The Upload 3/19/22

I been downing uppers so that I can feel okay
I get mad at everybody but its me I hate
I hear the whispers in the wind as they contemplate
I hear demons underneath me as they celebrate

know I'm not around but nobody can take yo place 
I been on the road gone I been stackin cake
keep a 40 right beside me as I meditate
I been rollin swishers, can't forget to medicate

when im out in public I be private with my face
as of late I need a break I need to settle some things
can't be bothered with these broke niggas they gimme the shakes
I been in tukwilla witta drifter showed me some things

oh they think better
lucid past his level
I been zone
i been in my bag

i been missin home
but im comin back
i been crackin 4s
tryin to relax

i take prescriptions I pray that they fix me
got deals with my demons so far I've made plenty
I buy happiness but I still feel so empty
i smile in a crowd but inside I feel filthy


I'ma diamond in the rough I turned my life into something
somebody watching over me give em a grammy or something
they gotta front row seat to see me out here sinnin and whilin
wish they could take part in the money that i run to deposit

oh they forgot huh
im from the block and ill spin it
fulton county yuh
im 303 till im finished
shawty love yeah
i cant get caught up with them feelings
but im thankful yeah

Downin Uppers Prod. Tennis Player

Changes

SWEATSHIRT

Pool

So now you’re on your own 
and what do you know 
You rise like a tide
with the moon in your eyes 
Honey look at you go 

Finally opened the blinds 
And let in your light 
Time to stretch out your toes 
Fill the world as you grow 
Honey look at you go 

Firm planted feet on the ground 
Taller, and wiser, and brighter 
Oh look at you now
Look at you now
Ahh

So now you’re on your own 
With power you hold 
the love and the hurt 
And the person you were 
Look at you go 
Look at you go 
Look at you

Look at You Go (Lo-fi Demo)

Prod - Sensu
Lead Guitar - Neanderthal 
Mix Engineer - 3astman

Things That You'd Never Expect (w/ marc indigo)

Your summer drive staple by Max Leonard, Indigo and Garrett Sparrow

Trackstar (with Max Leonard and Garrett Sparrow)

produced by LIL DUSTY G 

lyrics : 

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME BEHIND
THE WEIGHT THAT U CARRY IS EQUAL TO MINE
SHOW ME WHATS IN YOUR MIND
AND ILL UNDERSTAND WHY UR TAKING UP MINE

PAIN STOP WHEN WILL THE PAIN STOP
WHEN WILL THE RAIN STOP
I HATE THE RAIN DROPS IT RAINS ON

THE SHAME ON
ILL TAKE THE SHAME ON ILL TAKE THE BLAME ON
THE ONE TO HATE ON SO HATE ON ME
WAIT LONG DONT MAKE ME WAIT LONG
DONT MAKE ME SAY SOME I DONT WANNA HAVE TO
SAY SOMETHING

SOMETHINGS WATCHING OVER EVERY OPTION
EVERYWHERE I GO I DONT KNOW IF I CAN STOP IT
STOP PLEASE STOP IT I DONT WANT THIS
SOMEWHERE DEEP IN MY SUBCONSCIOUS

SAME WE ARE THE SAME 
NOTHING YOU SAY
COULD MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND NOW
HEY I KNOW YOUR PAIN
WE SHARE A NAME 
STILL YOU WONT KEEP ME FROM HAVING MY WAY

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME BEHIND
THE WEIGHT THAT U CARRY IS EQUAL TO MINE
SHOW ME WHATS IN YOUR MIND
AND ILL UNDERSTAND WHY UR TAKING UP MINE

MAKING YOUR WAY UP 
YOU WILL FIND
ALL THAT YOU NEED IS RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE
SO LETS TAKE THE DAY OFF 
ONE LAST TIME
FILL UP MY MIND WITH THINGS THAT I LIKE
YOU KNOW WHAT I LIKE…

BEHIND

Stream/Download

Beautiful Strangers

Angeldust (feat. Emo Fruits)

irreplaceable .mp3

Official Music Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRE4SV2Ozsc&list=PLbtOdwZu0aXCEBDthaY2ffHwwocxbe56V
Prod. Guala

LOST

STREAM

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

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i lost her.

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-centipede-lyrics

artwork: @hugo.psd , @tom.v.e.r.s.e

AMV : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngNVb_CnV_8

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