Meteora

Numb

PROD. NEXX

LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
I feel like a tourist inside my head, why do I feel so dead? I don't know but I do know what I say is wrong and I'm tryna change and move on. But I get so hung up on the past, but it's time to change and improve, cos this ain't how I want shit to move, and how I want to continue. So if you feel alone, I feel you, But it's better we get we need cos bro this world needs I don't wanna see you blow ya brains out and end up dead with blood splatters all over head all over ya bed you have a purpose fuck anxiety and don't listen to your head that motherfucker only makes you wanna go budd dywer. instead do what I do take all this shit outta ya head and make it into something positive instead. (aye yeah aye yeah)

(Bridge is scrims grey day speech)

VERSE 2:
Always fucking up everything for those around me I feel like a disappointment to my family. why do I feel this way and if it's okay and my feelings are valid but anyway I feel like my brains gonna decay and rot inside my head.

SCREAMO:
JUST FUCKING TAKE ME AWAY INSTEAD!

Like please I'm on my knees like if god can hear me please help me I feel insane I'm starting to communicate with my inner self through writing instead of thinking I think I'm crazy I think I'm crazy I'm starting to think I want Hailey back in my life but fuck this song ain't about that I just wanna do what's right cos anxiety is a bitch and it's got me overthinking again if anybody can relate yeah.

(will it end?)

OUTRO:
(aye aye yeah)

NEVER $EE DAYLIGHT (TAKE ME AWAY)

NOTHING TO PROVE (FUCK YOUR GOD) [PROD. $CARECROW]

Written: The Postal Dude

Prod. SMOOSHER

Lyrics

Verse:
Minds a mess, I don't care anymore, This life's a test to see if I'll lose it or stop breathing. Cunt you don't know how I feel. Muttering about my health. So shut the fuck up before I rape you instead of slitting my throat open, and start boaking and choking, on my own blood.

Distorted Adlibs:
Vomit and fucked up you don't say faggot, Back up with a hatchet in your head

Hatchet in your head, Fuck this life, Your veins are red, Bash ya brains instead of being dead. I got tons of blood to shed, bitch give me a strawberry milkshake., When I'm in the grave. I crack ya skull open, I stay sane. I just wanna end this shame and dread. I just wanna kill everyone and go on a murder spree but I feel like everyone feels like they wanna murder me, legitimately. I feel like i'm so paranoid, I feel like I need help my mind is destroyed. Fucking cut my vein while I'm in pain. My mind is at war, My mind is sore. I just wanna slice open my mouth and eat a razor blade I cant go on anymore. I Don't Wanna Be Me.

I Just Wanna See Me..
FUCKIN DEAD!!!!!!

MY MINDS A MESS (I DONT WANNA WAKE UP) [ SICK OF MYSELF DEMO]

Prod. The Postal Dude

Lyrics:

[Intro] Marilyn Manson:
I thought that dichotomy of positive and negative putting those two names together represented what I had to say and what I was about.

SCREAMO VERSE:
I JUST FEEL DEAD!
WHY AM I ALIVE!
JUST KILL ME!

VERSE 1:
Fuckin' dead, put the bullet in my head, the faggot said, so I stabbed the c**n red bled on my face. I just need space away from cunts, before I go fuckin nuts. I don't care anymore about anyone or myself. I'm sick of life. left like my mental. Fuck your rights with fenteynal take ya methonal cos your fuckin crazy I hate this world ad the wormboy y'all made me, cos not even I can save me. Believe what ya want, but your delusional ass made me dead, so fuck it my names not important what is important is what imma do go postal and draw swastikas all over you (cunt)

[Bridge Part 1] Marilyn Manson:
Because I'm in the end the poster boy for fear because I represent what everyone's afraid of because I do and say what I want.

[Bridge Part 2] Tyler The Creator:
It's just weird that people still get upset, and it's like I don't know I just think you give certain words power.


SCREAMO VERSE:
WORM!!!!!!!
WITHOUT EMOTION!!! 
I GOT NO WINGS!!!
WHY AM I ALIVE ANYMORE!!!

VERSE 2:
Smash a glass door, rape a whore, take her toes off with a chisel. Sore head I'm dead, And there's nothing I can do, nothing I can do, to help you or myself, but I want you to keep living even with shit mental health. Cos with the melancholial a depressed nihilistic can still be happier than most of yall. Even if you feel like your be dead say fuck dat gay shit because its better than bed rotting, so there's no point cocking that glock your better off not giving a fuck, cos all roads lead to Rome all I want is for you to know you're not alone cos I'm sick of this world and I don't wanna be the only one.

[Outro] Eminem:
I feel like I shouldn't have to bite my tongue for anyone I really believe in freedom of speech. Just getting your emotions out, I feel like a artist should be a artist and should be able to say what he thinks whether you think its good or bad.

WORMBOY (I FEEL ALONE BUT I DON'T CARE)

Sinner

Bodies

Hybrid Theory

Runaway

The Sickness

Down with the Sickness

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20/20

Between Angels and Insects (2020)

(PART OF PHANTOM CLIQ)

CORVU$ is a Northern Irish rapper who dicusses the effects of anxiety, mood swings and gore addiction (Normally through graphic cover art off old gore websites).

"I hope to help at least someone realise that this world is screwed no matter what and there's no point worrying about anything, cos in the end nothing matters and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel."

"I do this to get my thoughts and bottled up hatred and anger out."

Aliases:
YUNG $PLATTER (Represents my former gore/porn addiction and horror obession).

CORVU$ THA CANNIBAL (Represents my anxiety more so my behaviour and thoughts when I'm nervous).

LIL ANARKY (Represents my fuck this shit attitude).


Producer Name:
The Postal Dude

#shadowrap
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