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If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is
@ripwarheart @aidennxo @ogpichu

lyrics;
cut me open
yu say tht im holdin
u say that im holding onn too tight
you say-
girl u got me tossing and turning
u say im nt worth it >_<
u js wanna hurt me
im js tryn be perfecct noww :(
u think im a reject
u think that im leaving
private lobby, priv terminal (shoutout mark)
im leavingg
cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
decided to disappearr
ilook inside the mirror
i look inside myslf
know its been this way 4 years :-/
u make my hrt stop
u mak my body roll
u say im the bad guy
Well baby i already Knooow

u say that im wrong
never said i was right
(right rightt...)
i dont wanna fight :(
holdiong u tight
baby i need u by my sideee

cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
x2

moment (warheart & aidenn.xo & pichu) *check description*

lyrics:
@darkestnet
are u down? are u down? yea u all the way down
even if the sky was falling
am i down? am I down? yea im all the way down
tell me u wldnt leave mee behind 

u think that i grew up, well im rly the same
all the things that i felt, baby its all the same
and my hearts still inn pain :*(
i dont wnt u awayy
theres just so many things that iwanna say to uu

are u down? are u down? yea u all the way down ,
everytime everytime everytime everytime
am i down? am idown? yea im all the way down, 
we'll be fine we'll be fine

see ur face in the rain
wipe the tears from ur eyes
ydk what to sayy
was it all just a lie?
wanna die
wanna cry
would uhold me down woiuld u Try?

ur the only thing that i love more than all these xanax:(
crushing pills inside my soda,, watch my body Vanish
watch my body fade awayy
u dnt understand the pain
allur love it was fake?
see the blood in my faceee

@whyhaze
feeling down, feeling down
my life u turn it Around
you pick me up from the ground
i cnt believe that I Found
you...
watch ur face falling down
i look at u like "oh wow"
i cant imagine the world
without you
I Got blood on my face
u got Blood on ur face too :/
how could you think i hate u?
after all this Love I gave you
and the love letters i sent you
make you feel speciall
i think We can breakthrough 
so can u Lmk if ur down?

@darkestnet
are u down? are u down? yea u all the way down ,
everytime everytime everytime everytime
am i down? am idown? yea im all the way down, 
we'll be fine we'll be fine

are you down? w/ whyhaze (epv & fxndi & moncler3k)

dont go on w/ sake (symels & ajay)

prod by @neohnq @pyu



way too many missed calls
would you stay in touch
drugged up junkie love
girl u got me fucked up
Ever since i lost you…
you’ve been in my head
now she wanna comeback
ik she gon leave again

you make me feel ignored
just here when you’re bored
heart’s on the floor
what are you waiting for ?
dried eyes tears coming out my conscious
thinking bout it got me nauseous 
i try but i can’t stop it
you accelerate my heartbeat rate, 
like these drugs 
crashing down you’re my tidal wave
i disintegrate when i see your face
just take all of me
im a call away

i cant believe that we’re apart
i don’t want to wait any longer
i gave you my heart
gotta get it back get it back
popping pills until i heart attack
i constantly suffer
wish that i could be your side
without feeling like a bother

you make me feel like a bother
might as well throw me away
i loved you like no other
it comes back everytime i see your face

spotify

take all of me 🤍 (neohn & meta)

stay by my side

bb wont u be mine

can't lie, i tried

lets make things right

bb miss you, can it be us?

its been a while, can u see us?

lets stay together, dont leave us

you and me, together

you and me, forever

you and me, together

want you around, think we look good together

you and me are a puzzle, but we stick together

you and me holding hands, wish this would last forever

@j4van
yea you and me forever

its gettin cold outside

here in september

yea i wont let you go

when i need you most 

when we end up fallin ill be your ghost

stay by my side

gave you my love i want you by my side

hold onto me

i want to stay together, forever

cant be replaced cuz to me you are special

u and me w/ javan (epv & luvpurp)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

