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Mallorca (ft. Gio)

[prod. Dee B]

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

Billboard number 1 is where i wanna be
Rising to the top i came from underneath
In a mental hell left rotten like the pills beneath the cotton that be fucking up my dreams when i cant sleep
 
I was made for this
Im getting paid for this
You all make me sick
And this pains a bitch

Say you hate my shit
But you play my shit
So dont say we clique
Thats fake and shit

Shout out everyone fucking with me at south by
You was rocking me before the “sold out” signs
If u a fan then you know its cold outside
Do it for the people who need drugs to get by

Why you upset
That im so wet
I don’t like to flex
I’m already next x2

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

never get me back x4

yuh yuh yuh

so sad, so sad

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

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life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

fading (prod. cartier)

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

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benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

[prod. jakkyboi]

mixed by me and Brody Mixing

prom night
Living life 
You and I 
white pills
Gettin high
In the moonlight

You and i 
Didnt ask to be born x2

So we 

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x4

(i was) Always ignored like the shit i see through
I still dont know what it means to be cool
Everyones been mean to me since preschool
If you know just how i feel i feel you 

Bore me
Hate me 
I dont care
Fuck school
Fuck you 
And your dumb friends

Glowing up
Blowing up 
Against all odds
Said im a failure
But you work the desk job

Acting like they hate you but they really on that fake shit
Staring at the ceiling wondering if imma make it
Lost inside her eyes pretty baby make me anxious
Trapped inside myself i dont think that i can take this

 
So we

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x8

Dont come back again
Dont act like we’re friends
Summer innocence
Live before we’re dead

Live it up and give it up
x4

live before we're dead

live it up

hey, i missed u

lyrics-

i'm so cold
i'm so lost
grown so old
now i'm gone
we were younger when i left
but now i'm back and you've moved on

tell me where i'm going
i've been lost for a minute
i ain't got the time
you just tryna get my digits
racing through my brain
like my mind's in the olympics
drinking down the bubbly
now i'm spinning like a fidget

seasons going by
like the girls i fucking cared about
understanding why
'cause my life's something i'd do without
you should know i try
but you always fill my mind with doubt
leaving me alive
but my heart is fucking black by now

my heart is probably gone by now
buried somewhere in the ground
people change
i stayed the same
thought i had it figured out
my brain is full of rain and clouds
everyday i'm filled with doubt
constant stress
i'll let em down
take a pill
i'm better now

take a pill
i'm passing out
right up on her parents couch
we were at her parents house
but she still topped me with her mouth
we been going through some things
i don't wanna feel this pain
run away
forget my name
run away from everything

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seasons going by like the girls i used to care about w/ hammy [prod. nciku]

DEATHWISH

https://www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/

feature @convolk 
https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/
prod by @jakkyboi
https://www.instagram.com/jakkyboiii/

LYRICS
They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

All outta fucks to give
Get a dollar sign tatted on my face n shit
Bet im gonna get a hundred million plays this year
Got a billion dollar brain and I maintain the shit
Hook game
Going insane
Ain’t nobody better than me in the fucking game
But I stay humble
Buzzing like a bumble
Beat so fly
Jakkyboi make it rumble

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

ain't nobody better than me in the fucking game
what the fuck's a name when you really just a lame?
what a fuckin name when you all just the same?
i don't give a fuck bitch i'm tryina make change
nirvana and foo fighters, i wish that girl knew who i was
i wanna come up quick and not fall back
i want a benz all black and you fall back

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

01 Rap Starz Feat. convolk (Prod. Jakky Boi)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

convolk - weird freestyle (original)

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