its not real..

so everyday i wake up to the same shit..
go to school from 9 to 5
i cnt take this..
i feel so trapped in my mind
cant tell who i am
but the sound of ur voice is the only thing that resonates with me
in my head,,
coalesced
my emotions' been repressed

i need u here,
ur the light in dark
help me fight off all my fears..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

im falling apaaaaaart~!!!!
*lets feelings out*

blackout*

even if you don't (2001)

lyrics

turn off the lights 
Let’s see you shine 
Fucked up sipping on strongs tonight 
Yeah
Tryna live my life
Shawty are you tryna be apart of mine? 
Yeah
I luv the way you smile at me it shakes me to my core 
Please stay here for a while 

I’m my head 
I see you with only me
In my head
It’s Filled with strong and extacy
In my head 
I see you crawl on top of me 
In my head 
I’m fucked
In my head 
Oh
in my head 

My heart feels numb
But it beats for you just like a drum 
I’m off the drugs
Looking jet lagged when I’m pulling up
Never enough
Can’t be sober when I open up 
Girl ur my lifeline 
Hoping that shit is likewise 

Yeah 
only got strong in my cup 
Taking my shot in the dark now
Yeah I cannot stay being stuck 
gotta keep chasing the sun now 

She says I’m so mysterious 
But ide say I’m more delirious 
Life‘s hard but it’s not that serious 
because it ends

I’m my head 
I see you with only me
In my head
It’s Filled with strong and extacy
In my head 
I see you crawl on top of me 
In my head 
I’m fucked
In my head 
Oh
in my head x2

hopefully i die tonite + mental (miharu)

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