My second project. Kinny and I stayed up for 48 hours making this, I wanted to be as vulnerable as possible. I needed to discuss things that bothered me, things I've learned in the past 4 years because I refuse to take negative energy with me any further. This is how we wanted end the year, reflection. All Prod @8strings, All songs written by me. SoundCloud first because you all need to hear this.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Yh6R6b8m7kIUd8mRT6O8A_aRtvVnGNZjmVa4u9uH4NE/edit?tab=t.0

TV1 - Spotify

Therapy, Vol. 1

*MIXED BY LEVYONTHETRACK*
[PROD. ALEKBEATS]
Lyrics: 
He say he want action, I know that he capping
I go ahead and slide thru. I am not acting
I'm full of the passion and I pull up with my goons
They think I'm just talking my nigga, I'm just speaking my truth
Gun him down just like a troop, want me in a box they don't like what I do

I'm feeling like JID, ima need you to get off deez
No ID to me, so you mean nothing
Let the opps know that I'm coming
Trippie Redd, she got me writing love letters
They wanna tear my down now that they see me doing better
I ain't feel like this in forever
Who gives a fuck about money and drugs?
Who gives a fuck about money and drugs?
I just wanna know where all the love?
Pour up a 4 put it in my cup, in front of the crowd I'm boutta go jump
Who gives a fuck about money and drugs?
Who gives a fuck about money drugs?
Who gives a fuck about money and drugs?

He say he want action, I know that he capping
I go ahead and slide thru. I am not acting
I'm full of the passion and I pull up with my goons
They think I'm just talking my nigga, I'm just speaking my truth
Gun him down just like a troop, want me in a box they don't like what I do

that lil nigga my slime, my slatt
don’t run cause it’s shots to yo back
pass the blunt, cause we smoking yo pack
yeah, i keep me a glock i can’t go out like that
yuh aye yuh, i heard you told, yea you rat
yeah yeah aye, know i’m really with that
keep me a lil choppa and you know that shit got kickback
blizzard keep the glocky and he boutta push yo shit back
put yo brother in the ground, know i really did that
yeah, yeah, that clip really hold 30
i’m with yo bitch and she off a perky
i’m smoking loud, i know you heard me
try to break my heart, you know you can’t hurt me
she want the whole gang, know she thirsty
come get yo bitch she stay flirting
gold waves on my wrist, they surfin

He say he want action, I know that he capping
I go ahead and slide thru. I am not acting
I'm full of the passion and I pull up with my goons
They think I'm just talking my nigga, I'm just speaking my truth
Gun him down just like a troop, want me in a box they don't like what I do

I gotta choppa, I got a roster he running off when he hear the boom
I'm on the moon, he acting out for the clout cuz he a coon
I get the bread in the morning or the early noon
He a baffoon for coming at me
He wanna run wild, we put him to sleep
Nigga want beef with me but it ain't that deep, I'm a east side soulja
I told her kick rocks she act like it's a boulder
Bitch I'm pissed off, I got a chip in my shoulder
Bitch I'm colder than I used to be.
I sting like a motherfuckin bumblebee
She talking like she really done with me
She looked in my eyes and said "you apart of me"
I got them blades like autobot Dino
I fuck on that bitch she hitting a C-Note
Niggas be flops just like benzino
I don't give a fuck about what he know
I had to do this shit all my own
I was truly alone, all on my own

Goons

GOONS

SPOTIFY

GOONS (FT. ASTRMANI)

Remastered as fuck.
FT. 
@fuckamatayan (@kamatayaan on instagram)
@cloroxcide (@cloroxcide on instagram)
@aczf (@tothepower on instagram)
@astrmani (@astrmani on instagram)

SECOND NIGHT (W/ KAMATAYAN, CLOROXCIDE, ACZF & ASTRMANI) [PROD. RIKK]

@luminvance-alonuvia : https://soundcloud.com/luminvance-alonuvia/i2i
lyrics:
Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Avatar with the stick, make a nigga fly 

Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Avatar with the stick, make a nigga fly 
Too focused on that bullshit, I don’t think you value life
You wouldn’t be the same if you saw your homie die
Thought I’d do shit your way, yeah I lied
They ain’t know what to say? They ain’t try
Man everybody’s fake, I’m not surprised

She-She ain’t wanna talk to me but oh she’s friendly now
It only seems your talkative when I’m not around
Niggas don’t know what to say when it’s me they’re talking too
I want that same energy when I’m placed inside a-
V-voices in my head
Not wrong bout what’s been said 

Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Avatar with the stick, make a nigga fly 
Too focused on that bullshit, I don’t think you value life
You wouldn’t be the same if you saw your homie die
Thought I’d do shit your way, yeah I lied
They ain’t know what to say? They ain’t try
Man everybody’s fake, I’m not surprised

You look me in my face and you lie
And don’t care what they say, they not on my side 
I mean it’s evident everything they do just makes it clear
When I’m going through some shit I notice nobody is here
Okay quit acting like you care if you know you won’t reply
Sick of hittin yo ass up just for you to be dry
Alright fuck it luminvance til the day I die
I’m always gonna be another Nigga so why even try

Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Avatar with the stick, make a nigga fly 
Too focused on that bullshit, I don’t think you value life
You wouldn’t be the same if you saw your homie die
Thought I’d do shit your way, yeah I lied
They ain’t know what to say? They ain’t try
Man everybody’s fake, I’m not surprised

Don’t want no eye to eye, you niggas took one of mine
Avatar with the stick, make a nigga fly 
Too focused on that bullshit, I don’t think you value life
You wouldn’t be the same if you saw your homie-

full version.

