Been A Long Time Coming. See Y'all On The Flipside. 

Lyrics-

Intro-
3 years passed, now they thinking "where you at?".
When you watch the time fly, you can never get it back. Falling down as a boy, but I get up as a man. Demons telling me I can't, I'm with the Lord, so yes I can. 
   Every time I fall I'm wondering if you will catch me. I sit and think about life and all the time that has been passing. I'm barely even eating, losing weight, it's like I'm fasting.  Crying every other night and all I hear is laughing.

1st Verse-
Back doing what I love, so I can learn to love myself. And in the midst of that I'm also trying to get help.  I'm sick and tired of living with a mask upon my face. Sad, you probably think I'm talking about a.. covid case.  I'm talking about the answer if you ask if I'm OK. Because I will probably not my head and smile, say I'm great. I don't think they want to know the pain that I contain. There's a lot I need to say but they don't care if I'm away.
    Life take a turn when you meet the wrong one. The impact if you stay is like a bullet from the gun. Blinded by the lust, you really think that this is love?  Always have you feeling low, but you were meant to be above. 
    You have a heart made of gold, but it molded from her cold.  She might have changed your ways, please don't let her take your soul.  Ignoring every sign I think that this is getting old. Sadly this the type of situation, Can't Control. 
    Now, how can I love someone, who don't love back? You can't, so tell yourself "it's done, that's a wrap".
   You know that it's sad, but that's the way that life goes.  If you focus on yourself then you will see pros.  Yes, the struggle is real and sometimes you may break. But God will only give you what you can take. Most days, I feel like I can't handle this pain. Except when I look to him, I cry and pray. 

Breakdown-
  Now, now I'm on my own. I feel so alone. Lord which way do I go? This the path, that I chose. Ever since I woke. I've been on my own. (x2)

2nd Verse-
 Walking on this path, and yes my bag is packed. Steady flicking off the ash. It's hard to face the fact. Is hard to face the fact I need to change my act. Minds not intact but my feelings stacked.
    I'm trying to be the light for when this life seem black. I need to help you find the light for when you stuck in the dark. The demons following me, they will never rip me apart. Life is seeming pretty crappy, will I ever restart?
    Cry and bleed too much, no I won't give up. Deceive and lie for such, damn well had enough.  Life is so damn rough, though it makes us tough. I just think it sucks. In the end we've won.
     I can tell your hurting, please tell me, why. Still with every outcome never satisfied.  Satisfaction never guaranteed in life. Broken factions that you part in take your pride.

Now, now I'm NOT alone. My hearts NO longer froze. Have a heart, but where's my home?? This the path i chose. Ever since I Woke. I've been on my Own!


Chosen Path (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lock Your Doors?¿ ft. WhyNot (Prod. Klimonglue)

See You On The Otherside.

Mixed by My Little Brother.
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ZzN5u

Demonstrate ft. LiL DEFFy (Prod.Nobody)

⚠️Engineered by LiL DEFFy⚠️
OurSadRomance. This is for those who are hurting and can relate. Love Y'all 🖤

LyFE$TyLE & LiL DEFFy- Cry 4 Help  (Prod.LEXNOUR)

OSR 4L. Our Sad Romance.
DEFFy has 1st Verse.

LiL DEFFy & LyFE$TyLE- No Interest (Prod. StanXun Beatz)

🙏🏻
OSR
OurSadRomance.
God is Great.

Wake N' Pray ft WhyNot & LiL DEFFy (Prod.Wayz)

L Y R I C S:

It's hard to find the words, I'm thinking how do I start this. Alot of wrong I've done in life but I cant restart it. I'm the oldest sibling so I gotta act like I am. Don't want you grow up like me, drinking smoking the grams. I have to set good examples but I haven't done that. I'm sorry for the words I said but I cannot take them back.  damage is already done, and yall be thinking I'm whack. Lately I'm thinking the same but I will get on track. You might be thinking that it's cap, how many times I said that. Same words, a different day but I will never go back. Back to my old ways, I promise it is a fact. I said that I would change, 24 years of slack..

