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w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

https://open.spotify.com/track/6CbxhNDiS43RkM728SpInl?si=e92a5e39fcfc4020
prod. @dercept + gateway & danielsara
cover art done by kittikyu <3

this ain't a ballad; fucking unbalanced
give me a challenge, i'm in the smog
tossed like a salad; thought i had talent, guess i was wrong 
putting the p in pain, everything ain't what i want 
you put that shit away, it's new a day, in a NEW DAWN

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego, but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

two-faced; show faith
walkin' round the town in my mind with a mace
i'm a fucking loser, so i never show my face 
wish i never knew her; couldn't believe what i'd say
so i rest admist the panic, going manic, tryna change
if ur talkin' shit then can-it, all your bullshit; it can wait
i got way too damn satanic, pull me closer to the flames
you should quit this life and hand it over, imma take your place

(i'm looking through the fog)
(i've been confused for so long)
(the things that i've undergone)
(are proof that i don't belong)

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

leeches! [prod. dercept x gateway x danielsara]

original song 
https://soundcloud.com/screwyounick/honestly-i-wasnt-listening-w-heylog-abbot-polar-vedh 

heylog verse only

heylog - honestly, i wasn't listening

busy

teach me what i did wrong
and this silence, fucking broke it fore it had a start
you can take the things you said and shove them up your arse
found a picture of your face and now its battle-scarred

id do anything for you to just pick up the line
so i can call you a bitch at least another time
you should tell your man to get a fucking life
stop being such a pussy and following mine

turn to my own enemy 
dont care no more dont ask for me
i just wanted sympathy
is that to much to ask for me

havent talked to you in like 5 days
you stare too much at my face
acting like you werent fake
i could do this all day
her teeth grip the back of my necklace
no one cares for the shit that you rented
2k for a feat ur demented 
pussy still stalking my mentions 

uh

liar
should've punched you right on your chin
should've broke your jaw
should've put you where you belonged
i put trust to set aside
but it wasn't useful
now i know it's better
we can't be friends ever

we're all alone in my backseat
i shoulda called in a taxi
her clothes off, got a head start
nails stuck in my chrome hearts
said she love my ambition
my mental state diminished
toxic time, a waste of breath
i feel the blood drip off my chest

battle scarred w/ heylog & pvrk

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

Produced and mastered by dawsin
Vocals by dawsin
Written by dawsin

lyrics:

this is the end
and I don't know why, one look at you and I fantasize
if u dont mind i have a couple parasites
that are my friends that i want to die

both hands tied
but it wont stop me if i 
have you in my sight
woahh ohhh
BOTH HANDS TIED
but it wont stop us till we're dead inside
WOAHHH OHHHH

i got many things to say
lost all hope, disintegrate
do you see the fear in my face?
am I too late?

I got blood on my hands
ITS TOO LATE FOR ME
AND IF I 
tred on this path, will you be the one to stop me?

I need to wash away my sins, to let you in
ill put on a grin even tho this is the end

YOU GOT MANY REASONS NONE ARE ADDING UP
YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND IS DROWING IN A POOL OF BLOOD
AND IF HES TALKING ALL THIS SHIT HE BETTER BACK IT UP
IM ON THE FOURTH FLOOR IF U DIDNT THINK YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH

parasites

JUNE (demo)

mua / heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
why u cryin do u even have a reason
the suns behind the clouds the plants need feedin
its always up to u i dont care what we ever do
but can u stay for me dont leave so soon

but i fall too easily
all i want is sleep i do nothing
they cut me off im worth nothing
but she make me feel like im worth something

(yuno)
i can sing to you 
inside a dream with you
i cant count sheep anymore i'm in love with you 
tell me what can i do
to feel less invisible 
and feel i'm worth it 
cause i'm not what you want 
and i'm not who you think i am
tears falling from the sky 
cause if i'm not
then i'm just lost 
and i'm no longer who you know
 my hearts cut in two
what else i can i do
but breathe 

(heylog)
why u cryin do u even have a reason
does that consider me a rude person?
in your eyes i know thats how u look at me
u need god its not my fault atleast im helping

(yuno)
why cryin do you even have a reason
lonely girl what a way to live a life
if it were me i wouldn't make to the night
buried in that phone talking to guys she doesn't like
she don't think twice when she breathing in her lungs 
she has fun
in her lonely world

(heylog)
i forgot your name
can u tell it again?
i cant sleep now im daydreaming wow
my loves in it too, god i miss you

yuno & heylog ~ echoes (p.rafinha5yp)

lyrics:
(yuno)
i know u wrong when you comin at me like that
i know it's hard to admit it but it's like that
i know you can't keep your shit together forever but
relax it's just a little bit of pushing & shoving
your way your way your way
to brighter days
but you're in your way
all you gotta is get the fuck out your way
all i'm tryna say is it ain't wrong to relate
you don't gotta be so cool
too cool for everyone
that's why you lonely yah
that's why you only one 
but don't worry
you don't owe me one
you just owe me tons

(heylog)
you should be sorry
for all the problems
that u caused me
cus i got plenty for the future
its okay
but not really
i say that because i havent even gotten to the feeling
could u shut up?
lets talk about the good things
ur so jealous
of her and him
u absorb in all the sadness
maybe if u werent glued to ur phone u could see happiness

yuno & heylog ~ princess bubblegum!

yuno

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