Eye to Eye [anthonyramxs & vivicodine]

Trauma Sells in the Trauma Cell.
[NOT GLORIFYING MURDER]
feat. @ACZF 
prod. @bagheadt18

lyrics:
Who knocking at my door nigga?
Talkin bout we friends? Hell na
I don't know niggas
I don't know niggas
I don't know niggas
I don't know niggas
I don't know niggas

Nigga
Be as gifted as you want they don't acknowledge black presence
A Nigga in the office won't shorten my sentence
Accolades I want involve murder just to get it
No officer this a self made band
Walk inside the bank, security checkin me for straps
Scared to touch my money cuz they think I'm selling crack
Got they camera crews where the broken homes at
I am not an artist to the crackas I just rap
Lookin at me like the auction block got more of that
Selling out ya race the only way to get a bag

I Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas

Yeah that money rolling in
Trauma pays who give a fuck about a sin
We don't pay yo n****r ass to uplift black men
Ain't no heroes can't no nigga sell you hope boy
Making too much sense?
They send you to the pope boy
Ain't no religion banging not reppin no cults boy
All them activists is pussies, wanna know why?
Cuz they know they'd get killed tryna change the status quo
Give a fuck about the message just as long as money grows
Patrisse Cullors let her own cousin die
Using BLM dollars for fuckin party supplies

I Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas
I kill niggas
I kill niggas
Kill niggas

Some people love they virtues and they need that competition
It's like all of the agreements you have never even listened
Why u trauma dumping tryna go nd fuck up my vision
What you speaking of the highest ups love u to go nd live it
Just to young to even focus
Seeing that you brought attention to a Six track magnum opus
The potential brings it up, on how it is to be all open
Noone fuck wit u till fucking wit u is everybody's notion
Everybody love it when you just be selling bout your cell
Look at all my favorite albums all the ones that needed help
Whether critics or the users they connected to the self
Crazy all the best albums are the ones about they health

TRAUMAFORDOLLAS - Single

TRAUMAFORDOLLAS

Spotify

TRAUMAFORDOLLAS (PROD. @BAGHEADT18)

Don't know if I'm bipolar, notice I'm mercurial 
I'm sensitive yet apathetic and I'm territorial
I know I'm misguided, the path to hell is paved with good intentions
Though I'm not fit to teach, I offer some good lessons
These not in the curriculums, these taught in private sessions
Fuck an eye-to-eye when the man in the mirror lack attention
I regret my openness, yet have nothing to hide, I'm private
Quick to aggression, but born to do right and love peace
Only scared of growth because I'm scared to fall short
I'm childish, but grown-up black forced to mature
Daddy too serious, he keep his feelings obscured
Mama too playful, she left to disguise the hurt
So I don't properly vocalize, I'm insecure
So I don't properly vocalize, my anxiety
And I don't properly vocalize, what's traumatizing me
Had a nightmare once, and I worry about my older brother
Fear of losing Ace, I lost one homie, don't wanna lose another
Acted like I hated Ells, I love her like a sister
And she's going through some things that I don't know what to say
I don't wanna fail her like I failed AJ
I don't know if she keeps me in her mind, I worry about Skylar all day

Your perspective is no perspective, I get it
But I can't buy myself to see a similar vision

Lord know I wanna heal man
Lord know I wanna heal man
Lord know I wanna heal man
Lord know I wanna heal man

I talk a lot of shit, yet still struggle to find words
We've all been done grimy, what's special of my dirt
Intimidated by growth, because I'm stuck in a mound
I may have been an early bloomer, yet the last to sprout
Instead of taking pride in the filth, should follow through with a cleanse
Instead of lying, claiming that I'll clean my act up again
I wanna heal and recover, not patch up my pride
And charging head first, not proper use of my mind
Fought my first share of pain, now I can't feel for others
Know I don't stand above people when I rise from my blunders

Katt said this the year of truth
Katt said this the year of truth
Katt said this the year of truth
So here's mine, to you

Shin Icystar (yungicystar5)

shin icystar (yungicystar5) [prod. thisisnoma]

PROD. OH.BATS

LYRICS:

edisreviR!

I can shine without being put on spot
Half you niggas rappin' on an auction block
Legend status can't be givin' to false prophets
How niggas gentrify the sound for a profit?
And all I'm hearin' is how much talent' lacks
Focused on making hits but they not leavin' a scratch
Focused on blowin' up but there's no impact
If you gon' leave a nigga hangin' shit let me pick the branch
Niggas swear they independent every handout gettin' snatched
Whole page is throwaways and lil buddy know that
Thought you would've caught on and quit the beef rap
But I know you gotta roll out Lil nigga you need that huh?

All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
I wanna know who's sellin' out today
Get on the boat nigga promise you get paid
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay

All I do is grind nigga but the gears ain't turnin
Niggas got two cents don't contribute to my earnings
I ain't never fell but a nigga down bad
World been sayin' fuck me how couldn't I be mad?
Fuck a high school spirit I don't believe in ghosts
All my friends turned to phantoms and took pieces of my soul
And she tryna be possessive I'm not somethin' you can't own
Cause you know that's been abolished but that don't matter to most
Wanna see me drowning but I'm tryna help em float
We in murky waters and I'm swimmin' for us both

All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
I wanna know who's sellin' out today
Get on the boat nigga promise you get paid
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay

All aboard all aboard
Get on the boat
All aboard All aboard
Get on the boat

What the what the white man say?
White man wanna sell my pain
What the what the white man say?
Come here boy and put your name on the page
What the what the white man say?
You know you can get a cent per play
And you'll be payin' off debt in the grave
And we love it when you die cause dead rappers pay
Get on the boat nigga we sell you for a good price
We ain't payin' royalties but we can give you ice
Sickenin' how niggas' images is stereotypes
And when they see some niggas beefing only time that rap a sport
Sickenin' promoting beefin' on them billboards
The sight of black genocide who wouldn't support?
49 years overlooked we popped at a century
Just for hip-hop to be a musical accessory

So who wants to be a star?
One two three

All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
All aboard Negroes
I wanna know who's sellin' out today
Get on the boat nigga promise you get paid
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay
Cause you already know that we shippin' out the bay

Lord
Ha Lord
Ha

Soregen draobA llA
Soregen draobA llA
Soregen draobA llA

ALL ABOARD! - Sigle

ALL ABOARD!