So why haven't I done it yet? Don't want to live a life that's full of regret. Don't wanna make you sad, don't wanna make you upset. I said I cannot restart but you know I can reset. 

Sorry don't fix anything but change does. Was caught up in my feelings, I was acting dumb. No there ain't no excuses I won't make one. I make couple mistakes and I still will make some. But you are my sister and this is love. Me Peyton used go fight then we sifted Above. All the nonsense, it ain't worth it because, life shorter than you think, I just wanna make up, with you and our Dad, can we get past this stuff. I don't wanna move away and have you mad still because... 
Big bro he be acting like an idiot. My attitude lately has been hideous. Laugh it off but I have to get rid of it. Trash and all bet I know I've been sinning and, I'm asking for forgiveness of my wickedness. 

Please dont be mad at me, I'm just a casualty of broken sadness see. An empty battery. But I keep going on, pushing through all of the pain. I hope you are glad to see, I'm trying hard to be, the best that I could be, I promise that I will be a better brother, I promise that I'll never stray. 

LyFE$TyLE - Better Brother (Prod.Yung Rospo)

L Y R I C S:

Good without you, oh yes I know. 
Girl I Miss you but I still won't show. All the pain and memories that we hold. I guess it's time that I have to let go. Sit around and Wait for that call but no. You're a woman so why you still act like a hoe. Got a man you love but we talk on the low. Knew you'd do it once but damn, 2 in a row? 

How you get so low when you been getting high? Even if you aren't with him until you die. You claim to love him but you don't know why. Why the heck do you even have me in your life? I want to love you but I cant, I tried. Still love you, why I have to jet and fly. No, I don't hate you but I'm not satisfied. With the way that I've been living this life. 

She's telling me that she's no friend of me. You said that you was there, but pretend to be. All the demons and lies that you lead to me. What you seen, I was fried but I'm heavenly.  
Living out my purpose before the death of me. I'm still waiting for the Lord, oh so patiently. Feel like I'm breaking see, alone in vacancy. Living dependently but were so distantly distant... 

These feelings worsen when you sinning. It was like that in the beginning. And it's been like that ever since then. Lead me on but you love him. Kick Angel's out, demons come in. Confused about you, why you running? Go cry to him cuz you trust him. I was there for you, girl you wasn't. 

Regardless I'm proud of the changes you've made. They say its too late, where's the hope and the faith? If yall do not work out you said we could date. I wanna believe it, I feel like I can't. Miss hearing your voice, everything that you say, I'm grateful I met you but I cannot wait, another damn lonely year upon my plate. Not our destiny I feel like it is fate. The  pain in my heart it is a heavy weight. I long for the day that I could see your face but time is gift I know I cannot waste. We were so close that I swear I could taste your presence upon me now I think that it's fake. Soul ties from you so I need to go Pray. Pray for the day that we will be okay. Even if not memories will remain.

LyFE$TyLE - Good Without You (Prod. Anthro Beatz)

From 🇨🇦 to 🇧🇷 

Lyrics:

Ghxstty:
Did I give you my heart?
Yes I gave you my heart
And if you try anything, I'll tear you apart
I'm not lying I swear I've been living in the dark
In the dark but the darkest since from the start
I can say that I love you and might say that I love you
But if you try me again I'll show you that I hate you
But fuck all the things you did to me
You will be counting my money eternally
(x2)

LyFE$TyLE:

Yes I gave you my heart but I'm taking it back and I'll give it to God cuz he keep it intact. Demons rip you apart, got this sword on my back. Now I walk with the light so I'll counter attack. 

The way we left off, I feel bad . 
Nothing but a d*ck and you sad. 
Nowadays I wonder where you at. 
How you been?how you feeling? This and that.
I can apologize a hundred thousand times it means nothing. 
hands upon your thighs, both looking eye to eye, that means something.
You told me you loved me, I know that's a lie. Can't even explain the way I feel inside.
Sad I'm numb to the pain I have no tears to cry. I left you that day but this isn't goodbye.


