where i'm at in 5 years [prodsvn + yurms]

god im unbearable 
only fine when the cameras on 
keep replaying my favorite song 
i got narcissistic flaws 
i dont see em don't see em at all 
imma work on ts till i ball
tryna blow 20 k i
n the mall
tryna buy my own mother a home 
so she dont gotta care bout the cost 
old friends left me alone 
i keep telling myself im the cause 
love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 
im inconsistent consistent i try my best i swear 
excluding me for my differences man this shits unfair 
project their flaws on my body make fun of what i wear 
told em keep me out that highschool gossip ass shit 
told my brother go get help then  he switched like a bitch 
i been dead by myself for like a year and a bit 
i hat that man that i see in the mirror for a min 
i done tried all  that shit tried ot pray tried repenting 
i cant climb ou that pit, chose the path of most resistance 
i might jus fly out that bitch if i start im gon finish 
why?

tryna buy my own mother a home 
so she dont gotta care bout the cost 
old friends left me alone 
i keep telling myself im the cause 
love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 

love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 

"project their flaws on my body make fun of what i wear"

im inconsistent consistent i try my best i swear

weight of the world prod kenzee

hook [yurms]

I lived to see that day

audio 002 - regret

for my block [yurms + pk]

to be me

to be me (feat. Gunnr)

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

Tonez2x-Bonjour(prod ozi)

Survivor

Name hold weight prod. djyoungkash

for my block [yurms + pk]

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