U are not a real sonic fan, please shut up 💀 #GREEDK #POSERK #MAPLE #GATEKEEPINGK

{{ JANUARY 21, 2014 }} 

(Old garbage preset was used 💀)

<< 01. FIRST HALF // sneak peek into 2014 >>

(beat is so magnificent ughh, had fun recording on it)

lyrics: (the refrain is literally the first half of verse 2, just sliced up)
----------

verse 1: too low, just take it slow your-
too low just take-
too-too-to-
too low just take it slow,
your doing too much, can't take control in-

too low, just take it slow,
your doing too much, can't take control,
in my own warmth, i'm always cold,
ik im young, but i feel-
i know i'm-

Tell me what beef you got with me
we can really duke it quickly,
Tell me what beef you got with me, me-me-me-me
Tell me what beef you got with me,
we can really duke it-
tell me- Tell me what beef you got with me, me-me-me-me,

tryna get darker in the sun,
i luv my skin, my melanin <3
i upped the score it's 4-
i upped-
i upped the score it's 4-
i upped the-
tryna get darker in the sun,
i luv my skin, my melanin <3
i upped the score it's 4 to 1
i upped the score, how u almost won?
----

verse 2:
-------
it sucks, almost got robbed over couple-
it sucks, almost got robbed over-
sucks- uck-ucks-
almost got robbed over a couple hunnid bucks,
if you try to run-

leaf dove-
 leaf dove-
blood, blood, blood, what he's leaking up,
if you drop the beef then we gotta (x3)
leaf dove, blood, blood, blood, what he's leaking up,
if you drop the beef then we gotta pick it up

verse 3:
---------
ain't no way baack,
don't know why i'm attached,
should I grab a knife or should I grab a bat?
should I pick it up or should I grab a gat?
what am i thinking of? I got numbers on my head,
what am i thinking of? can u tell-
what-what-what am i thinking of? can you-
what am i thinking?- 
what am i thinking of? can you-
what am i thinking of?- of- of-am-am-of-am-of-am-of-of

what am i thinking of? can you tell me?
get out of my way if you can't help meee,
im livin larger, im livin healthy,
what's that i smell? i smell beef (x2)

@KYUBiiJAZU - ismellbeef ☆*+•°>> ##angelz4lyfe << 2K14 >> @rachyl

##ROKKSTAR! 

(Old garbage preset was used 💀)
(prod by @444jet) 
————

LYRICS // (( JANUARY, 21 2014 )) << 02. SECOND HALF // sneak peak into 2014 >>
————-

Hook: 
———-

Don’t know why u hate me, u just hate me, Im a rokkstar!
U said u sip lean boy, you ain’t ever did no wockhardt,
U say u got weapons but yo gun don’t even pop hard,
(That’s a false, that’s a false)
Draggin yo lies on for 9 yards,
——-

Verse 1:
——-

You made out of cap, deez things u said u gon do 2 me,
Imma be myself im always gonna stay true-
I don’t understand, I don’t get why you’re so rude-
I don’t under-
When you lost-
When- when you lost yourself, you didn’t know you was losin’ me :(

What u gonna do now? Nothing!
U cap 2 much, u always bluffin,
It’s valentines, like “who u cuffin?”
Cuff my Glock-9, I could never stop bussin’,

I hate my life sometimes and you know it,
I live my life so blind-
In- in- my,
Within my mind it’s always snowing 
I still feel like a child not growing :(
——

[:hook 2x:]
——

Verse 2:
———-

Don’t-
Don’t-
Don’t make sense, for me 2 feel this way,
Within-
Within myself, I cannot live this way,
Don’t-
Don’t-
Don’t have time, I don’t have time 2 waste,
Don’t-
Do- do- don’t-
Don’t have time, I don’t have time 2 play,

Sometimes I can tell I fell 2 low,
Tears wel up in my eyes you know,
No one to check up on no more :(
By myself, I’ve always been alone
I’ve lived my life a dream too long,
No one can tell me when I’m wrong,
When I’m weak I long for strength, not strong,
Can’t speak, no words upon my tongue,
———

Bridge: 
———

Yea yea yea yea yea yea 9x

———-

[: hook :]

@KYUBiiJAZU - yucap2much *✩‧₊˚@444jet

<< The Sequel to “Letter to Glow” >>

“to when we meet again…I’ll forever love you…
- love, Jazu </3

{{Made on the 21st of January, 2023}}

(Old garbage preset was used)

Beat by Owen S

Vocals & mix by me 
——-

Lyrics:
—-

Verse 1: 
——-
On my own,
I can do this on my own,
And I don’t need nobody else, I’m always here, I’m always home,
And sometimes it don’t even matter, (I walk around like someone’s clone)
Cry by yourself? Why would u rather? (Too many thoughts up in my dome)

Take a look at me,
Im too afraid, help me.
I don’t know which way the,
Winds blowing me to-
I-
I live my life in 2D,
My eyes say “please help me”
My arms stretch out to ye,
Yeshua, come save me
——-

Chorus: 
—-

You know I miss you,
And you know that I want more of you now,
I keep your tears in a tissue,
It’s too hard for me to let you go now,

I cannot go,
I cannot go anywhere without you,
I did not think that I would fair without you now,
And sometimes, you know, I still think about you,
I worry bout your mental health, where are you now? (x2)

My eyes say please help me,
Yeshua come save me,
I need your help, I need your help, where are you now? (x2)
——

