Knives in my back 
But I feel okay 
You tell me that you love me
I guess in your own way
Smoking gas till I pass 
Ash in my tray 
But you opened up a gash
That I had stitched grey 
They gone hit me on my phone 
They gone ask me for some gas 
Not how my ass feeling
I just wanna go 
I just wanna go
And i’ve been tryna help myself 
Get over this pain
It’s been one two three 
Four fucking days
Since I last saw you
In your gold rose lace 
Feeling cold inside 
Yeah there’s no debate 
When I saw 
Saw you walk 
There was ice in my veins 
Had a falling out 
Of course it stayed 
I didn’t know
What to say 
And lately it’s been getting real harder bae 
Then my heart gone hurt
Cuz my heart feel played 
Got a lot of mashed things 
Mashed things in my brain 
And when she talk to me
I’ll still love her the same 
got my head locked in playing with here games 
mom
I’ve been in my head like what
you don’t really give a fuck
I’m the one who can protect myself
You act like you don’t really care 
But at the start you were there
Now I’m a wreck and I feel trapped in hell
Knifes cutting my jugular erupting 
The ice in my veins is preventing it from gushing
Stressing while relaxing been fucking with my passion
She’s slashing at my chest it’s causing negative reactions
When you saw me walk I had ice on my chain 
My exterior is frozen from the games that you play 
There’s been long nights where I lay in bed awake
Cus these fucked up thoughts that’ve been running through my brain
Yeah my heart got hurt and my scars got thicker
I’m stuck with all these memories like slideshow pictures
I’m running from my past but it’s not working cus it’s quicker
On a loop I hear your voice say my name
When I saw 
Saw you walk 
There was ice in my veins 
Had a falling out 
Of course it stayed 
I didn’t know
What to say 
And lately it’s been getting real harder bae 
Then my heart gone hurt
Cuz my heart feel played 
Got a lot of mashed things 
Mashed things in my brain 
And when she talk to me
I’ll still love her the same

KNIVES ft. BREEZIE311

Alan walker: 

“Let’s have a dream which isn’t under control. 

Well somethings gonna happen to me that I don’t know what it’s gonna be 

And uh you would think that and come out of that and say ‘Wow that was a close fate wasn’t it?’

And then you would get more and more adventurous.”

Baby what’s your problem (Problem Problem) 
I’m just tryna fix things 
But you don’t care 
What’s your problem bitch
Tired of your bitching (Who Cares) 
Go make some profit bitch
I’ve been on my Bisping 
Tryna get a rocket ship 

Tired of the old shit
Tell me what you’re used to 
Do your day to day and in your pocket is a  
(Blue Vuse) 
Tryna save your weekly daily profit when your fuse due 
And she don’t carry round that type of love 
Nah she (Refuse To)
She just tell me she wanna die 
I’ve been feeling like i’m in the fire 
All this Hydrocodone make me lighter 
I ain’t doing pills i’m a liar 

I just wanna love myself like Kanye
Get up on my shit 
On my level 
In broad day 
I can’t go to sleep 
On my mind 
Is this heart ache 
Ive been feeling sick 
I can feel my heart rate
I’ve been wearing my heart up on my sleeve like i’m rod wave 
I was kicked out 
I was 16 
In my driveway 
Momma didn’t understand me or my high gaze 
I was just tryna exploit what i’m hiding 

Baby what’s your problem (Problem Problem) 
I’m just tryna fix things 
But you don’t care 
What’s your problem bitch
Tired of your bitching (Who Cares) 
Go make some profit bitch
I’ve been on my Bisping 
Tryna get a rocket ship 

Tired of the old shit
Tell me what you’re used to 
Do your day to day and in your pocket is a  
(Blue Vuse) 
Tryna save your weekly daily profit when your fuse due 
And she don’t carry round that type of love 
Nah she (Refuse To)

Tired of the old shit
Tell me what you’re used to 
Do your day to day and in your pocket is a  
(Blue Vuse) 
Tryna save your weekly daily profit when your fuse due 
And she don’t carry round that type of love 
Nah she (Refuse To)
And I could give a fuck about your love 
Yeah i could give a fuck 
I wish the sentimental was enough i'm feeling stuck 

Think that 
Why you think that 
I’m a YUNG JUNKIE 
Where my pick at 
Bitch I need my torch so I don’t mismatch 
Had to call Alaska and i told them need my wrist back 
Need my wrist back clear 

