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Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

Has the light ever shown?
Deep inside the world below
Ease the pain from getting close
I just want to feel at home
Am I at the bottom or the top?
Why they keep me down when I'm up
See my halo hanging right above
Guess I really never cared enough
Funny how I'm always on my own
Even when they say I'm not alone
Maybe I should take the blight and roam
To a place the light'll never go
Watch it go until it's almost gone
Everything I've known to love is lost
Did I try too hard to write my wrongs
Why can't I just seem to move along?
In this place that's only kept me low
I could never feel the weight I hold
Is there still another way to go?
All that's left of me in here are bones

Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

the only halo I'll have will be the rope around my neck (prod. by born hero)

@prodsunsetlover
i've been taking my time with releases lately
i just, want to start making things that mean a lot more to me than they usually would, and to do that takes a bit more time than I usually would give myself to make a song.
so i hope you guys enjoy this 1. be safe
get well for those of you who need it <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
when will we learn 
it’s making me hurt
yeah i ain’t complacent 
yet i ain’t been changing

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i can't reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

i can’t go out
i’ll get overstimulated
guess i’m home bound 
how the hell am i gonna make it?
leaves they fall down 
i can sense the aberration 
ever since i found a little solace 
during isolation

no more dreams when i wake
i’m covered in sweat 
many things that i see in all of them
they fill my heart with pure regret 
just when will i get over it? 

conscious is biting my brain
(conscious is biting my)
(biting my, biting my brain)
but it don’t matter 
i swear that i’ll find a way
(swear that i’ll find it)
(i swear that i’ll find a way)

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i cant reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

threads of hair hang low
the angel you once knew 
turnt her back on the helping help 
that gave her thy wings 
simply in danger
let go
this is just a fever
(this is just a fever...)

thy wings [prod. sunsetlover]

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 

Take those yellow pills till I’m morphing 
I drink too much till I throw up in the morning 
I just told that bitch that I’m too busy recording 
I will strike you down for my family just like thorfinn
Your bitch , my bitch 
Cause ur never really on shit 
I don’t even really want it if I’m being honest 
Loudest
Cries will always be the loudest 
Crowded 
Why my eyes always drowning?

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me 
But she gave me..

Smackdown! (Prod.Bøjet)

produced by jolst and metlast
mastered by nate2timez
mixed and written by me




you tip-toed
your shadow

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

go back to a time when i was defenseless 
oh god i must resist this
i’m playing with the damaged
parts of my mind, that might never recover
it’s hard to define, what’s black and white and color

fall leaves reminding me that it’s over
dissociated 3 months to find closure
just to figure out that life sober
isn’t what i want it sounds torture

isn’t what i want that shit sounds like fuckin torture 
thought i saw her in the background just found out it’s not her
now my heart is broken the way she ditched me at the concert
baby girl it’s all for you don’t you leave me with my heart hurt

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax 
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

u tip-toed past the bedroom (metlast x jolst)

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

lyrics:
I can't sleep anymore
Will you find me tonight?
With a gut full of powder
Under crystal clear skies
I've got good news to tell you
If you've changed your mind
But I'd tell you anything
I'd tell you anything

Just don't hang up
Just let me pretend
Baby don't hang up
Just let me pretend, just let me pretend

That it's all in my head
Every day since I left
I've been swallowing everything
Just trying to forget
Every curve of my shadow
Every promise unkept
But I would do anything
I would do anything

Just don't hang up
Just let me pretend
Baby don't hang up
Just let me pretend, just let me pretend

just let me pretend

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

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