The Upload

gold rings [+pearlblade]

u dont seem 2 notice u say titles when theyre wrong
long time friends i dont feel like i belong
family sends sumbody similar their luv but
i cant let em know it isnt me or itll stop
get it where i can all my time spent at a job
could u hold my hand mine arent close enuff 2 god
u dont understand that yr everything i want
wish that i could b u instead of sum1 that u taunt
5 hr drive not a chance that id see u
gotta look alive hit yr town like i need 2
hit u up at nite but i kno that yr asleep 2
leavin when its lite maybe next time ill meet u
made me feel alright when u say it i believe u
bby hold me tite i got bad times 2 speed thru
miss u everytime im alone and when im not 2
no 1s coming close 2 the way i feel i kno u
keep me in yr mind but just enuff 2 not control u
leave me on the line u gotta show me i dont own u
such a long time since the start not gonna hold u
as long as were alive our souls r tied theyre gettin old 2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel
recorded @ the gloss temple 11/29/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

5 hr drive (+ rotel)

Only a Vampire Can Love You Forever

crop em out

SAYIT2MYHEART

SAYIT2MYHEART FT. CAPOXXO

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

SPOTIFY

used to it +hamilton (prod. droozy)

this album is dedicated to my friend nez

produced by me

anxiety

Baby be honest [+ 5v, odece]

produced by ciel @cielx
mixed and mastered by lunafreya @notluna
cover art by riley carr

thank you for listening

LYRICS:
dependence got grip on me 
so beat down i cant think right
baby you know you can leave
dont let me hold down your life

why is it so hard
to stay away?
need to keep your space
wish we had time to waste

i dont want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time is running out
lets take a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
that it would end this way

i didnt know how to say goodbye
(say goodbyeee)
endless scrolling just to get you off my mind
(off my miind)

i dont wanna let you go
even though youre leaving tomorrow
can we spend this last night together?
you make hours feel like forever

i didnt want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time has run out, glad
we took a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
it had to end this way

goodbye (prod. ciel)

Lyrics:
Throwing up my guts, while its burning in my mouth
Feel my throat be closing up, cause I'm chokin on the nouns
That I'm trying to speak of, but I can't because they clown
Got me all but beaten down, know I'll always stand my ground

Know I'll always be around, catch me in the lost and found
Been discarded from this town, but there's no one else around
Cause they left me in the cold, let me fend all on my own
While the wolves rip out my soul, and these bottles help me cope

I got no friends but a crowbar and a bottle of Jack
You catch me faded in a Lambo cause I'm bringing it back
And if I'm lucky I might wake up and throw up in the back
And get a second chance to call you and tell you to come back
(Come back)

Dying in Versace a big mood
Bleeding on my Ksubis and kicks too
Stumble through my money I trip too
Pass out on the floor I can't kiss you, I miss you

I miss you

Dying In Versace

dying in versace

prod @uglyjabronifony + @cadenbobaden

lyrics:

(hook):
Baby I was born 2 lose
But now I’m built 2 win
They see gg on the move 
They wanna fuck with him
I remember when I said I’d never love again
But bitch I’m with the gang them my brothers don’t need no fuckin friends

I’m one step ahead of you 
Feel like professor X
Eyes stay low like bts
How I relieve the stress
They say I’m dumb
Bc I live my life like I don’t wanna see the rest
Baby I’m numb
And that’s why idgaf or feel depressed
I fall apart 
come alive in the dark
I relate 2 the stars 
How I cope cause I’m scared
When we walk thru the spot 
Then bitches know who we are
They know we them boys and they wanna come 2 mars
I don’t wanna feel so I pour it like it’s art
Bitch you know my swag 
Look like rockstar no guitar
I’m in my bag and these haters tryna slime me
But they mad
Know you mad
Bill oreilly 
Is it true I made your swag 
Shit probably 
Is it true that mom your dad
Shit probably
But they still try 2 plot
Try 2 line me 
That’s why I keep them close like they Siamese
But bitch I’m going ghost you can’t find me
Keep my circle small like a time piece 
I see you in my rear view behind me
Bitch I see you in my rear view behind me

(Hook)

All these people hit my phone ignore them 
DND leave me alone I’m recording 
I only answer if it’s important 
And that’s only 4 the bag and the fortune 
And I’m rolling thru the woods like a Forrest
Got me sight seeing like a tourist
Bitch I left your party cause it’s boring 
You are not aloud in the void fortress 
I was walking in the rain feeling hopeless 
I still walk the same road
But now it’s hope bitch
And I wanna fly away
That’s why I’m floating
Floating thru the clouds in the open
Imma hold it down 4 the moment 
But I’ll hold it down forever 4 my bros bitch 
And I’m with the plague like a locust
But we play the background go unnoticed <3..

Built2Win [prod. fony wallace + cadenbobaden]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbP7EYPuWsI&feature=youtu.be

3 7 13 - Three Summers In A Row (VIDEO IN DESC)

take it back w/ trey escotta

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

I can make it
Why do you fake it
Broke my heart baby why did you take it
Cant fix this mess im in
Wake up every day cant take the stress im in
X2

All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

bleeding now your leavin, lately i dont even gotta reason
Everybody fuckin with my feelins
Got me risking everything to feel shit

Love Me Like A Lie [Prod. Wellfed]

painless ft emotionals3k [prod key]

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made like this by design

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take it back w/ trey escotta

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