Baby what’s your problem (Problem Problem) 
I’m just tryna fix things 
But you don’t care 
What’s your problem bitch
Tired of your bitching (Who Cares) 
Go make some profit bitch
I’ve been on my Bisping 
Tryna get a rocket ship 

Tired of the old shit
Tell me what you’re used to 
Do your day to day and in your pocket is a  
(Blue Vuse) 
Tryna save your weekly daily profit when your fuse due 
And she don’t carry round that type of love 
Nah she (Refuse To)

She refused to

SHE REFUSE TO (PROD. YXPPER)

lyrics:

tell me what’s there new to see
i’ve been day dreaming 
faded breathing
that i get when Im noddin asleep
told her we’d cross over seas 
told her her soul would be magnet to me
lost in the eyes of a dream
talk to the moon when i’m smoking my weed 
but what if i 
kiss her when she talk to me 
but what if i 
be teaching accompanied peace
but what if i 
but what if i 

what if i break 
what if all my ocean tides 
don’t feel your quakes 
what if all i’m left with 
is the thought of your embrace  
i close my eyes i see your face 
i close my eyes i see your face 
what if all i’m left with 
is the thought of your embrace

can’t really blame me (no no no)
clouds overlooking leaves 
dirty blazers stained n creased 
under the impression I like to bleed 
can’t really water my dry seed 
she kiss him i dry heave 
she kiss him i dry heave 

but what if i 
kiss her when she talk to me 
but what if i 
be teaching accompanied peace
but what if i 
but what if i 

what if i break 
what if all my ocean tides 
don’t feel your quakes 
what if all i’m left with 
is the thought of your embrace  
i close my eyes i see your face 
i close my eyes i see your face 
what if all i’m left with 
is the thought of your embrace

WHAT !F

!¡ WHAT !F ¡!

"TXM3 H3R" is an audacious exploration of contemporary intimacy through the eyes of YXPPER, who embodies the duality of desire and heartbreak. The engaging metaphor of “leaving a stain” presents a visceral representation of both sexual encounters and the emotional aftermath—indicating how physical allure can invite connection but also lead to emotional turmoil. As YXPPER breaks the fourth wall to confront a female love interest, he cleverly intertwines materialism with intimacy, suggesting that the superficial allure of wealth and status might be enticing but ultimately transient. The chorus, echoing with the repeated phrase “leave a stain,” evokes an unforgettable mark left on the heart, as well as the body, revealing a deeper psychological commentary on how fleeting romantic connections can simultaneously ignite passion and pain. The theme of love as a painful experience is underscored by lines that refer to substances and escapism, highlighting a modern struggle between desire and emotional resilience. Emotionally charged yet unapologetically brash, "TXM3 H3R" invites listeners to reflect on the complexities of intimacy in a world where pleasure often dances with heartbreak.

LYRICS-

Girl I leave a stain (leave a stain) 
I know she like this chain 
Girl I leave stain (leave a stain)
I know she like this chain 
like this chain 
Girl I leave a stain (leave a stain)

Show me some titties and butt first 
ain’t no one tell you that love hurt 
tell you that love hurt
imma just cut up my cup first
all promethazine up in my drink 
you know I love purp 
she think that crying make me think
don’t even bother 

I know she know 
when she leave 
she gon want it 
baby a pill popper 
back in town 
you know she on it 
I don’t even talk that shit 
cuz whole time i know 
they be stalking 
Tryna cut my swag
but when i run 
they just walking 

I just sit back 
smoking on this thrax
ride into town inna benz 
niggas getting slapped 
don’t try to pull up 
your whole gang getting whacked 
yuh
i’m kickin it witcho your bitch 
huh
imma break her back 
huh
she tryna get a kiss 
huh 
i don’t fuck with that 
ugh 
still walking out the door 
showing off them racks 

showing off them racks 
i was off the x 
I was off the xans 
taking off her pants 
fresh off the boat 
i don’t serve dope 
but gold 
come off in kilograms 
she in love 
i don’t give a damn 
i’ll tame her 
then fuck her friend 

Girl I leave a stain (leave a stain) 
I know she like this chain 
Girl I leave stain (leave a stain)
I know she like this chain 
like this chain 
Girl I leave a stain (leave a stain)

TXM3 H3R

TXM3 H3R ** ft. KID RENJI (PROD. 3ZRA LAK3)