Ghxstty & LyFESTyLE- Yesigaveumyheart (prod. ross gossage & ayoley beats & autrioly)

S/O the ones who stuck around.
Me-
Whats Love? baby whats love? 
Well, I guess I never really had that. 
Had it all, but then I lost it all oh so quickly, but I'm gonna gain it back. 

The only love that I have it come from The Father. 
Failed relationships so why bother?
Only female love me is my dang mother.
For her I'm grateful, I don't need another. 
Person walking in and out of my lonely life.
No I'm Not ungrateful but it's sounding like.
I Gotta grab the knife and maybe cut some ties, with some men and women that ain't for me, right?
Spending time with God through the day and night. Yes, I love Him so because he Gave me Sight.
I ain't losing sight, Heaven is the prize. 
So I repent for sins and I drop my pride. 

Baby, I'm so sorry now you have to go.
You're better off without me, girl my hearts been cold.
I'm sorry that a change was never shown.
I have something that's bottled up you'll never know.

Waiting FT LiL DEFFy (Prod. Sketchmyname)

Glory Be To The Father. Thank You Jesus.
sorry for all the short songs. next one will be longer <3
Lyrics:
The night hides your tears but it can't hide mine. Tryna hold it all together, though I'm good I be lying.. life getting worse when I do not pray that's a sign. Give it all to God, I thank Him then I cry. Wouldn't be able to do it without God by my side. Angels fighting demons constantly in my life. I kinda feel like I've been going crazy but I'm fine.. Only God can judge me and he knows that I'm trying. He can take me any time and when he does I'll be flying. Flying with the angels yeah they right by my side.
I love Him more than life and I could never tell lies.

Jesus loves Me, yes I'm satisfied. Never smoke tree again, No I can't get high. Cuz it make me feel low, like I cannot get by, it's not meant for us, man it twists our minds.. I became an addict knowing I'm not fine. I could tell them everything but they'd walk right by. Lonely soul with a heart that's been tied. Way too many times I've went left now I'm right. But I could never do it without God, saved by Christ. 
Thank you Jesus. You the only one that's picking up the pieces, of me mentally and physically, i was a Heathen. I really need Him, I don't need sin.

Nope, I don't need any dope, God please show the way I'm supposed to go. Holy Spirit teach me everything I need to know. 
God you warming up my heart, it was froze, I was cold. Wouldn't of got kicked out, if I did what I was told. Things happen for a reason, now my heart made of gold. 

Everyday I thank God because I'm saved by Grace. Ive been Longing for the day I get to see your face. Fall into your arms, I love You everyday. To be honest, wouldn't have it any other way. 
The old me is dead now, let's get that straight. Cut ties with certain things and it's because I prayed. 


Because I Prayed (Prod. Nilöwh)

Lyrics:

YokedByGod:
World gone cold like helado
Make you wanna drown in a bottle woah
I cant get lost lost in my sorrows no
I wanna wake up see tomorrow yuh
Heart was feeling hallow baby
Hallowed be thy name I pray
I was feeling gone
But now I feel his grace
And now I feel his love
And I can’t explain
But I'm finding peace in all this pain
I know the end its not in vain
They want me numb with liquor and drugs
Im sipping on pain 
Im sipping on pain baby 
I'm sipping on pain
As I’m

Telling these demons to go away
Yeah they want me drowning in nova cane 
Liquor and drugs til I can’t feel a thing 
I don’t know what to do and I pray
Lord I’m feeling like
My life just fade away
I don’t wanna live like this don’t wanna live in vain
If I suffer lord May I suffer on your name
Enduring til the end til you wipe these tears away

ASAP Preach:
I only made it here because you made a way
I almost died but you came to save
The only good in me is you so what can I say
I’m the shot your the real star with the fade away
My life
I hated it
In a cold world
So much pain in it 
All my sin he’s erasing it
Devil in my ear tryna get me to take a hit
I was in the hood getting wasted
Still in the hood tryna tell ‘em what his name is
I don’t do this for entertainment 
I don’t do this for entertainment 
I just want to hear the statement 
I jus want to hear him say it
Well done my good and faithful servant 
You did your best now be made perfect