All Aboard!

WANKSTA (REMIX)

[PROD. CODY]
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 

Digital black face bitch, I rap black
Fuck the culture nigga, I am not about that
I don’t give a fuck about the music, I just gentrify the black art
Posting myself beatin niggas ass cuz I got black heart
White boy said he ain’t got privilege cuz he struggled for the one time
Gentrifying other cultures, that don’t mean you love mine

Always looking down on niggas like we ain’t gotta stoop lower
A Nigga talkin goals and making moves see you a bit slower
No black man can live without his shit together
When it comes to talking race tread lightly as a feather
Anything I say get you right wing niggas ruffled
Placed under white mediocrity, fuck being humble
You honkys really not as hard as me, fuck being humble
Talkin bout your hardships, you was raised in a bubble

The next time I hear you screaming better be on soap boxes
The payment that you take unclean nigga be so honest
I see you niggas on the net but you never outside
I see you niggas makin posts never posted with signs
I bet you if the stats low then you can’t create more
My unfinished demos is the shit you get praised for
You not underground, you just basement dweller rap
Fuck the corny bars where the love for the culture at

Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era 
Bitch I’m in my culture vulture era

C.V.E☆

[PROD. CODY]
I trained for a fight I believe never existed
Would have me shoot in the dark then judge me for missing
Critiquing my aim knowing I can't see
Judging my form when this the stance you taught me
I never threw any punches cuz you would judge how I'd swing
You ain't care for the blues, you'd silence me when I sing
These the songs you taught me, these the lyrics you'd bring
And now you hate the art because of how it paints you to be
Don't take the brush in my hand, take the message I leave
Cuz I could write a thousand words but it wont be received
It's hard to think about growth when I feel cursed as your seed
You've planted anger in me, it grows sporadic like weeds
Self-Loathing Pessimism pesticides that it eats
And I can't them down if I don't wanna increase
Fighting an endless war, we both won't admit defeat

I know what I am not
I've seen what I could be
Gotta go the distances but I don't wanna overreach
This the game of life and our controllers on lease
Hoping mine don't get cut off before I show the best of me

Fuck rekindling fires that burned out and wasting matches
We better off staying warm being covered by ashes
I wasted time chipping away with the flint and steel
Only to realize the spark I wanted was never real
I've heard of flame but never witnessed as heat was kept concealed
Went from hearing shots in the distance to pulling the trigger
All the shots I've been given can't give me the bigger picture
The camera only filled in silhouettes & hidden figures

I know what I am not
I've seen what I could be
Gotta go the distances but I don't wanna overreach
This the game of life and our controllers on lease
Hoping mine don't get cut off before I show the best of me

EXTENDED FAMILY☆

[PROD. OHBATS]
I know how the act goes, rehearse the same lines
The script never changed the lead role still mine
Never missed a mark yet always wrong place, wrong time
Niggas act dumb and wanna act concerned 
A lot of niggas flash scars, they don’t know hurt
Lot of niggas talk of grind, the gears don’t work
Lucky words ain’t currency yours got no worth
And I’m sick of paying for it, need to put me first nigga

Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery

You niggas wanna be alone so bad 
Just to bitch about the shit you never could’ve had
Claiming you don’t fuck with niggas, that’s a damn lie
Every function boot up and we catch you outside
I got PTSD cuz they killed Kamaty
Saw my grandad in distress and they let him die
Cops keeping tally marks on the black lives 
While you niggas bitch & gossip like some house wives

Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery
Man I’m gettin tired of all this fucking Headassery

You niggas do anything to be relatable
Real nigga & who’s not? That’s debatable
Want everything in common except good sense
Niggas talk about they guard up, got trash defense
Bunch of niggas in your court, only shooting 3’s
Why you block my shots and we on the same team nigga?

HEADASSERY☆

[PROD. CODY]
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me

We’re never gonna leave this place
We’re never gonna leave this place
We’re never gonna leave this place
We’re never gonna leave this place

Swimming in murky water, we don’t gotta drown together
Let the waves clean your self respect, all they’ve done is clean you of your honor
And I can’t direct you, when you know where to go
Only one of us follows, when the wind blows
And I know when you’re lying cuz you start to choke
I’m all out of breath, chasing bills to outrun debt

I Know it’s ugly 
Know it’s ugly
Know it’s ugly, No
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me

All the trauma that comes and I fold
Summertime comes around and I’m cold
Are flowers meant for the deceased? 
Do you want them received?
Are they even meant for me?
Wanted to make grandad proud 
But he’s no longer around 

I Know it’s ugly 
Know it’s ugly
Know it’s ugly, No
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me
I know it’s ugly 
Cuz how you judge me

All I could ask is for you to have my back
I turned to you and I got stabbed
And I struggle with trust
And I struggle with love
Living by the blade you get cut
Like my ties ain’t severed enough
So many bombshells dropped
I live in the fallout
Communications been blocked 
So I can’t call out

UGLY☆

SHOUTOUT KINNY!
*lyrics*
Fear is controlling me
This time around, it’s only me
If shit don’t work out we got plans to leave
Staying alive truly hard to achieve 
I got scars too but you don’t care if I bleed
Bloods only thicker than you water when you want it to be
Cuz there’s no issue with cuttin down the whole family tree
If your the one of the bench then you’ll put down the team

And I’m tired 
You always need to be admired
And you’re a motherfucker liar 
Feel like the guilt killing me 
Cuz it’s really hard to sleep
Why my mind never at peace

I need help you say a handout 
And I have doubts 
But only I have to figure it out
And that’s fine
But you keep running your mouth

All it is is fear 
All it is is fear 
All it is is fear 
All it is is fear 

All it is is fear 
All it is is fear 
It couldn’t be more clear
It couldn’t be more clear