Verse 2:
——

I tote my head, I been below,
I need your help, I need some more,
Cause they all take me as a joke,
I still remember what she wrote,
Take those words wit me on the road,
Can’t feel myself, I feel my soul,

I cannot go,
It’s my heart you stole
———

Chorus: 
—-

You know I miss you,
And you know that I want more of you now,
I keep your tears in a tissue,
It’s too hard for me to let you go now,

I cannot go,
I cannot go anywhere without you,
I did not think that I would fare without you now,
And sometimes, you know, I still think about you,
I worry bout your mental health, where are you now? (x2)


——-

Outro verse: x2
——

Oh baby,
Won’t you come lay me,
By your side maybe,
I can fly, made wings,
I stay lowkey, Navy,
It’s way too hard to change me,
It’s way too hard to sway me,
You wish you could trade me now, oh

(slowed outro)

@KYUBiiJAZU - love, Jazu ♡*. ##a4tereternal #MESSiAH << 2K11 >>

{{ APRIL 19, 2013 }} // SHOUTOUT CHEMSEIR FOR THE BEAT

(Destiny’s Child x Alvin & the chipmunks: chiperecked inspo :p)

———

Lyrics:
———-

Verse 1:
————

Truth, just face it, you are a liar,
I’m gonna make it, I’m a survivor,
I needa get places, higher and higher,
You can- you cannot take this, is my true power

You can’t show me, what to do, I know it,
￼I want 2 leave, on my face, can’t show :(
I can’t- I can’t believe it, what i see coming through 2 me,
Turn a new leaf and, say it’s fate, but I truly bleed :(

I thought you’d know me by now,
They want me 2 bleed right now,
Know their all ruthless by now,
Don’t care who it is, mine now,

It’s a cycle, (there’s no need 2 remove me)
We need a revival, (because by now, you gon lose me)
Needa read yo Bible (it’s what u want, it’s the truth, read)
But I say dis is ##MESSiAH (swear there are no other rules 2 me)
——-

Hook:
——-

Truth, just face it, you are a liar,
I’m gonna make it, I’m a survivor,
I needa get places, higher and higher,
You can- you cannot take this, is my true power (x2)

———-

Verse 2: 
_______

Know I’m weak (need to slow down)
Say I’m the missing piece (needa hear me out)
Thank God you’re a masterpiece (Am I being Proud?)
Say God, please forgive me (I’m jus a slow child :(  
(x4)

———

Hook//Outro

@KYUBiiJAZU - SURViVOR .•* ☆ ##2K13

(( shoutout smxkky stunna 4 the beat ))

<< 2/5. The Seperation of Acts 1 & 2 >>

“I’ve ruined us and you know it….”

Vocals & mix by me
—————

Lyrics:
————

Verse1:
——

You say you love me, but it mean nothing,
Gon save yourself, I can’t do nothing :(
said you hate yourself, ik it’s gon get rougher,
I don’t know what’s next for us, it’s coming,

Don’t know where you’re going,
Without me you’re lonely,
You said that you love me,
Don’t think that you’d hurt me,

There’s nothing that I can do, (to save us)
I already thought u knew, (it’d break us)
I gotta be the worst for u, I do not wanna leave you,
I thought u already knew, don’t wanna do dis 2 you,
why should I hide from you? Act like I don’t have no clue,
Remember when I smiled at you? Remember when we reached a truce?

You see my ways, see what u do,
I cant complain, nothing about you,
You are my first forever are you,
My heart do not need brokenness from you,
Took me a while 2 forgive you,
It took me a while 2 see it through,
Don’t need it 2 be another run for you,
Wherever you be at, know I’m finding you
———-

Hook: (2x)
————

Find your way,
Don’t you lose,
Running race,
Winding you,
Your last, too late,
I will oversee you,
With you every way,
I can’t admit it 2 you 
—————

Verse 2:
———-

It’s been a lie, 
(I can’t admit it 2 you)
It’s been a ride,
(Said I’ve been twisting the truth)
Can’t see the light,
(For you)
I live a lie,
(Hate the truth)
———-

(Slowed outro)


{{ Dear Glow,

It’s been a few days now and idk where you’ve gone and how long you’ll be gone, but my heart is pricked and I’m concerned ab your well being and liveliness. I miss you and I’ve been missing you for a long time, wondering if you’ve been okay and your mental and physical. I’m so so so so sorry for all the hurt I’ve caused and my absence as well…I live a lie and I’ve been lying to everyone and I hate it and my mind is static sometimes and yk…but I’m sorry and I’m worried ab you and your return and if you’re okay….I love you and I don’t need u to die on me please….

Love, Jazu (2) }}

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ im sorry: “the intermission” ☆

cyberia taliban inspo

prod me @fujiwaranosai
Mixed by asis (is what I call em lol) @getuponurmana 

mad fun to do dis song wit asis hehehehehehh ok now read 💀

——
LYRICS:
———-
My verse fr:
———-
G-19,
Got a K, got a pole,
Said I’m posted on yo block, wit yo bitch, I’m wit yo hoe,
If that Nigga want some work, tell that bitch go hit my phone,
and I feel like juiceboxrk (juiceboxranker), “I ain picking up that phone,”
got a bb belt, studded belt, on my waist, swag on,
Got a Bulls Jersey on, and I’m yelling “ISO!”,
Got a couple hunnid racks, kickin through his back door,
Who dis Nigga thought he was? He don’t know me, he don’t know

