Discard The Doll (ep)

I know what this looks like |prod Michael Harrison

cash out |prod wizrdpp

fortune teller |prod saint lazare x midnightintokyo x dog

stains on the coffee table |prod W.FALLS

(hook)
I broke my bones 
In the trunk of your car
You were drunk 
You were swerving for miles 
Around all my favorite
Places to take you 

Ya 
I think that its gonna take
Just a little bit more to sedate me

I felt my heart snap
In two when you left me
Its true im abusive
But thats i get by 

Regular folks in my life
Take a glance up and down me
And see nothing wrong 

What they dont see
Is the mountain of pills
And the dope in my veins
That helps me get along 
With a smile 
I flash it when it seems convenient
But deep down inside me
Im evil and wrong

(verse)
They tell me its all in my head
And thats making it worse 
Im walking around
Like i carry a curse

I carry a gun
Cuz the world gettin scary
They all gonna scurry
When they see me coming 

Mama and daddy 
want me to be something 
But im just a bum 
With some dope and a dream 

I know im scary
I hope you dont hate me
Its not in my nature
To feel so serene 
I just see all this violence
Inside of my brain 
It just keeps me compliant
Till i see the day 

I second guess
Every decision
Thats why nothing good
Ever comes to me 

Why cant i be happy
Do i not deserve it
Its like i been trapped
In some fucked simulation 

I tend to close up
And start lashing out angrily
Any time
I find myself in a tight situation 

Can you feel my heart beat
I can feel yours
Its making me sick
I wanna duck off and go die
In a ditch
my family will worry 
And it really hurts 
Pour up the bleach 
For the blood on my shirt
I been stuck in the bleechers 
since i was a kid 
All of these bullies
Just wanted me dead
Well maybe soon here
They can all get their wish

(hook)
I broke my bones 
In the trunk of your car
You were drunk 
You were swerving for miles 
Around all my favorite
Places to take you 

Ya 
I think that its gonna take
Just a little bit more to sedate me

I felt my heart snap
In two when you left me
Its true im abusive
But thats i get by 

Regular folks in my life
Take a glance up and down me
And see nothing wrong 

What they dont see
Is the mountain of pills
And the dope in my veins
That helps me get along 
With a smile 
I flash it when it seems convenient
But deep down inside me
Im evil and wrong

more life |prod gene!

funny story |prod lou_

black me out ft Philip Solo |prod Shikixo

Laz x Them. - Track Runner Freestyle |prod gentle beats

space junk |prod neverforever

Money Bags Meds |prod 1bap

static building |prod neverforever

bedtime stories ft dormantt |prod danillamour

the pit inside your stomach |prod xipho

from the start things were evil and bad |prod xipho

I guess that it’s quite possible
That we are not the same

We just need a place
We can hide out
For the rest of our days
So lets 

Kill everybody in our way
And make a path
For a better tomorrow 

We’ll leave no trace
Of anyone on earth
But us

So kill kill kill
Everybody that’s in front of you 

Rob kill rape
Anybody who apposes you

Look who’s got the power now
The little man’s winning 

Just got gather more points
With another mass killing 

She’s a victim of her circumstance
You can’t hold that
Against her 

But she’s fucked up
Just like you 
Has a lot of things
Goin on in her head 

All this anger
Deep inside that
She does not know
What to do with yet

She needs a man
Who treats her right
And maybe that 
can never be you 

The thought of her
In someone’s arms
Makes you so mad
You gotta kill 

So kill kill kill
Everybody that’s in front of you 

Rob kill rape
Anybody who apposes you

Look who’s got the power now
The little man’s winning 

Just got gather more points
With another mass killing

kill kill kill

foisted |prod doves

stick to yourself kid it’ll all work out  |prod xipho

She wants me dead
I told that girl to shut her mouth 

Just keep it quiet
Youll find release soon 
And youll never be found 

Shes all i had 
And now i am 
the last
Face that she’ll see 

I am the face she will remember 
Please remember me

They found her body in the river
Near her boyfriends house
They think it’s him

I cant believe
I got away with this
Another time 

My heart is racing
Hands are shaking
I just need to shake this off

And lately ive been thinkin
I should leave this
To Professionals 

She wants me dead
I told that girl to shut her mouth 

Just keep it quiet
Youll find release soon 
And youll never be found 

Shes all i had 
And now i am 
the last
Face that she’ll see 

I am the face she will remember

the face she will remember |prod owleeng

She loves to ignore you 
Every chance that she gets

Maybe she’ll get the message
With a gun to her head 

It’s not fine
It’s all over for you 

You’ll just 
Sit at home
And masturbate again
Lose those thoughts
Of getting laid 

