@ol3zha
@anigiri

please just tell me that i’m worth it
i know that i’m far from perfect
if you want it you deserve it
so just tell me that its worth it

i dont wanna fake it, i dont think i’ll make it
i dont like the spotlight, dont wanna be famous
one day i’ll just fade away, gone like a facelift
tell me whats just on your mind, you don’t have to save it

you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it

i can feel the damage
i cant even stand it
i just wanna vanish
all this pain that i cant manage

my friends they all hate me
nobody can save me
go ahead and blame me
i know that you hate me

girl i thought you told me you would stay away
cried too many times so i cant feel the pain
why’d you have to leave is this the only way
kiss me one more time so i can’t feel the pain

spotify

save it (shigitori & anigiri)

put me down + blackwinterwells (shigitori jxlyy)

stream on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/37yb04qkus8dBzdbYbPZOL?si=d24dcb6f128b426c

@ayeeitsnate @star607

im sick and i probably shouldn't have recorded
sorry for all the recycled shit i cant be original rn
hope you still enjoy though :)

::lyrics
the air is too thin
i couldnt read through all the signs
dont need discussion
i need you in my life
you got one shot
i got you on a tether
i thought you were on my side
i cant do this forever
my blood is rushing down my head
empty out my body see whats left
let me go~
to a place ive never been~

and every time im by your side i get really nauseous
got too many problems in my head gotta deal with
always on the back seat on the road im forgotten
always keep my head up cause i know it'll be worth it (2x)

my friends are starting to fade away
lights out now im waiting for the sun to decay
its the end of the world
im not really afraid
take my hand and we'll pray
for the day we'll be saved

(i want someone in my arms)
(you're so close yet still so far)
(someone please tell me im wrong)
(never wanted you to run)

departure (ayeitsnate x star607)

@angelicxmei
@odel007

https://open.spotify.com/track/6F5pODWGKcrPEZOeWldfvO?si=92a5d66a54a54050

[mui]

ah ah
i cant say the same
got this feeling that im just not
'bro its just a game'
those words never hit my softspot
ur the one i chase
even if u say i care not
im the one u hate
even tho
i care about ya

ah

sry bro
ima swear to god
ya
dont wanna act like someone im not
bro
shawty on her phone
textin a wave to her ops
textin it away to my ops :(

ya puttin money in the baag
all black on
pop a molly in a taab
posted up in the club
think she wanna make a rack
out w the squad
shawty always downbaad ya

said she love me but i dont care
this the last time ima fuckin life share
i dont wanna feel this hurt anymore
i just wanna keep myself away from it aalll

[mei]

love blind my eyes
im stuck in the things
that are not nice
ye
shawty broke my heart
like 1000 times
wanna let her go
but things not right
things not right

do not hit my phone
when its night time
got a couple friends
but i still wanna
cut ties
miss, miss calls
ye i dont wanna talk now
shut my mouth
heavy back i still wanna
goooo
im in my room
and it doesnt feel like home
she told me she likes me
but im on my own
i panic so easy
hit the gas then i goo
i thought it was easy
now im cold

im cold outside
im cold inside
benzos got me feel alright
dont ask me if i do alright
i dont know how do to it righttt

softspot w/ angelicxmei (prod. odel)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@angelicxmei
@ihateukidu

(may)
ive been reaching out for u
but its not getting better dont know what to do 
ur my warmth js like a sweater 
hope we see it thru
i cant seem to forget her 
be there in any weather 
it was something we could never be

echoes of our love 
although its the past js kno i tried my best for u for u
and do u 
even think about me now that its all gone

twist me break me into pieces 
dont understand why i cant get the meaning
i was always searching for a new connection
i found that within u but u left me abandoned

(coldspades)
i feel so broken down
i feel so hopeless now
dont wanna hear a sound
can you please get me out
tell me if you need me if its vital
i dont wanna see i'll keep my eyes closed
lately it feels like im going psycho
i cant seem to change stuck in a cycle 

(mei)
and i just be falling down the spiral
love u but we always seem to fight uhh
and its always been a struggle
always been a mess
put my feelings in the bottle
i should take a step back
cuz we are far away
why u always say its okay
but its not okay
its to the point when its hurting me 
like everyday
always acting like 
u dont see me struggling

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

@hartfxlt2k @k4rson @1akura @yashio20k

hartfxlt:
tell me how you walked away so easy
fuck up once and it eats me alive
eats me alive
try to get a grip as its all slipping by
slipping by
she using tarot cards
sees my life
I'll wish on shooting stars
she knows how it all plays out
but now its all a truth that I gotta live without

karson:
i thought we'd make it far
it turns out that we are
don't want to be apart
you're ripping me apart
you made me feel lost and you left me in the dark
when im feeling lonely will you old me in your arms?
next time i feel lost, i know where to start
just tell me where you are, you're not worth my heart
you left me with these scars, i don't know what to do
i hate being apart, i hate missing you

akura:
and i thought that i had loved u but i guess that i was wrong
picking up the pieces from my heart look what u done to me
really had me thinking that u were the one for me
but maybe theres something wrong with me
and now weve fallen out
we said some words we did some things
look where it got us now
i said some words that i regret
u know im awful now
i have to learn from my mistakes yea that's what life's about

hartfxlt:
tell me how you walked away so easy
fuck up once and it eats me alive
eats me alive
try to get a grip as its all slipping by
slipping by
she using tarot cards
sees my life
I'll wish on shooting stars
she knows how it all plays out
but now its all a truth that I gotta live without

#hartfxlt #karson #akura #yashio #<3333

tarot cards (yashio)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

prod @kggn @llati
Track 3 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/0XjpqH2vtdjhBSvpa0dcds?si=bdbf12a082454fcd

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 12, 2025
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[hook]
figured out my life 💭 feeling great yeah im on my way 🏃
flying through the clouds ☁️ yeah i wish for brighter days 🌤️
fuck the haters 🙄 fuck what they say im here to stay 😎
forfeit all my cards 🎴 chins up i'll find my way 💯

[verse]
bitch im on my way yeah
please stop calling for my name
i cant sense the thing inside your eyes
stop making claims 
u could have been my MAKIMA
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Makima)
and threw me to the flame
but u used me like money glitch
u only want my fame zzz
u only use me when u need me
treat me like a game
used me left me like a chess pawn
yeah im done with shame
T-T-Thought you were my POWER
(https://chainsaw-man.fandom.com/wiki/Power)
you a shallow frame
and now im on my own
free myself up from your chains xx

[hook]

[verse 2]
i'll find my way~ i'll find my way~
scrolling on my photo gallery
i missed those days :(
cause those times were simpler
and our life was easier
we loved ❤️ get mad 💔
but the world couldnt stop us
back then our dreams on a tablet
gaming till sunrise dont care about textbook
every frame tells a story
every shot writes a story
NOW I SEE YOU MESS MY BRAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
COLORS FADE LIKE STAIN-AIN-AIN-AIN
ALONE IN THIS RAIN-AIN-AIN
...𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷...?

[hook]

put me down + blackwinterwells (shigitori jxlyy)

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