I’m on that,
It ain nice tho,
Got all black on me Goth-o,
I rock out Like Malice Mizer,
Your far out, I ain selling my soul,
Pull up on a Nigga I can do this on my own,
Pull up on a Nigga I can do this all alone,
Double back, ain getting me, Glock on,
Me and Oasis on a roll,
Naruto, seal his ass in a scroll,
Kyubii on a rage, Finna blow,
Bitch ass Nigga, shoot thru yo soul,
Bitch ass Nigga, we gon shoot thru yo skull,
2kp*, KILLCORP.
That boy is not ##MESSiAH
I love Nixxy, I love Glow,
I cant do dis shi no more,
I cant do dis shi no more, Said i cant do dis shi no more

———
mana’s sexy verse fr:
————

And it never occurred to me
All this time wasted delusions is hurting please,
Take me away from this earth I can’t breath no more
Wanna blow up what the fuck are you waiting for 
I believe there’s more to life then just this 
Panick up in my brain but these threats don’t exist 
I’ve been needing relief take me out of my realm
She don’t judge me but it hurts when im not
in

F4 so you know he getting close 
And my baby she a demon when loving on me more 
Cross his like brawhalla when see him at the store 
He in the ER need IV cuz he tried dodge a pole 
I can’t do this shit no more 
I can’t do this shit no more 
I can’t do this shit no more 
I can’t do this shit no more

@kyubiijazu @j.amesoasis - ⛹🏾‍♂️🏀⛹🏻‍♂️ ##FAST-BREAK! << 2K11 >> ⛹🏼‍♂️🏀⛹🏾‍♂️ {{ PROD KYUBiiJAZU }}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIC!!! 🗣️🥳🔹🔷 

(s/o soniccre for the beat) << *dreams of an absolution remix coming soon* >>
———-

Lyrics: {{ intro is jus the first verse chopped }}
——

Hook:
——

Cannot kick it wit us (you r not a fan)
You ain never played Sonic Rush (you r not the man)
Feel like “40”, I “Crush” (seen me and he ran)
And if your not a fan, better hush (emerald in my hand)
——

Verse 1:
———-

You are not a fan, don’t believe you,
Chaos in my hand, how we leave you,
Feel like “G.U.N 🪖” how we deceive you,
You ain gon come back like “Tikal- kal-kal 💎”

You are not a sonic fan ik this-
Head look-
Head look up, I see Eggman- man- man- might be the end, I know,
(Angel Island pleads)
With “Sticks 🪃” and stones,
(Amy Rose completes 💓🔨)
On the road,
(See Sonic as he speeds)
——-

(Hook then slowed outro blah blah blahhhh)

ur not a real sonic fan, pls shut up 💀: SEQUEL #GREEDK #POSERK #MAPLE #GATEKEEPINGK @sonicreations!

{{ FEBRUARY 4, 2012 }} 

<< Prologue: sneak peek into 2012  >>


((I made a girl cry at school one time then made this song afterwards 💀)) 


———

LYRICS:
————

Hook:
————-

Not mine,
She lie when she say “I’m Fine”,
Aye lil shorddy r you mad at me? :0
On her face I see her cry,
But I hate it when u laugh at me :(
She don’t kno how 2 survive,
Her eyes open while she fast asleep,
She don’t kno how 2 survive,
Her eyes open while she fast asleep,
——

Verse:
———

You know it’s a joke w/ us now,
Only we kno what’s been goin on w/ us now,
You got other options, I’m not the one now,
You say that I’m different, when I’m with the wrong crowd,

But I’m the same, I do not get it,
U treat me like a villain,
But I’m not one of them, honestly I’d rather kill ‘em, (ohhh)
They can’t feel me, I cannot feel them,
(Ohooohh)
Too many holes, can’t fill em :(
Why r u so bitter?

I’m sorry I’ll try 2 do better 4 u 
This is a new step 4 u,
Remember I dreamt of you,
But I’m not in love w/ u,
I’m in love w/ someone else,
And honestly I think u kno,
There’s no response, that’s why I left
————

(Hook + outro)

@KYUBiiJAZU - she mad at me *✧･ﾟ ##2K12  @gementines

beat made by rah

Vocals & mix by me 

( ##yeshua + kingdom + resurrection )

<< 01. the new era >> 

(( btw yes that “HOL ON HOL ON” thing is swazaek’s Voice, I got it Off one of his lives 💀 ))
————-


LYRICS:
————

Intro:
———

You brought me down,
You’re a sinner you know,
What comes around must come back, it must go,
Lie on me now,
Many people do you know,
Crying aloud,
You can’t enter you can’t go,

Can’t be around me, you’re sick of an ##angel
You wanna doubt me won’t leave me alone,
They gon risk it all,
Don’t kno where I should go,
We’re on a, on a roll,
Jus stick w/ the flow,

You cannot bring me down,
You cannot take me down,
Nothing can change me now,
I’m getting lazy now,
Nothing can change me now,
They keep on asking me “how?”
Shoot from everything to A to Z now,
Lil boy jus give me the krown,
—————-

Verse:
———-

Said I deserve it,
I had no regrets,
You better respect,
I have no more cares,

I told him to Cmon yea,
He don’t think I’m on that,
{{ *INAUDIBLE* 🤭 }}
—————-

Hook + slowed outro
———-

@KYUBiiJAZU - SiNNER ☆☆** ##YUNGMARTH

{{ JANUARY 22, 2023 }} << good riddance >>

Lyrics:
————

I try but when I try it jus seems that I can’t get it off,
Look down and when I cry I don’t see your not w/ me anymore,
Why won’t u open up the door?
Running fast for too long and I’m sore,
Fell in love, what I said before,
Feeling lonely u I destroyed,