Lyrics - 

gassed up santa fe     
gassed up seem to fade 
i be gassed up in santa fe 
and all a sudden there’s my love to take 
gassed up santa fe (santa fe) 
gassed up seem to fade (seem to fade)
i be gassed up in santa fe 
and all a sudden there’s my love to take 

i cant feel i cant feel my face
all these drugs i think i got laced
ive been lookin tryna change my ways
got my hands wrapped round your waist

she dont love me she dont know my name
poppin m’s making me insane
they want grud and put seb to shame
(I I I don’t understand) 
i dont understand why you in my lane
(I don’t understand)
I don’t unerstand why you in my lane
ive been smoking gas in santa fe
ive been smoking gas in santa fe
ive been racking up my mfkin game
ive been racking up my mfkin game

gassed up santa fe     
gassed up seem to fade 
i be gassed up in santa fe 
and all a sudden there’s my love to take 
gassed up santa fe (santa fe) 
gassed up seem to fade (seem to fade)
i be gassed up in santa fe 
and all a sudden there’s my love to take
 
Description - 
**Track Recap: "SXNTX F3"**

*"SXNTX F3"* is an emotive track that delves into themes of inner conflict, emotional numbness, and escapism. The song’s central refrain, “gassed up Santa Fe,” serves as a metaphor for the protagonist’s emotional and physical detachment. “Gassed up” suggests a temporary high—both from substances and fleeting emotional connections—that ultimately masks deeper feelings of emptiness and disillusionment.

Lyrically, the track explores a cycle of substance use and isolation. Lines like *“I can’t feel my face”* and *“all these drugs I think I got laced”* highlight the protagonist’s struggle with emotional numbness and confusion. The line *“she don’t love me, she don’t know my name”* speaks to feelings of being misunderstood and disconnected in a one-sided relationship. Meanwhile, *“I’ve been lookin’ tryna change my ways”* reveals a yearning for change and intimacy, underscored by the image of *“hands wrapped ‘round your waist.”*

Despite these internal struggles, there’s self-awareness in the lyrics, with lines like *“I’ve been racking up my MFkin game,”* which suggest an acknowledgment of destructive patterns but a sense of being trapped in them. The repeated line *“I don’t understand why you in my lane”* reflects frustration with emotional misalignment, possibly with others or even with the self.

Musically, *"SXNTX F3"* features atmospheric production that creates a laid-back yet hypnotic feel, complementing the introspective lyrics. This fusion of sound and content amplifies the track’s emotional depth, drawing listeners into the protagonist’s internal turmoil.

At its core, *"SXNTX F3"* captures the tension between the desire for escape and the longing for genuine connection. It speaks to the struggles of emotional disconnection, addiction, and self-doubt, resonating with anyone who has felt lost or adrift. The track’s blend of moody storytelling and atmospheric production makes it a compelling listen for fans of alternative hip-hop, R&B, and emotionally charged music.

SXNTX F3 ft. GRUD

I can’t feel my face when I’m with you 
I can’t feel my face when I’m with you 
And I take her to my place where we sing the same tune
Same room 
Shorty keep up w/ my pace know it’s cream it ain’t blue 
Hol up all I see’s a trace of her when I’m off the shrooms 
Hol up I can’t feel my face when 
(I can’t feel my)

Me and her smoke my weed 
(Smoke smoking my weed)
(ya ya)
Me and her smoke my weed
Hold my chop lil bitch you stopped infront of my beam
I was off the xans 
I did too much 
Lil shorty pop for me

All these frequencies she started 
Looks like we’re chasing each other 
Now she slumped up on my bed side
It’s not the flame 
It’s the red dye 
Pumping through my veins when I get high 

Tell her that we’ll be fine 
Bae I’ll take you to the seaside 
Imma sip my activist 
While she be drinking Monaco 
Bitch im not a pacifist addicted to this blood flow
All these vvs’s refined 
All these sluts uh uh can’t be mine
It’s either flip the bird or peace sign 
Where’s my weed I need some me time

Description-
**Track Recap: "CHXS!ING 3XCHOTH3R"**

*"CHXS!ING 3XCHOTH3R"* by YXPPER is a dark, hypnotic track that explores themes of emotional detachment, escapism, and addictive behavior. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of a protagonist caught in a cycle of substance use, fleeting relationships, and numbness, all while attempting to navigate a world that feels increasingly disconnected.

