mixed by me
master by @assperrr

lyrics

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need

in the summer imma take off
ive been pushing thru the cold
put my head out for no reason
so ppl around me r pleased and
ik i owe it to myself 
to break out of the mold

ive been fighting all winter
hoping u could spare a breath
try to drown my problems 
but 80 proof aint strong enough
froze my ass off the cold aint letting up
in the summer itll be better
cuz i was dying in november
i was trying to reach out
cuz last time u said i should
i cant go anywhere
wout thinking of the park
how wed make shapes in the stars
now i cant salvage what was scarred

ull let me die in this bed alone
am i asking too much
i dont wanna be a bother
or cry out i need a crutch
i just dont wanna be round ppl that r gon make me feel so dumb
i just dont wanna let u in if ur gon use it on me later

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need
x2

life could be a dream (jolst)

M.T.T.M (p.Ginseng)

96 Prayers

So What

for my block [yurms + pk]

mental - angel number (jolst)

BREATHE

Feel Better

2nd place (prod. lil biscuit)

NOS (prod @moonnstones @1skyboyy)

[Intro]
Yeah…
It’s crazy how love turns to silence.
You said I was your world — guess they were your universe.
Bet you feel real proud, huh?

[Hook]
You chose your friends over me, that’s the truth I see,
I gave you my soul, but you set it free.
You said forever, then you let it bleed,
Now I’m out here starin’ at what used to be.

You chose your friends over me, that cut too deep,
Now I’m wide awake when I should be asleep.
You traded love for gossip and cheap,
Guess loyalty’s a game you don’t keep.

[Verse 1]
I saw it in your eyes, the drift, the fade,
Every text unanswered, the plans we made.
You’d rather go drink and throw shade,
Than build with the one who never betrayed.

I gave you peace, you chose the crowd,
You found comfort where I’m not allowed.
They talk behind backs, you laugh out loud,
Guess I’m the fool that loved too proud.

[Hook]
You chose your friends over me, go play your role,
I was the fire, you turned cold.
Now you sit in circles made of mold,
While I’m out here glowin’, heart of gold.

You chose your friends over me, let the truth unfold,
You traded warmth for stories told.
Now I’m done bein’ the one you control,
You lost a king while you chased fool’s gold.

[Verse 2]
You said they got you, but where they now?
When life hit hard, they dipped somehow.
I stood ten toes, took every vow,
But you wanted noise, not peace — wow.

You loved the drama, the lies, the thrill,
I loved your flaws, I loved you still.
But now I’m numb, no time to heal,
You made your bed — I made my steel.

[Bridge]
Funny thing ‘bout loyalty — it shows when it’s rough.
You said you’d ride forever… guess forever ain’t enough.
While they cheered your pain, I was patchin’ you up,
Now you sip poison from their empty cups.

[Hook]
You chose your friends over me, that’s your loss,
You played a queen but couldn’t handle a boss.
You followed trends, I paid the cost,
Now your circle’s fake — and I’m flossed.

You chose your friends over me, can’t you see?
You broke a bond that was meant to be.
But it’s fine, go run wild and free —
‘Cause the real ones never needed a crowd to breathe.

[Outro]
Yeah…
You chose your friends over me.
Now when the silence hits,
you’ll finally see who really stayed true.

You Chose Your Friends Over Me

for my block [yurms + pk]

yurms2

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