Oh what a bother,
What it meant 2 me but not her,
I wish my days were longer,
These days I rage, these Lockers,
Don’t wan go bother her,
Nobody can stop her,
Nobody can knock her,
What I see, eyes locked on her,

Your thinking what I’m thinking,
Your the reason why I’m leaving,
Getting cold within these seasons,
Unmatched it’s uneven,
She don’t kno what 2 believe in,
I’m sleeping yea I’m dreaming,

I say that I’m not afraid of u leaving me,
I think bout it night and day, internally screaming,
If I was you how would u treat me?
I don’t think that’d u wanna be me,
You don’t even wanna b w/ me,
But I get it cause you need ur peace,

Kno so much bout you :(
(I cannot let you go)
Who am I to doubt you?
(I lost control)

It’s gon fly by me,
Starline, yes it’s so shiny

(Hook + outro)

@KYUBiiJAZU - <<☆* ithinki'mdreaming *☆>>: flashback (##2K11 + ##eter4nal *BONUS TRACK*

it had 2 be done 

<< 3. The Final Letter // Act 3 >> 

produced by maff

Vocals and mix by me

Lyrics:
———

(Slowed Refrain)

Verse 1:
————

h3artbr3aker,
I’m a heart taker,
I can see she far away from me, somebody else gon take her,
How far we made it,
Memories forsaken,
I cant stop thinking,
I’m finna break yea,
I’m finna break, don’t think that u could wait nah,
It was all fake yuh,
I couldn’t save her,
You lie when u say that you can save her, you can’t save that girl :(
It do not matter you can try, she gon live life in her own world :/

Tell that young man,
Tell ‘em he better go chase them hunnids,
If I’m really being honest,
It’s not worth it for them honeys’
It’s not worth it for that woman,
Pick and choose like all you want,
It’s gon come back jus to haunt,
It’s gon come back in a month
____

Chorus:
————-

I’m jus moving on baby,
It’s not wut u want baby,
You can get whoever that you want baby :(
Idk why I keep holding on baby,

—————

Verse 2:
———-

65 attachments*
Saw you wasn’t active,
Said I was “attractive” but it’s a lie,

Your love was a fraction,
Said we was gon match this,
Said I can’t get past this, idk why 

All my family hate you,
They all say the same for you,
Ain’t nothing gon change for you,
Or maybe it will we’ll never know,
We was gon be in that cold 
Said I want a winter coat,
You was gon see me in that snow,

In that winter,
we were sinners,
we were Beginners,
I can feel it,
Call and you won’t answer,
I pray God pls bless you,
I will Not Care if u don’t want me to ever,

————

(hook 2x + outro)

(( you don’t care so honestly I don’t either….it is what it is ))

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ let u go ☆

This is technically Mix Practice 
——————-



LYRiCS:
--------
----
don't u wait, i kno you're weak
you cannot go w/ me, go enjoy your week
i said it's blood on the floor, now it's blood on me
throw his body on the ground, now there's blood on me

wrist on 10 fold, i am your ##KiNG
gon have to ignore your insults, so below me >:(
i say it's all so BLiSS, now get on your knees
i say it's all so BLiSS. now get on your knees

it's no escape, 
you cannot get away,
I can see it in your face,
You're seriously in pain :(

@KYUBiiJAZU - BLiSS//GO! << ##iNFAMOUS + RESSURECTiON >>  (PROD. JAZU)

<< Special shout out to the voices of basshunter , fantasy project, S3RL, and a touch of class (ATC)….thanks for making my childhood a living dream >>

beat made by yui; seven & Ne1ro

Vocals & mix by me
—————

LYRiCS:
————

She gon be a popstar 
Im gon be a rokkstar
On top of the world as we go and gooo,
She gon be a popstar,
Im gon be a rokkstar,
she’ll b my PiKA-GiRL everywhere we go :3
everywhere we gooooo >_<

It’s some things that we can’t control
It’s some things that we can’t control
it’s some things that’s gon take a toll
We roll w/ it, we roll we rolll :D (2x)

roll w/ it, we let it roll
you cannot leave, you cannot go,
I think my love is getting old,
you kno, you kno, you kno, you kno,
It’s some things that you kno fasho,
I see yo lifespan and it’s low,
My shinigami tells me so,
I got the eyes, look in your soul,

Popstar,
And im gon be a rokkstar,
And we gon rokk the world everywhere we gooo, goo
She wanna b a popstar,
I wanna b a rokkstar,
She jus my PiKA GiRL, im stuck in the zone, zone
She wanna b a popstar, (I wanna b a rokkstar)
And we gon rule the world everywhere we gooo goo
She wanna b a popstar, (I wanna b a rokkstar)
And we gon rule the world, everywhere we go

save myself, i save my soul

I can see you struggling, I can see you hustling, in other words “Bustling”
Around you, surround you (2x)

