One of my favourite songs when i was 16, now i am 21

found this song freshman year of hs. im a senior in college almost bro. what the fuck 🥲

Haven’t herad ts in so long 🧎🏾‍♀️

the flashbacks bro, do you got a IG? i'm just tryna see how you been 🥲😂

This song has been so important to me for so many years I need you to know that

This song takes me way back to my high school days were life seemed easier and more entertaining. This will forever hold a place in my heart

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Two of Us

(remixed track: Message To Bears - At a Glance)

Didn't expect this track to blow up like this..

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don't worry about me

fine (prod. killedmyself)

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everything is boring (prod. frander)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

a rough draft off a project farther down the line.

Thank you guys for 1 million plays here, more soon.

Art by: John Bolly

for her,

spotify

that kindled look in her eyes

and i'll carry my pen like a sword
(thanks to @nosentences for the sample)

lyrics:
and so i meander this hallway
and try not to step on the cracks in the floor
don't think i know how to relax anymore
everything's either passive or coarse
either passing the course with the masses
or passing the torch that they using to scorch all the fabric
bask in the fourths on the staff
'til the core notes collapse in the tracklists

and i watch 'em all fall to the floor, watch 'em shatter into pieces
always knew i didn't matter in the thesis
didn't ask much, never tried to paint on my mirror
to make my own face any clearer
but things that used to be compliments
feel like insults now
things that used to be compliments
feel like insults now

i'll walk a million miles away
'til my insoles turn into dust
don't want my kinfolk hurting as much as i did
when i first learned to burden this rut
speak like an arcade cabinet with arcane sadness
lost in a pac-man maze where the ghosts are never blue
and the weather, too
it's all dark and dismal 'til a better mood

see, i lost my mind in a health potion
they all want mine once the wealth goes in
mind so bright, sense of self so dim
'cause i hid my old ways in the trunk
but things that used to be compliments
feel like insults now
things that used to be compliments
feel like insults now

and if all goes according to plan
i'll be scoring my autobiopic
don't let 'em look up to me as a prophet
don't let 'em philosiphize on the topic

and if all goes according to plan
when i'm scoring my autobiopic
i won't let 'em tell you the comedy's cosmic
you don't need a punchline to be a bit honest
with me

autobiopic

still numb

yq4ever <3

sample : turnover - super natural

flexxx [prod yung quiet]

i had a hard time finding myself recently and i feel like maybe its time to show how i really feel in my music and i hope you enjoy

instagram - @graveyard

Ego (Prod. south.vibe)

@southvb

more like GAYboy lmao RT

lyrics:
i just want my hand held, i ain't talking gameboys
and i ain't been in magazines, but me and you can play, boy
i'm looking for the same joy, the same touch and smolder
that i get when i lay my head down on your shoulder
that's real... i always wanna know how you feel
you bring me out my great depressions, i think you're the new deal
i'm staring at you in the mirror like fucking blue steel
wide-eyed, smiling, i'm just tryna help your mood heal

so if there's anything that i can do
to help the weaker side of you
just lemme know and i can move
my schedule up and down

i'm sorry if i haven't been
the best at how i'm managing
the problems that i'm handling
my head was in the ground

and truly, it's a miracle
that you are even near me, whether
fruitless or endearing
i'll be happy you're around

and if you're feeling terrible,
your sicknesses unparalled,
your headache is unbearable,
just step into the sound

i don't mind at all
my ibuprofen and my tylenol
are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
tonight at all

i don't mind at all
my ibuprofen and my tylenol
are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
tonight at all

handheld (prod. south.vibe)

Toxic

Is It Too Much To Ask For

ＡＮＤ　Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＫＮＯＷ　ＹＯＵ　ＥＩＴＨＥＲ

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it's been a while since i've put out a beat. just felt like picking up the guitar & putting out some midweek blues. i hope you guys are having a great week. i love you

if you like rain ☂

you don't know me anymore

the producer of this track is Tony Tortilla

***NOW ON SPOTIFY***
https://open.spotify.com/track/6sq6ZITnSewhaFNJW0ziJd

or just go look for Kota Roniin on spotify lol thanks guys

Kota Roniin - s l e e p  d o e s n t  e x i s t

retired project // thank you for everything <3

flexxx [prod yung quiet]

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