The recurring line, *“I can’t feel my face when I’m with you,”* is a powerful metaphor for emotional numbness and detachment. Whether it’s from drugs, love, or both, the protagonist’s inability to feel anything when with their partner speaks to a deeper sense of emotional emptiness. This is further highlighted with *“I take her to my place where we sing the same tune / Same room”*—indicating that, despite physical closeness, the connection lacks true depth or emotional resonance.

The lyrics shift between moments of numb euphoria and disillusionment. *“All I see’s a trace of her when I’m off the shrooms”* and *“I can’t feel my face when”* evoke a surreal sense of dissociation, as if the protagonist is lost in a haze of substances, seeking solace in fleeting highs. This pattern is reinforced throughout the track, with references to smoking weed, popping Xans, and the numbing effects of both: *“I did too much / Lil shorty pop for me.”*

The song also touches on the cyclical nature of these behaviors. The line *“All these frequencies she started / Looks like we’re chasing each other”* speaks to the toxic dynamic between the protagonist and their partner—constantly chasing something that can never be fully obtained. Despite the highs, there’s a growing sense of disconnection, symbolized by the image of the partner “slumped up on my bed side,” a visual of the aftermath of their hedonistic pursuits.

At the core of the track is a longing for escape and the search for some form of meaning, despite the emptiness. The reference to *“seaside”* and *“activist”* hints at a desire for freedom, while the repeated imagery of substances and luxury—*“VVS’s refined”* and *“I’m not a pacifist, addicted to this blood flow”*—illustrates the constant pull between pleasure and self-destruction. 

Ultimately, *"CHXS!ING 3XCHOTH3R"* is a raw depiction of emotional conflict, numbness, and the paradox of seeking connection while trapped in self-destructive habits. With its atmospheric production and introspective lyrics, the track speaks to listeners who understand the allure of escapism, while also feeling the weight of its consequences. YXPPER's ability to blend dark, hypnotic sounds with deeply emotional themes makes this track resonate with anyone navigating the complexities of love, addiction, and personal turmoil.

CHXS!NG 3XCH0TH3R (PROD. YXPPER)

VVS N00S3 (PROD. YXPPER)

Watching all these blues (all these blues)
Stick up on my hand like i just glued them 
I- I made this shit by talking shit all up up in they ear drum
i can’t help but drip in neutron while your shit be looking pilgrim 
I’m an addict for the blood I think I might just go and drill some 
she want love (she want love) 
she give me slug yeah yeah 
that’s all you get just understand that it’s the drugs yeah yeah 
I get a bitch up in an uber worth a dub yeah yeah 

Breathe
Pause 
All this drip I know she wanna touch yeah yeah 
Crying to your friends talkn bout that you in love yeah yeah 
But you only come around when it’s time to fuck ain’t a reflex that it’s lust
pretty face shorty still got butt
not worried about her just want the bust 
in the club just throwing them racks out 
me and twin be fucking up funds 
make these bitches cum for none 

watching all these blues (all these blues) 
all these blues fall 
blues fall
that shit beautiful 
that shit beautiful 
beautiful (yeah) 
huh

watching all these blues (all these blues) 
all these blues fall 
blues fall
that shit beautiful 
that shit beautiful 
that shit beautiful 


B3XU. BLU3 ft. KID RENJI (PROD. YXPPER)

0NLY FXNS (PROD.YXPPER)

shawty on my bed 
she don’t know i don’t like hesitation 
crawl inside my brain 
and then you’ll know why there’s no celebration 
i don’t wanna die 
but i know my times tonight 
gotta walk into the light 
look at me and you’ll see why 
find a way
to take you out of my damn head 
the only way i cope with this is laying in my bed 
the way you smile and look alive 
the way you’re eyes look when you’re high 
i’m falling for this appetite 
a hungry love i’ll have tonight 

I don’t want to die tonight
 but I know it’s my time tonight 
everywhere I look it’s seems that you’re the only one in sight 
how the hell am I supposed to get you out of my damn mind 
every time i feel your skin it makes me wanna end this flight 
what you are to me is what the man of steel can’t hold back tight 
your my fucking weakness 
and i’ve never had to turn a fight 
are you seeing what i’m saying 
all you are is kryptonite 
a little piece of that and i stay zooted till i wake in my next life

Dead Inside ft. KING THETA (prod. MISERY)

JT X YXPPER- PURE (PROD. LIL BONES)