DAM DADi DOO, DAM DAM DA DEE DEE DAM
DAM DADi DOO, DAM DAM DA DEE DEE DAM
DAM DADi DOO, DAM DAM DA DEE DEE DAM

{{ FANTASY PROJECT BREAKDOWN DAM DADI DOOOO xD ^_^ I LOVE U FANTASY PROJECT }}

hook 2x then outroooooo

@KYUBiiJAZU - <<  P☆P ST ☆R!  >>.* ☆ <3 ##ANgELs4LyFE

( I feel like Shadeur Sanders )

beat by onlyaegis 

Vocals & Mix by me
 
here are the lyrics but the songs chopped so make sense of it lol
———

LYRICS:
————-
this where the story begins,
you gon wanna know my name,
all of these women I swear do the same,
you keep playing w/ me like a game,
I swear I’m going insane,
They’re all around me,
We put yo best friend on a tee,
Yea we put yo best friend on a tee,
yea we put yo best friend on his deathbed
yea you ain got no money, why you adding?
know that kyubiijazu get the cabbage,
you a broke boy, so you live in a cabin,
yea you needa stay away from all that rapping,
yea it ain’t gon help you in the end,
Feel like Colorado, all I know is to win,
I feel like Shauder , see my watch as it spins,

bust through yo one door, let it blow,
something I am not fond of, all these hoes,
yea these niggas be fuckboys, and they know,
finna pull out that Glock 4. out my coat,
yea I got me a faux coat in the snow,
yea these niggas be fake, they don’t know they roles,
yea these niggas be snakes, Finna shed they coat,
and I’m ready for war anytime it goes,
yea,

you was mine,
I remember the time
I was fake,
You was fake,
It was fake,
Said we lied ,
Was it worth it?
(Was our loss)
Had to pay,
(Pay the cost)
I don’t know 
Where u at yea
I really do not know where I’m at….

@KYUBiiJAZU - *༻ don’t wnna bother u*༻ << ##YUNGZOMBiELOAN + << ##2K12 >>

** anger & frustration / death ** 
        This is a mixture of happiness, 
     sadness, anger and frustration….
   but disguised as a quick disappearance

                         Thank You 

• *Letter by Sai at the bottom* •

Beat by Fred irie 
Vocals & Mix by me
———-

iNTRO:
———-

————

Verse 1:
———-

Yea yea,
Don’t know why they all hate when I try,
Lil bitch i got a dot on you, my nigga, i-spy,
these niggas on my dick don’t get how much you niggas ride,
(imma get one up on you)
Better look up in the sky,
yea yea,
Semi-auto and these bullets fly,
Yea yea,
Why these niggas all want me to die?

Shot up in your ride,
I know that you’re right 
I don’t have much time,
you’re out of your mind,

Imma do something really different,
All you niggas never seen me in fucking existence,
ain’t gon get back wit that hoe,
imma get back on a roll,
all these women really whores,
so why should I talk to em?

All these niggas on my dick,
i don’t even talk to em,
I Walk up in dis Like I’m Rick,
You know I’m a Boss to em,
All these niggas say i “bit” till i get rid of them all,
I say I’m a ##SURViVOR
Ion wanna hear em at all,

I can tell it’s all simulation,
I look you in your eyes, i can tell by your cadence,
They wanna get the weakest link, they ain’t got no patience,
I know they want me R.I.P
it’s gon be a Delay,
All these niggas really hoes,
all they gonna do is hate on me,
(don’t wnna bother u)
I just want u to wait on me,
(don’t wnna bother u)
I just want u to wait on me,
you say that I’m so mean,
Don’t know what to believe yea
————

HOOK: (4x)
———-

imma hit his ass, hit his ass, wit that 1,2
all these niggas trash, niggas trash, i don’t know you,
you better not hold me back, i pull up I go one two,
I got so many racks, i do not know what to do
———-


<< they wanted me gone, they wanted the real me, so I’ll show you who I truly am……so as a result, Sai must disappear….I’ve had many memories since April with you all and creating the art I have up until now but….

Sai must die so Kyubiijazu can progress…..thank you all and….I love you all >>

- FujiwaraNoSai

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ 私たちはあなたがいなくて寂しいです、サイ (The Dissapearance of Sai) << death >> ☆

• “After the Funeral & the calm before the storm ”
————————-

{{ this is for her, the one whom this song is truly about… 

<< Written November 2023  >> 

 “Don’t self sabatoge…I’ll always be here…im not leaving you…im not going anywhere…I promise…” 


you said as you held my hand, and I wept for the first time in forever…..

so before the war begins, there’s something I need to tell you…about how I feel…
even after rebirth }}
————

{{ this is also dedicated to a loved one…who recently passed away….  

<< Written December 22nd 2023 >>

 ##LLL 🐦‍⬛ you made me realize that death is closer to us than we realize and it can come for anybody… I’m sorry you never got to develop the relationship with your son the way you wanted or maybe how he wanted…or to even see your nieces and nephews grow…granny worries a lot now and your brothers are becoming distant but we will all remain strong throughout

You were doing good before you were taken out of this world…and we will miss u much…we love you and…we will remain strong here on earth….

