lyrics:
know what we had's gone
you broke my heart
im torn apart
dont hurt me more
numb to my core
so many scars
been through so much pain
that i'd rather hide all my feelings
hide my feelings
rather hide my feelings
hide my feelings 
rather hide my feelings

hide my feelings (prod. neverforever)

lyrics:
feels like im losing myself for you, but you dont care (you don't care)
my best is not enough for you i dont understand (don't understand)
you been heavy on my mind
dreams of you keep me confined
now im running out of time
waiting for you just to be left behind
i know you're not even mine, but i want you to be
i don't think that you get how much you mean to me
i been seeing all the signs, i think that we're meant to be
no matter how hard things get, need you to stay with me
feels like im losing myself for you, but you dont care (you don't care)
my best is not enough for you i dont understand (don't understand)

losing myself (prod. michael harrison)

paradigm (prod. rope)

prod. neverforever
(lyrics)
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you just left without saying goodbye
it hurts to see you leave so suddenly
im wondering if its my fault 
i cant believe you just  wont communicate your
feelings
now im left here waiting for you to come back to me
and its not fair we're struggling
i just wanna love you still
but you dont want my love i cant heal
its so difficult for me to let you go
why would you leave me here second guessing everything?

A Letter To Her

prod. hajdove dobroty

LYRICS:
Got a good heart but it still ends up broken
Im feeling real hopeless
My pain go unnoticed
Blew out my flame and turned me straight to coldness
Now i feel empty inside and i feel soulless
I know she'll never love me again unless my heart stops beating
Lost my other half  that spot has no meaning
Been tryna move onto the next and find healing
But its not the same my life feels so uncompleted
I feel so uncompleted

I feel so uncompleted

prod. michael harrison & everestdidthis 

Lyrics: 
(Cant escape my head)

(Can you tell me why, can you tell me why?)

I cant escape my head (head)

Im thinkin bout all the tears that i have shed (shed)

I still feel the weight of the words you said

Now i lay alone with this pain in my chest

Dont apologize

Cuz i watched you walk away with no goodbyes

Tell me why this disappointment aint no surprise?

Oh tell me why, cant you tell my why? (tell me why)

Got that dead stare in my eyes

Memories of you always keep me up at night

I tried to move on before but it dont feel right 

Oh tell me why, cant you tell my why? (tell me why)

I cant escape my head (head)

Im thinkin bout all the tears that i have shed (shed)

I still feel the weight of the words you said

Now i lay alone with this pain in my chest

cant escape my head (tell me why)

(lyrics)
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Hook:
Cant get the thoughts of you out my head

Our love is gone, but i cant pretend

That i dont wanna make amends

Dont break my heart once again

Verse:
Opened up to you, you threw my heart away

Gave me sunny days just to turn em gray

Left me all alone with nothing to say

It aint been the same with you out the frame

And i been holding on to somebody that just dont wanna stay

Everything after you left just hasn't hit the same

Hook:
Cant get the thoughts of you out my head

Our love is gone, but i cant pretend

That i dont wanna make amends

Dont break my heart once again

Bridge:
(Cant get the thoughts of you out my head)

(Our love is gone, but i cant pretend)

(That i dont wanna make amends)

(Dont break my heart once again)

Hook:
Cant get the thoughts of you out my head

Our love is gone, but i cant pretend

That i dont wanna make amends

Dont break my heart once again

i cant pretend (prod. Qazers)

(lyrics)
⬇️

it's clear to me that you wanted me only for my attention

my attention

you're fading away, you dont wanna stay, and im losin my patience

my patience

gave you a second chance and you went and messed up

i dont think that you deserve my love 

yeah you dont deserve my love at all, at all

then you try to sneak right back into my life

and you're acting like everything is alright

but honestly everything aint been alright 

since you suddenly left me that one night

sending up my prayers i hope they reach you

cuz i cant seem to escape you

dont know why i think that i need you

cuz i know im better off without you

it's clear to me that you wanted me only for my attention

my attention

you're fading away, you dont wanna stay, and im losin my patience

my patience

attention (prod. peril)

prod. neverforever

your eyes crystal clear like the water
trying my best not to falter
your love cleanses me like the altar
i see your light dimming darker
why are we making things harder?
it's only pushing us farther apart
i swear it's really breaking my heart
wish that we both could try to restart
but i already know that we can't

thanks for ruining me lol

(prod. rfm beats)
(lyrics)
⬇️
your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

why you giving mixed signals, just tell me that you want me

and if you don't feel then stop acting like you want me

im giving you my heart just for you to leave it lonely

im lonely

it dont make sense

cuz its my time and energy you're wasting

got me second guessing, my heart is breaking

my love is not a game so why are you playing?

