Picking up the pieces once again 
And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no 

I just wanna let it breathe
I just gotta let it be 

Yeah they might not know how this shit get started 
but we sure know how to make it end 
keepin that tally 3 9’s out ten 
I been thinkin too much 
But I don’t need a break 

Break break 
I just need a break 
I just need a break break from the fake ones 
I just need a big break and a bank one
I see you running round the 2 
With the fake blues 
they catching up to you 
someday it’ll ring true 
I keep the armor on me 
I see my twin neat 
and all my brothers eat 
I’m awake through the night 
sleepin at the sunrise 

And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no

i don't need a break (iledless)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

lyrics 

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

oh its just so spider tack sticky in my cold heart
bb can i show u how it feels in the deep dark
im just a scrap heap project made of old parts
i am just defective and i know its gonna get hard
oh im ineffective is it worth me tryna help out 
gotta start looking for some contacts that could help now
i am just a toy , u could put me on the shelf now
i keep tryna hold onto something out my grasp now 

take over the post when i cannot stand
my legs had been shattered by the impact
could u save me from this
cuz i think u cant
i felt the glass dug in my free hand
oh the concrete is soft whenever you land
and the concussion gained is nothing too bad
can i take off my skin and bones and my hands
itching and scratching off all the scabs

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

spidertack (sorrowbringer)

XELFIY_BDAY_2K25 ft XELFIY (ROLLIE)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

ty ne'erdowell goat for always helping me fix my dogshit mix

lyrics

-Wraith-
Girl don’t you know that
The words you have spoken
Throwing emotion
Are heavy and potent

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

I guess we don't get a happy ending
After all
All that happens always has to have the 
curtains fall
All the tragedy I kill away with alcohol
Try to numb the fucking feelings ‘fore I end it all

Dead on an impulse
Hate all my wishful
Thoughts cause I’m sinking
Right through the soil
Right through the armor
I thought I could guard her
Just another missed call
I can’t ever bother

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

-yungcray-
all the damage that you done
you pierced right through my chest plate
I could never let you go
but if I did I might fade
ur the last piece to the puzzle
ur the key to get out the maze
and in my dreams I see the fire
im trapped below the rubble

I cant seem to help myself
I get into this trouble
is it hard 2 love me now 
got bruises on my knuckles
this shit seems 2 really get the fucking best of me
I cant seem 2 help myself
I get into this trouble

a new high
I said imma reach a new high
a new lie
that you're telling under blue skies
its alright
I said imma do my best to try
a blue night
I said imma reach a new high

I really want whats best for us
but you just think about yourself
you don't care about it
but its all I think about

theres no escape from this place 
I think we'll die here
what is love
its just fake
you said you'd try here

recoil /w yungcray (dash)

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

feat. @1axhelini

lyrics:
(solr)
baby why
won't you find
some piece of mind
i know that i
will try
to keep you safe in my arms
i won't let you go too far
oh, i'll keep you close to my heart
it's never this hard
i won't let you go this time.
we'll always find a way to collide

(axhelini)
tell me what you want
but i don't want to give up
heard the things you're scared of
you won't have to worry in my arms
let me take your hand
and i'll never let you go
do not be afraid
we can take it slow

thank you so much to ax for hopping on this. i know we had our differences for a bit there but you genuinely have been nothing but the sweetest person ever. i love u bestie, and im so proud of the improvement you've been havin grecently.

i won't let you go

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts