insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

kiss my neck while we off the ecstasy they get the best of me praying on the death of me,
kiss my neck in my room smoking weed don’t want you to ever leave you’ve been all i ever need,
please don’t please don’t go,
no no
no no no,
please don’t please don’t go,
no no
no no no
tears over my body baby i’m sorry, 
i haven’t relapsed for a minute but these drugs are still a part,
of me, of me, now i can see where all your stress is coming from,
alcohol and pain killers what have i become,
it’s tearing me apart inside it’s only just begun,
used a little here and there but now it’s not for fun,
withdrawals got me fiending hard addiction must’ve won,
kiss my neck while we off the ecstasy they get the best of me praying on the death of me,
kiss my neck in my room smoking weed don’t want you to ever leave you’ve been all i ever need,

KISS MY NECK (OG)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

i cant move, got me on my knees,
your love is kinda killing me,
is it late is it light,
is it me, who get you mad,
i ain’t got no friends nah,
who’s the victim now, (now)
listen closely imma junkie stuck in my addictions,
death is coming creeping slowly losing my perception,
i’m so sorry please don’t worry this aint for attention,
yet i’m lonely so damn broken losing lifes connection,
now or later if i go what will i be missing,
here for now then gone again everyone so distant,
in my head the evil rest i should’ve never listened,
heart beat fast cardiac mental health keeps tripping,

wejustlivetodie (OG)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

never have i felt so alone surrounded by love but still feel helpless,
hundreds of people hitting my line don’t text back my panic is endless,
look in the mirror u see a honey i see a junkie we both different,
sleep through the days drugs to numb the pain losing it all i’m losing my interests,
doctor tell me what’s this from, why it comes will it go,
cruising whip we riding slow smoking dope down this backroad, 
we so high like comatose staring out the car window,
i don’t know where i am i don’t care and it quite shows,

i hated high school they always doubted me,
i can’t feel a fucking thing i don’t know what’s happening,
blood dripping off my wrists someone please
come save me,
i don’t know what’s wrong with me, i dont know what’s happening

now i’m silently thinking about the pain, that i can’t fight anymore,
i’m cutting my wrist till they beat red, my blood dripping all on the floor,
what’s the problem baby why you acting abusive,
all i’m doing is getting bread and making my music,
doing this shit like everyday, it helps heal all my pain,
so many pills i’m on replay, living my life day to day,
i just want to feel some, i just want to fall in love,
every-time i find someone, they just break my heart and run

WHATS HAPPENING TO ME? (OG)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

bitch stop acting you hate me, (hate me)
you just like the fakes you  doubt me, (doubt me)
i don’t pick up when the phone ring,
look i’m alone on my own thing, (ooo)
bitch stop acting you hate me, (hate me)
you just like the fakes you doubt me, (doubt me)
i don’t pick up when the phone ring,
look i’m alone on my own thing, (ooo)

let me die, (dieee) let me bleed, (bleed) hear me cry, (ohh) hear me scream, (ohhhh)
i only see you in my dreams baby thats when you really care about me, (bout me)
heaven sent junkie i ran through the slums, (ohh)
shawty don’t know it yet but imma die young, 
i love it when she fuck on me it make me feel numb,
she wanna scream my name it’s stuck to her tongue,

bitch stop acting you hate me,
you just like the fakes they doubt me,
i don’t pick up when the phone ring,
look i’m alone on my own thing,
bitch stop acting you hate me,
you just like the fakes they doubt me,
i don’t pick up when the phone ring,
look i’m alone on my own thing,

FUCK ON ME

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

just another sinking tear in this river full of pain
racing fast to nowhere this world has gone insane
hope committed suicide befote i even had the chance
forced to live without you teased by fool's romance
it's alright you'll never know im living dead but it don't show
empty words hollow eyes my smile hides my lies,
i don’t wanna fall in love, im too focused on this cash,
i’m relapsing on the drugs, i don’t care what happens next,