Depression & Self-Doubt (my personal favorite!)
lyrics:
That’s fine I don’t take it serious
How you better than me cloning niggas I’m curious?
Must’ve forgot that you lack the experience 
I came in killing ain’t fearing shit 
I’m holding on to integrity, these niggas holdin on envy 
Lowkey Rivera celebrity, these niggas just wanna end me

I’m questioning my authenticity and my personhood 
If I were to die right now was my life and good?
Right now I’d say it’s not 
My control on life is lost
And I don’t feel like sharing my thoughts
Cuz its not about what I want

Why you speaking on problems that you’re complicit in
Honestly, I don’t feel like any of you are listening
Everything I’ve ever loved, burning in front of me
Everything I’ve ever done is showing my inadequacy 

When you wake up in the morning and you feel like shit
And you gotta bite the bullet that’s just how life is
If you got the trigger pull it even if you might miss
Can’t fight no more feeling like I might quit
Epitome of what you glorify
Pieces of my thoughts with more to find
Sorry to my loves I’m done this time
Reach out for help but I say Nevermind

I’m questioning my authenticity and my personhood 
If I were to die right now was my life and good?
Right now I’d say it’s not 
My control on life is lost
And I don’t feel like sharing my thoughts
Cuz its not about what I want

I haven’t been normal since granddad passed
I keep hurting those who have my back
Now I’m grown it just makes my mental worse
It don’t feel like home, being here just feel so cursed
What I’m living on for? Really can’t say
Ahead of my time feeling passe
Yeah I’ve had some good times but I can’t stay
I know that you’re not worried but I’m okay
But I lie to you cuz I know I’m not a necessity 
And I’m sorry for my lack of empathy 
I just feel you don’t want the best for me, no

I’m questioning my authenticity and my personhood 
If I were to die right now was my life and good?
Right now I’d say it’s not 
My control on life is lost
And I don’t feel like sharing my thoughts
Cuz its not about what I want

I’m questioning my authenticity and my personhood 
If I were to die right now was my life and good?
Right now I’d say it’s not 
My control on life is lost
And I don’t feel like sharing my thoughts
Cuz its not about what I want

TECHNO STAR <3

Anger & Projection
lyrics:
HOW DO I HOLD
YOU SO CLOSE TO ME

I NEVER WANTED MORE THEN TO DISCOVER ME
I NEVER WANTED MORE THEN JUST; HAPPY
YOU COULD NEVER TAUGHT ME
YOU COULD NEVER CLEAR ME
ON 'GAIN, "I MISS WAR", A C.R.A SECRACY

"I'D", SEMI, EYE'D, WIN PLEASE
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE OF THE ENVY
I, LOOK BACK, I LOOK BACK
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE GOING HEAVENLY

That’s fine I don’t take it serious
How you better than me cloning niggas I’m curious?
Must’ve forgot that you lack the experience 
I came in killing ain’t fearing shit 
I’m holding on to integrity, these niggas holdin on envy 
Lowkey Rivera celebrity, these niggas just wanna end me
Can’t take me out of my element
Don’t fuck with you and I’m first to start deading shit
And ima tell niggas right now
Don’t tell me shit if you abusing those sedatives 
A young nigga stay in his area running shit like he is doctor doom
I don’t got time for no new niggas either and I’m not making room

You niggas be posing out here? Okay.
You niggas not helping me out? Okay.
Then you need to start moving out my way
I don’t really give a fuck what anybody say
Don’t relate to you niggas get out my face
She gettin flirty, she flashing her body my nigga I’m still unfazed
None of you niggas really gon do shit for me at the end of the day 
Niggas be chasing a hollow experience, then wanna call me insane
The fact that I coexist with you niggas makes me feel some way
I’m envious, lot of you niggas that live don’t gotta use your brain

"I'D", SEMI, EYE'D, WIN PLEASE
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE OF THE ENVY
I, LOOK BACK, I LOOK BACK
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE GOING HEAVENLY

Who the fuck said I was done?
This for my niggas who died very young.
A lot of you niggas living right now are bums
A lot of you niggas are dumb
A lot of you niggas are runts 
How many you niggas been tossed to the fire & forced to rise out the dust
I’ve seen first hand that there’s so much evil in all the niggas I love 
None of you niggas don’t know bout none
All of my life I just had to run
Grew up black without any funds
You niggas pussy you talkin bout love
Niggas grew up with real hate, giving out prosthetic hugs
Niggas looked me in my face, and told me for real they ain’t give a fuck

All I see is destruction 
Little bit of pain ain’t nothing
Ironic that’s them making assumptions
Seeing that the envy has corrupt them
I tried my best to bring all the niggas and they wanna drag they feet
Fine that’s how feel? I’ll get it lonely my nigga I don’t need a team
I’m gonna be real, you can do better my nigga don’t villainize me
I need to heal but that’s not today cuz I can’t afford peace 

"I'D", SEMI, EYE'D, WIN PLEASE
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE OF THE ENVY
I, LOOK BACK, I LOOK BACK
I FALL BACK IN ESTATE GOING HEAVENLY

ENVY

Alienation, Depression & Anger
(Least favorite. This not how I truly feel about )
lyrics:

Know that you love to leave me hanging
Hate my people and it go without saying
Every nigga that I see like Satan
Playing god all the time they don’t make shit
We ain’t never gonna break no curses
Better grip on to the lords verses 

Not like you care how I’m feeling, I know
Like Victor Von know I go it alone
Wake up everyday abandon my phone 
If you counterproductive ain’t keeping you close
 
Talkin bout some nightmares
I live mine everyday and you’re not there
Cry about your issues, laugh at mine
Should’ve made it clear you gon waste my time
So tired of my weakness need to get over that
Sometimes I wanna break you cause I know I can
So many goals to accomplish nigga yeah I’m over sad
What’s going on with you bray? Nothing much
Struggle with sleep and I’m skipping my lunch
My main focus has been saving my blood
Thought you were gon heal na I deepened the cuts 
These niggas so corny they clique up and say that’s there’s no one to trust