Love, your nephew }}

————————-

———————————-

beat by Brizy Beats 
Vocals & mix by me
—————————-

your so sweet,
your so sweet like nectar,
I cannot  think of anyone else I think Is better,
hope you’re not hanging with someone else,
I need you way more now than u could ever know,
looking at you made me wanna better myself (oh oh)
i Need u more than u could ever help (oh oh oh oh)
said it’s some things I could never cope (Oh oh oh)
you promised me that u would never go,
a statement to uphold

I think it’s my heart baby you just stole
I caught that lil boy lackin and I beat ‘em at the store,
I’m not a clone,
there won’t be anymore,
your knockin at my door,
said I won’t hurt you anymore huh,

member’ you would call me everytime that I got bored,
I said I’m a addict baby, I said I want more,
know they finna copy the swagger, the predictor,
some things that I can’t ignore,
misunderstanding, I’m so sorry,
I know I was so underhanded, (cannot stop sobbing)
tears, all on my face,
come near my space,
Said I miss you,
Please don’t go away….

your my love,
from the bottom of my heart,
girl I know it’s just a start,
said u we’re looking for another way,
your my love,
From the bottom of my heart,
baby Ik you’re a star,
really don’t know how much more it would take

I couldn’t find no one better oh oh,
think I just found my new treasure oh oh,
and if u listen to this song I think that you would know how I feel,
how I feel,

how I feel x4

ya ya huh uh x8
————————

• • • “ WAR “ • • •

(stay tuned)

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ A PROMiSE iS A PROMiSE ☆ “a memoir”  ##LLL🕊️

“THE BLACK FLAG MOVEMENT” 
—————————————-

##rebirth (2011-2014) 

“thanks 4 everything

everyone

love u all, just a reminder from the afterlife ”

- FUJIWARANOSAi
——————

beat by kxngvanity // vanity
vocals & mix by me
————-
ARTILLERY: (WARZONE)
———-
yuh,
yeah

uh huhhhh, yeah

oh, uh ho 

oh, huh ohh,
—————-

KYUBiiJAZU

nigga talkin hot,
He know we don’t talk a lot, >:(
Choppas in the back, 
yk I’m on my own time,
you do not get no phone time,
got service on my own line,
they gonna run they mouth about you,
I sit alone at home crying,
uh ho,
I can do it better than u,
yuh,
I’m in a Mercedes and I’m flashing on u
I put a switch up on this Glock I ain gon pass it 2 u,
and all my niggas on that block,
they all want action wit u,
yayuh
they get to blasting at u,
yayuh 
It’s gon get tragic 4 u,
yk that we do not respect u like that,
choppa sing and that bih sound like a hi-hat,

Yeahhh yayuh
that pussy boy gon runnnn yayuh
yk his pussy ass gon runnnn yayuh
we do this thuggin shit 4 funnn
we do this thuggin shit 4 funnn 
said Imma do this ??????
Don’t need no help by anyonnne
said he run home like
AYE YA!
AYE YA!
AYE YA!
AYE YA!

that’s the sound of this Glock on my waist finna pop,
I got stock, whatchu need?, whatchu mean, I got a lot,
I got artillery, im in this bih selling hot,
I got artillery like a marine in camouflage,
lil bitch, u know what’s up,
I say I’m smoking hot,
u say you smoking loud,
But I don’t smoke a lot….
———————

(SCRAPBOOK MEMORIES)
beat by rodmadeit
————————

FUJiWARANOSAi:

You want in, I know this
There’s nothing below this
This song, think I owe this to you, yes, I wrote this ^_^
alone? Yes, I notice this 
(I think I need more of this)
Hope my childhood doesn’t end
(Everything must come to an end)
I remember her
In December
I know it was cold
I said that I missed her
Said I couldn’t save her
Think I’m the enabler,
Think I couldn’t make her,
Member’ I dressed for her,
Member’ I didn’t care,
Ain’t have no feelings to spare,
Back then I was a child,
Everything made me smile,
I see the flashing lights,
But I ain’t leaving earth,

I’m gonna make it,
They think I’m scared,
You I painted,
It’s never gon end,
Say “leave it behind”
Say “it isn’t mine”
Out of sight, outta mind
somewhere I can’t find…..

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ • ARTiLLERY (( •WARZONE• )) + ##REBiRTH // SCRAPBOOK MEMORIES

( ##yeshua + kingdom + ressurection )
———————-

vocals & mix by me 

beat made by slimeytyphoon
———————————-

my mom thinks I’m a thug,
y’all boys be playing with them slugs,

I’m making music in the truck,
Everyone round’ me are some ducks,
I said I’m finna be next up better tap in,
my mom thinks I wanna be a thug bc I’m rapping :(
I don’t want sex, I really want a hug bc im saddened,
and she gon pretend like she wanna talk to me, “nothing ever happened”
they say Jazu is trash and, but I’m just steady laughing,

yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah uh uh uh,

finna blow up and who gon stop me?
Yeshua by me while I’m walking,
Shut up I don’t wanna hear u talking,
Stealing my heart like why u rob me?
I got a faux coat on my body,
I’ll never understand why they block me ,
she thinks I wanna be hood yah
if I could do this by myself I would yah
I just really wanna be invisible /:(
do my own thing I don’t need you yah
guess I’m gonna have to deal with the usual 🤦🏾‍♂️
I got me an Angel and a devil on my shoulder,
member’ when they said, “it was gonna be better” lied to me now,

i don’t really wanna be no thug
you are not a shooter, put down them slugs,
walk down in yo spot I got sum uggs,
Walk down in yo spot I got a Bible,
he cannot breathe, check his vitals,
I could get a check from being viral,
you don’t have nobody you can dial,

you lil boys better tap out,
yea you lil boys better back down,
my momma think I’m gon crash out,
so a young boy had to pull his stacks out,
I was gone baby but I’m back now,
said I had to pull my racks out,
thought she was gonna b so proud of me </3
guess I gotta get my act down :(
I just gotta get myself together,
yes I got a cross logo on my sweater,
you said that your dead baby but I’m dead-er
uh uh uh uh
yea yea yah ah ah oh

