Lyrics:
Just tryna find myself again
Wondering when ill blow with the pen 
Load it like a skeng then fire at your head 
Don’t try it with me, im not one for the mess

Bare stress, don’t tolerate the bullshhh
Loaded with the full clip, never gotta force it 
Life been looking awkward, but change it to some orchids 
Beauty in my eyes, soul rise like a forklift 

Changing the game, man with a plan 
Head in my home, I’m Sheik-ing the land 
Took-yo chick on a plane to Japan
Said you don’t it right but she knows that I can, what a fan-

-Ta-ke risks everyday, no doubt im getting paid
That’s a lie, right now, im more broke than the pavement
Where you see the potholes 

Who said that road works? 
Better that you go church 
learn how to meditate
learn how to earn, hit the gym, pray, levitate 

Tough people last, tough times just fade away 

From poverty, I separate 
gotta find a better way
aunty told me, change nothing, then it never change 

Moving lowkey, fake friends, dead-weight 
Holding me back from my destiny 
Gotta be alone for some time cus I gotta clear my mind from the bullshh, that’s straight

Prod by Migan

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Know You Freestyle

LYRICS:
Days passing by, what is my life becoming?
So tired of running, but damned if I stop
Got a shorty I don’t text cus I feel down a lot
She can’t see me in this state, cus we won’t last for long, look

Only way to get through it is to go through it
Lord how much more cus this torturous
Odious, repulsive, just need a break
From not having flour or sugar for the cake
Even just the bare minimum
Always see the good but they focus on the sin in him
Synonyms with great, powerful, regal and right
That’s all I ever wanted to be linked with my life

But it comes at a price, yes it comes with a cost
I be looking for Christ, same way He seeks the lost
Lord, please find me, cus I’ve gone astray
I don’t even know if I’m getting food today…

On the phone with my landlord … I'm in arrears
If I miss another month, I’ll be sleeping on the stairs at the station
Isn’t life amazing?
I guess it’s what you make it, but bad things happen to the good, so frustrating
And good things happen to the bad, make it make sense

I been tryna grow but it feels like I'm caged in
I’m facing ruin, you see and understand
We all have dreams but it’s all God’s plan

We’re just pieces in the puzzle
Dust in the wind
Like Lauryn Hill said, everything is everything

And nothing even matters, life isn’t what it seems
As bad as it is, could be worse, k’na mean?

Cus my dad’s with … who’s tryna take his life
When I step up off this mic, I’mma go and make that right
Can you see what it’s like? Not just for me I fight
I got other people’s lives that depend on my success

That’s why everyday, I sweat, first thing, I’m in the gym
Cus I gotta fight my demons, without and within
Will I rise to be a king or sink to a slave?
That’s the choice that I make, every … day

From the cradle to the grave, isn’t life just a maze?
We don’t have it figured out, we just work with what He gave
Follow path that He paved, always pray to be saved
Don’t let doubt win, stand firm in the faith

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Stand Firm

STORYTIME:
Original beat for this song is from Russ - Bucket Hat Low ft. Papoose (Prod. by Russ). I heard it recently and said I have to jump on it, so here we are!
Instrumental Reproduced By - @2legitjay

LYRICS:
Verse 1:
This that real rap ..., I'm going hard, when I step up on the mic, they saying that Imma god

But i say there's only one, don't bow down to me
Still i got all of my ... on their knees, yes please

I squeeze on the mic like im fighting for my life
Cus yes ... i am, so ill soon take flight

Break out of the small-minded thinking
Titanic flow, cold bars leave em sinking

All i do is win-win, no dodgy business round me
They tried to give me 1 but i made em give 3

Fight my case like a lawyer with a brief
Don't need no sympathy, if im down, bounce back like its 2020

And that loan, all my bosses know
But im the one who lends, no longer borrow
Man ... that

Be the head not the tail
Always destined to prevail

Takes a lotta time but imma get there
Poverty is suffocating, im just tryna get air
Fair fair
What i say when people move so weird
Distance myself from the bullshit
Quick to cut em off
But it’s me that’s the culprit

Look into the mirror, see my own flaws
Scarce opportunties, I had to build my own doors
Also, own yours,
Cus conquest and domination
What is on my mind, can’t wait till my songs played out all the time, Like ...

Verse 2:
Got my ears to the streets
Give em what they want AND i give em what they need
That’s belief,

Something i never had, self-doubt took over,
Got sober, now every day, im getting closer

Never looking back, cus i really Love Tracks, do shows round the globe, every city on the map
Money flowing from a tap
Money falling off trees
Never one for the weed, i get high on the beats

When i smoke them, roll em up and put em in a pack
In my city, im Barack, always ready for a scrap
Always ready, stay strapped,
If they coming for my life
Do or die,
Gay?Na (Gaynor), but ... i will survive

Go back a few bars, and youll see why im the best
This is a battle for your hearts, and a battle for your heads
Want respect, and the fear and the love
As a man, issa drug, always getting what i want

Never spoiled though, came from the soil bro
Remember the days, age 11, going school, on my own, in the rain, 3 Buses, no trains,
From birminham to wolves,
Woke up at like 4, just to take myself to school

That hustle aint died, na its very much alive
Imma take that drive, mix with faith in christ,
Put it all on the line, for the glory, the glory

Survive and thrive
Yeah, that’s my story ...

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GLORIA FREESTYLE

LYRICS:

Hook:
Look, feeling myself, gotta put the work in, being myself
Know that I'm deserving, no-one else
Gonna do it for me, so I can’t call for help, no no

Baby girl, can you come and heal my soul
Dear God, please can you take control
Some days, I just say I don’t know, I don’t know 

Verse:
Back in the studio
Writing songs that gonna set me free from this pain
Had to meditate, get it out, that’s the only way, I can’t be a slave
... that, never afraid, I'm breaking out the cage

Dealing with my demons
Beacon for freedom
Everybody’s got a broken heart, needing healing
Searching for meaning

Call me Viktor Frankl
This is for the single mum, running with her hands full
Yes Lord, we thankful

(Even though it’s hard, all these scars
We just know you got a plan for this pain
We’ll thank Him again, through the sun and the rain
Pray our heart’s never change,
Through all of this pain....)

Bridge:
*birthday voice note snippet*

Hook:
Feeling myself, gotta put the work in, being myself
Know that I'm deserving, no-one else
Gonna do it for me, so I can’t call for help, no no

Baby girl, can you come and heal my soul
Dear God, please can you take control
Some days, I just say I don’t know, I don’t know 

Verse:
My Brudda just got a beamer
4 series, 3 door coupe, we both seated
1 Jesus, is the reason for the blessing
Prayed in the car before we took it for a session, like (vroooom)

0-60 in a few seconds
That’s how fast life change, if you keep pressing
I'm inspired by his growth cus he came from nothing
And now we racing down the road like we chasing something

Black Men Winning

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