you're playing too much

am i not enough?

you got me messed up

im thinking too much

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

you dont even love me is that hard for you to admit?

memories of you coming back i tried to forget

showed me your true colors and i thought you were legit

so tell me if im wrong

you're faking your love all along

i cant go back to you again yea i cant x3

i dont wanna be hurt again

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

I see you smiling and i hate it

(prod. JessieRоsse)
(lyrics)
⬇️
you're always on my mind
surviving all these dark nights
im holding onto whats left of you just to get by
girl you're so shameless
and i dont got much patience 
why are you keeping me waiting?
its bringing me pain i cant take it
now im blowing up your phone 
cuz im feeling all alone 
treat me like a joke
you're always on my mind
surviving all these dark nights
im holding onto whats left of you just to get by
you're engraved inside my memories
like a part of you is still a part of me
tried to let go but you still dont seem to leave
i guess letting go dont come by so easily

waiting for your text like an idiot (prod. JessieRоsse)

(lyrics)
⬇️
back on my shit and you that im tapped in
snatching up your bitch and she giving me a lap dance
yea we making movies but shorty aint no actress
yea we going at it and she sounding like-
all these rappers yapping and they lame as shit
talking all that smoke but they would never flame a clip
i been on my grind while they steady tryna copy drip
808s distorted like my head when i rage a bit
putting pain into my music cus its all i got
cuts on my wrists beginning to form a clot
yea i loved this girl but she left me to rot
now im tryna feel something but i think i'd rather not
im just tryna prove to my mom that her son a star
tryna make it out the dark so i gotta aim far
i was quiet for a minute now im speaking real hard
turning all my pain into verses that leave a scar
yea im bossing up cus i know i will never fold
fuck connections ima do this shit all on my own
i dont got time for no bitch blowing up my phone
i dont owe em shit cus i know i got a heart of gold

vocals recorded/engineered by me
prod. lakeside



left to rot but its okay (prod. lakeside)

(lyrics)
⬇️
wonder where all the time is going, its flying away

 im in places where i dont feel like im meant to stay

can you please just leave me alone and get out of my face?

i dont even feel comfortable living in my own space

cuz i dont want company

i dont want sympathy

ima be alone until the end 

and i dont wanna be your friend

and i cant even comprehend

all these feelings that im feeling

its all in my head

its all in my head

all in my head (prod. Indigo Shade)

(lyrics)
⬇️
crying out for help in my songs but they dont give a fuck x4

i dont got time for bitches, gotta get my money up

best believe all these other rappers runnin out of luck

i got trust issues i dont know if i could fall in love

she want it all from me, pourin from an empty cup

making music is my therapy

do this shit for free

writing lines that make you sing like Glee

and honestly

still tryna heal from pain, cant you see that im the only mf that was there for me?

besides God i would talk to him and get down on my knees and pray

wish for better days

hope to take the pain away

from all the problems goin on inside my brain

told that bitch that she better step back

im not talking james harden, swerve off in a hellcat

shorty playin with my heart im not really with that

cuz i been on my grind im js tryna get racks

𖤐 tell u my problems and u dgaf ⋆｡°✩ 😪✌️ (prod. lakeside)

(lyrics)
⬇️
thought you were forever but you only left me to bleed

and you're the only thing that i really need

so can you just tell me honestly

why we wont work cuz thats the only way it seems

that we wont build a future together happily

left me standing alone on my own two feet

been struggling to find my own peace

guess i can put the dreams of us down to sleep

cuz you dont feel the same so ima let you be

thought you were forever (prod. Indigo Shade)

shoutout to the bo3 zombies players ifykyk lol

(lyrics)
⬇️
fuck it yeah my life is cursed
dont think that it could get worse 
all alone feeling hurt
questioning my own worth
lay me down in the dirt
so i dont feel any worse
carry me inside a hearse
shorty said she loved me first
yeah she had me immersed 
but you know it never works
tossed me straight to the curb
wasted time, i cant reverse
now i gotta write a verse
my soul bleeds through every word
ask for help but no one heard
bare the mark my life is cursed