You’re not worthy 
Of the peace and quiet 
You deserve the
Fucking grave 

You’re not worthy 
Of my love or body 
Say that to
My fucking face 

She loves to ignore you 
Every chance that she gets

Maybe she’ll get the message
With a gun to her head 

It’s not fine
It’s all over for you 

You’ll just
Sit at home
And masturbate again
Lose those thoughts
Of getting laid 

Broken body 
On the fritz again 

Discard 
start from scratch and then
Program all the things you want 
To hear 

You’re in charge
It’s now or never 
Don’t press restart
Without a plan 

Start from save
And do it over 
And don’t give up
Till happy ends

happy ends |prod paranaparu

link: https://youtu.be/5vpZDfZ-3Ng?si=NGcto3gGqiqbUZ3p

video

in the light |prod $hampagne *Music Video In Description*

there’s just parts of me that are never gonna work |prod Michael Harrison

El dia de los muertos
I could not forget you 
If I tried 

You’re all I ever seem to think about
You’re all I really want
But I’m a chud

I don’t deserve you you’re the one 

El dia de los muertos
I could not forget you 
If I tried 

But I don’t wanna try
But I don’t wanna try
But I don’t wanna try
But I don’t wanna try 

I’m such a fool for you 

I get up every day 
Face the mirror
Like a trial 

Flash back to these memories
Of you treating me
Like I am a child 

I know you hate my guts
But it’s not enough
For me to stay away 

I need my quiet place
Away from all the business
A place where I can concentrate
On anything but you 
For once 

It’s not that easy
Even if I wish it was

El dia de los muertos
I could not forget you 
If I tried 

You’re all I ever seem to think about
You’re all I really want
But I’m a chud

I don’t deserve you you’re the one 

El dia de los muertos
I could not forget you 
If I tried

el dia de los muertos |prod dead yami

never could |prod kire

don’t poke the bear |prod deject

Try to 
It’s not that hard to
Make me go away
Make me go away 

I’ve been sitting 
on the bleachers all my life
Just waiting for a sign 

I’ve waited all this time 
And there’s still nothing
But an empty promise
That you left here by my side 

I try and try to no avail
I refuse to falter
I will prevail 

All it’s gonna take
Is me getting the guts
To grab a gun

Try to 
It’s not that hard to
Make me go away
Make me go away 

Try to 
It’s not that easy 
I will remain here 
Haunting everything you do

I know you feel me 
In your room

Try to 
It’s not that hard to
Make me go away
Make me go away 

Try to 
It’s not that easy 
I will remain here 
Haunting everything you do

Try to 
It’s not that easy 
I will remain here 
Haunting everything you do

make me go away |prod evacry

There’s nothing left of me
To tear down

Just take the blood and bones
And call it a day 

This is why you’re so 
used to being the clown

There’s nothing left 
In this world for me
My dear 

I’m so sorry I must go
I’m gonna hit the road

There’s nothing left of you
To connect to me 

Discard The Doll

There’s an evil force
Deep inside of me 
I feel it conjuring a jinn
To grant me countless wishes 

Please deliver me
A sentiment 
Of why you want to stay here

She’s a dismembered beauty
I can’t discard the doll yet 

She’s everything 
I ever wanted and more

She is the girl 
that I’ve come to adore

She’s my doll
She’s my doll

I can’t discard the doll

discard the doll |prod evacry

I wrote this cause I was feeling fucked in the head cause...well I sort of am. 
Mixed/mastered by Yung Lazarus
Produced by Phryme Kid 
Cover art by Opaque Happiness 
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