Sick of all the weakness
All the failure I’m seeing
Everybody full of greed
they acting like they need shit

Why niggas so smug about being extorted?
Think having money make your life important?
At the end of the day just a nigga with bands
And they point at your money like they Uncle Sam
Niggas had me thinking this what love like, hell na
Niggas had me thinking this was my life, hell nah
Niggas project their failure onto me like it’s my fault
Couldn’t give a fuck what happens to you gave it my all
If everybody else above me then fuck your life too
Acting like you don’t trust me, I never liked you   

Not like you care how I’m feeling, I know
I’m Victor Von bitch I’ll go it alone
Wake up everyday abandon my phone 
Counterproductive I can’t keep you close 
 
Counterproductive I can’t keep you close

V.V.D

Earl Sweatshirt 2010 Remix [Reprod. TicTacZakk]
lyrics:
Got the trophy but I still feel I ain’t winning
Niggas got a lot of jokes but I ain’t grinning
Bet that, let me make one
When you the punchline of the joke guess it ain’t fun
Ain’t no way out the cave had to make one
You tryna profit off my pain tryna make funds 
I’m a sad rich nigga you the same bum
I ain’t keepin proper time but I’m hoping that my day come
You did a lot of fucking talking you ain’t say none 
Did a lot of pocket watching did it fill yours?
I’m stressing bout the art you stressing bout the billboards
Glorifying the type of shit that niggas get killed for
That’s the way life goes my friend blasting luv is rage 2 on the way home
Coming from the west coast a lot of things I learned
Got big shoes to feel if you get known 
Think you can run it solo wait until you get old
Niggas lost a bit of spirit and became ghost
The messenger can’t give no message if he closed off
How I’m cooking everyday but I’m so raw? 
This my story so not another Nigga gon tell it
Got hit with the breeze, winds changed and I felt it
Can’t ignore the phone when it’s destiny calling
Learned to fly and I stopped free falling
Can’t split with the brush I’m a true artist
Can’t split with the brush I’m a-

Back then we was cool wit how we living 
22 was the year  i start tripping 
23' stomach downing my perscriptions 
finna reach 21   still kicking
misunderstandings cause distance 
if a nigga sat you down would yo listen ?
Fuck the ice bitch my green gon glisten 
the color really what i live not kiddin
ecpectations set high now my eyes low 
niggas steady tryna reap but they cant sew 
aint no winning on the game if ya hands slow 
aint no beefing in the streets if you cant blow
 niggas rapping for a check 
i rap to check my damn soul 
know all my lyrics full of gold 
so i aint stressing if it sold 
my shit for pressing past the post 
and you just tryna move the goal 
he produce alot a shit sound like he a asshole 
why he slamming on the pedal just to get the gas gone 
you should let me see your charecter fuck your cash flow 
i wanna see the green again pcilly take me back home

2016

I'M MOVIN MANIC, I HAD TO DROP THIS RIGHT NOW! PROD. @YANVIKTOR. lyrics soon.

ULTIMATELY PROUD!

PROD + BACKGROUND VOCALS @aftcedkhity [G.V.B.M] RV2 soon!
I wanna be in control
I wanna rebuild my home
Shattered in pieces 

Tell me bout the good, can’t see it
Lied about your heart, I need it
Feeling sick all the time tryna beat it
How we in the same boat you’re not sickening
Dealing with the same scars can’t treat it
Have a deep rooted fear of you leaving 

Why can’t you be around me, full time?
Why I gotta share my loved ones, they’re mine?
Every song that I make these days your in my mind
I wouldn’t wanna be here if we didn’t share this life
All the dark times breed fear but I’ve always seen you as my light
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel a way
Can we meet again? I wanna see your pretty face
It doesn’t matter where we go baby lead the way
Anything you do for me know I’ll do the same 

I wanna be in control
I wanna rebuild my home

I wanna be in control
I wanna rebuild my home

Shattered in pieces 

god loves, man kills interlude

PROD @aftcedkhity. just a hype song! #random

Mutant blood inside of me forever be Starneto
I ain’t tryna stunt on niggas, do good for my people 
I’m here for the culture, got that X-Gene we not equals
If I take extremes to do some good, am I ev-

Mutant blood inside of me forever be Starneto
I ain’t tryna stunt on niggas, do good for my people 
I’m here for the culture, got that X-Gene we not equals
If I take extremes to do some good, am I evil?

If I ain’t lose my O-Men or my pack brothers I’m solid
Posted up on Asteroid M, a nigga steady plottin
Can’t go back to the crabbin just to end up where we started
Don’t lie bout dedication brother, show me where your heart is

Helmet off but best believe my head still guarded
Not gon stop it’s for my peeps, I go my hardest
Give no reaction, my whole life gotta get these tracks in
Niggas don’t pull steady dirty macking
Not cooning out for a lil bit of traction
EMP the game, ima come in blasting

Mutant blood inside of me forever be Starneto
I ain’t tryna stunt on niggas, do good for my people 
I’m here for the culture, got that X-Gene we not equals
I’m here for the culture, got that X-Gene we not equals

What I’m on? I’m with the O-Men yah
And no matter what, we go in Yah
Represent forever, this my whole life
Helmet like a crown, know it holds nice
They tried to discourage me, I love myself more
Gotta get my healing in, can’t keep my health poor
Just like the mutants I’m keeping up the good fight
Even on the darkest days the sun still bright 

Mutant blood inside of me forever be Starneto
I ain’t tryna stunt on niggas, do good for my people 
I’m here for the culture, got that X-Gene we not equals
Tryna save my world, I swear to god I wan’ live peaceful

STARNETO LIVES!