Me:
Matthew 11:28, wipe my tears away.
I've been weary and burdened, alot stress been on my plate. 
I've been thinking of what it would feel like when I see your face. Long for your presence Because I know my pain will fade. 
Stress it leave my sight when I am thinking bout ya. Lord have mercy on my soul for every time I doubt ya. 
Forever praise your Name because you saved me, yes I'm grateful. 
Fear Not For I Am With You, so I know that I am able. 
Demons around me, want me to sin, but I won't break, I'll pray. 
Satan cant drown me, angels surround me, imma swim and praise. 
With Jesus by your side, you know anything possible. 
Trials and tribulations in life will throw you obstacles.
Long way to fall, he catching me.
Living out the plan He has for Me.
Sick of seeing all this blasphemy. 
Now They hating You, so they hating me.
I pray that you wake them up, so they will see. 
They'll Possibly burn for eternity. 
They hurt me I still have love for thee.
Cup Of The Lord, fill me I'm empty.

I'll sing for you Jesus.
I'll praise for you Jesus. 
Suffer for you Jesus. 
I'll hurt for you Jesus.
I'll cry for you Jesus.
I'll die for you Jesus. 
Everything for Jesus.
I love you so Much Jesus.


LyFESTyLE & yokedbyGod (feat. ASAP Preach) - Cup Of The Lord (Prod.Airavata)

LiL DEFFy/LyFESTyLE/GK- Any Given Day (Prod. Sheepy)

said I'm Sorry I can't hear you..

GK (2nd):
Sorry I can’t hear you
Sorry I can’t listen 
And I
been trying to feel
But I feel my heart is missing
Oh I 
got blurry vision
From the serums I been sipping 
I Feel 
my life just spilling know soon there’ll be nothing in it
And I
Got demons in my head again
I know it’s time Ima need Deliverance
I been numb for way too long
And now Im praying for conviction, Anything heaven sending
Im needing intervention

my verse (3rd):
I said I'm sorry I can't hear,
I thought I said I made it clear. 
Should i dip this atmosphere?
Raine Harvey don't belong in here.
Now wait...
That's just the demons inside of me. Tryna get hold of me, they have no hold on me.
And inside I'm crying g, crying for help, then nobody has cared to see. 

Broken pieces that you cannot fix, my emotions wrecked and it's because I sin..
A Hopeless kid with abandonment, turned 25 and he been hurt like since.. 

Ever since a jit, cuz he's different, now he's convinced that he's through with it. Held a gun straight to his head, nothing was in it but the thoughts were sent. 

I had no place in life until I found Christ
Saved from me time I felt like imma die.
When Life seeming dark you know He brings the light,
Feels you with peace if you feeling suicide. 

The ways I'm feeling when I'm feeling low. 
I don't want to feel them, it turn you cold. Bottle it up and it hurt me bro. I'm surrounded by demons, I gotta go.
Lord Forgive all the bad I hold.
Dying to sin, then you came to mold,
Me into your child, now I'm done with dope.
You warming my heart, Lord I'm yours and Chose. 

Life is Twisted, people sinning without repentance oooh
I'm no different, but the difference... I'm dependent oooh
On Father God for all I need, so I give penance Lord..
Let's take a walk, I need to talk and feel your presence Lord. 

I said I'm sorry I can't hear,
She told me that she would stay here.
And then she drifted off and steered 
Away from me, feel like a peer. 

Now wait...
That's just the demons inside of me. Tryna get hold of me, they have no hold on me.
And inside I'm crying g, crying for help, then nobody has cared to see.

