laelia

in a world, in my mind
i could have anything
would u change a thing?

girl my (1) fiction is my reality
cos delusion is my own therapy

ive been writing, all my fantasies (delusion is therapy)

ive been (3)hiding in my dreams
why else do u think that uve been see good 
why else (2)do u think that (3)uve been seeing (4)less of me.
tryna dis(3)card my memories
living (2)‘side my own delusion is my therapy

were i in a world, where, i could have
i could have anything
would it change a thing?

cos my fiction is my reality
hence my fantasies written in my
thats why ive been dreaming my fantasies

dream diary

i wish u the best
im sorry when im shitty js cant give myself rest
if i play it back if i could do it again
reality is telling me id fuck it again

havent been feeling so good recently
ik im outta ur head but please tell me
would u accept if i said im sorry
i rly wish u the best, sincerely

i saw ur face again
ur with ur friends, i gagged and ran
i feel so fucked up im crying again
i just cant face my discontent

sincerely

im so tired of seeing everyone as full of hatred
i keep on cringing when i see myself in my reflection
i keep on blaming myself for the things that happened
hiding away from my friends takes no fucking effort

im full of resetment
my life’s fucking up, cant even tell to my best friends
u know fucking what? imma go and behead them
i know ur tryna help
i wna teach u a lesson, lesson.

resentment

u liked me so damn much when i was a fool
u stuck around for so long for no rsn at all
i didnt care took it for granted, used u as a tool
and now i think i understand why its this way after all

if i could turn back time
id probably go n fuck it up again
i dont think i could change
i think its part of who i fucking am

so much

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hi i am noho and i make music that i want to make. i self produce all my tracks and use fl studio. rn i like experimenting with indierock and hyperpop sounds. im still finding my sound but i think im going into the right direction. thank u for listening and supporting me :> i appreciate u guys more than u can imagine