only thing that im accustomed to is unfairness right

produced by santana & everett latte

lyrics:
im w gabe in the trap smoking drugs
im w gabe in the trap and im dying
i feel like everybody lying
but they only lie to me
im at a party n im the only one that i know
im at a party and im wishin that i stayed home
but my home not a home baby cuz ur not there
i feel like nobody care about me

about what i say or what i think
if i breathe of if i blink

if i drop dead right now who would even care?
i think nobody would care

i hate myself
you can hate me too, thats all up to you
i dont care get up out my hair and get the fuck away from me

you dont like me you just wanna use me
i got nothing left to take
why the fuck would you chose me

all these drugs i do they ruin me
ask god why from birth he fuckin doomed me
ima die all alone you will forget me
wake up in the mornin and im sober i feel empty

at my worst everyone i loved left me
stupid junkie they say they all detest me
i wish my mom could still protect me
its my fault for being hurt my heart is way too heavy

stupid fucking junkie i guess that is all i am (its all ill ever be)
when you put me down, do you feel good?
i need a prescription to feel like i should
emptiness inside of me it never leave me like it should

my stomach fucking burns my body failing
17 and dying
and its my own fault
my soul try to leave me overdose on fentanyl

miss the feeling of me dying when im fucking nodding off

if i had conversation with my younger self id wanna kill me

i know that im fuckin nuts boy you dont gotta tell me

posted on the fuckin train tracks tryna die

ever since i was conscious only thought was suicide

what the fuck could i have done in a past life

to deserve what i have inside this life

nothin is right

im gonna die tonight

only thing that im accustomed to is unfairness right

empty

##nothingevermattered @shesawfleshasflaw @benadryl-fan-club

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