[Dedicated to all aspiring artists. O-Men] House of S. Old but gold

MUTANTS [PROD. YANVIKTOR]

[Dedicated to those in Healing. Break those Cycles]
L.E.V || prod. InfiniteCris (@bigcheddamusic)

lyrics:
If up to me I’d stay cruising in my own lane
But Niggas can’t respect I’m moving at my own pace
What I’m noticing? I’m calling home which ain’t my own place
The walls are closing in, I know I never chose my own fate
There’s nowhere left to go, alone, I carry on this old race
There’s no more road and so I told but they tell me accelerate
I’m racing towards a cliff and yet I proceed
Cuz I’m expected not to crash, can’t say nobody told me
I ask what’s the point of driving they tell me the journey 
But, isn’t that illogical when you need direction?
All these miles not to reach my destination that’s what adds to my depression
Life is of unknown duration, I can do without aggression
Sometimes I want conversation then give in to my repression
I know that I can be frustrating, sorry if that’s your first impression
No my ego not inflating I just like to have progression
Which is ironic we as people are prone to regression 
And the way I go about it may have caused aggression 
But what I realized as of recent, were crabs in this bucket
And that we’ve been in it so long that we have learned to love it
The king crab fillet first man who would’ve thunk it
Once the people hate the act they’ll grab a whole new puppet
I went crazy thinking the love was real, this week said fuck if
And I admit I shouldn’t have been looking at you for something
And I’ve accepted maybe now this really all meant nothing
Working against my cause, fear made me counter productive 
Pick up the pieces of what broke and maybe reconstruct it
It’s not my job to guide if they picked a path destructive 
I now know what it means to make and be the one that loves it
Can’t be surprised when my heart displayed and people crush it
Expect it coming or just don’t waste that time anyway
Human, robot, monster keep your many faces on display

The Atom & The Crab

[Dedicated to those that are isolated and feel no one cares. People do. Reach out]
PROD. @AFTCEDKHITY
Lyrics:
It doesn't matter how poetic I can be
Turn my veins to ink & show the world I bleed
My genre, my skin made derogatory
And further, remind me that this country isn't for me
We've taken many shots, been left hanging, faced your ridicule
But rejection & abuse is all we get from you
You don't even like us but we're needed for an argument
My generation damned we ain't gon make parliament
And I'm knowing that the pride comes before the betterment
Just to keep the shit extending start to grab & twist sentiments
How much death, destruction and genocide?
Until we're left with nothing?
Is reasoning be applied?
Desperate for connection, wires getting tangled
The dream of fatherhood for me has turned to fables

I learned it don't matter what they got
Say I'm special when I'm really not
Ain't got no money they don't give a fuck
You ain't giving niggas what they want
Then my nigga know you out of luck
Keep it transactional with me homie

My life been spent playing both positions
Offense, Defense whatever for the mission
Everything a hollow victory, that's a given
I've been told I'm a gift, I don't stop giving even when I have nothing to hand out
And no matter what I can't stop living even if it's not in my hands now
Ain't nobody gon stop when a man down
You're living a lie and to me that's fine
But you cannot force me to see things through your eyes
If I chose to keep believing in you I'd probably commit suicide

I learned it don't matter what they got
Say I'm special when I'm really not
Ain't got no money they don't give a fuck
You ain't giving niggas what they want
Then my nigga know you out of luck
Keep it transactional with me homie

I'm having weird thoughts again
Yeah-Yeah
I feel I wanna talk again
Yeah-Yeah
Too bad for me I don't have real friends
I don't believe in love, I know I'll be used again

I learned it don't matter what they got
Say I'm special when I'm really not
Ain't got no money they don't give a fuck
You ain't giving niggas what they want
Then my nigga know you out of luck
Keep it transactional with me homie

die to provide?

[Dedicated to Self Love & Sense of Self]
(prod. hhhelfyway + paradise)
*lyrics soon*

STARNETO WAS RIGHT!

[Dedicated to those fighting against themselves so much days blur together] 
lyrics:
Ain’t no crabbin, shackles off I am not a slave
Fuck the maskin, take it off I gotta pretty face
What if I don’t see her again and I die today?
Can be as pretty as I want there is no saving face
There is no beauty in this life you keep tempting fate
I’ll admit I’ve done a couple things to farm some praise
Then I wake up in the morning like “I’m still the same”
I feel like she’d talk some more if she knew what to say
And then I’ll talk to lumin, “you know she don’t need you bray”
Am I gon listen to her or the voices in my head?
Happy as fuck but I’m scared I might relapse again
I think I need to get some meds and not text my friends
I think I need to just accept, I’m better off dead

Don’t miss the mark
Smile at the camera
Nigga don’t start
It’s so nice to have ya

The smoke and mirror controversy, you know it’s not real
But anything to argue so you’ll get inside your feels
You know it isn’t tangible can’t even say why
I wonder why you wear a mask and judge those who disguise
I commend those who are targeted and still refuse to hide
But I won’t say it formally I listen to my pride
They agree, I say fuck em I don’t want em on my side
Walking forward, looking back and I’m missing all the signs
Are you stupid? You’re aware you can’t get better overnight
And if you feel a way you could just says what’s on your mind
You know you ain’t gettin out of this if anybody die

Baby steps to this cycle that you continue or break
But eventually you’ll realize, you become the nigga you hate
Isolate differences, but the big picture is you ain’t looking for change
Now you beefing with yourself cause the opps are one in the same
How you gon kill em and not kill yourself?
How can you view them and not see yourself?
You gotta admit that we low-key need help
Loading up clips with your names on the shell
Let’s think for a second, look at the parallels of what you mentioned
You say it forget, you know you ain’t meant it
Playing with fire, burn shit in an instant
Ain’t seen what you built, how the fuck do you miss it?

