AIN'T GON SEE MY KIDS

prod. sixthells

Nobody thinks I'll make it rapping
Always so quiet, I'm into that
I got my girl like anime
She called on my phone as I'm digging his grave
Tear him apart then I'm back in the cave
I know it's hard, I know the pain

I see nobody I feel like a ghost
I just came back from the dead
Seeing the devil, it feels like I've been here before
Walking at night, running away from the daylight
Running away from the faces
Don't wanna talk, I know you a lame
Feeling the pressure like blood in my veins

Since a kid they been saying I don't talk a lot
Fuck everyone who made me wanna stop and rot
I don't care how you say, I won't give you love
With the gang, fuck a lame, now we going up

Nobody thinks I'll make it rapping
Always so quiet, I'm into that
I got my girl like anime
She called on my phone as I'm digging his grave
Tear him apart then I'm back in the cave
I know it's hard, I know the pain
Nobody thinks I'll make it rapping
Always so quiet, I'm into that
I got my girl like anime
She called on my phone as I'm digging his grave
Tear him apart then I'm back in the cave
I know it's hard, I know the pain

nobody thinks I'll make it rappin

the inner monologue of a hangman (prod. amertume x VEXD)

I’ve love

Produced and Written The Postal Dude

Samples:
Intro snippet: Bud dywer suicide video

Drum sample: You Did It - Necro (Pre-fix for death) [2004]

Lyrics

Verse 1:
Every man should have a pistol in their hand for a shooting plan cos I can't stand this earth, Get a pistol or bb gun

You Did It (I $HOULD JU$T KILL MY$ELF)

snake

unstoppable [prod. SPHYNX]

NOTHING TO PROVE (FUCK YOUR GOD) [PROD. $CARECROW]

Written: The Postal Dude

Prod. SMOOSHER

Lyrics

Verse:
Minds a mess, I don't care anymore, This life's a test to see if I'll lose it or stop breathing. Cunt you don't know how I feel. Muttering about my health. So shut the fuck up before I rape you instead of slitting my throat open, and start boaking and choking, on my own blood.

Distorted Adlibs:
Vomit and fucked up you don't say faggot, Back up with a hatchet in your head

Hatchet in your head, Fuck this life, Your veins are red, Bash ya brains instead of being dead. I got tons of blood to shed, bitch give me a strawberry milkshake., When I'm in the grave. I crack ya skull open, I stay sane. I just wanna end this shame and dread. I just wanna kill everyone and go on a murder spree but I feel like everyone feels like they wanna murder me, legitimately. I feel like i'm so paranoid, I feel like I need help my mind is destroyed. Fucking cut my vein while I'm in pain. My mind is at war, My mind is sore. I just wanna slice open my mouth and eat a razor blade I cant go on anymore. I Don't Wanna Be Me.

I Just Wanna See Me..
FUCKIN DEAD!!!!!!

MY MINDS A MESS (I DONT WANNA WAKE UP) [ SICK OF MYSELF DEMO]

Prod. The Postal Dude

Lyrics:

SCREAMO VERSE:
I JUST FEEL DEAD!
WHY AM I ALIVE!
JUST KILL ME!

VERSE 1:
Fuckin' dead, put the bullet in my head, the faggot said, so I stabbed the c**n red bled on my face. I just need space away from cunts, before I go fuckin nuts. I don't care anymore about anyone or myself.Im sick of life left like my mental. Fuck your rights with fenteynal take ya methonal cos your fuckin crazy I hate this world ad the wormboy y'all made me, cos not even I can save me. Believe what ya want, but your delusional ass made me dead, so fuck it my names not important what is important is what imma do go postal and draw swastikas all over you (cunt)

SCREAMO VERSE:
WORM!!!!!!!
WITHOUT EMOTION!!! 
I GOT NO WINGS!!!
WHY AM I ALIVE ANYMORE!!!

VERSE 2:

WORMBOY (I FEEL ALONE BUT I DON'T CARE)

VISUAL

Heart Attack [Prod. JVCXB]

(PART OF PHANTOM CLIQ)

CORVU$ is a Northern Irish rapper who dicusses the effects of anxiety, mood swings and gore addiction (Normally through graphic cover art off old gore websites).

"I hope to help at least someone realise that this world is screwed no matter what and there's no point worrying about anything, cos in the end nothing matters and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel."

"I do this to get my thoughts and bottled up hatred and anger out."

Aliases:
YUNG $PLATTER (Represents my former gore/porn addiction and horror obession).

CORVU$ THA CANNIBAL (Represents my anxiety more so my behaviour and thoughts when I'm nervous).

LIL ANARKY (Represents my fuck this shit attitude).


Producer Name:
The Postal Dude

#shadowrap
#corvus

VVV The Rest of PHANTØM CLIQ And Other Legends to listen to VVV

You Did It (I $HOULD JU$T KILL MY$ELF)

CORVU$

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