@KYUBiiJAZU - my mom thinks im a thug because i make music

—————————
Vocals and mixed by me 

Forgot who prod 

Bye 
—————

LYRICS:

Got a Glock with a knife in my bag
That boy losing his life if he talking trash
got a G-19 with extended mag
you a bitchass nigga, please don’t make me mad
Playing Warzone, I ain’t even lag
Got a blackskin baddie, yea, she kinda bad
you a bitchass nigga we know you a fag

you a bitchass nigga, I can’t fuck with you
Had to tell that lil bitch “I’m done with you”
I ran up in his house, took his girl too
You don’t know me, I don’t know you

I’m done with that, it’s on you
ya ya ya 
these niggas not making it back, we go like “one two”
got a big ass mag, we point at you
it’s a 6v1, we cornered you
said we hanging niggas wit a noose
I’m bored as a bitch, nothing to do 

Kids don’t kill your friends
took a badass bitch to France and she want me to meet her friends 
Finna go on a two man
Drive yo shit through a dead end
These niggas all know that I’m the man
Got number 9 jeans, what’s on my pants?

Fuck ass nigga, don’t make me mad
Dumbass nigga don’t play pretend
this Glock with extension gonna hit in his head
We walk in the function bring my clique in instead 
we send shots through his neck
Finna kill the nigga while he’s having Sex

You know I’m having checks,
On my list, and boy, you’re next
I came in with loaded TECS, that fuck nigga better watch his step, okay
I came in with that fucking K’ and you’re getting X’d if you’re in my way,
Yea you’re getting crossed if you’re in my way,
I was talking my shit, got nothing to say

I never stole your flow 🤷🏾‍♂️
you’re talking too much on me, get me out your mouth, you do not know shit bout me
nigga need to find out how,
broke nigga need to buy him a house,
broke nigga need to get a job,

An application’s what you want,
you sitting here talking, what you on?
You’re seeing me walk in, you’re a dunce
that niggas a nerd, talk in loud fonts 
Just stop, cause you had a good run
That’s for myself
Yea this is a freestyle and I’m done, 


finna go and cut myself

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ i do not know freestyle ☆

BACKGROUND: 

(( Live recorded Demo from 2005. This particular track was Demo’d and unveiled to fans for the first time at a live show for the Cartoon Network Summer Jams’ event in 2005. This track was then later polished for an official release as a single by late legendary pop punk producer Jerry Finn ))

Credits: Production by Jerry Finn, Slayingibis and
               Kyubiijazu
               Mixed by Jerry Finn and Kyubiijazu
               Written and Performed (live) from 
               Kyubiijazu

Words from the Artist: (Kyubiijazu, 2005 summer jam Post-interview)

 “I think the idea was….i wanted something that sounded like the song ‘My way home is through you’ by My Chemical Romance but with the youthfulness of Blink 182’s enema era….if that makes sense….so in a way it’s definitely inspired by both bands……”
————————-

LYRiCS:
————-

What are you waiting on?
Oh I just heard my name you called
and as I turned my head I saw an angel begin to fall

what are you waiting on?
the earth will fall with memories of us all, all the pain that we once saw
————-

Verse 1:
———-

Remember it?
we traded kisses by the stairs 
(what are you waiting on?)
I know it all, that’s if you ever really cared…..I doubt it though
I fell out of love, you cannot repair my own hearts and misery from what you’ve caused
—————

Hook:
————-
I guess you’d never know I’d love you for the rest of my life
and if you never knew I hope you know I’m getting it right
and If you hate me then its understandable for you right?
because I always was a douche 
I waited on you
——————

Verse 2:
————-

I know its hard for you to even comprehend
(what are you waiting on?)
when you first said that you’d forever be my friend, it threw me off
why are you so close? you don’t know me that well
and is it hard for you to leave?
you’ve got nowhere to go 
———————-

Hook:
————-
I guess you’d never know I’d love you for the rest of my life
and if you never knew I hope you know I’m getting it right
and If you hate me then its understandable for you right?
because I always was a douche 
I waited on you
——————

Outro:
————

and you will never know
and you will never know
and you will never know how much you mean to me

and you will never know
how much of all your memories will you keep when the world begins to fall down….
—————-

☆ i WAiTED ON YOU << OUT ON SPOTiFY >> ☆

even without much to give, be thankful… 

(produced by me)
————-

Lyrics:
———

I really love the way you’re honest

I really hate the way you’re toxic too 
I’ve always had to weigh my options
(da da da da, da da da)

oh yea, admiring you
you’re in love, i honor you 
comes a time where we had to split up I know it’s fun for you

Im in a better head frame, was in a nightmare, shaking against the bed frame
I don’t really care for this, I don’t want the fame
They call me a terrorist, I know that they’re lame

And I’ve never had much just to give through this time….
(Real love)
Im sacrificing your hate
(Real love)
And I do this stuff for your name
And I’ve never had much just to give to this time….its for you 

I try to write a song for you but you would…never understand my love for you
(Real love)
Im in a better head frame, I was in a nightmare shaking against the bed frame
(Real love)
 And im in a better headspace, I know that you’re their for me in almost every way
(Real love)
but Im in a better head frame, I was in a nightmare, against the bed frame
(Real love)

(I’ve never had much just to give through this time)
It’s for you

be thankful

(I did not sample work so ri ri please don’t strike me I love you 😔)

