Trying to stay sane
but life is killing me
can't smile without faking
gory imagery 

I miss myself just as much
as mom and dad do 
I'm a zombie
would kill myself and 
be pissed if u mourned me
 
feeling sick again
abusing myself again
smile as my blood drips
I really am disgusting

my body turns cold
as knife digs into bone
I'm feeling exposed
I kinda like it

When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

my blood clots, racing to not reopen
I tear apart old scars
now they open
six years ago I learned I was broken
still I'm hardly coping

as the time goes on
these feelings won't quit
waiting for the dawn
but the sun stays stagnant 
under the stars
cuffed and chained
and I like the dark
but I'm going insane

oh I'm going insane
but I like the pain
blood running down my legs


When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

yeah I'm dying
screaming so loud
on some fucked shit
crying but u can't hear a sound
I tend to hide it

Look in the mirror and I see someone else
dragged down to hell
like a zombie I am starved & I'm bruised
oh I abuse

SH!T (prod. WXRST)

Yung Tat x H3llside x RealKidish - All Lights On Me [prod. Yung Tat]

i love you with all of my heart, my soul, & every fiber of my being misty girl. we miss you every single day that goes by. i'll see you <3
4/19/21-4/4/22 misty aka misty roo aka ripstick aka rip aka frip aka stinky aka stimkit aka frippy aka mity aka misty girl aka misty day aka mimity aka frappe aka misty flavored seashore aka dust ball aka my daughter

4/4 (prod. 3mourn)

fade (prod. Result)

ontheroadagain ft. mitoriasa (rainn god)

Choppa (prod Yurei)

@hoeplessboy 
- 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this 
(I) 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this

drop dead (w/ hoepless) [irby x jolst]

Vocals by devin’s world. @_devinsworld IG
Produced by myself. @03reiko_ IG


#emo #emotrap #emorap #rap #hiphop #cloudrap

devin’s world - all alone (prod. 03reiko)

Oracle (Prod.Kaydo)

lyrics:

verse 1

When I realized I was here
It was a Sunday afternoon with me
I think you liked to dance
and I liked to sing

I was so nervous around you I
I really didn't know what to do
I thought I would grow old with you

but then you left me so down,down,down,down...

[chorus]

yes, you stopped calling me
at night, I no longer heard your stories
I asked myself where I went wrong
I had to learn how to be alone

Could it be that I was never right?
Well, that's what I ask myself sometimes
It's so hard to let it go
but I'll try

verse 2

When I realized, we were fighting all the time
you didn't look me in the eye anymore
Tell me, what's this for?

oh, the problem was with your father
you could have tried harder
But you didn't want that, right?

[chorus]

yes, you stopped calling me
at night, I no longer heard your stories
I asked myself where I went wrong
I had to learn how to be alone

Could it be that I was never right?
Well, that's what I ask myself sometimes
It's so hard to let it go
but I'll try

Yung Tat x H3llside x RealKidish - All Lights On Me [prod. Yung Tat]

Yung Tat

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