𖤐 my life is cursed but who cares 🤷‍♂️ ⋆｡°✩ (prod. trino beats)

(lyrics)
⬇️
when you think of me am i just a burden that crosses your mind?
i know deep down that you are hurting so dont try to hide
cuz i can see through all your emotions 
you thought i was blind to them
and i know i wasnt perfect
i should've tried to by right by your side
and i dont wanna say goodbye

when you think of me (prod. neverforever)

millions of thoughts in my head
telling that im better off dead
then you're standing right in my face
telling me that im just a mistake
dont know how much more i could take
self hatred
living everyday, losing my patience
now im contemplating
throwing my life away 
but that i cant do that i gotta stay
tell me ur here but i cant explain
what im feeling cuz u cant relate
so i keep it to myself anyways
when will i be ok?

when will i be ok (prod. neverforever)

Hook:
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
It's part of the plan
So take my hand
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
Take my hand x4
Just take my hand

Verse: 
Cuz i dont wanna let go
Not tryna be here left all alone
Hoping you come home
Cuz we're meant to be
Why can't you see?
That me and you fit together perfectly
Why you playing with my heart, yeah you're hurting me
Wont tell me how you feel and i cant believe it
Now im bleeding
And i really miss the way you had me cheesing
Now im grieving
Yeah im grieving
For you but you still end up leaving
Crazy how you switched up like the seasons
Why can't you stay please give a reason
Got me real anxious my heart's beating

Hook:
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
It's part of the plan
So take my hand
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
Take my hand x4
Just take my hand

Outro:
Take my hand x3
Just take my hand

take my hand (prod. peril)

yea we going real crazy
im tryna give her a baby
fucking up on your lady
im tryna get real lazy
getting inside 
do it tonight
she down for the ride
yusei do it 2x
chillin with the homies yea you know we feelin real Moody
talking to a bad lil bih and she think that im stupid
she hatin on me she tellin me that she think that im fruity
put her in a song and im dissing her yea she fuck with my music
switch up is crazy you tell me you love me that shit is confusing
feel like i got the sharingan cuz i can see through illusions
chillin with ur brand new mans i can tell he a loser
but i dont really give no fuck cuz ur the one who is losing
get the fuck up out my face
you aint tryna catch the fade
yea you are a lame
so just get up out the way
im the hardest in the game

DO IT 2x (prod. swiftfox)

she said she hates me but i hate myself already
i dont know how to feel about your love i dont know if im ready
but i cant leave because i dont wanna end up lonely
you got me wrapped around your finger just like a wedding ring
all of the words you said i guess they dont mean anything
crazy how you switched up when i used to be your everything

I used to be your everything (prod. wixxy.mp3)

(Chorus):
u said u would never let me go
let me go
but im wrong thought that ur were the one

(Verse 1):
but i cant explain i thought u felt the same
and its a shame that u dont now i gotta walk away
 
(Verse 2):
oh please wont u answer my calls?
cuz i only just wanna talk
please wont u let me know?
this distance is only hurting me more
now im picking my heart right up off the floor
now im feeling like im torn

let me go (prod. michael harrison)

where did it go wrong with you?
you aren't who i thought you used to be
now i have to erase you from my memories
cuz you did so much wrong that i cant believe
that it made me look at you so differently
you're the only one who gets through to me
had it all then you threw it all away
i really thought that you were meant to stay
but you went and broke my trust anyways
guess everything you did and said it was all fake
thought i could trust you but you still threw it all away
took my heart and hate's that all remains
you arent who you used to be
even though you meant so much to me
cant let you go so easily 
but you slipped away from me

You Aren't Who You Used To Be (prod. muzcean)

Chorus:
how can you walk away?
so easily, and im the one in pain

Verse 1:
was it too real for you?
cuz it felt just right to me
you took my heart
and ripped it apart
saw it coming from the start

Pre-Chorus:
watched you walk out the door 
so happily without remorse

Verse 2: 
where did you go? 
you were so close to me
if you dont wanna hold on
i'll just let you be
dont wanna force things 
but now you're ghosting
while you're on your story posting
where are we going?
i dont really know and
you got me so uncertain

yusei2x

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