Hi
Is this the beginning
What’s this colour that i’m seeing
Maybe i might be dreaming I can’t tell if it’s real or not

What am i trying to chase Stuck in this reality don’t know if it will change
Feeling quite alright but can’t keep up with the pace This feeling’s kind of strange but i guess that it will 
Pick me up from the ground Lift me up and put me down Hit rewind spin around Clock keeps ticking don’t stop now
Things keep changing don’t know how Don’t know if i will come down no

Keep it in denial

Is it getting better now
I can’t really tell
Don’t know what’s about this feeling...

15/1/2022 - 4/3/2022

Hey there
Last couple months been something
Love to all that supported me and my music
Thank you

prod [48ours]

//
all the way
i cant seem to concentrate i
dont want u to fall
i dont want u at all
we came a long way
what was at all for
you know that everything gon break
how is it that you dont know me
so low of me

u know i tried to break
but i dont get it
am i supposed to
all these feelins
and i still hold u
is that whats wrong
is that whats going on
i dont get it no
i dont get it no more

tell me wtf is this about
i dont wanna hurt no more
but i dont care
i dont wanna live a lie no more
still dead
oh im still dead
still dead

you know i never really wanna hurt nodoby
but i cant
be true to everybody like
i fuckin hate it
still dead
oh im still dead
still dead

i dont wanna talk about it
whys everyone mad about me
lately i been so surrounded
i dont wanna go
id do everything for you
oh id do anything

still.dead

overwhelmed!

https://open.spotify.com/track/29J4TSUUHud3J6ZSxYlNhX?si=P7FpPV_kQGGx41W-smIe1g

have you met the actors? 
always in a hurry
not a care in the world
feelings of eternity

leaving earth in a whirl 
cause i know what you mean
is not what you heard
them say
but i guess its the price to pay
when you choose to live that way


both undervalued overrated
self loathing so conceited
im out of luck its just a curse
i wish that they would know my worth


The worlds just more vibrant inside my head
Dont care bout my life but id hate to be dead 
i know i wont ever change so i just stay in my bed 
and whatever i do feel overwhelmed

actors (spotify etc)

sinkholes

@aegoo @nvr-me @arkenesis
submission for form's allnighter volume 7 with friends
//
cause i didnt want to find out
i wanted to be cool 
i did everything for you
and Im sorry ive been selfish
and i hate the way im talking about it

what am i supposed to do
did it everything for you
why do we go on like this
go on

cause i didnt want to find out
i wanted to be cool 
i did everything for you
but if you treat me like that i dont know if im that selfish anymore

aego:
i don't matter at all
playin with my feelings you know.
i can't see the light
your lies are mine

selfish w/ NVR ME + arkenesis + aego

end of an era

follow the ig https://www.instagram.com/yyankyy/

//
go ahead and realise
i fucked up
been a minute
since i had a real trust
i find it hard to express myself
when i hate myself
yes i hate myself
oh no
where am i goin
fantasizing
im on fire

give me a minute
im on a high note
give me a minute
im just an asshole
fuck the world
imma say it i 
hate the way i talk
i hate the things i think about
im desperate to feel something
i cant help it
im alive

hi
im struggling
i
dont wanna be
high
dont wanna be
alive
x2

alive

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

My remix for Alaska Sargent and Evangeline! Hope you guys enjoy, and go give them a follow:
https://soundcloud.com/alaskasargent?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Stream the remix on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1YjbN9HeBycVoUKZaQxy2J?si=871302fadb3748fa

Alaska Sargent Feat. Evangeline - Your Cinderella (Lovepark. Remix)

Time’ll pass soon

Glimpses been passing by me, in flashing motions and that’s what i’ve been colved in but that’s out the window now
Lately my head feels convoluted, my thoughts are all disputed and my memories polluted wish i could stop the thinking now
As im trying to recollect
these moments that i’ve know can not see them till they’re shown
can’t i have it in control?
So as i’m waiting for these moments to pass by again
i can not seem to find the next door
guess i’ll end up alone

I’ve been wondering where have i been
all of this time no
what is on my mind i don’t know
I just need someone to do know that i’m not here anymore
I just need someone to know

Do u feel the same

Just around the corner keep it wait
but i know it soon might change
things don’t work the way they say

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movinng your body's aching
We could vacay there's places to go

25/6/2022 - 13/3/2023

Blurry

kaos theory

LYRICS:

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

Breaking myself down till there's no way back
Try so hard to repair what's left in the ash

I hurt someone again, same shit a different day
I can't help but hate me for my past mistakes

Let it all affect me and corrode my system
Lose what I hold in my heart and I’ll miss them

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

still.dead

yanky

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