featuring ME :333

Lyrics:

Anton Hietanen:
Just tell me what you mean
When you say
That you need some time


Cause i dont understand
Cause its really starting to get to me 
i have no clue what to do 
Are you tryna to say something like leave me for good?


really have no clue what youre trying to do
I just pray its not me & you
splitting apart and going diffrent ways
Cause i tried so hard to get you everything 
and make you feel safe

Z00mFUN3R@L:
Chorus
Raging in my soul
Tryna make sense of all this hurt
Sweetheart please come home,
Was it really true love, or just a curse?
Ripped my heart so deep
Feels no longer intact
Grey and shattered and confused
Feels like I’m constantly under your attack
With your texts echoing inside my head
Now that it’s been hashed out,
I don’t think that I want you back 


What the hell happened today?
Delete me like there’s nothing left to say
Lost all my best friends and then you in the wake
I know that I am different. I know I don’t belong. 
They cast me like a monster,
And you believed them too.
I just want to love and adore, 
to be loved and adored,
But all that I want is too much to ask for

Chorus

Vocals by me and Anton!

Screams by my dearest friend Pipi: 
https://www.instagram.com/sanctious_myiasis?igsh=MXB4YzZoNTB4bGdpbg==

Produced by silver:
https://soundcloud.com/silversxo?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&si=B8FF5F633C3A4850838572B2C948B73C&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Mixed by Anton Hietanen:
https://soundcloud.com/alm1ghtyx?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&si=B4718FB6DD544D179B21AE14E21D9DF0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

More FWTD music:

https://on.soundcloud.com/pfu6KmCZDVFCDt876

optiondeprivation ft. Anton Hietanan (silver)

Lyrics:

Zoom Funeral:
chest tight, 
static closing in all on my eyesight,
how the fuck am i supposed to set the record 
straight this time? 

staring at the stars
like they could even tell me a sign,
anything I realize
i already had it inside

can’t believe you’d do this to me,
need your world view rewired,
wont even address this for months,
mentally im too tired

you know i know the truth, 
everyone knows bout view,  
faith y’all are some creeps and liars

spare me the soaring accolades
from people with fingerprints on the blades 
extruding my back,
physically n mentally sacked
How did y’all even come up with this myth in the first place?

Gypsum:
i push away 
i push away

i push away 
i push away

lead me astray
a different place
there’s little waste
n no escape

like out of state
like what’s at stake
a broken face
n shattered vase

cigarette in my ash tray
forget my name
n hideaway
linin up on silver plates

shades of grey
n shallow graves
telling u in subtle ways
telling u in subtle ways

i try to keep calm
do it 4 u
but we don’t get along
u don’t fit the groove

i’m finally moving on
tellin u the truth

i’m finally doing well
i blame it all on u 

all is lost
all is gone
i felt like all ur love was bought

wish u would leave me here to rot
x3

Mixed by gypsum https://on.soundcloud.com/b6thzzu9JCAWstpS7
Prod. xtsane
——————————————————
Stand on your business. Speak up when you know something ain’t right.

LiTHOCR33P ft. gypsum (xtsane)

Z00m FUN3r@L
what people deserve 
Versus what people get 

Are just not the same thing
Yr sense of justice is shit

I need 2 euthanize me

Cuts still sticking to my sheets 
hope left me for two weeks

Kidnapped a prime part of my heart 
Thinking Should I relapse
or just try to restart?

Calling sobbing over me,,
bitch ain’t you the one who left me?

My insides fuckin screaming 
for another option 




Gypsum’s lyrics coming soon
Mixed and mastered by Gypsum
Produced by PM

fused2thebed w/ Gypsum (prod.PM)

꧁༒•lyrics •༒꧂

gypsum:

i don’t feel right
tied up on the inside
tryna get myself right
tryna get myself right
like i’m open in honest
i barely opened up my pockets
whatchu wanna call it
codeine in my closet
kinda wanna off it
off it
bring me up 
bring me down
pull my heart all around 
look 4 me but i’ve been found
smokin herb w/ no one else
smokin sad your not around
smokin up ur not around


Z00m FUN3r@L:

I am but a weeping lamb 
Sleeping softly in the hay

I feel like a small child rejected,
By half my friends I always end up hated

L0L:3 by now I'm fuckin used to it
Just how it has always been

Even my own parents
From my own beginning 

I know my heart is pure 
It overflows with love

My cup is so full yet
My souls fuckin poured out 

The smallest transgression
Just echos in my head 

I’m so sensitive
I’m so sensitive now (sensitive)

honest 2 w/ Z00m fun3r@l (xtasane + axry)

꧁༒•lyrics •༒꧂

gypsum:
i get lost in it
i get lost in it
can’t help but grinnin
can’t help but grinnin
can’t speak a fuckin sentence
can’t speak a fuckin sentence
i get lost in it
i get lost in it 
i fall i fall i fall
i get lost in it 
i get lost in it
right now i’m fuckin spinnin
like charlie sheen i’m winnin 

Z00m:
And you, U hit the reset button on my world
Made everything seem worth it again
Turned it around, gave me reason to believe
Yea u reminded me where the light begins.