JT X YXPPER- 2K

I can never show love
riding on the tour bus
feelings with some double cups
laid away and stored above
all this love with pesticides 
I feel it inside my mind 
and all the love I keep inside 
is a waste of time 
and I said 
maybe 
that's a little 
crazy 
but that bitch fine as fuck
I might be giving her a baby
I said 
maybe (huh)
be my baby (ya) 
that sounds crazy (huh) (skrt)
ya its crazy
its been raining where's my raincoat
haven't seen a rainbow
tryna really lay low 
feelings feel like play dough 
its cloud trap in my mind 
I don't know if I'm fine 
maybe its just our turn 
our turn

I can never show love
riding on the tour bus
feelings with some double cups
laid away and stored above
all this love with pesticides 
I feel it inside my mind 
and all the love I keep inside 
is a waste of time 
and I said 
maybe 
that's a little 
crazy 
but that bitch fine as fuck
I might be giving her a baby
I said 
maybe (huh)
be my baby (ya) 
that sounds crazy (huh) (skrt)
ya its crazy
its been raining where's my raincoat
haven't seen a rainbow
tryna really lay low 
feelings feel like play dough 
its cloud trap in my mind 
I don't know if I'm fine 
maybe its just our turn 
our turn

FEELS

MAYBE (PROD. VITO)

IDRC

IDRC ft. REMI12GAUGE

Night Time

NIGHT TIME

Mine

MINE

Go 2 Sleep

GO 2 SLEEP

GOODBYE

3AM ft. KING THETA

Can’t Relate

FXM3 ft. JTDOTHEMOST

I'll Be Alright

I'll be alright

Drugs in my system
I feel good today
I don't wanna party
I'll go home its too late
I'll sleep up on my money
Got big bills of blue face
She wanna come over 
But I need my space
I need to embrace 
All this toxic air
That I can feel
And I can taste
It's a race for my life
It's a race for the light
Pure promethazine
I'm pouring in my sprite
Same thing different day
I was here last week 
I remember I was tweaking 
At my first puff of weed and now 
It doesn't phase me
Man a lot of shit a lot of shit
Doesn't phase me no
I don't think you can relate
Tell me, do you think you can relate
I just feel like I'm face down in quicksand 

I had to skurt up out of town 
And
She still ask if I'm around
I'll just play it safe n sound 
Yeah I feel yeah I feel like I can't touch the ground 
I had to skurt up out of town 
And
She still ask if I'm around
I'll just play it safe n sound 
Yeah I feel yeah I feel like I can't touch the ground 
I had to skurt up out of town 
And
She still ask if I'm around
I'll just play it safe n sound 
Yeah I feel yeah I feel like I can't touch the ground 
I had to skurt up out of town 
And
She still ask if I'm around
I'll just play it safe n sound 
Yeah I feel yeah I feel like I can't touch the ground

out of town

Rock my ass to sleep like I’m a baby in a cradle
Take the Triple C’s I took them bitches out the ladle
And I can’t fucking focus with the feelings you enabled
Lock my heart and turn the lights off like a horse inside a stable 
Picture Perfect everything nah that’s just what you label 
Thinking you’re your best but really find out you’re unstable 
Sitting by myself thinking i’m just watching cable 
Thinking to Myself does she love me is she able
But I keep it to myself untill I put it on the table
And i’m still getting checks from a song I dropped in April
I Swear I don’t mean to go flex but bitch i’m making steady paper 
And that bitch thinks she next I said bitch i’ll see you later 
I promise I’ll be fine yeah 
Sniff a double line of coke and say that i’ll be fine 
Later lock myself inside my room and say i’m fine 
Picking up the pieces that she broke off me i’m fine 
Bitch i’m fine bitch i’m fine 

Rock my ass to sleep like I’m a baby in a cradle
Take the Triple C’s I took them bitches out the ladle
And I can’t fucking focus with the feelings you enabled
Lock my heart and turn the lights off like a horse inside a stable 
Picture Perfect everything nah that’s just what you label 
Thinking you’re your best but really find out you’re unstable 
Sitting by myself thinking i’m just watching cable 
Thinking to Myself does she love me is she able
But I keep it to myself until I put it on the table
And i’m still getting checks from a song I dropped in April
I swear I don’t mean to go flex but bitch i’m making all this paper 
And that bitch thinks she’s next I said bitch i’ll see you later

YXPPER

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