Leave the Door Open - Master

Abandonment Issues - Master

[Verse 1]
I see friends having kids
I see friends get engaged
I see friends getting married, I can't believe they're my age
But then I look at myself, I've never been on a date
I got these nasty crooked teeth and pimples cover my face
I know my teeth would be straighter 
If I wore my retainer
And I'd still be in shape if I had my personal trainer
I just feel like I fall short in every single category
I don't love myself what kinda girl would settle for me?

[Chorus]
I just wanna know what it's like to be liked
Don't wanna be alone just for once in my life, no
I just wanna know what it's like to be liked
Don't wanna be alone just for once in my life, no

[Verse 2]
Well I guess in tenth grade I had a girlfriend once
But you can't really count it because it was only 2 months
And I really don't know why I thought that she was the one
But I got the sweetest thing on Valentine's Day, dumped
Through a text, what a classy way to tell me we're through
I guess I'll eat this box of chocolates all alone in my room
Zach, there's so many girls out there
I'm sure you'll be fine
Yeah, but I don't think that man boobs are what they look for in guys, tbh

[Chorus]
I just wanna know what it's like to be liked
Don't wanna be alone just for once in my life, no
I just wanna know what it's like to be liked
Don't wanna be alone just for once in my life, no

[Verse 3]
Back in high school, I used to write like every night
And soon I had a stack of letters written to my wife
It's been 3 whole years since I've had the strength to write
I just doubt the girl I'm writing to is actually alive
Does she really exist? I can't help it but ask
The other night I almost threw the stack of notes in the trash
I just feel so unlovable, I just feel so unwanted
What if I waste my life waiting for someone not even coming?

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