I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got dismembering vision
Breaking em down so I know where to hit em
Don’t know if I’m prone to attack
Think I’m prone to get violent
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing

Started downplaying my friendships cause momma said they won’t do shit for me
Don’t expect to be heard out but everyones listening
Gotta solve all my problems, can’t solve myself
Feeling like I destroy what might help
The bad shit I do is subconscious now
I don’t realize until it is said aloud
I know you can’t get better in a day but I’m waking up and I still feel the same

Keep on going
Keep on going
Keep on going

I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got dismembering vision
Breaking em down so I know where to hit em
Don’t know if I’m prone to attack
Think I’m prone to get violent
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing
I got some memories missing

Camera//Memories Missing

[Dedicated to those afraid to do whats right for themselves. you gotta put yourself first]
co.prod @riiicas
lyrics:
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court

Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
How I’m falling short, I got what I’m reaching for
They start acting out when you don’t need em anymore
Niggas scared to fly they hate to see you airborne

It start gettin scary you can’t be there anymore
My only fear should be me resting six feet in the floor
Now its clear you need me but I seen it as a chore
I got up and walked you can’t leave me anymore

If I’m evil cause I did good for myself I guess I’m toxic
I had a lot of pity for myself then I dropped it
The problem I stopped thinking with my heart, I never lost it
Chest beating, fresh breathing I gotta find the right people I know to believe in
These niggas eyeing up your plate ain’t hungry they’d be eating
They envying, you making bread they snatchin pieces
This shit is Childs play to me that’s why I act facetious

Heart-throb, never
Play and pretty forever
The realest runner in Riverside going harder than ever
And what do I seek in the crown? Helping people get better
This shit bigger than the city, the shit that really fuck with me?
The kids out there with no guidance think of themselves negatively
How can I touch the mic and make em think, “this nigga do get me”
Get up and do some things differently
I be counting myself out but know the world will be missing me
Can’t let no bullshit start hitting me

Love it when you say I can’t, I pop out and I do
Show me that you understand, I can’t afford to lose
Don’t tell niggas your plans, cuz they plot against you
I’ll say it like a man sometimes I miss you
But that don’t mean a pass, I will not be abused
I’m noticing an act, nah dawg you gotta move
I ain’t ready to laugh, keep the jokes all to you
Lowkey, that’s my bad don’t know what I saw in you

Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
How I’m falling short, I got what I’m reaching for
They start acting out when you don’t need em anymore
Niggas scared to fly they hate to see you airborne

Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court
Ball for yourself niggas want you off the court

Ballout For Me (feat. riiicas)

[Dedicated to Ike]
lyrics:
Wanna say I’m sorry that I missed a couple birthdays 
Knowing that these last few years probably been your worse days 
But I hear you graduated Heard that music taking off heard you might just make it 
Braylin you’re a man now 
Ain’t get to see it but I couldn’t be more than proud
Thank you for doing my tasks 
Watching over grandma doing anything she ask
Remember when I said you would grow more like your dad?
You did it kid, you stepped up and you became the man
I heard that shit you laid with me proud of it
Why you crying, I got a smile of it
Said that when I passed you couldn’t spit well what you doing now? 
You know I don’t like to talk like this but I’m so fucking proud
Look who you managed to be when I’m not around
Optimus, you lift your head or you gon drop your crown

Yeah
I know you’ve hit your lows 
You know I’ve hit mine
Bust just like the hero you are you don’t back down you fight 
Yeah-Yeah

Keep working on your pride
Keep doing what is right
I’m no longer around but I’m still in your life
Yeah-Yeah
I heard you got in college, keep expanding your knowledge
I hear you gon be driving soon so keep track of your mileage
Yeah-Yeah
I hear everything you say and I’ve heard everything you said
I speak from experience you do not wanna be dead
Just go on live your life, be careful and stack your bread
Tell that girl how you feel
Make your music, spit what’s real
You know I love the holidays so act like I’m there every year
Wipe them tear drops off your face, boy you know I’m always
Love speaking to my grandson hope this helped your mind get clear

Best In The World

[Dedicated to my friends and myself]
lyrics:
I’m looking for a freedom that don’t only come with death 
My niggas know I need em but I’m always at they neck 
Think my true love just might be her but I never will confess 
Think my mania control me when I’m dealing with the stress

I’m looking for a freedom that don’t only come with death 
My niggas know I need em but I’m always at they neck 
Think my true love just might be her but I never will confess 
Think my mania control me when I’m dealing with the stress

I just wanna make my music and say fuck the internet 
Forming bonds with rap niggas just the mic where we connect 
I know I’m gettin older, and evolving way too fast 
I really think I’m healing slower and outgrowing my past
Reaching for some new heights just my mental hold me back 
Target on my head like I’m Benjamin Poindexter 
The war of the projectors, shooting blanks at one another man we never gettin better 
I hate a fucking cycle boy, I been lived double lives
And I be damned to sit around again with niggas I don’t like
Cause the space I’m in too crowded need a different atmosphere
I’m moving up to Asteroid M need all my muties up in here 
Karma coming with the bill hope life’s banquet leaves you filled  
Niggas always say they hungry then neglect a homecooked meal 
If ima step up in that kitchen, cookin niggas know its real 
Niggas looking for a formula real chefs don’t need to steal

I’m looking for a freedom that don’t only come with death 
My niggas know I need em but I’m always at they neck 
Think my true love just might be her but I never will confess 
Think my mania control me when I’m dealing with the stress

I’m looking for a freedom that don’t only come with death 
My niggas know I need em but I’m always at they neck 
Think my true love just might be her but I never will confess 
Think my mania control me when I’m dealing with the stress

I have a lot to tell you hoping that you’ll hear me out 
I wonder when we’ll meet again and what we’ll talk bout
 I wanted you to hear my work not have it sitting in the casket 
Right after you passed I couldn’t rap I didn’t have it 
I never felt accomplished, I only move manic 
Dropping, Dropping, Dropping and you weren’t there to have it 
I think I’m just now calming down but I would’ve been better if you just stayed around  

Wish I could hear you speak again

Reflect Message

[Dedicated to all the kids out there that come from broken homes or have rough family dynamics]
lyrics:
I'm a mess maker and messes made me 
Born cycle ender the lord blessing me
I'm paying dues and I made the check bleed 
Knowing the karma bill aint made to me  

