Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

hi
is this the beginning
 whats this color that im seeing
 maybe i might be dreaming 
i cant tell if its real or not

what am i trying to chase 
stuck in this reality dont know if it will change
 feeling quite alright but cant keep up with the pace 
this feeling is kinda strange but guess that it will 
pick me up from the ground 
lift me up and put me down 
hit rewind spin around 
clock keeps ticking dont stop now
 things keep changing dont know how 
dont know if i will come down no

keep it in denial

is it getting better now
 i cant really tell 
dont know whats about this feeling

15/1/2022 - 4/3/2022

had a lot of fun flipping this peep the og https://soundcloud.com/elidrinksgrapemilk/a-loud-place <3 @elidrinksgrapemilk

free download: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1dx0qyo-Ma_ici1Sqh9ifWoXpgh-5VCel?usp=sharing

also on youtube: https://youtu.be/oIIUwmp2xqI

free download

grape milk - temper (kosu flip)

offense mechanism

hi!!! i must say i've been super excited to share this one with y'all', super happy about how it turned out

gotta make it clear that this is very much inspired by The 1975, but artists like @dobimusic and @duskus were HUGE inspirations as well

anyway, hope y'all enjoy this one ^^

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Lyrics:

Don't wanna talk about it
That night is just forgettable to me

Don't wanna think about it
When I stare up at the ceiling I see you

And I know you know what I have felt for you
And I know you know the day I fell for you

And you know it hurts 'cause you have seen it too
And I know you know it's what you've put me through

(...)

Why make a mess about it?
You know my feelings are too dumb to comprehend

Some day you'll realize it
How you toyed with me and acted like it's all the same

And I've been lied to all the time
Saw you turn to crystal right before my eyes

And you've been bluffing all this time
You took the colors off my canvas and let 'em dry

Afraid of the dark
Is it you who lurks within?
No, I don't wanna see your shadow at my door

And I know you heard me right
Is that really you in the mirror
Crushing me from inside?

(...)

To See Color

Hey there
Last couple months been something
Love to all that supported me and my music
Thank you

prod [48ours]

//
all the way
i cant seem to concentrate i
dont want u to fall
i dont want u at all
we came a long way
what was at all for
you know that everything gon break
how is it that you dont know me
so low of me

u know i tried to break
but i dont get it
am i supposed to
all these feelins
and i still hold u
is that whats wrong
is that whats going on
i dont get it no
i dont get it no more

tell me wtf is this about
i dont wanna hurt no more
but i dont care
i dont wanna live a lie no more
still dead
oh im still dead
still dead

you know i never really wanna hurt nodoby
but i cant
be true to everybody like
i fuckin hate it
still dead
oh im still dead
still dead

i dont wanna talk about it
whys everyone mad about me
lately i been so surrounded
i dont wanna go
id do everything for you
oh id do anything

still.dead

@brakence
all my stuff here
linktr.ee/tsurha

argyle (flip)

overwhelmed!

https://open.spotify.com/track/29J4TSUUHud3J6ZSxYlNhX?si=P7FpPV_kQGGx41W-smIe1g

have you met the actors? 
always in a hurry
not a care in the world
feelings of eternity

leaving earth in a whirl 
cause i know what you mean
is not what you heard
them say
but i guess its the price to pay
when you choose to live that way


both undervalued overrated
self loathing so conceited
im out of luck its just a curse
i wish that they would know my worth


The worlds just more vibrant inside my head
Dont care bout my life but id hate to be dead 
i know i wont ever change so i just stay in my bed 
and whatever i do feel overwhelmed

actors (spotify etc)

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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follow >>>clearlew
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1G7GO69qXe0bNbenX5GQjb
https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

@oakscreen, prod in 24h for anv7
piano from @ninthparallel,  guitar from julie k + @jaronsteele

loving love, with oakscreen

most sounds used in this track come from my new sample pack
https://marzy.mysellix.io/

BEST QUALITY https://marzy-music.bandcamp.com/track/limerence-ft-rossxo

vocals by @rossxo <---- FOLLOW HIM AUKGEK<YJGJ<EF
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💫💫💫

still.dead

yanky

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