BEHIND MY SMILE (outro)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

FIRST 100K🫶🏻

LYRICS:

look out i’m chilling in the dark yo,
slit wrist let the mothafucking blood flow,
10 lines got me feeling alright? no
shawty love it when i’m geeking off the white snow,
look out i’m chilling in the dark yo,
slit wrist let the mothafucking blood flow,
10 lines got me feeling alright? no
shawty love me when i’m geeking off the white snow,

i got a problem with the motherfucking drugs,
pray for my fall i’m coming out the mud,
shawty fiend for me she licking up my blood,
devastating baby come & hit this blunt,
why you waiting baby am i what you want?
they just hating baby i don’t give a fuck,
intoxicating baby put it in your cup,
suffocating baby dying in the club,

look out i’m chilling in the dark yo,
slit wrist let the mothafucking blood flow,
10 lines got me feeling alright? no
shawty love it when i’m geeking off the white snow,
look out i’m chilling in the dark yo,
slit wrist let the mothafucking blood flow,
10 lines got me feeling alright? no
shawty love me when i’m geeking off the white snow,

MAKE YXUR CHXICE

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you hate me, i lost all my trust,
run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you need me, i need all your lust,
white snow white cocaine, i can’t feel my face,
my world my mistake, i’m lost in my ways,
white girl white cocaine, i can’t feel my face,
this life ain’t my place, torture is my domain,

i can’t feel my face,
i don’t feel a thing,
i can’t feel the pain,
i don’t feel nothing,
i can’t feel my face,
i don’t feel a thing,
i can’t feel the pain,
i don’t feel nothing,

run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you hate me, i lost all my trust,
run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you need me, i need all your lust,
run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you hate me, i lost all my trust,
run away from me, leave me in the dust,
tell me you need me, i need all your lust,

DRUNK WXRDS/SXBER THXUGHTS

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

i AM yurlocalreject

LYRICS:

green light hit the gas, in the all black whip,
lean back spark the grass, i ain’t worried bout shit,
living in a ghost town, stuck in the past tense,
i don’t need to slow down, i’m just a reject,

medication in my body i can’t really feel a thing,
shawty isn’t fucking with me all she wanted was the fame,
why you gotta call me selfish, i don’t care bout anything,
imma die young anyways i can feel it in my veins,

you don’t know,
i can see through your lies,
you don’t know,
i can see it in your eyes now,
switch up on me let me down,
i don’t wanna live right now,
switch up on me let me down,
i just wanna leave this town,
switch up on me let me down,
i don’t wanna live right now,
switch up on me let me down,
i just wanna leave this town,

green light hit the gas, in the all black whip,
lean back spark the grass, i ain’t worried bout shit,
living in a ghost town, stuck in the past tense,
i don’t need to slow down, i’m just a reject

REJECT XF ‘01

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

STIMULANT OVERDOSE, one of the most meaningful audio i made 

LYRICS:

spirit in the darkness creeping by you hear no sound,
breathing fire through my lungs bitch we from the underground 
shadow sheep clique, know us now we be around,
i don’t have no patience hoe, i need up out this hell now,
(ugh)
watch them bodies burning slow,
i can’t stand no fucking moe,
it feels like i’m gonna blow,
(ughhh)
i think my heart gonna explode,
i can’t stand no fucking moe,
bitch was fake i should’ve known,
(ugh)
methed up ecstasy blood pressure off the walls,
is this the death of me?
(ugh)
stuck in the icu i was fighting for my life,
and they got the best of me,

(flatline effect)

what you gonna fucking do,
when your fighting for your life,
as your walls are burning down,
and there’s no one by your side,
what you gonna fucking do,
when your life is bout to end,
skin is looking pale as blue,
i’ll see you in hell my friend,

reminisce your promises,
as you burning down your bridges,
as you losing consciousness,
no one’s gonna be your witness,
isnt this what you pleaded,
why you acting scared now?
don’t you want to die?
don’t you wanna end your fucking life?
we all wanna fucking die,
felt that shit since junior high,
right now it’s my fucking time,

spirit in the darkness creeping by you hear no sound,
breathing fire through my lungs bitch we from the underground 
shadow sheep clique bitch, know us now we be around,
i don’t have no patience hoe, i need up out this hell now,
(ugh)
watch them bodies burning slow,
i can’t stand no fucking moe,
it feels like i’m gonna blow,
(ughhh)
i think my heart gonna explode,
i can’t stand no fucking moe,
bitch was fake i should’ve known,

METHED UP XTASY

(prod. sketchmyname x vaegud)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

¿RELAPSE OR NOT?