the first single off my ep "love war"
more solos soon i promise
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @d1a6lo & @1-vtmns <3
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack
[pre~verse]
my memorys fading its fading away
can't remember the times when we would run and play
don't reminisce the past and wish you stayed
these are the consequences you have to pay
[verse]
i know i'm the one that you mainly hate
i know i'm the one that you didn't dream of today
物乞いをするのが嫌い
もっと上手くできたはず
even if you don't love me i'll always want you
and since you killed me i'll also haunt you
this is the love war i couldn't win
you look like the devil with that fucking grin
they only ask me what i'm gonna do next
i don't know i ran back to my little hole when i got her text (oh yeah..)
何をすればいいのか分かりません
i don't think the love war would of started if i knew
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack

my own blood

my own blood (dia6lo x vtmns)

prod @symels1

lyrics: 💌

@finbow
ya, ya, she on my mental
dealin wit withdrawals
flyin high, i might fall
we hit da mall
buy u ya, ya, i'll buy u what u want
i wont let u gooo
now im coughin up my lungs
u look good wit no makeup
what have i done?
he walk while i run
its him or me, are we #makebelieve?
wanna buy u a wedding ring

@j4van
(yea yea) u so mindful
yea we up in saks baby we just might ball
fell in luv wit u again i might just risk it all
others talk down on us we just gotta stand tall
oh its u again
call me when its 2am, uh
just dont play pretend
bring just u & not ur friend (friend)
theres plenty to do
said "you wanted me"
said "i wanted you"
guess ill see u soon

@courtega
u got me in luv
girl what u doin to me?
got me actin up
u the stuff of dreams
n i cant wrap my head around
the root of this affection
girl u got me stressin
it feels like death is at my doorstep
shawty i kno it
u dont care bout all that u wrecked
its hard 2 hold onto this
but soon enough
i wont need any luv
cos ill be 6feet under
girl u were such a fck

make believe ft javan & courtega (symels)

@prodjayysoul



lets keep it on the low
ill give u all my time
girl what u wanna know
i got u on my mind
if u dont wanna go
just say u need me so
woah
got me stuck on ya

girl they cant fw ya
yea u know what im on
we shinin like the sun
im gettin all these racks now
with the gang we smoking zaza
finna hop up inna phantom
finna get that bag for ya
i know that nothing ever stays in the same place for long
girl u make every moment special
i don want it to be gone
just wish I could have known
all the shit ive done wrong to u
wanna make it up to u
this shit aint nothing new
spend 2 racks on my shoes
new jeans from evisu
but u know all that shit dont matter
if the world comes crashing down
would u come around
look up 2 the stars
right where we belong

right here

right here (jayysoul)

@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

ft @heyvilse
prod @tores x @ripwarheart
LYRICS:
[shoruda]
i’m good by myself swear to god i don’t need u
ik ur tryna help but these prblms don’t take 2
and if i die i’ll go to hell for the shit i did 2 u
i promised that i wouldn’t leave u
i lied again the sequel, didn’t even mean to
i promised i would help you
if we meet again i’ll leave u
i don’t deserve a part 2
i hope one day love will surely find you

[vilse]
it started raining when you left
and you only make it worse but i can't get you out my head
so i guess
movin on from you is for the best
they say it's easy but i can't seem to forget

i can't heal my scars
i can't heal my heart
i don't wanna move on, hate when we're apart
how'd i go from happiness with you to seeing dark?
i guess it's my fault and i should've known it from the start

yeah, i've been copin by indulging
please don't ask me 'bout the drugs that i indulge in
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't helping with the problems
i know that it's bad but don't know how else i could solve 'em

...
i know that it's bad but don't know how else i could solve 'em
please don't ask me 'bout the drugs that i indulge in
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't helping with the problems

[hook]

[shoruda]
what was i supposed to do
i tried my best to comfort you
i tried my best to pull it thru
i lied again that’s nothing new
tried to hide myself from you
ik that’s a selfish move
i don’t wanna settle for you
yeah i don’t blame u if u hate me
there’s so much that i haven’t seen
i packed up quick and had to leave
i’m sorry bout ur family, he was rly close 2 me
and he left a message i didn’t see
should have been beside of him
should’ve but i carry on
don’t u hate me more, we can settle the score
baby my heart is sore, don’t think i can take no more
promise that i’ll be ignored
you’re the one that got away and that will always be adored

right here (jayysoul)

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