Yea the lies they fly faster than the truth 
In the blink of an eye the echoes call
Still you stand by me through it all.

gypsum:
i get lost in it
i get lost in it
can’t help but grinnin
can’t help but grinnin
can’t speak a fuckin sentence
can’t speak a fuckin sentence
i get lost in it
i get lost in it 
i fall i fall i fall
i get lost in it 
i get lost in it
right now i’m fuckin spinnin
like charlie sheen i’m winnin 

Z00m:
You hit the reset button on my world,
Made everything seem worth it again, (2x)

in your paws, that’s where the light begins,
That’s where my storyline eternally spins <3
When we have eachother we have evrythng

charlie sheen w/ z00m fun3r@l (xbrooklyn)

better 4 me w/ Z00m Fun3r@l (rainn god)

Lyrics: 
Exist:
yeah we got way too much money 
Yeah we can’t count 
Yeah we got way too too much money 
I think I might self destructruct
All my worst fears finna come true 
Yeah when I met you 
Kms

PBBaby:
Smokin crypto 
High offa 3 resident evil 4’s
Lookin like u wanna buy my bathwater 
4 50 thousand
Makin peanut butter baby sandwiches 
At da orphanarium 
Ate so much acid 
Piss thicker than a terrarium 

Gypsum: 
drunk driving in a tesla
drinkin drivin in a tesla
hope u learn a lesson
drunk drivin with my smith and wesson
who tf u pressin
fuck u quit ur guessin
i got too much agression
just leave another message
8 ball i swear i’m only testing
drywall inside my coke man who tf cut this

Z00m Fun3r@l: 
Rollin on the Miley
gettin hot 
take my top off 
I got what they want 

Beat myself off 
with 2 bricks 
In a rubber glove 
I got what they want 

2 bricked up 
Im a faggot
French dick sounded with a baguette
I got what they want 

Fuck yr mom
if she a cop 
2 bricks up inside my trunk
She know I got what she want 

She know I got what she want
All winter 
Forever walking thru December 
Forever walking thru December 





Exist - https://on.soundcloud.com/egMef8HwxAVsWGHf6

Peanut Butter Baby - https://on.soundcloud.com/6nryRbeBEZiDyyLs8

Mixed and Mastered by, and featuring Gypsum - https://on.soundcloud.com/EvRzCccQBwrYVckN8

Produced by 1loru https://on.soundcloud.com/nG1L1wcYNPpk76wi8

Drywall Cypher w/ exist, PBBaby, & Gypsum (1Loru)

Lyrics:

Z00m:
I started using
Put on b4 my teens 
I’ve got blood on my hands
Red pours out just like a stream 

Was just protecting myself
Ya u know what I mean  ;3

Shootin up my arm with coke 
Inna geeked up custies car 
Shot out sending smoke 
Wherever my opps are 
Tissue sampled body 
I’ll clone u on agar 

Only im allowed to hurt me
My bodys turned to scars

Gypsum:
My body’s turned to scars 2x
Start by ripping out my heart 2x
I’m lookin for u in the dark
I’m lookin for u in the stars
Bleeding out my body parts 2x
Like u know u left a mark 
In my skin you carvvvvvvvv

Should ask u 2 stop 
Kinda wish u would not 
I might drink it allll
Don’t ask me to stop
Don’t ask me enough
Don’t tell me what 2x
Just tell me what 
…

Prod by xbrooklyn: https://on.soundcloud.com/BErNPe5XTBqQ8EH38

Featuring gypsum: https://on.soundcloud.com/vwTdNGRzahTwtRNg7

Much luv 2 u both :3!

im allowed 2 hurt me ft.gypsum (xbrooklyn)

ForeverWalkingThruDecember (〇*>∀<)ゞ★☆
inmydreams:imalreadydead

My saddest journals interpreted into poetry


My inspirations:
Sam and Kitty Ray of Teen Suicide, the Rippingtons, justinedrugs, Spira Me, ashes, Astrid, radiator hospital (esp their old stuff only on Bandcamp), Loma Prieta, merchant ships, purple mountains, capo is my goat fr..
but most of all my bff Gypsum. I would’ve never started making music again without them.

Z00m FUN3R@L (zoom funeral)

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