i bet none of u guys have guns and u don't do drugs that heavily, its only for your music persona.. yikes

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

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die (frevel x pekarot)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

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(chorus 2x)
mama said be honest boy and tell em how you feel 
i fucking lost my best friend and my house thats how i feel 
i feel like the main character and this shit isnt real
feels like im in a movie and im glitching on the reel 
(verse)
i been sailing for a minute boy they better listen up 
ill take my life in a instant just to see my boys go up 
feels like my mind is imprisoned and these bars are welded shut
im the outcome of some tough love no excuse i toughened up
i think my father hates my guts and my mother still on drugs
she fucking left me and my sister for her new man who's a thug 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one

ALL PLATFORMS

main character (dercept) (all platforms) (music video out now)

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

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i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

the show goes on (drmabeats+mcx)

eyelids (drma x yunny)

rip anxietyboys

[lyrics]
me:
ride through the night
with the 9 on my side
if a boy wanna die
he get hit with the 9
ima young boy popping xans all the time
i’m a fucking young boy and i’m keeping the fye 
u know me
bad bitch blow me
i do xannies
kill me slowly
like slowly
baby hold me
popped a perky
kill me slowly

glaive:
kill me slowly
chilling with the gang yea i’m chilling with the broskis 
destroy my liver just to sip on the codeine
why they think they up when they 10 foot below me
oh me

kurtains:
10 grams on me yea u know me
angel with anxiety keep a full c
fuck a knife
choppa on my side
came up on my right
yea u drivin for a fight

letdown:
she don't understand how i really feel
all these drugs make me ill
but i do them anyway
am i going insane?
please take it all away
i dont wanna live life if im living this way

oh lord kill me slowly
living my life so sad that's the old me
now im doing drugs but i know they're gonna kill me
I ask one thing
please lord kill me slowly

me:
ride through the night
with the 9 on my side
if a boy wanna die
he get hit with the 9
ima young boy popping xans all the time
i’m a fucking young boy and i’m keeping the fye 
u know me
bad bitch blow me
i do xannies
kill me slowly
like slowly
baby hold me
popped a perky
kill me slowly

kill me slowly w/ glaive, kurtains, & letdown (prod. pposture)

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