LiL DEFFy/LyFESTyLE/GK- Twisted/Can't Hear You

Lyrics:

YokedByGod:
Intro

It’s way after late
When the blue skies fade
Send thy light

Hook

I pray on my fate
I look up in the sky
It’s way after late 
I’m feeling the weight
Of this life
I been searching for it every single time 
I been dreaming yeah but I ain’t close my eyes
Cus I been jaded too long
Turn up the volume lets get lost in the songs
Out here all alone I just coast on the road
I been seeking God I need healing 

Verse

It’s way after late on my own
Ante meridiem woes
I’m feeling the weight of this life
Feeling vacant in my soul

way past feeling heart stone
How I get to this point I don’t know
Feeling tonight that
tomorrow won’t dawn
heart wrenched head spinning
my spirit stay low   

Yeah 
And I been out in night aesthetic
Staying out the way I been moving like a phantom 
These some restless nights
anesthetics that can’t rest em
I been feeling pain
Ain’t a drug that can mend it

Bridge

Calling on your name lord
Im needing light from heaven
Calling on you lord

Me:
It's way after Late though,
Please don't let me hear a dial tone.
All I have to do is search for you.

Lord I'm calling for you please pick up the phone.
To be honest lately I feel so alone.
I just really need to talk, can we take a walk? 
Right now, need to feel your presence.
I need healing and repentance.
Growing from your inflorences.

Lord Jesus you're the reason I live.
You show me love so I give everything to you not to sin.
This a walk not a sprint. 
And My life has changed ever since 
He knocked and I let Him in,
So I pray that they get the hint.

Hook 

I pray on my fate
I look up in the sky
It’s way after late 
I’m feeling the weight
Of this life
I been searching for it every single time 
I been dreaming yeah but I ain't close my eyes
Cus I been jaded too long
Turn up the volume lets get lost in the songs
Out here all alone see just coast on the road
I been seeking God I need healing

YokedByGod & LyFESTyLE - Way After Late (Prod. Nomai)

Me: 
Bridge-
Tell me, what's a heart? If you got nobody to love, man.
Really I just need a friend, somebody that would give a damn.
Not a soul been hitting up my phone and asking how I am.
Used to cope with these things with a bottle and a couple grams.

Verse-
Burden when I talk about this pain, so I push to the side.
Father in Heaven listens to me, so tonight imma cry.
Another tear fall down my face, guess love hurts and we all know why. 
Closer I get to the Father, the less people in my sight.

Bible talks about it, they hate Jesus, so they hate me too.
Rejection, Abandonment. Couple screws been turning loose.
So damn stressed and depressed. Looking for love but get shewed. 
Missing all the shots I used to take, but damn I still shoot.

Life that I'm living I never thought that I would live man..
Times I couldn't do it on my own, Jesus help me stand.
PTSD from my past, it wasn't even in the plan.
Flee from my problems, God was there but yet I still ran..

Damn, I need to run to the Father.
Imma Burden to these people so I don't even bother. 
Bottled up inside, Ion even cry out to my Mother.
Loveless and love lost, so I never feel smothered.

Bridge-
Tell me, what's a heart? If you got nobody to love, man.
Really I just need a friend, somebody that would give a damn.
Not a soul been hitting up my phone and asking how I am.
Used to cope with these things with a bottle and a couple grams.

I'm sober now, oh what you want Raine? A pat up on your back.

What's A Heart? w LiL DEFFy (Prod. SOGIMURA)

Mixed By : YokedByGod 
engineered By: 3sxr Recordz

✝️I Can't Keep Going (Stillvanishing)🙏🏻

Verse 1-
Alot of stress but I keep giving in to the flesh. And even then I know that there's a consequence. A 1000lb burden has placed upon my chest. I wept to Jesus and the wrong way i still went. 

The answers to all of my questions sitting right infront of my face. 
It's seeming hard but it's actually easy, yeah, we just need to pray. 
I've had the time but wasted days away all in a haze. The broken piece inside of me live like it is okay. 

It's not, and it never was so I'm gon quit the pot. It's hot, it's really hot where all these ppl rot. It's fought, the battles fought and won so I thank God. I'm not, that worthy of your love and yes I'm flawed. 

God you love me nonetheless.
Broken smile but I'm blessed. 
Heavy laden, I need rest. 
This life that we lives a test.
You picking me up everytime that I fall.
You pick up the phone every time that I call.
It's sad to say but I aint talking to yall.
Jesus I love you so much afterall.

