figure it out

lyrics:

i want to feel this way
but i’m terrified that youre just gonna leave,
because it’s hard for me to give you what you need
when all the space between us is slowly killing me.
and i want to forget,
everything that i thought you meant,
because everything meant nothing when you left
but i can’t get you out of my head
just take your time
and i’ll learn to be alone
when you’re not strong enough
to feeling anything at all
i’ll bridge the gaps inside my chest
with moments passed
and vivid dreams haunted by your silhouette 

is this what love is?
is it rushing,
fleeting,
and waiting.
i think i’m dying
but it’s worth it
to feel alive

12:25

lyrics:


i’m terrified to die,
but i want to most nights 
and i can’t lie,
i’m only breathing 
so i don’t leave my mom behind.
that’s all i’ve got
because nothing makes me happy
but weed and alcohol
and validation from people i don’t know.
but none of it lasts at all
is that why i feel alone?

after all
i should be ashamed
because i’ve got nothing to show for 
twenty fucking years
and i’m still stuck at the front door 
afraid to go outside
and face my fears
like the man i was raised to be
but i’m dying
to feel anything  

i’m so tired of wasting time explaining
circumstances that have changed me
when you’ll tell me that it’s worth the wait to
suffer a couple years like this but i know
that i’m just a lost cause
and it’s not your fault 
that you can’t find the words to save me from this fall
im sorry i missed your call

after all
i should be ashamed
because i’ve got nothing to show for 
twenty fucking years
and i’m still stuck at the front door 
afraid to go outside
and face my fears
like the man i was raised to be
but i’m dying
to feel anything  

i’ve never been this close to the light,
and i think it’s almost time to head home
and i dont really care to be saved,
just remembered when i’m gone
when i’m gone

after all
i should be ashamed
because i’ve got nothing to show for 
twenty fucking years
and i’m still stuck at the front door 
afraid to go outside
and face my fears
like the man i was raised to be
but i’m dying
to feel anything

gone

lyrics:


i’m a constant reminder of who i shouldnt be
i act like everything’s okay
but i’ve always been ashamed
of who i am 
and all i’m not
is this what i deserve
for the things i didn’t learn
from my mistakes?
or just being a waste?
and something about the weather 
changes me 
the way i feel about you
the way i feel about the things
that hold me here
and i’m blind with fear 
from things that i can’t change
and the things that i can’t say 
so i’ll tell you it’s fine 
to save you the time
but the truth is my heart is vacant 
i don’t know if your Jesus save it
i’m hollowed out
and i can hear the sound 
of my grandfather calling my name
from that heavenly place
so will the weight of the world drag me there,
or will time save me from the cross that i bear?

seasons

lyrics:


am i the boy you say i am
when i make my mistakes 
are you the girl who’s changed
or are you the same 
i’m tired of trying to find out the meaning 
in feeling defeated while you’re 
standing over me
deceiving and preaching
that you’re going to leave me
because i’m not enough to be exactly what you need

our love was the summer
wasted in suburbs 
running towards our dreams
and facing the feelings
we didnt understand
now winter is calling
i feel like i’m falling 
through cracks in the concrete
with your arms around me
and i can’t breathe

do you believe in what we’ve made
or are we too far gone
i often feel like you don’t love me
you’re just scared to be alone
i know that i’m not close to perfect
but i don’t think that you know me at all
alcohol and complacency 
won’t drown out all the memories of you
and what you’ve done

our love was the summer
wasted in suburbs 
running towards our dreams
and facing the feelings
we didnt understand
now winter is calling
i feel like i’m falling 
through cracks in the concrete
with your arms around me
and i can’t breathe

so listen close
because you finally got a song about you love
and i hope 
this is exactly what you would want

our love was the summer
wasted in suburbs
running towards our dreams
and facing the feelings
we didnt understand
now winter is calling
i feel like i’m falling 
through cracks in the concrete
with your arms around me
and i can’t breathe
i can’t breathe on my own

listen close,
because you finally got a song about you love

lavender

lyrics:

i never thought there’d be a day i called you mine
but i’m standing on your front porch
kissing you goodnight
there’s something about the way you look at me
under the moonlight 
that makes me feel like
everything’s as it should be
when i lost myself in my mind
and found myself in your eyes

i’d love to pour my heart out at your feet
and tell you how i’m feeling
when you’re consistently stealing the air from my lungs
and the words from my mouth
here outside your house
and i don’t mind the cold
because i know it’s true
that it’s always been you

i used to wonder if you’d ever notice me
now your head’s on my shoulder
and you’re drifting off to sleep
you make me strong
and you make me weak 
with every single word you say you
you bring me to my knees
i lost myself in the night 
and i found myself in your light

i’d love to pour my heart out at your feet
and tell you how i’m feeling
when you’re consistently stealing the air from my lungs
and the words from my mouth
here outside your house
and i don’t mind the cold
because i know it’s true
that it’s always been you

i never thought there’d be a day i’d fall in love
because it’s never meant anything to me at all
but ever since the day that i met you
i’ve let go of my fear to fall

i’d love to pour my heart out at your feet
and tell you how i’m feeling
when you’re consistently stealing the air from my lungs
and the words from my mouth
here outside your house
and i don’t mind the cold
because i know it’s true
that i’m in love with you

honey

lyrics:

it’s simple enough to let you in 
when you make me feel this way
when you call my name
i’ve gone insane 
cause i’m stuck between these bedroom walls
youve got me lost inside the halls
of my head 
again and again 
i think about you honestly 
and i know you don’t think of me
but i don’t mind 
because i feel fine with you

i’d move the earth for you
if you gave me the strength 
i swear, if you cared
i’d change my name
and i’d run away with you
yeah, for you i’d do anything  

and some might say that i don’t need you
but i’m high and i can’t see through 
all the words you say 
balancing my brain 
and when you’re away i feel too much
i think of things that keep me up 
so i can’t help it
when i’m wide awake and i miss your warmth 
eyes on the ceiling and back to the floor 
and i need you 
here tonight

i’d move the earth for you
if you gave me the strength 
i swear, if you cared
i’d change my name
and i’d run away with you
yeah, for you i’d do anything  

i’ve never been this close 
to the edge of the world 
and you know
i’m afraid of heights
and i’m afraid of dying 
but i’d do it for you 
for you

i’d move the earth for you
if you gave me the strength 
i swear, if you cared
i’d change my name
and i’d run away with you
yeah, for you i’d do anything

lyrics:

your words cut like broken glass
beneath my feet 
and i’m drowned out by the shadows that you cast
over me
now i don’t know
if i love you
because you never show
that you want me to 
so i give up
on wasting lines that i’ve saved
for the right one
because you might never feel this way 

but i’ll leave the porch light on
so if you ever come back home
it’ll be just like you never left at all
i’ll hold you closer than i ever did
and fall in love with you over again
i swore to God id wait 
for you to want me

i’ve gotten high every single night this week
to lose all sense of hopelessness that you left here with me
now i don’t know
if i want you
but i hope 
that you want me to 
oh, i’m so tired
of finding you in my dreams 
because it’s never enough 
to give me what i need

but i’ll leave the porch light on
so if you ever come back home
it’ll be just like you never left at all
i’ll hold you closer than i ever did
and fall in love with you over again
i swore to God id wait 
for you to want me

and i shouldn’t be in love with you
after everything youve put me through 
but your art still hangs from my walls
and i’m still waiting for you to call 

but i’ll leave the porch light on
so if you ever come back home
it’ll be just like you never left at all
i’ll hold you closer than i ever did
and fall in love with you over again
i swore to God id wait 
for you to want me

cape cove

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