{{ im ultimately losing motivation every single day, when can I progress and how long will this all last }}

Mix, Mastered and Produced by me

LYRiCS:
——————
Losing my motivation,
(you oughta know)
dont got no inspiration,
(Im feeling low)
Love don’t got expiration,
(you never know)
im patiently waiting
(I never show)

Losing my motivation,
(you oughta know)
dont got no inspiration,
(Im feeling low)
Love don’t got expiration,
(you never know)
im patiently waiting
(I never show)
——————

It hurt when i had seen you act outta line
No man, no cry, outta sight, outta mind
Wouldn’t know, would it hurt if your life’s on the line?
Left dead in the dirt, no remains, cannot find
Lifes just filled with lies, idk what is true
So much in my life idk what to do
Mine as well grab the knife, cut til’ im turning blue
but i’d rather not do, i just thought that you knew


Telling me that and this just means so much
and i had to sacrifice and cleanse so much
I thought i’d never have believe in someone
cause i remember when i believed in no one

Telling me that and this just means so much
and i had to sacrifice and cleanse so much
I thought i’d never have believe in someone
cause i remember when i believed in no one
————

Losing my motivation,
(you oughta know)
dont got no inspiration,
(Im feeling low)
Love don’t got expiration,
(you never know)
im patiently waiting
(I never show)

Losing my motivation,
(you oughta know)
dont got no inspiration,
(Im feeling low)
Love don’t got expiration,
(you never know)
im patiently waiting
(I never show)
——————

( Im going live with it can’t survive it my mistake
Its so sublime that its ticking time bomb everyday

It’s going live with it can’t survive it my mistake
Its so sublime that its ticking time bomb everyday

I feel im bout to break, 
I feel im bout to break,)

@KYUBiiJAZU - .•☆ PATiENTLY WAiTiNG ☆•. << ##11:11 >> (PROD. JAZU)

The Tale of The Blacksheep.
                                       
            a reminder to myself that I can still make it.

(it’s just apart of growing up….)
————————————————

(Mix Mastered and Produced by me)

*p.s. thank you all for baring with me from all the way when I started all the way now…I love u all*

ACCEPTANCE: 
————-
i feel alone,
everyday
my mind goes astray without instinct to cope,
my heart is cold, 
i feed off your hate, you fix up your blade that’s when i start to fray
Im so afraid, to deny your ways 
my mind has been made bout the world’s every hope
you cut my skin and then use as a coat
I try rebelling but stop in the moment amen

That’s what i say up to heaven
Amen
Im not a slave of the devil 
amen
Im gonna rise, afraid of demise, but i won’t despise who i am amen
My mind is stuck on 11, Amen
I will not run nor will tremble Amen
I am the dark in your light but im light in the darkness, you won’t understand Amen
———-

FEAR:
———-
One for the farmer
One for the dame
None for her son passed out by the lake 
Sun half dead, in the early morning wake
Chains still tied while I tried to run away
Still found alive, tryna hide inside a cave
tears won’t show, will i last another day?
paranoid, seeing every hallucination 
shadow of a man with a pitchfork rake

All for the farmer
All for the dame
All for the children who lives all across the way
None for my soul, won’t pass through the gates
silicone doll, hivemind, so fake

Eyes to the father
Hands i pray
keep me still alive, while i stare inside a grave
Im so afraid of the man with the blade
Im so afraid of the man with the blade

@kyubiijazu - ☆ Tale of The Blacksheep ☆ << ##2011 >> ☆ prod jazu

(Meshed all of my inspirations in one and it never felt so good, I’ve finally found what works for me lol)

This was so fun to make

(Mix, Mastered & Produced by me)


LYRiCS:
————-
(HOOK)
I’ve just been trying my best to calculate 
It’s something, it’s something I cannot recreate
Sanctify, sanctify thy own holy name
(within)
and just tell it like it is (2x)
——-
(VERSE 1:)
Trying to get in my way, I won’t lift up, lift up
Don’t know why my heart is so weighed, I won’t get up, get up 
Praying Im not stuck in my ways, like a hiccup, hiccup
honest, let away, I won’t let up, let up 

It’s something I would choose
I shouldn’t tell you what to do
Don’t wanna make this all too rude
I tried my best, I guess it’s true
You don’t want me, I don’t want you
I think I tried my best for you
I’ve also laid my bed for you
I don’t care what happens to you
———-
(CHORUS):
I’ve just been trying my best to calculate 
It’s something, it’s something I cannot recreate
Sanctify, sanctify thy own holy name
(within)
and just tell it like it is (2x)
———-
(VERSE 2):
All of this endless fighting and it’s just a waste of time 
and there’s no sense in hiding, I don’t wanna waste my mind
I know it’s hard enough for you, you’re getting left behind 
Rhythmatics im spitting on track is ahead of my rhyme, you’re jealous

You can never be like me, you cannot do what I do
Throw my crap all on the floor, like I was born in the zoo
and im just punk as it gets, you can’t tell me what to do
Fluid and my rhymes are sick, I could pass along the flu
————-
(BRIDGE):
Hold my hand and I’ll show u love if u wanna
Take your place and I’ll go and hide, im a goner (2x)
————
(HOOK + OUTRO):
I’ve just been trying my best to calculate 
It’s something, it’s something I cannot recreate
Sanctify, sanctify thy own holy name
(within)
and just tell it like it is (2x)

KYUBiiJAZU ☆

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