Chorus-
Falling down, I really need you Lord Pick Me Up. (Heal me, save me please)
I feel down, no one's around Lord Pick me up. (Teach me, break me please)
I cant keep going, I can't keep going.
Not without you Lord, you're the Way, you've been showing. 
Love, kindness, mercy and peace.
I love  you Jesus, I pray that you always stay with me.

Verse 2-
Here's a broken Hearted man I know that You will fix.
The Holy Bible or a quick fix, please take your pick.
The Holy Spirit within me so demons I will rid.
Still departed from my friends & fam, it make me sick.

And I'm praying that I'll be fine.
So I know that I'll be fine. 
So I pick up my Bible get into the word, now I'm really sick of wasting time.
Dial tone but why...?
Father on the other line...
Never feel love from a Dad but I guess that I did when He came into my life. 

Lord Jesus you saved me, so please save me again.
I'm depressed, sad and lonely, Father please take my hand.
It's like I'm learning how to walk again but not in sin.
And with you I'm yearning just to talk, I need a friend.


Chorus-
Falling down, I really need you Lord Pick Me Up. (Heal me, save me please)
I feel down, no one's around Lord Pick me up. (Teach me, break me please)
I cant keep going, I can't keep going.
Not without you Lord, you're the Way, you've been showing. 
Love, kindness, mercy and peace.
I love  you Jesus, I pray that you always stay with me.

I Can't Keep Going (Prod. Stillvanishing)

Lyrics:

Chorus-
Ain't no cross up on my neck but you know that I rep the Lord.
Many called but few are chosen, if you're smart, walk through that door. 
Guide the blind & feed the poor. The rich are greedy, they want more. If she a Heathen, adios. If she love Jesus, mi amor.
(X2)

Verse-
Hey Why so serious? These demons got you furious. 
My back against the wall, I ain't mad but you delirious. 
Used to be a problem seeker, smoking reefer, underneath her.
This man of God is celibate. Stepping on serpants with my sneakers.
Used to down them 40s, roll up with the shordies by the bleachers. 
Was living in my sin like a Heathen, now I obey the teacher.

This ain't my style but it's facts bro,
It's sad to say the women that I used to chase were H O... E for effort cuz I tried but now I cant go..
Can't mess with girls on only fans cuz they'll end up on bang bros.

(Lord forgive me if I'm rude.
I repent and then I'm cool.
People gon do what they do.
Set em straight like we at school.
All in all, the youth is screwed.
Unless they listen to the truth.
Eat up His word just like it's food.
Need Bible study, I'm your dude. X2)

Chorus-
Ain't no cross up on my neck but you know that I rep the Lord.
Many called but few are chosen, if you're smart, walk through that door. 
Guide the blind & feed the poor. The rich are greedy, they want more. If she a Heathen, adios. If she love Jesus, mi amor.
(X2)

RepTheLord (Prod. Trillvh)

Much Love for the ones who stuck around.
you're not alone.
Recorded at 3sxr_Recordz
mixed and engineered by: YokedByGod 

Meaning Of It All (Prod. Grace Darling)

For the Kingdom.
S/O YokedByGod for this one. much love.

Bleak Land w YokedByGod (Prod. Nomai)

This goes out to all the fellas who dont know about them Jezzies.
Stay awake in these Streets Lad'.
s/o the homie from Brazil for hopping on this.
My Vocals are raw on this since most dislike the autotune.

Other Girls ft. Ghxstty (Prod. VITALS)

Been sitting on this one. s/o stillvanishing and Ghxstyy 

Set Me Free ft. Ghxstyy (Prod. EmptyRoads)

beat made by AnthroBeats
where it all began.

LyFE$TyLE - LOT 12 (Prod.AnthroBeats)

recorded off a mic my grandpa bought me for my bday and a laptop I saved up for working part time.

LyFE$TyLE- Lately (Prod.LyFE$TyLE)

Cried my eyes out at 4am writing this for my family.

LyFESTyLE

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