LYRICS:

i don’t understand why i wanna die,
someone help me understand this fucking life,
why do i care, wasting all my time?
all these fake friends i don’t have the fucking time,
nine to my head, do i pull the trigger?
crying to my myself, when will this get better?
lost in your dreams, i don’t have no shelter
deep on the inside i wish this life went quicker,

but i gotta stay, for my momma bear,
and i gotta stay for my little brother too,
wanna relapse, what do i do?
god bless the pain that i’ve been fucking through,

i stay writing all my fucking rhymes bae,
it may seem that i’m happy all the time,
i’m the one who be crying all night bae,
if they hate me then why they waste my time,

what’s the meaning of true fucking love,
who’s gonna save you when your giving up,
is there someone there, or are you on your own,
i don’t know doctor i feel like i’m so alone,
i can’t stop crying, what do i do 
suicidal thoughts what do i do,
cutting on my wrist blood be gushing too,
i miss you but i miss the drug abuse,

LXNG-TERM MENTAL EFFECTS

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

lonely boy on his lonely SHIII

LYRICS:

641 calling on yo cell phone,
swerving in the whip we running from the feds, (skrt)
pass that gas over here im tryna disappear,
gone like the wind i’ve been on my shit, (yuhh)
leave ‘em in the past they ain’t been on my level, (nahh)
tally marks down my arm chain like a noose, 
double cup love while i’m sipping on the juice, (juiceee)
heaven sent youth i got nothing to lose,
coming out the slums i got shit to prove, (
got the party bumping blowing pressure through the roof,

lonely boy lifestyle 
lonely boy lifestyle 
lonely boy lifestyle 
it’s that lonely boy lifestyle

LXNELY BXY LIFESTYLE

(prod. Eem Triplin)

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

i miss your smile more then anything <3

LYRICS:

walking down this lonely road i don’t know where i’m going,
i like it when i’m alone you won’t catch me on my phone,
love me now or love me not i’m not even stressing bae,
butterflies in my stomach how do i even explain,
who knew that love hurt this much, it feels like i can’t escape,
i don’t know how to,
do you get me?

do you get me?
do you love me?
do you remember me?

do you remember me?
i’m that one who fell so hard,
now you got no words for me,
maybe i was caught off guard,
i was fighting for my life, in the ICU,
then you fucking with them guys, right up out the fucking blue,

DX YXU REMEMBER ME?

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

CRY NOW DIE LATER!¡!¡ PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY 

LYRICS:

demon youth im alone shadowing the darkness,
posers all around me chasing for my riches,
imma addict druggy junkie i will never promise,
let me relapse let me burn my bridges,

why they paging me for?
acting like they care again?
acting all wholesome?
while they praying for my death to come?

light the blunt numb the pain,
watch my life float away,
cherry sprite with codeine,
i’ll overdose another day,
yayo yayo,
they were never friends no,
yayo yayo,
no no friends,

blinded by the fog walking through the netherland,
pale horse follows me does it mean i die again,
look around i’m so lost while the fire setting in,
distorted image reapers in the distance,
i can hear the screams, i can smell the smoke,
i can feel the flame, i dont see the goat,

it’s me lucifer,
we have talked before,
i’m knocking on your door,
begging you for more,
don’t take my soul,
don’t take my soul,

dead in the mothafucking snow,
blood leaking out watch a low life go,
who will save my life i don’t really know,
hell on this earth let the fire rain fall,
redrum redrum guts on the wall,
suicide suicide dying last fall,
isolated maniac guided by a serpent,
resurrection of my life i never deserved it,

