so underrated I saw many ppl call this one of the worst songs by jaydes

GdsTyifydorytu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09a1XQTl474

patchmade (kashpaint) mv in desc

@xanaxprofessor
girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

suicide ballad , eternal curse

know i love the feeling when ur skin is peelin off
see how i've been reeling in these women till they're caught
oh
laughing at the ceiling knowing murder gets me off :3

you were such a beauty , now your body's on the rocks :( :)
oh
im turnin in myself in
the earth is in rotation
i wanna wish you well
but constant irritation
just makes me wanna kill ya :(
but its rlly whatever
cuz soon ill be a felon in the county jail

nineteen forever </3 bury me b4 the clock strikes twelve...

https://youtu.be/wC1ho-3CZcg?si=Aq2tMQ1ZeveA1SO_

drankdrankdrank prod zoot

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

scary movie

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

jaydes - junkie

spotify

hysteric jaydes cover

shoutout to big homie trysintrap on youtube 


jaydes - the more you know (extended)

jaydes - lowlife

I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (Aw)
I had a dream, me and mandy both died
But we survived just like the other times (God fucking damn it)
Bullet hole should be p— (God fucking damn it)
My dad is such an asshole
Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
Because my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
Dinner? That's a laugh
Just an excuse for my mom to bitch at me
For not wearing girly clothes
Likе all the other Britney Spеars wannabes at this school
They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?

I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (Are you that pathetic?)
I had a dream, me and mandy both died
But we survived just like the other times (Are you that pathetic?)
Bullet hole should be piercing my spine
Take me out the first time I'm live
Come up on stage and blow my mind
I fucking hate living this life
Are you that— are you that—

Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hopes that she loves my songs (goth)

Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hopes that she loves my songs (goth)

There is darkness all around me
Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
My heart has been raped
Woah
The pain is everlasting
I miss you so much, babe
Want to hold you again in my arms, girl

Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
Rot in bed, don't have no where else to go
Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone

jaydes - lowlife

browardgoth

Recent comments

tosf(ysad)rabdi

Related tracks