I'm a mess maker and messes made me 
Born cycle ender the lord blessing me
I'm paying dues and I made the check bleed 
Knowing the karma bill aint made to me  

Man in the mirror he lookin terrified
You only live once, I'm living double lives
Masking can't hide that I'm traumatized 
This ain't some shit that you dramatize  
Know me and Kinny were born the same day
Just like our peers we're all harboring pain
Born with some problems that's out of our range
Broken heart babies we still hurt today 
Imagine if we came from some solid homes 
Blame ourselves for shit like we had control 
Looking for real love but we wouldn't know 
Scared to be our parents don't know how to cope 

I'm a mess maker and messes made me 
Born cycle ender the lord blessing me
I'm paying dues and I made the check bleed 
Knowing the karma bill aint made to me  

Daddy issues, he got mad I would cry 
Never thought he listened so I'd often lie
Mommy issues but some voices in my mind 
Told her straight up man you should've snuffed my life 
I know they did a lot, but maybe not enough? 
Lot of bad shit taught, that I'm just now picking up 
Seen my parents beefing, now I don't know how to love 
Asking for my heart but I think I gave enough 
Some of my niggas had to raise the lil ones 
Wasn't any childhood they had to give up 
Wasn't anybody there for me but came in clutch
I sacrificed a lot to make em better than I was

I'm a mess maker and messes made me 
Born cycle ender the lord blessing me
I'm paying dues and I made the check bleed 
Knowing the karma bill aint made to me

Xerox Of A Xerox

[Dedicated to those afraid to reconnect and reach for help]
lyrics:
I often think about running, never looking back 
Don’t realize this a cycle until my seventh lap 
Issues span miles, I’m only in a couple issues 
Quick to hit a 100 yard, I love to keep my distance  

Been building up stamina, the isolation bad for ya
But when your problems gaining on ya you can’t feel alone 
Took a step I’m falling deeper in these potholes on the road 
The path I choose to take missing lanes for me to go 
The noose will call my name, but I’m obliged to stay grounded 
I choose to fall another day but might not stay bounded 
You know that I’ll burn that bridge if I can’t get around
Defeaning the echo chamber, ain’t a space for sound  
Thinking niggas have to kill me to keep me underground 
While I’m thinking bout my losts which they could see me now 
Niggas sold they soul for riches know my spirit worth a thou
And I would rather fucking die then know I let my people down  
Sittin in a void room 
Doing everything for you 
I don’t really want shit 
Other than to feel approved  
You made a mistake talking to me then
You made a mistake talking to me then

I often think about running, never looking back 
Don’t realize this a cycle until my seventh lap 
Issues span miles, I’m only in a couple issues 
Quick to hit a 100 yard, I love to keep my distance

Night Aurora

[Dedicated to yearly struggles]
lyrics:
I miss my grandfather, nigga loved the holidays
But ever since that summer nothin ever been the same
Grandmomma doing extra, I'm glad I get to help her
I look inside the den his photo still in the same place
The memories last longer guess its true what they say
My father got another kid, his beard going gray
My momma got remarried, and she ain't aged a day
But time is still passing, this my first Christmas legal
Walked inside the plaza there's new buildings near the regal
I'm in shock, I was sad about some loses and i almost lost my youth 
Made some plots, lookin 'round the block in search of higher roofs
I reached some heights, saw the view below and asked myself why
Jerahmeel told me, Lucy usin' thoughts as a disguise 
If you can't grant yourself no healing, you not winning every fight
You'd wanna stray away from violence fighting demons all the time 
When you born with fighter spirit but your soul a peace sign

I got glass in my guts 
Every time I move I feel my insides tearing up 
Shards in my intestines while I digest the blood 
I'm sick of eating pain, need some real food for once 
need some real food for once

I got glass in my guts 
Every time I move I feel my insides tearing up 
Shards in my intestines while I digest the blood 
I'm sick of eating pain, need some real food for once 
need some real food for once

Seats at the table all filled with some mannequins 
Comin' home for dinner knowing I'll be sad again 
I'm eating with niggas I feel I can't leave a plate around
 I know I couldn't say it then been feeling right to say it now 
You can't force a family, I know I don't connect 
Fearful of that door scared to see who's walking next 
Just to discover I'd be the only one that left 
Freedom anything but free, I paid the price do right for me
That shit was taxing on my mental with one way to pay the fee 
Hurt feelings is nothing compared to damaged ambitions 
Shouldn't be much of a problem now that you know that I'm missing 
I keep on caging my mental treating my body like prison 
Sayin' I'm tired of life and I haven't done any living  
Why would I care that you're livid?
I feel a way and I spit it 
My main goal hoping you feel it 
When haven't I been the realest?

I got glass in my guts 
Every time I move I feel my insides tearing up 
Shards in my intestines while I digest the blood 
I'm sick of eating pain, need some real food for once 
need some real food for once

I got glass in my guts 
Every time I move I feel my insides tearing up 
Shards in my intestines while I digest the blood 
I'm sick of eating pain, need some real food for once 
need some real food for once

Let me tell you bout my friends, let met tell you bout my fears 
Know another one dead, and another not here 
I refuse to accept they're machinations of their fears 
I fear most my friends are working against themselves 
I know my closet love is trying to please somebody else 
They're selfless, feel obliged to give 'cause they were never given too 
I hate to see that beauty crushed by niggas feigning love
I know bout what they've been through 
I'm declaring no more cycles
I wanna see my homies do what's best for their survival 
You only fighting you, stop looking for a revival 
Gotta find your demons get to working for that title 
It's bout the work, bout the effort staying true to your kin 
The sun goes down, it comes right up you do it all again 
The greatest gift I got this year was learn to live again
Gotta find your demons get to working for that title 
It’s bout the work, bout the effort staying true to your kin 
The sun goes down, it comes right up you do it all again 
The greatest gift I got this year was learn to live again

yungicystar

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