glaive mood

sad song i made last summer because i was in pain lol.

butterflies [2020]

lobby w/ killmesumday (p. level)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

i deleted the ep this song was about 
prod me :

(lyrics)
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
no you don't like what you make

ever since i met you i hope i don’t forget you
i’ll change my fucking life if it means you’ll stay the night
every song i make is an attempt to make you mine
every song i make is an attempt to change your mind x2

drill some inspiration
in my heart im losing patience 
everyday i write a song
but my voice sings it wrong x2

what’s the point of making songs
if my friends never sing along 
and girlfriend gets mad at me
dont think of this as tragedy
and i can’t really promise you I’ll be right here forever
my heart is in your sweater
i promise it gets better

what its like to make art

take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and 
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that 
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life 
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

strings attached (p. 19hearts)

TRACK 2/2 - TRAFFIC
PROD RHINE1K
MIXED BY D0LLYWOOD1

Traffic prod.rhine1k

here da lyrics doe:
-bout a bag so i gotta get it in.
-i dont give a damn, man i know im finna win.
-i just do it for the fam, then i ball, get it in.
-obi wan kenobi, how my powers be within. 
-
-like a lion i be chillin in nairobi
-my hobbys makin money, so im ballin like im kobe.
-with the money comes your bitch, made a flick with adobe.
-had to use the vhs, the way she swallow and just blow me

-a friend of enemy will stay below me.
-flesh and blood and a soul, the only thing they owe me.
-with the power deep within, the truth will come to show me
-the light behind thy dark, the i only thing i know is growing.

-its feels our time i slowing.
- i need to keep it going.
- i know the evil after me, i really feel it floating.
-mean time kill my self, leave me faceless.
-overcoming everything, that i once was.
-
-found my way up <3
-you know im make a couple millies, neva switch up
-ill brought the whole team with me , now we lit yeah
-you know its all i ever wanted, now we rich yeah !

-ive been on my shit day by day.
-neva gonna stop this shit anyway.
-tell me one more time, just say it to my face.
-wtf you lie? i dont care anyways.
-i just gonna find my way out.

-i dont even give A SHIT. BAKE UP
-high asf, livin day by day bruh.
-tell me all lies that im facin.
-ive been really lost, just spacing.
-making all this money, on vacation.
-runnin up a bag, im elated

-this the life we have to come and face it.
-i dont wanna feel like ive been wasting.
-drowning in depression, im sedated.
-living in a life filled with hatred.
-losing everything i thought was sacred.
-anticipated death, im awaited.

Released by Illustratio Records™

Illusion

prod.lilbiscuit

lyrics:
I want you here for me
want you here for me

I want you here for me
so fearlessly
don't wanna see the way you go
all these thoughts in my head but now you know
I don't wanna care but it seems that I do
x2

All this shit I meant to prove
you don't understand what I do
can you give me a proof
tell me what I meant to you

but its not the same time
but why? you gave me white lies
but you just get the wrong sign
I don't wanna say that Im right
There is only one time when I lie
Is when I say I'm always fine
But why you always wear a disguise
Thats one thing I always despise

I want you here for me
so fearlessly
don't wanna see the way you go
all these thoughts in my head but now you know
I don't wanna care but it seems that I do
x2

here4me

🛑✋ @prodgreentop

Interpolates vocal melodies from candour by neck deep

(b)Ride (greentop)

Santa Monica Blvd

9.4.2021
im about as see through as plastic on a good day

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/tixwmmy
prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters

Lyrics:

[Intro]
i tried to write a song
tried to do the right thing tried to be the one that eveyrone wants

[Hook]
call me when you need me
only love me when your down 
when ur up i guess im nothing to you

every single waking second wanna kill myself
but i guess that im worthless to you

everytime that im feeling in the worst way
she dont wanna talk say
"right now im busy okay"

but when it rolls around to the next day
then she wanna cry away
i think that im going insane

[Verse]
if im being honest i think that i wanna die
i dont really have a single thing live for 
if im being honest then today i grabbed a knife
drew a line felt the best i ever have glad i sinned for 

sinned for the pain
swear agony it makes my day
watch the blood drip down on my hilt

i have lust for adrenaline
i dont wanna breathe
so ill pierce my lungs
snort an ady so ill get the job done

[Bridge]
call my line ask if im all right
got a blade in my thigh
and im thinking suicide
i dont wanna make you cry
so i guess i have to lie
gotta live another day
just to give you peace of mind

swear that every other day i have a crisis
"i dont let it on" so i put it in my songs then
why am i the one they always come to
"tix i wanna die"
ill pretend im not the same
ill just lie and im say im fine

[Hook]

Fin

glaive mood

drxvmz .