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i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

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Title: "Her Scent"
Verse 1:
I cannot smell her in my dream, in a monochrome scene,
But I see her dance, capering through the air,
Trailing behind her, long flowing hair,
I swear my heart never beat with such intent,
Breathing deep in my sleep, just to catch a scent,
Of this vision sent to torment with fire and despair.
Chorus:
My body burns, yearning for something real,
To feel the softness of a woman, not this cold, hard steel,
I reach to taste her kiss of heavenly bliss,
But her lips fade away as I hold her,
And she slips through the shade,
A phantom in the glades of my mind.
Verse 2:
There I find angels and demons of every kind,
I cannot smell them in my dream, in a monochrome scene,
But they play their roles, evil and good,
Wrestling for my soul, misunderstood.
When it comes to love, they both have their say,
But I’m bent on the intent to follow the way,
To display the good, push the lust aside,
Confide in the love I keep deep inside.
Bridge:
And sing the song of birds that never die,
Knowing if I could hold her head to my shoulder,
My night would be well spent, with no more need to try,
To catch the scent of her hair—
Of freedom in the fresh, cool air.
Chorus:
My body burns, yearning for something real,
To feel the softness of a woman, not this cold, hard steel,
I reach to taste her kiss of heavenly bliss,
But her lips fade away as I hold her,
And she slips through the shade,
A phantom in the glades of my mind.
Outro:
Freedom in the fresh air…
If only I could hold her there.
Freedom in the fresh air…
If only I could hold her there.

Her Scent

Her Scent(HD)

porch lights (treez x ryan kelly)

lost And Found

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

*** Lyrics by Carlton Carr ***

I've danced with the moon
Flirted with the sun
Cuddled a million stars
Had oceans of love in my heart

I've fallen so far
Crawled in the gutter
Spent days in a bar
Slept on a bench in the park

None of this matters
Just a scattering of dust
It's little things I treasure
Tiny moments small pleasures

The taste of ice cream
A beautiful dream
First kisses
First love
The sound of your breath
In the dark

In life's silver autumn
I've learnt to believe
And be still in these moments
Catching memories like falling leaves

None of this matters
Just a scattering of dust

None of this matters
Just a scattering of dust
It's little things I treasure
Tiny moments small pleasures

None of this matters
Just a scattering of dust
It's little things I treasure
Tiny moments small pleasures

Catching Memories

Rise Up

She﻿﻿ walks between the﻿ lines​​ оf light,
A silhouette﻿ that﻿﻿ fades from sight.
Her dreams are locked behind closed doors,
She’s scared​ tо﻿﻿ live, but﻿﻿ wants much more.

The nights are﻿﻿ long,﻿ they﻿﻿ never end,
The stars, they mock—they﻿﻿ don’t pretend.
She wonders​​ іf she’ll ever find
A way​ tо﻿﻿ leave﻿ this﻿﻿ shell behind.

Pre-Chorus
She’s​​ a﻿ ghost​ іn​​ a crowded room,
A flower that’ll﻿﻿ never bloom.
But​​ іn her shadow,﻿ hides​​ a flame,
And﻿﻿ maybe he’s the same.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Verse﻿ 2
He﻿﻿ hides beneath the moonless skies,
A walking﻿ mask,​​ a thin disguise.
His mind’s​​ a maze﻿ with​​ nо escape,
A broken﻿ heart​ he﻿﻿ can’t reshape.

They﻿ share​​ a silence​​ sо profound,
Like whispers lost without​​ a sound.
He doesn’t know she﻿﻿ feels the same,
Both﻿ lost​ іn﻿﻿ their unspoken pain.

Pre-Chorus
They’re shadows chasing fading light,
A﻿﻿ storm﻿ that﻿ never﻿ takes​​ tо flight.
But​​ іn the﻿﻿ dark, they intertwine,
Two﻿﻿ souls﻿ lost​​ іn time.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Bridge
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could see they’re not alone,
Two broken hearts﻿ that﻿ could​​ be home.
But﻿ fear​​ іs louder than the truth,
It drowns the echoes​ оf﻿﻿ their youth.
So they’ll keep fading into night,
Two﻿﻿ stars﻿ that﻿﻿ never burn too bright.

Outro
She dreams​ оf﻿﻿ being someone else,
But doesn’t see he’s just himself.
Two shadows passing​​ іn the dark,
Two halves​​ оf one unspoken spark.
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could take the leap,
Maybe they’d﻿ find​​ a﻿ place​​ tо sleep.

Silhouette

His soft kiss

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I am a healthcare executive completing a dual degree, Master of Public Health / Doctor of Health Sciences, focused on raising awareness about behavioral health, specifically among teens and college students. My dissertation research is focused on raising up the voice of college students beginning with communities of color. I am committed to helping people connect to their purpose in collaboration with mission-aligned leaders. Together we will achieve great things!

Our project is a first step in raising awareness about a national health epidemic.
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Healthy Mind (Brightest Bright)

A heart breaking story of how one guy managed to overcome his struggles and demons and came out on the other side. This is the most personal and emotional set of songs I have ever written. Hope you all enjoy!

02. Daily Struggles

Si estás buscando una canción de reggaeton emocional que te haga sentir la tristeza y la lucha interna de un amor perdido, ¡este tema es para ti! "No Más (Fading Echoes)" es la mezcla perfecta de emociones crudas y energía de reggaeton, llevándote a un viaje de amor y desamor.

"No Más" is a deep, emotional reggaeton track that blends heart-wrenching lyrics with a powerful beat. The song explores themes of heartbreak, betrayal, and the struggle to move on after a toxic relationship. With a mix of English and Spanish lyrics, the track highlights the pain of falling for someone who played with your heart, leaving you lost and weightless.
Vibe of a Karol G style track 

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Broken

When We Were Light by Star System Legal

Before the breath, before the name,
Before the birth of time or flame,
We drifted close, then slipped apart,
No sky to meet, no skin, no heart.

You moved and I became the sound,
I turned and you were all around.
A hush so vast, a pull so slight,
We knew each other... 

When we were light.

We're not held,
We simply stayed.
Two souls unbound, yet unafraid.
Not drawn by force, nor ruled by fate,
But by a truth too small for weight.

We didn’t speak, we didn’t try,
We shimmered soft, you and I.
A love so deep it had no name,
Two stars, one flame.

No tether then, no world to name,
Just velvet silence, just the same.
The way the ocean knows the shore,
The way a pulse forgets the war.

We circled nothing, wide and slow,
A dance no time would ever know.
Still touching, even in the flight,
Still whole, still us… 

When we were light.

We were not bound,
We simply knew.
What one became, the other too.
No shadow cast, no edges drawn,
Just morning stretched across the dawn.

No loss, no fear, no need to fight,
We loved like stars who never night.
No wound to tend, no wish to write,
Just pure becoming… 

When we were light.

And maybe now, in skin and bone,
We echo what we’ve always known.
Each gaze, each ache, each tethered flight,
Is just a path back to that light.

So if you find me in the dark,
A trembling voice, a shattered spark,
Remember not the war or night,
But who we were…

When we were light.


Written by Dave Solomon
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