project file breakdown: https://youtu.be/eSwd2ZLMSHA?si=h1SbVUIdfoZ3i4B9

produced/mixed by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson
written by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson

samples used:
https://youtu.be/b-Ruwu4OaZA?si=kM9hNiNo_EGjb79n
https://youtu.be/xJjIZmHHLyU?si=vKqJmXFQ3mn7UgHD
https://youtu.be/13-Wn02ESDo?si=ogytjyfWVMSo_Ro0

lyrics:
[@daywxtch]
you stay in the backseat with your partners
don't know how to respond, this shits all new to me
pose with different faces like an actor
pretty as a bitch, but you're not her
thought it, journaled it, wrote it
in the shower, thought i knew you
rough draft, threw it
what the fuck is new to you?

is it bad that i still get scared with the lights out?
shrink and hide under my pillow until it's bright out
i escape to places that i've never been
sybau (bruh), badge up on my chest
i'm a veteran
better know that i keep it with me
dumb tricks that i keep up my sleeve
why does no one else say "please" but me?
put me behind
it's driving me insane, got no one else to blame
i stay the same, i stay the same

(gay sing moan)

i wish i could lay right next to you
you're not around and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget and feel numb
i wish i could be just like you
i'm on my own and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget, and feel numb

[@siahhenderson]
heard you wanna leave me in the past tense isnt what i want but i expected it
every shot you take it missed a veteran
lonesome hours in my skin

idk whats happenin brain got clipped
soft lips my coma screw it oh
ik my orders

yeah now you dont care bout what you say to me threw me to the side threw me to the fire she said baby can you prove to me
that im in the right
please dont keep it inside

why am i pleading
head screwed off
traumatic sequence man without a soul
fires burnin all i own

(VETERAN REFRAIN)

[@daywxtch]
i wish i could breathe life into you
i can't communicate, it really sucks
i people please and hope it sums to love
i wish i could meet in the middle with you
you don't respond and in all honesty that really sucks
i look past, forget, and feel numb!

YOU'RE NOT HER.

DIVE OFF.
IF YOU THINK WHAT I HOLD FOR YOU IS WRONG.
I'LL DRIVE OFF, YOU DON'T WANNA SEE ME ANYMORE.

patience, i love more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
ain't no erasing, you know more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
is it bad that i still get scared with the lights off?!
we're in the center and we don't talk!?
don't take initiative, so it's my fault

repeat repetition, but THERE'S NO DRAW!!!!

i wanna go to places i've never been
displaying wins on my chest like i'm a veteran
i'm saying i want to make them proud.  
_______________________________________________________
ꀤꌗꍏꀤꍏꃅ 41:10 (NIV), "꓄ꃅꂦꀎ ꀸꂦ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꎇꍟꍏꋪ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꌩꂦꀎ; ꌃꍟ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꀸꀤꌗꂵꍏꌩꍟꀸ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꁅꂦꀸ;
 ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꌗ꓄ꋪꍟꈤꁅ꓄ꃅꍟꈤ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꃅꍟ꒒ꉣ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꀎꉣꃅꂦ꒒ꀸ ꌩꂦꀎ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꂵꌩ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ꍟꂦꀎꌗ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꃅꍏꈤꀸ."

veteran

JustLife prod Rans0m

MUSIC VIDEO

ghost (fiftyzeros)

locked (baz)

prod. @catfight1

@catfight1 :
ill hold the warm gun
if you hold the camera
i thought i could do this
but im just an amateur 

jayne: 
if i got some cold hands 
could you be the fire?
i hate when you leave
it adds fuel to the lighter

catfight:
so hold up the cam cord
and tie down my arms 
watch as the tears fall
and wait for the gunshot

jayne:
cause now that your gone
who do i have to hold the camera
got myself in the mirror 
telling me to put my hands up

cause i got a warm gun 
you hate when im violent 
take pictures of me 
ill change with the new lighting
cause you want the old me 
but you hated him too
i wish i could go back 
but the past made a fool

mf toxic 
you think that im clueless?
i been own 
all the time 
i been thru this
i dont wanna talk 
all you do is assume shit
i dont wanna talk 
all you do is assume shit
i been in my room making songs
hella music
if that shit dont hit 
then i wont fucking use it
spent all my money 
on shit im never using
might buy a new bag 
for a bitch i call useless

catfight:
ill hold the warm gun
if you hold the camera
i thought i could do this
but im just an amateur 

jayne: 
if i got some cold hands 
could you be the fire?
i hate when you leave
it adds fuel to the lighter

catfight:
so hold up the cam cord
and tie down my arms 
watch as the tears fall
and wait for the gunshot

jayne:
cause now that your gone
who do i have to hold the camera
got myself in the mirror 
telling me to put my hands up

warm gun ft. cat fight

burn to the ground

had to pitch it down 100c cause copyright
#body404remix

body but its different cause i changed it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dq3UUQPOmY4
stream: ffm.to/outs

Why am I still holding on
I know your heart’s been gone
They say we should cut it off
I say let’s prove 'em wrong
But I’m so sick of it all
The words that give me withdrawals
Stuck at the root of it all

I know you’re not good for me
It hurts like second degree
It’s getting hard to believe
You’re lying right through your teeth
I know I just let it be
But I don’t want you to leave
Maybe I want you to see
(Maybe I want you to see)

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know what's got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

(Show you what it feels like)
(Show you what it feels like)

You feeling under the weather
Tomorrow we could be better
You wanna stay up inside
In your closet, my sweater
We haven’t talked since November 
But then I saw you that night

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know whats got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

On the outside
I’ll be just fine

(Show you what it feels like)

stream

The Outside

michael harrison

lyrics:
i've got albums of songs that i've made about you
it took so long to feel sane without you
i'm right back here again
sent, sit for hours, now im left on read
ruined my life just so you could pretend
that i don't exist, that we're not even friends
and i can't believe that i love you again
and i can't believe that i want you again

can't stop myself from looking at our texts
the ones you don't bother to send
ethan and avery think i don't make sense
for dealing with your shit instead
of finding someone that can give what i want
without me having to beg
i get that what you're going through is hard
but i should be part of the mend

and it should be easy for me to move on
but i can't keep myself in check
and i can't show myself respect
if it means that you're only there in my head
my shoes are wet, the sun is gone
the moon is cold again
the burns are back, the scars won't fade
i wish we just had stayed friends

a beautiful planet, my Mercury vanished
don't wanna depart you again

sometimes I hate you and thats okay because I still love you [yurms + chrismarek]

yurms2

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