CRY NOW DIE LATER PT I

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

i love you KLT <3 <3

LYRICS: 

i should’ve let you know, how i truly felt, (felt)
when i think of you, my heart begins to melt, (melt)
are you gone for good, am i just tripping though? (skrt)
i love you more then me i thought you should’ve known, (skrt)
do i hang myself? with my rhinestone?
or do i pop a pill, and watch my time come,
i’m just writing songs, laying in my room,
i slowly close my eyes, all i see is you,
(your all i see)

ALL I SEE IS YXU

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

this is just experimental. it’s trash but fw it <3

LYRICS:

i see faces
i see blood
this house is haunted
oh i feel numb
hear them voices in the wind
telling me i’ve had enough
i see faces
i see blood
this house is haunted
oh i feel numb
hear them voices in the wind
telling me i’ve had enough
dressed for the winter but the sun was shining over me,
body ice cold sub zero shall i claim defeat,
pale white bloodsucker i don’t rarely ever eat,
tatted up my body now they wanna envy me,

VAMPYR [xtra reverbed]

(prod. miler)

this song is for you my love <3 <3

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS :

tell me your secrets what really hurts you,
you make me sleepless and that’s an issue,
heartbreaks my weakness and you should know boo,
i know the sequence i know what your going through,
i may seem happy but i have insecurities,
i keep my walls up just for my security,
begging you stay baby don’t go,
begging you to stay with me yeah i’m crying on my knees,

girl don’t leave my fucking life,
all this feels so fucking right,
really really wanna wife,
come on over it’s our night,
but you won’t call my phone,
why do i feel so alone,
now i’m sitting all alone,
lonely on my fucking throne,

tell me your secrets what really hurts you,
you make me sleepless and that’s an issue,
heartbreaks my weakness and you should know too,
i know the sequence i know what your going through,

 she don’t love the blonde hair,
she don’t love the skinny jeans,
she with someone elsewhere,
she all i really need,
drugs to numb pain yuh,
veins all filled with dopamine,
running up to my brain,
but i’m still feeling pain,

tell me your secrets what really hurts you,
you make me sleepless and that’s an issue,
heartbreaks my weakness and you should know too,
i know the sequence i know what your going through,

secrets (cassette) OG

this is trash

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

tell me what your searching for,
down this dark road kid,
am i the one you crying for?
begging for forgiveness,
you don’t gotta worry though,
i’ll rid your pain i’ll take it all
if you give that precious soul,
give it all you shall receive,
is this what you conceived?
eternally now shall you grieve
is this what you perceived?
now you gotta fight for me,
now you gotta die for me, 
shall your soul rest in peace,
now you gotta fight for me
now you gotta die for me
shall your soul rest in peace,
shall your soul rest in peace,

REST IN AGXNY

insta - @yurlocalgothboi

LYRICS:

babygurl it’s my time,
babygurl it’s my time,
babygurl it’s my time,
babygurl it’s my time,

wake up in the morning oh the sun it shine so bright,
wake up tears pouring come right out of comatose,
my words always slurring i stay high to pass the time,
what you did it hurt me then i went and overdosed,

girl don’t you fucking lie you don’t have to fake no more,
look at me it’s my time this what i’ve been waiting for,
i don’t want you in my line your not mine and i’m not yours,
i’ve been sad since i was nine still your acting like a whore,

babygurl it’s my time,
(babygurl it’s my time)
i ain’t got no time for you
(steady off the xanny blues)
babygurl it’s my time
(babygurl it’s my time)
fuck my life it’s overdue,
(what the fuck has this came to)

wake up in the morning oh the sun it shine so bright,
wake up tears pouring come right out of comatose,
my words always slurring i stay high to pass the time,
what you did it hurt me then i went and overdosed,

momma please don’t be sad im out here chasing my  dreams,
happy all the fucking time but i’m not what you think,
with the clique we doing shows soon i’ll be on the big screens,
lowkey imma drug addict but that’s what it seems,

i’m gon do what i want to,
not what they want me to do,
lately i’ve been needing help,
i can’t find my fucking self,
fuck the fakes they want the clout,
fuck the fakes they want the wealth,
all they really want is clout,
these drugs ain’t good for my health,

MY TIME (OG)

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