One of my friends @ my school told me to listen to u...not dissapointed

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baby its whatever </3 (prod. tothegood)

talk

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

Mixed and mastered by Yawns
Produced by Fantasy Camp
Artwork by Fantasy Camp

LYRICS:

I was thinking about a song or some words that I could say
The perfect harmony or charm that could make you want to stay
You're the reason I'm in water almost seven times a day
I'm not trying to make it hard for you, just wanted you to stay
I just wanted you to stay with me
I just wanted you to stay
I think about you everyday
If I could only have my way
I just wanted you to stay

I remember you in high school I took you on a date
Almost looked like it was love but you just wanted me to wait
Now I'm out here in LA and everything is going great
I'm counting bands with Wicca Phase and I'm just waiting for my bae

I'm just waiting for the perfect time
Like if you never had a lover and I had another life
Everything you said to me is fine
Now I'm just trying to sing the perfect line

I was thinking about a song or some words that I could say
The perfect harmony or charm that could make you want to stay
You're the reason I'm in water almost seven times a day
I'm not trying to make it hard for you, just wanted you to stay
I just wanted you to stay with me
I just wanted you to stay
I think about you everyday
If I could only have my way
I just wanted you to stay

Green eyes, tell me that you know
If you only had the free time you'd make it to my show
If I could only make you be mine, I'm never touching road
You turn around and leave a deep sigh and say you need to go

I was thinking about a song or some words that I could say
The perfect harmony or charm that could make you want to stay
You're the reason I'm in water almost seven times a day
I'm not trying to make it hard for you, just wanted you to stay
I just wanted you to stay with me
I just wanted you to stay
I think about you everyday
If I could only have my way
I just wanted you to stay

stay

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BOYFRIENDZ - IDCIUDHMB

Produced by Xtravulous and
Mastered by Halberd

LUV DNT DIE (prod. Xtravulous)

333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 333 

| LYRICS |
I
Need affection
Please dont be romantic
I dont wanna panic...

I...
Need...
Affection....
Please dont make it damaged...
I dont know how to handle it...

SHHHH!
Dont make a SOUND!
That not allowed in this bitch 
Yeah
We from pallet town
The trees surrounding the crib
Changing up my ways
And im always faded...
Getting out of nap...
And you dont mind waiting....
If you hold me down...
Maybe i won't make it?
Way you love me now...
Tends to feel less sacred...
You dont want me...
You just want the GUAP 
Im chasing...
She know im a star!
I gotta shine 
In dark places...
NO NO NO...
DONT FAKE IT...
All that bringing up the past shit?
It dont phase me...
Noone gave this money to me?
Got it off the pavement!
Its fuck you!
Now pay me!
We got an
Arrangement?
Say that you hate me?
I heard that before...
Turning the pages 
As i count up that corpse...
I got alot & yeah 
Im gone get some more...
Changing my number 
Like you changed up
Before!
Agh!

Everyone tryna go viral
Living in a downward spiral
Feeling like were talking with our eyes closed
We know that its over
And we can't let go
I pray that i learn
More than i know
Been through it all
And we still won't grow
I just wanna fly with my eyes closed
I just hope your there
When the wind won't show

All that shit mean nothing to me...
Yeah all that hating shit?
Disgusting to me...
My lower self 
Was what i trusted to lead...
Can't trust myself...
I guess struggle is deep?
But who knows...
We small talk to Change the topic...
You froze!
As i ASCEND 
Through my conscious ...
New growth 
Im smoking weed on this mountain 
Solo...
What are we now?
I dont know?
Got no hoes...
Old habits 
Baby , they gotta go...
Love scars 
Baby they got exposed...
You chose yourself?
Who you think that i chose?
I chose me!
And come to think?
You said somethings that i never thought you'd say...
Can't take that back...
Just fade away...
Hit a million plays...
BET, she never feel the same...
YEAH YEAH YEAH!

Everyone tryna go viral
Living in a downward spiral
Feeling like were talking with our eyes closed
We know that its over
And we can't let go
I pray that i learn
More than i know
Been through it all
And we still won't grow
I just wanna fly with my eyes closed
I just hope your there
When the wind won't show..

Kingdom Of Hearts

VIDEO !!!!

333 [ prod. xtravulous x youngtaylor ] ☥☥☥

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EAT YOUR HEART OUT (Prod. Bruffer)

lyrics:
(hook)
don't say you love me every time you off a bean
i keep waking up cause im having bad dreams
i don't like it how i see you every time i sleep 
cuts on my hands and im sipping bloody
tears down my cheeks cause i know that imma fiend 
and he run his mouth pussy boy dont test me
got d's in school but im feeling really geeked 
i been sending you love letters all week
(verse)
i just gotta new whip and i crashed it inna week
if you aint talking bags i don't wanna hear you speak
and my bitch dangerous you don't wanna see her tweak
imma never wife a bitch if that bitch drive a jeep
gas in my pack bad bitches in my seats
and that bitch she go to class but she never gonna cheat
and that lil pussy boy always wanna test me
but if he pull up on me imma let my bros eat

LUV DNT DIE (prod. Xtravulous)

brandon bury (@sighmike)

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